Chapter 971: The First Step 371
Yuan Changwen didn't know what he should do, and he didn't know what else he was going to do. But there is nothing to argue about if it is not done is not done. As long as you are honest, it is impossible to pretend that you don't see it.
It also sounds ridiculous, who would do these things? What about their own career? What about their family? What about those feelings? When can you so easily soak your family aside and then kill your head?
Those worries, those worries, really seem real, and I am about to be scared to death by myself. It's like meeting a ghost, not caring about that fear, and then desperately continuing to do your homework.
Who can do that? Who but a madman, but mad destruction, who doesn't care?
That's how I was deceived, even though it was necessary, even though it was only for a better experience of dreams. But unreal is unreal, and there is no right to control me.
Since it's a dream, wake up. I don't care if it makes sense or not, I don't care what the consequences are, I am reasonable? Who will reason with me? How can a madman be reasonable?
I don't want to maintain a certain character attribute anymore, what is more important than killing? The character attribute of the son, the character attribute of the husband, and the character attribute of the founder of the family, all dissipate.
There is no need to maintain any character attributes, and those character attributes that keep me infusing energy should all be killed. Perhaps, this will make many people sad, and perhaps it will lead to all kinds of worldly failures.
Falsehood is falsehood, and the consequences of falsehood can only be used to intimidate me. That's right, that's what that inexplicable force often does, fear.
The character of Yuan Changwen doesn't exist, so what about being injured? What about failure? Who put that kind of nervousness that trembles when I hear defeat?
Let me see what the hell all this is.
Since it is misleading, it will be easy to rule out misleading. In terms of subtle illusions, as long as you know that this is an illusion, then you can naturally solve the illusion. In other words, nature can no longer identify with illusions.
Truth never ceases to exist, I can pretend not to know the truth, and I can be so sure that I've been deceived to the point where "I don't think I'm being deceived at all." But the truth is still there.
Even this distorted world of duality, even if it is a false presentation, requires that awareness to sustain it. Infinity can distort itself into limitations, but that is only a distortion, not a change.
I'm sure I'll wake up.
If there is no meaning, there is no meaning, I have been led by the "meaning" thing for so many years, how long will it take to be played with before I am satisfied? Yes, no matter what role you play, there will always be something to gain at the end.
For Infinity, there is no other thing at all, so whether it is good or evil, whether it is peak or ordinary, it is an extraordinary experience for Infinity.
It's a pity that I'm just clamoring for the role of "not playing". That's very good, very reasonable, but I just don't play it. The role of Yuan Changwen is not me, so don't think it's me wandering around.
I can definitely rush out of the character of Yuan Changwen, tear the character, and then get free.
It's all about to happen, because even if I don't, I'm going to keep killing. Gambling with my life, gambling with it all, it's either the character dies or I die.
Hey, Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that there seemed to be something wrong with this sentence, how could I die? That awareness will never disappear, and the truth will never stop existing. And the character, maybe he will die, maybe he won't.
Can you really gamble on all of this?
Think about your family, maybe because of this decision, you will wash your face with tears every day. Think of friends and colleagues, maybe there is only one sigh when talking about yourself. Those who used to worship me may only use me as a negative teaching material. My honors will be in ruins.
But so what?
It's not that I know my mom is going to cry, but even if mom does, so what?
Even if the character turns into garbage, so what?
Gambling on all this, just to kill.
I don't know what happens when I play such a crazy character, or how the elements of the picture will be presented. However, to think about the future is to acknowledge the existence of the characters.
At this moment, at this moment, that's all. Picture elements don't need to be related, and they don't need to be understood. Could it be that what the elements of the picture want to present, or may not be presented? Could it be that the so-called scientific laws can really restrict the presentation of the elements of the picture?
And what can I do to control it? What can I do but accept my fate? And even if I do something, this kind of behavior is only the presentation of the elements of the picture. So, what's it?
Perhaps, this is just a rhetoric at the moment, maybe the next moment you will hide in the arms of fear, and then cry and say that this should not happen.
I do not know.
Yuan Changwen was not worried about such a thing, because he was afraid that the bewitching woman was already very powerful, and he had not suffered once or twice. If you can easily kill it, then it can only show that you are too stupid, and your efforts in so many chapters will not be effective.
It still works, but I can't be sure of it. After all, you are just a person walking on the road, and you can only understand how far you are from the end of the road after you have completed it. Even though the teacher has a map, how do I know that the map is correct?
If I don't know it, but I keep the idea that the teacher is right, that in itself becomes an obstacle to moving forward. If you don't know, you should have the attitude of not knowing, Yuan Changwen found that many chapters ago were realized, and they can continue to be used now.
Could it be that killing is simply a matter of gaining insight into "that awareness is everything"?
I can no longer take the world as real, and perhaps, this will only hinder my personal life. However, after killing "I know", that's it. As for what the future holds, I don't have time to think about it yet.
I didn't even finish the killing, and I started thinking about what happened after the killing, so what is the difference between imagining the peak of life?
The distortion in my mind kept pulling me, not that I wanted to choose to go to the peak of life, but that the four words of the peak of life were like shepherd dogs, chasing after me tightly. I'm forced!
It's not that the pinnacle of life is bad, it's that the whole way of working is wrong. Of course, this kind of problem only becomes a problem because of the killing. If there is no killing, this problem is not a problem, but a positive representative of hard work, and it is also the main driving force for the construction of human civilization and the dream of empire.
I was forced, but instead shouted some passionate and inspirational words, as if it was my own choice rather than being distorted by the times. I can't see anything crazier than that, it's hard to believe that there's so much love for the character.
However, I used to be like this, but now I have cultivated that disgust for the characters, and honestly smell the stench distorted in my head.
Instead, there is a never-ending denial and cover-up. ()
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