113. The heart is a cage

Lin Ziyue couldn't remember how she got back to the cabin. Her face scared away many people who wanted to come up and support her, Qian Qiu was also shouted away by her forced emotion, and fell into the small room with vague steps, and after slowly closing the door behind her, Lin Ziyue sat by the door, pressing the weight of her body on the door.

Although the emotions were not as intense as just now, those bad thoughts were turned over and engraved deeply in her mind, as if they were being repeated over and over again.

"I was ...... Do you think so?"

Lin Ziyue wanted to cry a little, but she understood that she didn't have any grievances, and all the jealousy she showed at that moment was something in her own consciousness and her own thoughts. There was the sound of waves outside the cabin, which seemed to split her heart into two worlds. Lin Ziyue put her hands around her shoulders, buried her head, and kept asking herself, for the first time, she had great panic and doubts about what kind of person she was.

I don't know how long later, there was a knock on the door, which landed in this room that was flooded with loneliness and self-denial, and woke Lin Ziyue up.

"Satsuki. Xuanyuan Yu's voice came in, because it sounded even more dull through the door panel. Sitting down through the door, Xuanyuan Yu didn't know that Lin Ziyue was also sitting by the door, but he unconsciously caused a back-to-back situation with her across the door.

"I know you're not good right now, very bad. My brother woke up, but you were badly injured...... Don't be busy vetoing, you should have listened to my brother's thanks and told him that it doesn't matter, it's your character to be honest with others. So I know that there must be something particularly unbearable going on, because that's the only time you're going to choose...... Shrink into your shell. ”

Lin Ziyue didn't speak, she just hoped that she would disappear now, Xuanyuan Yu's words were more like a further beating to her, although she knew that he was here to comfort and accompany her, but those hatreds born from jealousy were still scratching Lin Ziyue's nerves at this time, tormenting her.

"The two of us are really similar in this respect, we are both people with their own shells and thorns in their shells, like snails. Touch others with the softest horns, repair wounds in a seemingly hard shell, and hide yourself. In fact, even to my brother, I don't want to open up completely, and he complained about me because of this, thinking that I have too much on my mind. ”

"But Satsuki, it's really tiring like this. We have drawn a line for ourselves, and we are not allowed to set foot on it, but we ourselves are trapped in it. ”

"We put shackles on ourselves, and our hearts are locked in a cage. You want to solve it for a while, and if you can't solve it, it's a very long process. Everyone has something in their hearts that no one knows, even for themselves, and it is not something to be painful or desperate about. ”

"I know...... Those were meant to be ...... My thoughts...... I don't know why...... I'm going to be so uncomfortable......" Lin Ziyue's voice came out of the door, faint and hoarse, trembling with every word.

"I used to have a bad relationship with my brother. I think it's very unfair, why should I be accused by someone who is only a few years older than me for doing something wrong in his old clothes and using his old book...... At that time, I really had resentment buried in my heart, but I never admitted it myself. It wasn't until after the fire that the bond that kept my mind sane was frantically burned, and I woke up and had a fight with him, almost passing out again. I was ...... at that time I don't know what he has paid, and naturally I don't know that he has even given up his identity as a human being, the morality of all beings, and his own soul. ”

"You and him...... Have you apologized?"

"I didn't. After I breathed a sigh of relief, my brother asked me if I wanted to cut ties with him so that he wouldn't be my shadow again. I resolutely refused, grabbed his hand and cried until I fell asleep, clutching on my last straw at that time. My brother waited for me to be discharged from the hospital and told me that he had been jealous of me and even hated me all along, and he was relieved after our argument broke out. Neither of us apologized to anyone, even if each other's darkest thoughts were exposed to each other, but that didn't sever the connection between us, we were brothers...... It's kind of an option I hope you understand......" Xuanyuan Yu's voice choked up.

Lin Ziyue knew that Xuanyuan Yu couldn't see it, but she still shook her head desperately, and her voice became louder and louder: "But my situation is different! How could I be jealous of them! I would even be so jealous of you! This is different from the relationship between you and Xuanyuan Yanβ€”β€”"

You're just scared! You're afraid that your dark side will break your ties with others, you're afraid that your jealousy will hurt you, but you don't even think about how other people will think about it. Do you think that the friendship between you and Su Jiujiu is too fragile to tolerate these jealousies? Do you think that Baozi will be careful enough to care about these jealousies? Do you think that beings like my brother or Meng Li can never see the sins in your heart?"

Lin Ziyue's tears fell down very uncompetitively, in the slight shaking of the hull, like an oval mirror, the curtain of water spread in front of her eyes, but it unveiled the thick fog in her heart.

