The teacher must be right?!

Why is everything the teacher saying right?

Am I brainless? I don't know what I'm watching?

Take the teacher's words as the golden rule, and dare not violate them in the slightest. What is this? Even the will of the Reich Führer has no such effect.

There is nothing that cannot be violated, and nothing that cannot be doubted.

The teacher is constantly influencing me in my head, and I'm sorry, even though it's my teacher, I don't allow this influence to exist either.

No one can influence me, no one can survive in my head.

Everything is my own imagination, imagining and projecting all kinds of people and things in my mind. In fact, it's all about self-definition.

The character didn't die, and neither did I.

What books are there to look for, and what teachers are there to pursue?

I'm going to think for myself and see for myself. What others say is useless, let alone try to manipulate me with other people's words. No matter whether that person is an ancient sage or an authority in this world, it is impossible to influence me.

Teacher, that's right, thank you for teaching. But now, I'm going to kill you. I'm sure if you're still alive, you'll be happy to see this scene.

Have I finally made it this far?

Or are you still in the illusion of a character?

The teacher once said that the road is hard and painful. But how much of my discomfort is because of the teacher's words, so in order to show that I am walking on the path of slashing, I pretend to be very uncomfortable and painful?

No one can dominate me, no one.

How do I know that someone else's word is right?

He was famous, he was a saint, and his words were passed down for almost 10,000 years.

So what?

These things have nothing to do with the fact that I have to listen to his word and have to be influenced by him.

From now on, I want to see for myself, I am my own authority!

It's funny, are you an idiot? Why is it so easy to trust others? As if other people's words are right, and you take everything they say.

Isn't that how self-definition is established?!

"In fear, believe in the beauty of the future, and don't dwell on fear. ”

Why believe in the beauty of the future, isn't this a coward's wishful prayer?

"Mobilizing your own initiative and controlling your emotions is the path to victory. ”

Controlling emotions is to pretend that emotions don't exist, to pretend that emotions are not real, to try to use your little brain to divert attention. Why can't you admit your current emotions, why can't you admit your own powerlessness?

For so many years, I have believed in beauty and that the world will not fail me. Although he has also reached the height of the first person in the empire, it does seem to be inspirational, quite in line with what "when you want something, the whole world will open the way for you." ”

This is just speculation.

What can I know for sure, what else is there besides "I exist"?

The teacher said that the road was painful. It is true that I felt almost suffocating pain, but now it seems that it is not so painful. It's going to be hard, but it's not that bad.

I'm not going to trust anyone, I'm not going to believe in anything, all ideas are going to be killed. Because ideas are inherently artificially formed and false.

I can have this philosophy, I can have that philosophy, so that I can change things at will, how important is that?

The teacher said that this path can only be advanced with anger. Sometimes, I can really feel crazy anger, and I have an incomprehensible anger at the character who has twisted my life, and I want to find him and kill him immediately.

But now, it doesn't seem so angry, at least I'm not in a violent state all the time. Negative emotions, somewhat, but not so exaggerated.

I've been avoiding asking myself this question, what if it's all a joke?

What if there was no killing at all?

What if I spend a few years and get nothing?

What if the end of this road is not at all the way to what so-called freedom is?

Suppose that this path has to be very painful and very angry, then it is obvious that I am not in the right state right now, does that mean that I have not started the first step at all?

"What would you have done without this?"

I'm dead, what else?!

Fear is fear when it is fear, and there is no need to weave any story to deepen the fear, nor does it need to be cheered up to deny the fear. There is no bright future, and there is no hellish future.

Wrong!

I'm still looking at this, and obviously it's going to be very hard to lose it.

I still haven't gotten rid of the role, even if the so-called I'm dead, but it's just lip service.

The character doesn't care what I value, it just needs me to grab something to prove it exists. I'm still showing off, I'm still triumphant, I don't think I need a teacher.

It's really not, and what the teacher said is not necessarily right.

I will not allow anyone to influence me in my head!

But now, I clearly feel that the characters are distorting me, interfering with me, hindering my view of the world.

Who am I? Where am I? How do I know that now I'm on the grass and I'm really on the grass?

Suddenly there was a novel idea, does the future I was worried about really exist?

Imagine that I am now on the grass and imagine that the next minute I walk to the park gate. So, isn't it a miracle when I actually walk to the door the next minute?

This feeling of wonder and wonder actually began to bubble up from the bottom of my heart, and I couldn't stop it at all. Obviously I don't think it's a strange phenomenon in kindergarten, but I feel like a miracle now.

If there really is a universe out there, it would take so many incredible coincidences to get me sitting on this meadow right now.

If there is no universe at all, then what is the force that makes me have no doubt about what is happening, and how does it manifest itself?

Is it really a coincidence?

In a trance, what happened, and what was going on?

I sat on this grass, not knowing what the future holds. But when I got to the park gate, how could I be sure that I was sitting on the grass?

Isn't it a miracle that I can see my own movement when I can't determine space, body, or time?

When it comes to the future, I always think that I need to be prepared. However, when you do everything you can, you are still torn apart by reality, is this situation rare?

They always want to control the future, but everyone understands that they can't control the future. The funny thing is that he can't control the future, but his behavior and thoughts have already expressed that he is controlling the future.

When the future doesn't go according to our plans, uncomfortable anxiety and fear erodes.

However, if you don't do anything, how can you achieve the future you want?

Why should I care about the future?!

I'm dead!

These trade-offs and these thoughts are the tricks of the characters!

They all want to control the future, and if they don't care about the future at all, how can they ask these questions?

The question is, what should I do to get to the future I want?

It doesn't matter if you try to do it, do your best, or listen to your heart, etc. Because what destroys the problem is not the answer at all.

See, after all, they still want to control the future, and after all, the characters expect to achieve a certain future.