Volume VII Section 124 The Lights Are Dark

Sha Zhengyang himself was also shocked, why was his meeting with Zhao Zhantao so sensitive, and even faintly resistant? But when Zhao Yuyang said not to misunderstand, he breathed a sigh of relief, does this mean that he has not accepted this relationship at all in his heart?

Or is this not a relationship at all, it is a relationship that has not really developed to the point of feelings?

Sha Zhengyang asked himself, Zhao Yuyang is the most suitable in any aspect, maybe Sun Yan can compare with her, but it is precisely because of this that Sha Zhengyang always has a feeling that history repeats itself, and he doesn't want his life to evolve into a story of two insiders in the system.

He even had a feeling that the reason why he didn't try to make it back at all after Sun Yan proposed to break up, but let go decisively, deep down he didn't have this kind of resistance, and he didn't want to find such a other half, which may have a lot to do with his marriage with Jiang Bingyan in his previous life.

He doesn't want both of them to live the same life, and they are both working hard for a life within the system, although his wish is not the case, but the substance is true.

In addition, he also found a more critical problem, that is, he didn't have much impulse towards the beautiful and charming Zhao Yuyang in the eyes of outsiders, it stands to reason that Zhao Yuyang's appearance, figure and even all aspects are very in line with his own aesthetics, and he has been dating the other party for two months, he has been able to restrain this physical desire, and he didn't even think about it in this regard, so he had to let Sha Zhengyang think seriously.

If you continue to date like this, unless you really plan to have a marriage that is entirely for the sake of marriage, then the end result will be boring and you may not even be able to be friends in the end.

Sha Zhengyang had to face up to this problem.

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After breaking up at the door of the hotel, Zhao Yuyang came back nervously and accompanied his parents to the car.

"Old Zhao, why don't you speak?" Zhang Xuemin glanced at Zhao Zhantao, who was sitting in the back seat and was a little silent, "Didn't you talk very well and lively?"

"Dad, what's wrong?" Zhao Yuyang was also a little surprised.

"Yu Yang, you're so old, you should be able to listen to the truth, right?" Zhao Zhantao leaned his body slightly on the back of the back seat in the back of the car.

Zhao Yuyang immediately calmed down and nodded, "Dad, you say, you know my character." ”

"Well, to be honest, I had a good impression of Sha Zhengyang before, this contact, I talked with him for so long, I am very close, this is a talent, a character, all aspects of ability and insight are not simple, but, for Yu Yang, it may not be very suitable. Zhao Zhantao pondered for a while before saying slowly.

"Why?" Zhang Xuemin and Zhao Yuyang said in unison, Zhang Xuemin even turned off the car, turned his head, and looked at his husband.

"Because I feel that Sha Zhengyang is more like an ordinary friend to Yu Yang, or even if it is a closer friend, there is no feeling between lovers at all, you see that he and I talked about work throughout the meal, involving the two of you before? ”

Zhao Zhantao is very observant, and he is not willing to ignore the major events involving his daughter's life.

"Dad, that's because I specifically told him that today is mainly for you to talk to him about work, so he will ......" Zhao Yuyang explained with a touch of displeasure between his eyebrows.

"Yu Yang, it's not like this, the theme is that I talk to him about work, but our family meets with him, you think it's just going to be a separate talk about work, but he treats it as a pure talk about work, I don't know if he is intentional or unintentional, if it is intentional, then it means that at least now he doesn't really regard you as a person who can develop into a marriage partner, if it is unintentional, it is even worse, it means that he doesn't have that kind of lover feeling for Yu Yang, Yu Yang, there are some things that Dad doesn't say much, you should feel it yourself, all kinds of feelings when you are dating, ……”

Zhao Zhantao and Zhang Xuemin are not the kind of old-fashioned, but they still have requirements for their daughters in this regard, of course, after their daughters graduated from college and worked, they handed it all over to their daughters, and they only hoped that their daughters would be cautious about their feelings.

Zhao Yuyang was speechless.

She doesn't know what's going on, Sha Zhengyang has never refused her invitation, eating, drinking coffee, watching movies, and even has a lot of common language, but Sha Zhengyang has always behaved politely, like a gentleman, and he has never even held hands.

But now after his father brought it up, Zhao Yuyang seems to realize this, an adult male, and as far as she knows, he didn't have a girlfriend before, and there was more than one, he and Shen Jianhong's secretary Sun Yan had been friends for two or three years, it couldn't be as pure as a blank paper, right?

Zhao Zhantao's words made Zhang Xuemin also think seriously, "Yu Yang, is that what your father said?"