Xuanyuan Yu sat on the ground and knocked on the door with his backhand.

"Or do you think that I like you as just a soap bubble that will be punctured because you have gloomy thoughts that are difficult to speak? I'm not that vulnerable, and likewise, some people's feelings with you are not so fragile. ”

Lin Ziyue wiped her eyes desperately with her hands, she shouldn't have cried, obviously the darkness in her heart was being replaced by light, and she was being moved by someone's unwavering words, why did she have more and more tears?

Xuanyuan Yu outside the door stood up, straightened his clothes, knocked on the door again, and after a brief three strokes, his knuckles fell unhurriedly, colliding with the plank.

"Satsuki, would you like to open the door?"

It was only at this moment that he spoke his request for the first time. After coming to the door for so long and talking so much, it wasn't until he untied Lin Ziyue's heart defense and heard a low sobbing voice coming from the door that Xuanyuan Yu said this. He knew that he had a sense of pursuit, Xuanyuan Yu was not afraid that he would force her a little tightly, he was afraid that her old heart would reappear, and he was even more afraid that she would suddenly disappear again, leaving alone regardless of life and death. He stepped into the shadow of her heart, and lit a faint and small lamp in it, conveying to her a conviction that he wanted to make it permanent.

So, the door opened.

Lin Ziyue stood in the door with her head down, tears still falling down her face, Xuanyuan Yu reached out to wipe her tears, as soon as those tiny tears touched his fingertips, they fell into another layer of space, wandering away into the distant unknown.

"Sorry to worry you. ”

"What stupid things are you talking about...... I don't want to worry about you, that's because I want you to keep going happy and happy. But if you start to run away from me when you encounter something and are afraid to face it and explain it, then I will be extremely heartbroken because of the rift in our trust. If I had to choose, I wouldn't know how many times better I would be worried than sad. ”

didn't know where the laughter was, Lin Ziyue just laughed subconsciously and grabbed Xuanyuan Yu's hand to wipe her tears: "You...... Are you really ...... Ahem, where did you get these tears?"

"They're gone from the present. Or will you go to the future someday waiting for you to cry with joy again?"

showed an ugly smile to Xuanyuan Yu, and Lin Ziyue's heart knot was untied.

After dinner in the evening, Lin Ziyue and Xuanyuan Yu sat on the bow of the boat to watch the sunset.

After listening to his offer to ask if he wanted to lend her shoulder to lean on, Xuanyuan Yu took a kick, but also gained a hand that he was holding. Meng Li and Xuanyuan Yan both climbed up and watched three or four times, and each time they shook their heads and walked back to the cabin, it was really hard to disturb this couple, but they were afraid that they would be annoyed by the past and would encounter a mixed doubles for couples. Although he still had a lot of things to ask about Lin Ziyue in his heart, and he was also worried about Lin Ziyue's sequelae, Xuanyuan Yan knew that this opportunity was not easy for his little brother, and Meng Li was forcibly dragged away by him.

In fact, Bo Tisi is still pretending to be dead on Lin Ziyue's wrist, but due to its deliberate low-key and inconvenient appearance in front of people, this semi-invisible light bulb has not been arranged by Xuanyuan Yu to be eliminated from the schedule, I am afraid it is also related to the fact that a couple unknowingly ignored other things in their sweetness.

But there was one person who couldn't hold it back.

Qian Qiu sat on the edge of Lin Ziyue, Xuanyuan Yu's eyes were sharper than a dagger, and he almost wanted to tear this little fat man into 1,800 pieces, glaring at him fiercely without concealing it. It's a pity that Qian Qiu has a lot of fat and thick skin, and he scratched his face a few times when he felt a little itchy, and then looked at Lin Ziyue with a smirk, but he didn't speak, which made Xuanyuan Yu hate it even more, you have something to say, get out of here!

Lin Ziyue noticed Xuanyuan Yu's boredom, and laughed for a long time before saying to Qianqiu: "Qianqiu, don't laugh either, what's wrong?

Qian Qiu smirked and shook his head.

"So what did you do?"

Qian Qiu still shook his head, and his smirk became brighter.

Xuanyuan Yu resisted the urge to beat people, and asked with a dark face, "Then what are you doing here?"

As long as Qian Qiu dared to shake his head again, Xuanyuan Yu decided to kick him out of the boat, soak in the sea water, and then open the gap in the space to send Qian Qiu back to Class A. During this time, he continued to understand K's ability, and Xuanyuan Yu could already open the teleportation channel at any time within a radius of 100 meters, although it was only enough for one person to pass, and it was only a short distance, but he believed that he could get more and more proficient.

