Chapter 40 (I)

On November 8, Zhang Shaoyu released his new song "I Don't Want to Say Goodbye" to the QQ164 website.

This song is inspired by Zhang Shaoyu and they are about to graduate. That day in the dormitory, he chatted with Li Dan and a few other brothers about their plans after graduation, everyone was not very happy, brothers for a few years, seeing that they were going to go their separate ways, whether they could meet again in the future depended on fate.

Even men, there is inevitably a sense of parting sorrow in their hearts, thinking back to the years that the brothers have gone through together, leaving too many memories, although not all beautiful, but still deeply touching everyone. Fate is a very strange thing, there are billions of people in the world, why can a few of us get together?

And from high school to college, they are all in the same class, and I believe that in today's life, I can't find much. It is precisely because of this that everyone can't let go.

In November, the day of graduation, the sorrow of parting was enveloped in everyone's heart.

Zhang Shaoyu felt this and created "I Don't Want to Say Goodbye". This song continues his usual slow singing style, with beautiful melodies and colloquial lyrics, to show the reluctance of classmates before and hope to cherish each other's feelings.

Hope to always remember your face,

I hope that each other will cherish this thought,

Happy times will never be erased in my heart.

A long way, a thorn all over the place,

Wordless blessings, can you feel it,

I don't want to say goodbye, may we cherish it together.

When creating this song, Zhang Shaoyu once sang it to Yang Tingyao, who was moved to tears several times. The song, which describes the feelings of classmates for several years, is very good, and the sadness of parting is so heartbreaking.

I still remember that day, it was Liang Jin's twenty-second birthday. This guy has always been quiet and doesn't talk much. When the brothers came together in the morning, they realized that something was wrong with him, and they kept holding his worn-out photo album and reading it endlessly. There was a class in the morning, Zhang Shaoyu didn't go to work, he was surfing the Internet on Li Dan's machine, and when he looked back, Liang Jin's eyes were a little red.

At that time, Zhang Shaoyu felt that Liang Jin might have something on his mind, and when he asked, Zhang Shaoyu couldn't wait to slap himself twice. It turned out that it was Liang Jin's twenty-second birthday. In the past, brothers, it seems that Liang Jin rarely mentions these things, and everyone doesn't care.

But this time it's different, twenty-two years old, according to traditional customs, is not a big birth, but legally speaking, twenty-two years old is the legal age for marriage, and it is indeed worth celebrating.

When the time is not as good as the collision, Zhang Shaoyu immediately called Li Dan, and called Liu Lei, who was fooling around outside, back, and then informed Yang Tingyao that several people came to a restaurant together. Zhang Shaoyu spoke at the time, today's meal, no one is allowed to fight, he paid money to celebrate his brother's birthday.

In the past, whoever had a birthday, the brothers were happy, persuaded to drink, and had to dance a striptease when they were drunk, but today, the atmosphere is not quite right. As soon as they got on the table, everyone didn't talk much, and they all lowered their heads thoughtfully.

Zhang Shaoyu knew in his heart that this was probably the last birthday the brothers had spent together. As soon as today passes, the next birthday will be celebrated by yourself. He filled everyone with a large glass of wine, even Yang Tingyao, and then took the lead in standing up.

I was going to say a few impassioned words, but when I stood up, I couldn't say anything. The brothers all looked at him, after six years of getting along, everyone had long been used to being Zhang Shaoyu as a leader, but if he didn't lecture at banquets like this, it wouldn't feel right.

"A few brothers, in the world, there are few who can be called true friends, and those who can be regarded as brothers are even rarer. We grew up in the same city, we were classmates in high school, classmates in college, and we searched all over the world, but I was afraid that we couldn't find a few.

Over the years, everyone has shared weal and woe, and they have been in the same boat. Today is Brother Liang's birthday, I didn't want to say these disappointing words, but I'm afraid that if I miss today, I won't have a chance in the future......" Speaking of this, Zhang Shaoyu felt like he was choking on something, which was very uncomfortable.

Everyone was also silent, everyone knew what Zhang Shaoyu was going to say next. That's the last thing you want to hear, but you have to listen to. The smiling and cynical young men who usually have a smile on their faces are quiet now, their heads bowed, and they touch their sour noses.

"There is an old saying that there is no such thing as a feast. I'm about to graduate, and I can't imagine what the future holds. Today is the last birthday of our brothers. I would like to take this opportunity to tell you, brother, for a lifetime. Today's separation is for tomorrow's better reunion. Six years of love, we should put it here. ”

Zhang Shaoyu patted his chest and looked at the brothers with solemn expressions.

"Tonight, except for women, if anyone doesn't get drunk, don't blame me Zhang Shaoyu for turning his face and not recognizing people. You know my temper, and it's best not to provoke me. Do it first for respect!" After saying this, he raised his glass and dried it down. Only then did I realize that this wine was so bitter.

