Eight
Du Ping is a detective, and Du Ping has to use his own methods to confirm the facts of the matter, so Du Ping appears here, the place where Mimiko has just lived, to understand the true situation of Mimiko. It's just that all the discoveries here are confirming an answer that Du Ping doesn't want to be a reality: Mimiko left Du Ping on her own initiative.
There was a trace of despair in Du Ping's heart, Du Pingping was not afraid that like last time, Mimiko was forcibly led by her own family, and at that time she was still thinking about herself. Du Fair is afraid that just like Miyako said this time, he really doesn't have any feelings for himself, it was she who took the initiative to leave her, without a trace of hesitation and nostalgia, which made Du Fair very scared!
If it's really Miyako who takes the initiative to leave herself this time, she doesn't want to have any contact with her anymore. Then no matter what you do, you can't save the end of the incident!
Du Ping didn't want to believe such a situation, but now all the things and evidence are unable to show such a situation!
Despair like infinite darkness, without a trace of hope or light.
A strong heartache rose from his entire body and soul, and Du Ping fell to the ground weakly, motionless.
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Hospitals, and hospitals.
When Du Ping woke up again, he found himself back in the hospital bed again, next to his slave girl and son. Kazuko is the slave girl of Du Fair, and according to Miyako, it is a lower level existence than the lower daughter. But this is not the result that Du Ping wants, but it is an immutable fact. Now Du Pingping's small family in Jingluo has only become Du Pingping and her. Du Ping was not familiar with her, in fact, although Kazuko had been at Du Ping's house for a long time, Du Ping had not talked to her much.
Du Pingping lay flat on the bed and looked at Kazuko, "You sent me to the hospital?"
Kazuko humbly replied, "No, master!" the security guard of that building found you, notified the police, and sent you here. The left-handed man has already taken care of your affairs with the police and told me to come and take care of you. β
"I see. β
Du Pingping stopped talking, looking at the ceiling motionless. Little by little, time is lost, nurses come, nurses go, doctors come, doctors go. Du Ping just lay here all this time, motionless. It wasn't until noon that Kazuko brought a box of food to Du Ping's bedside.
Kazuko, "Master, it's time to eat." β
Du Ping was motionless.
Kazuko again, "Master, it's time to eat." β
Du Pingping still didn't respond, and Kazuko had to use the winch on the hospital bed to slowly twist Du Pingping's upper body. Kazuko sat down beside Du Ping with a bowl of porridge, "Master, it's time to eat!"
Du Pingping still did not respond.
Kazuko took out a small spoonful of food from a small bowl with a spoon and brought it to Du Ping's mouth, "Master, let's eat something!"
Du Pingping remained motionless. Kazuko tried to deliver the food to Du Ping's mouth, but Du Pingping only held the food in his mouth, motionless, and did not chew or swallow it. After several efforts, Kazuko couldn't feed any food, so she had no choice but to give up.
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In the main hall of the temple of Kazama's ancestral land, Miyako still knelt there motionless, like wood. It's been two days, two full days and two nights, and Miyako has been kneeling motionless in the middle of the main hall like this.
Miyako's mother came to Miyako's side and squatted down helplessly.
Miyako's mother, "Miyako don't do this, okay! You have to pay attention to your body!"
Miyako didn't speak, just stared silently at the statue of the ancestral god above, motionless as if it were a wooden statue.
Miyako's mother, "Even if you don't cherish your body, you have to cherish the child in your womb, she has his blood in it." β
Miyako remained motionless, as if she had not heard of it.
Miyako's mother, "He then quietly went to the house where we used to live, just like you said. β¦β¦β
Miyako is motionless, still the same.
Miyako's mother, "He later fainted there, and was later taken to the hospital by our people. β¦β¦β
Miyako didn't move, and she didn't know if she heard what Miyako's mother said, or if she didn't hear it.
Miyako's mother, "Our people say that he is now like ashes. Is there any way to recover him? Our fear goes on like this, he's going to die. β
Miyako's eyes slowly turned, "Is he okay?"
Miyako's mother sighed, "Like you, I don't eat, drink or sleep, the hospital has started to give him an infusion, and there will be no danger to his life in the short term." β
Mimiko, "Inform his parents! That's the concern he still has in his heart, so as long as his parents are around, he won't beg for death." β
Miyako's mother looked directly at Miyako, "What about you, how can you really let go?"
Mimiko smiled bitterly, "It's impossible to really let go! My heart hurts right now, it's good here! I want to stay a little longer." β
Miyako's mother persuaded, "You want to stay here a little longer, no problem." But you can't go without eating, drinking, or sleeping, right? You're committing suicide slowly! Even if you don't think about yourself, you have to think about the child in your womb, right?"
Miyako looked down at her stomach and smiled bitterly, "For her sake, let her be born to experience the same life as me?Experience the same pain as me? In the end, can you be sure that she won't hate me? Deep hatred, hatred to the pain and suffering in the center of the bone marrow!"
