480 STOP 2 STOP-2: New Purgatory City: "Long-Cherished Thoughts"

-Hideka's subconscious-

04：22 AM

"1,2,3,4,5,6,7" Hideka mentally counted the silence after the voice disappeared, and counted until 7.

"It's like there's a song that sings numbers. Hideka thought, "Is 7 7 seconds or how many seconds?"

"But there don't seem to be any songs, only numbers in them. Xiuxiang thought again.

"It doesn't matter how many seconds it is. ”

"There's no need for me to count like that. ”

Hideka stopped counting.

But, in this way, there is no sound.

Xiuxiang hummed in her heart, "A long-cherished thought." ”

"Just because I met at the moment, fate has turned around since then, and I want to pull and emotional lines, but the sky does not follow people's wishes (lyrics). ”

Xiuxiang thinks, "This lyric really wants to write about me and Min-suk, not this big star Oh Min-suk, but that Min-suk, the Min-seok who met him in the park." ”

Xiuxiang's heart beat hard when she thought of Minshuo.

She felt like crying because she never had time to suffer—from the moment she remembered it, Hideka knew she didn't have time to grieve.

Grief is reserved for those who have plenty of time, and they still have a lot of time and energy.

And on their own, there is not much time left.

Crossing is not the golden key to solving all problems.

Because making up for it is not the way to change the wrong.

Mistakes have been made and should be punished.

If you make a mistake, you should repent completely.

Instead of constantly making up and making up for mistakes.

Every time she crosses back, whether she can really help her pursue, Xiuxiang doesn't know.

But she knows that crossing is a very addictive thing, and she may have become an addict.

The song begins with the song: "If it weren't for a hurried parting, how could I desperately want to say goodbye (lyrics)." ”

Xiuxiang thinks that people who haven't experienced it won't understand.

It's hard to describe the feeling.

This lyric is too similar to her situation.

"Why is there such a song that is so relevant to my life? ”

Hideka also asked herself.

Maybe that's why she loves watching that show, but of course the content of the show has nothing to do with her life.

Needless to say anything else, the first lyrics of "Long-awaited Thoughts" are so right!

If it weren't for the endless relationship between her and Min Suk, if it weren't for the fact that the separation was too hasty, the breakup moment was too short, how could she leave such deep regrets in her heart?

Such a deep regret is not the cause of these many "unfinished" seeds?

Finish—what an important word.

If there is no end, it can only lead to regret - boundless regret.

Whether it's a movie, a TV series, a novel, a comic, anything, whether it's good or not, needs to be finished.

If there is no such deep regret, why bother to pursue it so hard? Xiuxiang knows that if everything is perfect, she will not hold on to it anymore, and will find a good place to dismiss these memories...... For example, under a beautiful cherry blossom tree or in a certain piece of clean water, the memory is simply banished and buried.

"Pursuit, what a thing that requires endurance!" thought Xiuxiang.

"I did it with great stamina, and I didn't have the courage to succeed if I didn't succeed. All I have is the web that I keep weaving with faith, the big web, the big web. Maybe it's not a net, it's just a bubble......"

Xiuxiang's confidence began to waver, and she kind of regained her original feelings, and fell into pessimism for no reason.

"It's hard to imagine what would happen if one day this huge, huge web of bubbles would break..... Can my heart really bear it?" Xiuxiang thought of herself like this, and felt that Gu Ying's self-pity was understandable.

"But all the way, it's too difficult, unfortunately we all fell (lyrics). ”

Just like now, Xiuxiang felt that she was trapped in the pit she had dug, and it was her duty to get out of here.

You must organize your thinking well, see how many useless overflowing emotions are at work, how many useless opinions are obstructing, and quickly sort out the most important ones.

It is good to leave all those useless things behind, and only leave the growth of the "heart" during this period.

Because the revelation given to you here needs to be discovered with your heart.

"You must not be a thoughtless marionette, you must feel the mountains, rivers, grass and trees of life with your heart. Hideka made up her mind again in vain, feeling that she was about to use all her strength.

For Minshuo, it is really a "long long-cherished longing (lyrics in quotation marks, the same below, until 'love you is undiminished')", and his obsession with pursuing Minshuo has always been "echoing in my heart".

The impulse to turn all my thoughts into action is also "like a thousand words constantly urging me to bet on tomorrow".

And he, Min-suk, he, who had been in the corner of the park, who had appeared in Sukka's life, did not respond.

but "could not hear."