Chapter 0831: She is the glass in the mortal world
The time of November has been difficult in the painful and happy days.
The debt owed by the amorous debt was barely repaid for a paragraph, looking at the 'snake golden spine' that was like cutting a big wound, and the blood-mottled cut was like my state of mind!
Life is not easy, but love and cherish.
The advantage is that I have picked up the habit of practicing boxing in the early morning that has been abandoned for a while, but in fact, it is not so hard, but it takes a lot of effort to extinguish their accumulated resentment and anger.
But fortunately, after the last month of the year-end kicked off, whether it was Wan Jiaojiao or Chu Forsythia, they all began to enter a busy state, and Jin Yuhe didn't even have time to stay in Yangcheng, and flew back to Pengcheng directly - this made me feel relieved!
But when I thought that these accounts might be accounted for later, I suddenly felt that most amorous men were irresponsible, because being responsible does not mean raising with a gold wallet, but both physically and mentally have to make each other feel satisfied and happy, and this is the most difficult part.
For a few days in a row, I lived with Shen Man, after all, Shen Man is the more mature one among several women, from the English teacher of the year to the first woman who later enlightened me, she has always embraced me with her gentleness, so the few days I spent with her, although there were also needs, but not as much as Chu Forsythia...... There is no debt collection like Wan Jiaojiao's willfulness and revenge, but she is gentle and accommodating me.
Most of the time, she wanted me to be with my children and be familiar with them, but because the time interval was too long and I was too distant from my children, Xiaoyu was even a little afraid to approach me.
I am also trying to make up for the estrangement between me and them, fortunately, Liao Qingyang is still working very hard to help me, she is like a breeze and drizzle, she can dissolve those fog and dust anytime and anywhere, including the distance between me and the children, after she tried her best to let me take the children out for an outing to play, in an afternoon, the two little ones have become familiar with me.
Xiaoyu will already start shouting baba, but it is conditional, the little girl's teeth are white and neat, so Liao Qingyang and Shen Man never gave her candy to eat in order to take care of her future teeth, only once, Xiaoyu had a high fever in the middle of the night, the doctor came to give an injection and she refused to give an injection, Liao Qingyang peeled off a candy for the first time and put it in the mouth of the little guy, she spent the most painful experience of the injection while shedding tears while sucking the candy.
But after that, she never ate candy again.
Liao Qingyang quietly stuffed the candy to me, gesturing for me to give Xiaoyu.
Children's obsession with candy seems to be nature, if it is a stranger, Xiaoyu will probably be jealous, but she is a few steps apart, the kind of look that she wants and doesn't want to get close, after turning her head to look at Liao Qingyang and getting a positive look, she cautiously walked to me, stretched out her white and tender little hand and whispered: "Baba...... I want to eat sugar ......"
This feeling makes me feel that my heart is full of warmth for a moment, even if she wants the whole world, I am afraid that I will give her the whole world, I have not watched her grow up, she has always been by her side, and even her arrival seems abrupt and inexplicable, but listening to such a cute little girl calling herself 'Baba', that feeling will probably never be forgotten for a lifetime.
Helping her peel off the sugar coating, Xiaoyu couldn't wait to take the candy and stuff it into her mouth, sucked the sweet taste a few times, and suddenly smiled, saliva trickled down the corner of her grinning mouth.
The other one could only start walking clumsily, but when he saw that his sister had delicious food in her mouth, she also panicked, and under the leadership of Liao Qingyang, she rushed over impatiently, and made a not very clear sound in her mouth...... It looks like I want to eat it too!
Liao Qingyang smiled and made a gesture to Xiaoyu, what surprised me was that Xiaoyu actually understood Liao Qingyang's gesture, understood that it was a shared expression, and hurriedly took out the candy covered with saliva from his mouth: "Auntie...... Help me ......"
Liao Qingyang squatted down with a smile, put the candy between his white teeth and bit it, and with a 'quack', the candy cracked, and the big part was returned to Xiaoyu, and the small part was put into the little guy's mouth.
The two little ones giggled happily while sucking on the candy.
For children, there are no impurities in their eyes, probably candy is the most beautiful thing in the world, and for me, the pure joy, anger and sorrow in the eyes of the little guy has become my whole world, and the most beautiful thing in the world.