Miyako turned her head to look at her mother, her voice flat, "Mother, I hate you! Why did you give birth to me and make me go through such pain? How good it is that you didn't give birth to me! You are so selfish!"
Miyako's mother hugged Miyako and cried, "I'm sorry! I'm really sorry!
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In Du Ping's ward, after Kazuko opened the curtains in the early morning, another day's good sunshine shone into the ward, filling the entire ward with brightness and vitality.
Kazuko turned her head to look at Du Ping behind her, who was still lying motionless, her eyes still staring directly at the ceiling as they had been two days ago, motionless, as if she had lost her life and soul. Kazuko began the day's hard work, the cleaning of the entire room was sorted out, and a pot of vibrant flowers was replaced on Du Ping's bedside table.
Kazuko smiled and encouraged Du Ping, "Master, you have to change your mood today!"
Du Ping was motionless, as if in a vegetative state.
The nurse came in and out, and hung a bottle of clear liquid on Du Ping's hand, drip by drop. The doctor came in and out, and registered the story of the day to the medical record at Du Pingping's bedside.
It's as if today is a repetition of yesterday. Du Ping is now also a celebrity in this hospital and this ward, and he can fall out of love and become Du Ping as he is now, which can be said to be a breed that is more lacking than giant pandas in modern cities and civilizations. Therefore, the nurses and ladies in this ward, regardless of whether they are responsible for Du Pingping's patient number or not, have visited Du Pingping's current situation one by one for various reasons. Then there were a lot of simple and beautiful bouquets in the ward, but among some of the bouquets, there was a personal phone number from a certain nurse. The doctor is also very interested in Du Pingping, and there is a middle-aged doctor who also pays attention to his history of broken love for Du Pingping, which is the kind of story that hurts to the bone marrow, but the only listener of this story, Du Pingping, is just like a piece of wood from head to genus, lying motionless.
The door opened again, and when Kazuko thought it was the nurse who had quietly come in again, a pair of middle-aged and elderly men and women walked in.
Kazuko was stunned for a moment, and bowed slightly, "Who are you?"
Kazuko bent over to salute, and the lady of the two who came in had already rushed to the side of the bed, hugged Du Ping's head and cried loudly, "Fair, my son, what's wrong with you? Don't scare us......"
Kazuko's body froze, looking at the middle-aged and elderly man who came in, and asked, "Who are you?"
The middle-aged man's face was stiff and rigid, "We are Du Ping's parents!
The people who came in were actually Du Ping's parents, these two old men who were supposed to be in Tibetan horses, were brought here by the left-handed car early in the morning. Although when they came, the person who picked them up had already told them a little about Du Ping's current situation, but when they arrived here and saw the current situation of their own son, the two old men couldn't help but feel heartache.
Father Du wanted to bow down to Hezi, but Hezi hurriedly stopped him, "Please don't do this!
Family is always family, in the arms of Du's mother, Du Fair's face slowly recovered, and he tried to give his mother a smile, but because he had not spoken for many days, he was a little jerky when pronouncing.
Du Fair, "You...... and father...... How...... Coming?"
Mother Du held Du Ping's head and stroked it, "What's wrong with you? Hearing the news of your illness, it really scared me and your father to death!"
Du Ping's voice was already flowing, "I'm fine, I will be discharged from the hospital soon." β
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Just as Miyako guessed, Du Ping really came back to life. He was discharged from the hospital on the same day, and even took his parents to visit some amusement spots in Jingluo. It's as if there is nothing going on. Of course, both the parents and Du Ping deliberately avoided the embarrassing matter and fact that Miyako was gone.
Although Du Mu wanted to stay for two more days, the next day Du Ping still put them on the train back to Tibetan Ma.
In the waiting room of the train, Du's mother hugged Du Ping and cried in a low voice uneasily, "Fair! Don't do this, okay? You must take care of yourself, understand?"
Du Ping nodded, "I'm fine." You can rest assured!"
Du's father also came to Du Pingping's face, as if he looked at Du Pingping very seriously, "Son, you are already an adult! You have to understand what you should do and what you should not do." So I won't say anything superfluous! But the next time it happens, I'm going to hit someone!
Du Ping smiled hard, "Yes, father!"
Father Du frowned and looked at Du Pingping, and suddenly punched out and hit Du Pingping's chest, knocking Du Pingping two steps back.
Father Du was serious, "Cheer up!
Du Ping replied loudly, "Yes, father!"
Father Du, "Understand what?"
Du Pingping, "Cheer up!"
Father Du nodded, "If you come next time, you are still like this, I will not only beat people!"
"Yes, Father!"
Father Du looked at Du's mother next to the two of them, and instructed Du Pingping, "Go and give your mother an explanation, don't ask us to go back to Zangma and worry about your affairs." β
Du Ping went over to give his mother a hug, "Mom, don't worry! β
Du Mu smiled with tears, "Call us more if you have something, don't let us know about such a thing at the end!"