That night, who doesn't know how much wine they drank, only that the empty bottles were on the floor. Halfway through the song, everyone was a little drunk. Zhang Shaoyu sat there with his hands folded and didn't say a word, and Yang Tingyao sat beside him, with a hand on his shoulder, as if comforting him.

Liang Jin lowered his head and smoked fiercely, and the whole room was filled with smoke from him. Li Dan, who is the most skinny on weekdays, is lying on a chair, with his feet crossed, staring blankly at the ceiling. Even Liu Lei seemed to be infected, gnawing his fingers and wandering away.

In the whole private room, there was no sound at all, and no one moved the dishes in the pot, letting the boiling water boil. It is said that women are emotionally rich and delicate, but in fact, men are the same. It's just not easy to show it, it must be at the right time and in the right place to see the vulnerable side of men.

The first person to cry was Liang Jin. Without any warning, he suddenly threw out half of the cigarette in his hand and began to cry. Imagine what it is like for a man with a height of 1.87 meters to nest in a ball, huddle in a chair and hide his face and cry?

Although he usually doesn't talk much and has a somewhat introverted personality, at this time, he really can't control his feelings. Six years of brothers, in the past six years, there have been blessings and hardships, how many times, brothers have run together on the road chased and cut down, and how many times, brothers have drunk and sang, and they have been dripping.

Those good things will become memories in the blink of an eye, and they can only be kept in the mind. It is said that life and death are the saddest things. But when beautiful things turn into memories, how can that sadness be compared to parting?

Yang Tingyao cried, Li Dan's eyes were red, and Liu Lei twisted his head to the side. The birthday party, which was supposed to be happy, was covered with a sad atmosphere. Zhang Shaoyu gritted his teeth and tried his best to control himself.

This scene reminded him of a movie he had seen before, "Prison Storm" played by Fa Ge. When the protagonist played by Fa Ge came out of prison, the brothers who lived and died together in it sang a song for him. Zhang Shaoyu doesn't remember the name of the song very much, but he remembers the scene at that time, as long as he is a little affectionate, he will be moved.

With a move in his heart, he stretched out his head and whispered a few words in Yang Tingyao's ear. Yang Tingyao nodded obediently, got up and left the restaurant. Not long after, she came back with Zhang Shaoyu's guitar.

This guitar has been playing for children for several years. But I forgot that for men, brotherhood is the most important thing. Stroking the guitar, Zhang Shaoyu's heart was like a frenzy.

"Shaoyu, sing a song to your buddy, as soon as you leave, it will be difficult to listen to your song again. Li Dan raised his head and said to Zhang Shaoyu in a hoarse voice.

Zhang Shaoyu nodded, plucked the strings, and sang softly. The brothers all raised their heads and looked at him, and the unique singing voice, the melody like weeping, deeply infected everyone.

There are several confidants in the world, and how many friendships can last forever.

Today's parting is with you and shake hands, and friendship is always in your heart.

Today is a farewell for a while, and he will definitely be able to get together.

Even if we can't meet, we're always friends.

It is said that there are thousands of miles of mountains, which separate the two places. You don't need to meet, you know it in your heart. Friendship can't be changed......

After singing the song, the private room was already crying. People who don't see it will definitely not believe that this group of bad boys has such a sad time.

And the ancients said well, men don't flick when they have tears, but they haven't reached the sad place.

Zhang Shaoyu's tears couldn't help falling when he finished playing. Lately, he seems to be really fragile and often sheds tears. But who else can encounter so many things like him. fell out with here, his girlfriend who had been in love for five years broke up, and his elderly grandmother was still worried about herself, and now, she had to watch this group of good brothers go their separate ways......

There seemed to be something in his heart, desperately trying to pour out, the emotional Zhang Shaoyu wiped the tears from his cheeks, looked around, and said to everyone: "Okay, okay, today is Brother Liang's birthday, we should be happy." Don't say any more frustrating words, come, drink until you die!"

Sure enough, I drank until I died, and when I came out of the restaurant, no one was sober. At this dinner, there were only five of them, Li Dan, Liang Jin, and Liu Lei didn't call their girlfriends. But now it doesn't work, Yang Tingyao called over and called all the girlfriends of the other three guys.

One person helped one and moved it into the bedroom. Liu Lei's wife didn't seem to be very gregarious, so she stopped a taxi when she helped Liu Lei go out, and she didn't know where she went.

They moved the three men back to the dormitory and called their brother on the same floor as them to help them in. The three women were tired enough.

Zhang Shaoyu himself didn't know how he came back, and when he opened his eyes, it was dark in front of him. I touched left and right, only to find that I was lying on the bed. It should be in the dormitory, right?

Struggling to sit up, I took out a lighter from under the pillow, and sure enough, it was in the bedroom, and I took a photo of it if I raised it, and there were two sleeping people on the other three bunks, only Liu Lei was not there.