Shen Man always followed behind us not far away, quietly watching all this, and waited until Liao Qingyang led the two of them to the grass to play games, and then sat next to me, staring at Liao Qingyang and the child with soft eyes, and said with a smile: "Qingyang is the simplest and kindest woman I have ever seen in the world, and the babies like her to the extent that it is estimated that it surpasses my mother!"
"Yes, she's as simple as a piece of clear glass!" I sighed, ashamed that I hadn't cured her of her aphonia until now.
"But you guy is an out-and-out big carrot," Shen Man said with a wry smile......
"Why are you talking about it and pulling it on my head again?" I looked at Shen Man with some helplessness and sighed, "I've been reviewing myself recently!"
"Review is review, but you have gradually accepted and adapted to your own flower heart and the life you are living now, isn't it?" Shen Man said bitterly, "I don't know if it's because I've grown older or since I became a mother, what I want in my heart has become less and less, you are so much younger than me, to stop you from chasing young love, it will only seem very disgusting, so go with you......"
"Why do you suddenly feel this?" I reached out to take Shen Man's hand and said with a smile, "You are not yet old, just a moment, at least five or six men have secretly looked at you, I bet they are so envious of me now!"
"I'm almost forty, am I not old?" Shen Man stared at me, stretched out his hand and pointed to the faint fine lines at the corners of his eyes and smiled bitterly, "No matter how you take care of it, these fine lines at the corners of my eyes are already a little obvious...... I am content with the comfortable life I have now, and I ...... How do you say that? I just think it's ...... Wouldn't it be nice if I could be a little younger, or if you were a middle-aged man by now?"
"Isn't there a survey that shows that men after the age of 26 can be considered middle-aged?" I smiled and said, "In that case, I am also middle-aged!"
"I hate it, be serious!" Shen Man said angrily, "Seriously, I'm almost forty years old, and Qingyang is already thirty years old...... Her mind can be seen by anyone with eyes, and I dare not say that I love you more than her, what do you think?
Not far away, Liao Qingyang was holding the corner of her skirt and spinning, beautiful as a flower fairy, two innocent little guys around her laughing 'giggle', just now I said that there are five or six men who will peek at Shen Man, but if it is put in Liao Qingyang, I am afraid that everyone who walks by her side will be amazed by Liao Qingyang.
Beautiful women are not rare, but beautiful women with fairy spirits are peerless and independent.
I stared over there, slightly distracted, I couldn't help but take a deep breath and sigh out, and said with a wry smile: "Sister Man, but you also said that I am so attentive, she can't speak now, her perception of this world only exists in such a large range, if she can speak one day in the future, will it change her world and world view, people like me...... If you have her like this, you always have a feeling that you are too mean!"
"But now you're using her as your child's wet nurse, doesn't that feel despicable?" Shen Man said angrily, "Zifei Yu knows the joy of fish?"
I was slightly distracted, looked at Liao Qingyang's figure, and couldn't help sighing: "If this is the case, I'm afraid that I won't be able to bear such good luck in my life, and the more I get, the more I'll be afraid of losing!"
"I just wanted to live a peaceful life with you in Qingtang Town a long time ago, but now I feel more and more that little goal has become more and more distant, but life is like this...... If you don't have it because you're afraid of losing it, it's a coward's doing. Shen Man said.
"But in front of her, I'm a coward......" I smiled wryly.
Shen Man stared at me and said with a light smile: "If you choose to possess the green seedlings, I will definitely be on your side, you think about it...... I have never been on your side in your relationship with other women, but as a woman, I need to understand and tolerate you, except for Qingyang, I think she needs a man to love her and spoil her...... It's something we can't give her, and I often look at her simple and quiet appearance, and feel sorry for her!"
If she felt something, it was probably because Liao Qingyang's intuition was naturally more sensitive than ordinary people, and when she realized that there was an eye on her, she couldn't help but turn her head and frown slightly at us, and smiled and lifted the corners of her mouth, as if asking: "What's wrong?
I smiled and waved my hand, thinking that you were right everywhere, maybe it was just that you shouldn't have been in the park back then, but if I didn't meet you in this life, wouldn't it be a great pity?
If so......
If you miss it......
Liao Qingyang probably never thought about what to choose, she was like a simple white rabbit who gave me the choice, but I have been hovering between gains and losses, unable to make any decisions.
has always been so selfish, occupying her most beautiful time.
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