"Yes, Mother!"
Du Mu seemed to want to say something more, but finally gave up. Although the three of them did not mention one person from beginning to end, everyone stopped thinking about one person and one thing all the time. That's what Miyako and Miyako left Du Fair.
The notice of the train station has sounded, and Du's father pulled the reluctant Du mother to leave Du Ping step by step, walked into the flow of people, and flowed into the entrance of the station.
Du Ping stood motionless outside the door of the delivery station, until the notice that the train had already departed was also shown on the notice board of the train station, Du Ping was still standing here blankly, not knowing where he should go next?
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Du Ping was attracted by the big trees on the roadside, these big trees that grew on the side of the road, I don't know how many years, and now the entire canopy is covered with dense foliage. It's not the kind of simple covering, but the kind of covering that seems to have countless birds called green leaves, densely falling all over the branch. In a trance, Du Ping even felt that the green leaves were communicating and calling like birds. They are making a myriad of small rattling sounds, as if a happy concert is coming to a climax. Du Ping is feeling their happiness, their happiness, they are a huge and perfect family......
Kazuko pushed Du Pingping, who was standing on the side of the road in a daze, and Du Pingping had suddenly stood here motionless for a long time. Looking at the canopy, losing expression and forgetting the time. Although Kazuko waited for him for a long time, Du Pingping still stood there motionless, so Kazuko had to wake Du Pingping.
Kazuko, "Master, are you alright?"
Du Ping woke up slowly, his eyes still attached to the big tree, "I'm fine......!
Kazuko suggested, "Master, shall we go home first?"
The hut with Mimiko's figure slowly appeared in Du Ping's mind, and he was a little confused, "Go home? Why? Do you still have a home?"
Kazuko also found herself asking a very sensitive question, "I'm sorry, master." β
Du Ping looked back at Kazuko, "Kazuko ......"
Kazuko, "Yes, master!"
"Why are you still here?"
Kazuko, "Because you are my master." β
"In this world, someone shouldn't be someone's master, no matter what the reason, so this thing is wrong from beginning to end." So you are free and you can go anywhere you want. β
Kazuko bowed her head, "Kazuko, I don't want to go there either." It's nice to be with the owner, it's actually much better than my old life. β
"That's how it was. β
Kazuko, "Yes, master! I was a homeless child, and my mother left the family after my father ran away because of a high gambling debt. I wandered around all the time, and then I joined a criminal group and lived a life of hurting people without a meal. It's good now, I'm not going to be scared all the time, and I'm not going to hurt anyone. β
Du Pingping was a little surprised, of course, this is also related to the fact that Du Pingping has not had any communication with Zi since he received Hezi.
"I see. I thought you hated me because I took you out of the group, and it looked like you were like a family. β
Kazuko said honestly, "Yes, master! At first, Kazuko was scared and hated you. But when I got used to my current life, I found that my current life was like heaven compared to what I used to be!"
Du Pingping, "If you like it, it's fine!"
Du Gong was attracted by a modern office building with a glass faΓ§ade on the side of the road, and slowly walked under it step by step, feeling that this building was so bright, as if the whole was composed of dark blue glass, like a life from another world, proud and vibrant standing there.
Du Pingping stood there, his expression was a little demented, his small mouth was slightly open, and he didn't move, as if he had forgotten the time.
Suddenly, a strong heartache spread out from the depths of your heart, like an old bottle of wine, when it was broken, you didn't pay attention, but when you found it, you found that its aroma had spread to every cell, blood, and bone marrow of your body, that is, the soul in your body, and it was also soaked in its drunkenness.
Du Ping was in pain, but this pain made him not know what to do. It's like being abandoned by the whole world, like standing in the water of an uninhabited beach.
Du Ping felt that every cell in his body was like a land of extreme lack of water, and they were screaming at Miyako's memory, this huge sound composed of countless screams kept impacting Du Ping's brain, making Du Ping unable to think about anything at all.
Du Ping curled up on the crowded road, and Kazuko pounced, along with two kind passers-by.
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Miyako curls in the middle of the uninhabited temple, motionless as if she had lost her life.
After Miyako's mother entered here, she quickly came to Miyako's side, "Daughter, are you okay?"
Miyako smiled weakly at her mother, "Except for heartache, there's nothing." β
Miyako's mother, "Miyako, you have to forget him! Now is a very critical time, the more you care about him, the more serious the beast of the earth soul in your soul will be. β
Miyako understood, "People will grow in the direction of beasts and become like monsters." β
Miyako's mother looked serious, "Yes. β
Miyako, "So Miyako must forget him, forget this memory and feelings......"
Miyako's mother, "Yes. β
Miyako, "That's how you all came over?"
Miyako's mother, "Yes. β