Tiptoeing out of bed, Zhang Shaoyu came to the balcony, took out his mobile phone and saw that it was already three o'clock in the middle of the night.

At this time, Chengdu is probably the quietest of the day. The brilliant lights of the city reflect the night sky as if it were day. There are still a lot of cars coming and going on the familiar streets. Chengdu at night has a different kind of beauty.

A cool breeze blew, and Zhang Shaoyu felt a lot clearer. Thinking back to a few hours ago, the situation in the restaurant, my heart is still a little sour, they are all iron-clad men, but they are all crying profusely, for what?

People are not plants and trees, who can be ruthless?

Parting is always sad. Especially at this special stage of university, everyone seems to have no clear goals or even hope for the future. That's why many people talk about never wanting to grow up. Once a person grows up, the more things he needs to think about, and the greater the responsibility he has to carry.

After no more Xiangtian, the graduation exam is coming, and as soon as the exam is over, everyone will have to go to the unit for internship. Counting the days, there are no more days together.

Zhang Shaoyu always felt that he should do something for them. I had this idea when I was in the restaurant just now. I don't think much about it now. Scratching my head and thinking about it, oh yes!

Quietly returning to the dormitory, he turned on Li Dan's computer. While my head is still clear, I have to get that feeling back quickly. When I was in the restaurant, I felt this way, and even a few bars of the melody had formed an image in my mind.

Li Dan suddenly turned over, saying something in his mouth, Zhang Shaoyu was startled, thinking that he had woken him up. After waiting for a while, there was no movement, and then he was relieved.

"It's still a slow pace, trying to express the sadness of parting. You can add some elements of classical music to make the song sound a little more sentimental. ”

The light of the monitor reflected Zhang Shaoyu's face, and when he was creating, the light radiating from his eyes made Zhang Shaoyu look like a different person. That focused look, anyone who sees it will also be moved.

In the dormitory, there was no sound except for the computer fan turning. Outside the window, the wind was blowing, and the window creaked, Zhang Shaoyu gently stepped forward to close it, so as not to disturb the two sleeping guys.

It was a little cold, Zhang Shaoyu put on his coat and sat back in front of the computer. I revisited the song I had just written, and I always felt that there was something missing.

Lighting a cigarette and taking a puff, he hummed over and over again, scrutinizing, pondering. Behind his back, Li Dan kept talking in his dreams, and sometimes called out "Shaoyu, be careful behind your back!", and there was a lewd smile inside, Zhang Shaoyu thought to himself, this brother must have dreamed of recalling the happy times in the past few years, that sentence is careful behind, I am afraid that it is the scene of a fight in high school, and he also blocked a steel pipe for himself, and there is still a scar on his back.

Looking at the smoke rising in his hand, listening to the dream muttered by Li Dan in his ear, Zhang Shaoyu has mixed feelings, if people don't grow up, they don't have to graduate, how good it would be. Brothers are always together, fighting, drinking, what a future, what ambitions, all fucking fuck out!

However, this can only be imagined, there is no such idealized thing in the world. People live for a lifetime, they have to keep struggling, keep moving forward, and never stop a day, unless they hang up.

A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, yes, this song should not only show the sadness of parting, but also express the helplessness of real life, and the spirit of never admitting defeat.

By the time he finished the song, it was already dawning.

This is the birth of "I Don't Want to Say Goodbye", which has one thing in common with "Attack on the Moon", that is, they are both inspired by Zhang Shaoyu's drunkenness.

QQ164 did not ask for Zhang Shaoyu's copyright anymore, but released it for him for free. And made a larger FLASH on the homepage to advertise Zhang Shaoyu. The above is fixed, the latest masterpiece of the online singer-songwriter, the days of separation, let us miss it together.

Of course, the website is not a fool, and no one will do anything without profit. Since Zhang Shaoyu's six songs were released on QQ164, the click-through rate of the website has been rising, and with one force, such an effect can be achieved. The administrators of the site were unexpected.

After discussion, the following decision was made, today, as long as it is Yu Shao's song, it will be included for free!

As a result, of course, it is conceivable that a large number of netizens on the Internet are looking forward to Yu Shao's new work, and on November 8th, "I Don't Want to Say Goodbye" was released, and other music websites reacted quickly and reprinted the song, and enthusiastic netizens posted the song to major BBS, communities, and blogs.

In Baidu's "Yu Shao" post bar, Zhang Shaoyu's supporters reacted immediately, calling on all netizens who support Yu Shao to spread the song. And because of this incident, everyone affirmed that the "Yu Shao Yu Shao" who was scolded SB in the post bar that day was the author himself.

The netizens in the post bar complained to each other, accusing each other of going too far that day and scolding Yu Shao away. Everyone was looking forward to his appearance again. As a result, Yu Shao did not appear, but a large number of people with the suffix "wave" came to the post bar, and attacked Yu Shao vigorously, saying that he used "Xiaoyao Lang" to hype up and elevate himself, which is simply shameless.