Zhao Yuyang didn't answer, just looked out the window with complicated eyes.

She is not a girl who does not dare to face reality, she is braver than anyone else in this regard, so she will not be afraid to advance at her own pace when Jiang Bingyan is obviously attacking Sha Zhengyang, but now she has to face such a reality, the two of them do not have that kind of spark.

"Yu Yang, this is just a feeling of Dad, the problem of feelings still depends on your own feelings, I believe that my Yu Yang can rationally and calmly distinguish the difference, well, I also believe that our family Yu Yang can find something of her own. ”

Zhao Zhantao closed his eyes, rested his head on the back of the back seat, and then said a little tiredly: "Xuemin, let's drive." ”

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"Jinglei, when are you leaving?" asked Bei Jinglei while lying on the bed in the same dormitory.

"Afternoon train. Bei Jinglei replied casually, while sorting out her things.

This year's Yanjing winter is very cold, and it would be good to return to Hanchuan, but after getting used to the heating here, returning to Hanchuan and Wanzhou may not be adaptable, right?

"Yo, you still have to be economical, you can't even afford to sit on a plane? Which one of you flies around and abroad all day long, by the way, he is still in the Changhe Group?" Zeng Li has the best relationship with Pei Jinglei in the class, and his personality is also the most cast, and the other one is Yuan Quan.

Sha Zhengyang has always played the role of a bosom friend and a warm man in Pei Jinglei's group of classmates, always paying for meals, not saying much, unlike some Xiaokai so many moths, giving people the feeling that he is a character who keeps a very calm and sober gaze and watches the growth of this group of people.

This once aroused the curiosity of many students in the class, thinking that Sha Zhengyang was pretending, but when two years passed, it was still the same, coming and going without a trace, and this statement disappeared naturally, replaced by the belief that Sha Zhengyang was a person worthy of trust.

Of course, what Sha Zhengyang didn't know was that Bei Jinglei had always positioned him as his boyfriend, and once said in front of Sha Zhenggang that he would be his future sister-in-law, and Sha Zhenggang even took it back to Sha Zhengyang, but Sha Zhengyang never took it seriously.

"No, I've been transferred to the Provincial Development and Planning Commission. Bei Jinglei didn't care too much about Sha Zhengyang's transfer, because of her role, experience, age, and didn't know much about the dialectical relationship between the enterprise and the government, just like Sha Zhengyang went from the county magistrate to the Changhe Group, at that time she felt more convenient, at least Sha Zhengyang often came to Yanjing.

"Wow, you're going to be an official again?" Zeng Li said with a smile: "Aren't you going to be an official's wife in the future, what will you do in the future?"

"I don't know yet, but I don't like it if I want to sacrifice my life to film like them, I prefer the kind of life that has a stable job and then can act if I have the opportunity to do it. Bei Jinglei put down the clothes in her hand and thought for a while before saying.

"A stable job, going to the Grand Theatre, or staying in school to teach?" Zeng asked.

"I would prefer to teach, but I haven't thought about staying in school, and if I can go back to Hanchuan to teach, I'm quite willing. There was a hint of hesitation in Pei Jinglei's eyes.

"Back to Hanchuan, Hanchuan University School of Arts, Hanchuan is probably the only one that can meet your professional counterpart, but are you willing to go back to Handu? What a pity it is not to stay in Yanjing?" Zeng Li asked in surprise.

"Staying in Yanjing may not necessarily be the best ending, I honestly don't like the climate in Yanjing, of course, from the perspective of filming, Yanjing has the most abundant resources, and it is definitely the most suitable to stay in Yanjing, but didn't I say it? I don't want to be a full-time actor, I prefer to take acting as a hobby, a ,...... of life."

"I really don't understand what's going on in your head, are you because Sha Zhengyang is in Handu? I don't think you have much contact with him in the past few months, and he hasn't come to see you in the past two months?"

Zeng Li actually understands Pei Jinglei's mind very well, Bei Jinglei is not the kind of person who particularly pursues filming, when everyone else starts to take jobs outside to act, she is very particular, and she is willing to go only if it suits her appetite, which also makes her a little unique in the class.

"Maybe a little. Bei Jinglei smiled, "I have a feeling, no matter what happens to this guy in the end, he can't escape the palm of my hand." ”

"You're so confident, how do I feel like he's still a little ignorant, and he's always treated you as a little sister?" Zeng asked playfully.

"Hmph, he didn't realize it, it doesn't mean it doesn't exist, I believe that when the moment comes, he will suddenly find that I am what he has been looking for. Pei Jinglei said arrogantly: "Everyone is looking for him thousands of times, but I am in the dim light." ”