Qian Qiu didn't shake his head, and pointed to his eyes excitedly: "I saw you stepping on that moon and flying up! It's like the flying sword of the immortal cultivators of the Middle East Ascension Continent in the family! And Brother Xuanyuan Yan! That one flew away! It was almost 90,000 miles in one day! If you don't turn into a big peng, you will become a kun!"

Lin Ziyue shook her head again and again: "Stop, stop, what kind of mess, what do you want to say?"

The excited light in Qian Qiu's eyes was terrifying: "Spells, spiritual arts, immortal arts! It's so handsome! Brother Xuanyuan Yan, no! Daxian! It's so powerful! I worship him so much! You, Yue Daxian, look at me! I'm the hellβ€”"

Xuanyuan Yu's face was not so dark, but he still didn't have a good face, and said categorically: "Dreaming! No! There's no need to discuss! Xiao Yue and my brother don't accept apprentices, you die of this heart." ”

"One move! Just teach me a trick! No, just half a style!"

Xuanyuan Yu pointed his finger, and a spatial crack suddenly appeared under Qian Qiu's buttocks, and the moment Qian Qiu fell in, he appeared half a meter above the deck and fell on the deck. He was stunned for a long time after getting up, and then rushed to Xuanyuan Yu's side with a strange scream, and sat down next to him with a fanatical expression: "Brother Xuanyuan Yu! Brother Yu! Brother Yu! How did you do this! Teach the little one! Teach me!"

Qian Qiu was already incoherent, Xuanyuan Yu pointed his finger at one point, and a pool of seawater appeared out of thin air and landed on Qian Qiu's face, which barely cooled his enthusiasm a little. Xuanyuan Yu had a cold face: "I've said it many times!

"Young Master Qian, this is not a matter of hard work, in the final analysis, it is talent. If you really like these spells, spiritual powers, and other things, do you want to get them even if you make a deal with demons?"

This sentence seemed to make Qian Qiu less courageous, and he hesitated to say: "Sell your soul? This seems to be something...... It is written in the book that it is a peerless inheritance...... I really don't have any shortcuts......"

Lin Ziyue and Xuanyuan Yu glanced at each other, for this childish but thoughtful young master, although the things in the speaking book should not be true, but it is not impossible that the words of the illusory world are history...... But how can it be so easy? Lin Ziyue and Xuanyuan Yan have the ability they have now, and they have also come through all kinds of tribulations, choosing to go through difficulties again and again, and finally have the strength they have today, although C and K are the sources of his and her strength, but the two of them could not have chosen this fate.

Xuanyuan Yu patted Qian Qiu's shoulder: "Save it, if you want to practice, there is no shortcut! Although you may see that we are very relaxed now, you don't know what we have experienced." How can it be that simple?"

Lin Ziyue suddenly remembered the thread of cause and effect that she had buried in Qian Qiu's body, and contrary to Xuanyuan Yu, she said something encouraging: "But if you work hard and have the foundation of your life first, maybe there will be a great opportunity waiting for you." So you can't rush it. ”

Qian Qiu's face wrinkled like a bun: "Ahh......hh What is the foundation of life?"

Lin Ziyue thought for a while and said uncertainly: "Money...... Right?"

As a result, not only Xuanyuan Yu glared at him with contempt, but even Qian Qiu showed a little disdain: "If it was something that could be bought with money, would I still have it!"

"Aren't we going to Dongsheng? You can donate something to a small cultivation sect or help them repair their buildings, especially the kind of small places that are clean and pay attention to mind cultivation, and then exchange them for their cultivation exercises with a high labor fee...... Isn't this the foundation of life?" Lin Ziyue thought about it, and in order not to let herself be despised, she made the above statement, but the two of them despised her even more.

Xuanyuan Yu wanted to keep a straight face but felt funny, and the corners of his mouth twitched back and forth: "Hey, this is blackmail, right......?"

Qian Qiu also shook his head wildly in resistance: "What a noble person in the world of Qing cultivation! Why do I want to do such a thing! How can I do it! I am not so shameless! It should be my honor to donate materials to them! Isn't it too much to ask others to exchange exercises for exercises!"

Lin Ziyue paused, and then said, "Then you can pack the things that are given to them." For example, rice, when you return to the Azatta Continent, you will say that it is a 'special brand of the Dongsheng Immortal Family', such as the decoration or stone bricks used to build houses for them, you can play such a brand...... I said, why are your eyes getting more and more weird?"

Qian Qiu left, he was full of excitement when he came, and when he left, his feet were scattered, shaking his head and muttering things like "It's a pity who is it". Xuanyuan Yu still looked at Lin Ziyue with strange eyes, and was glared at by her.

"You did it on purpose, didn't you?"

"Otherwise...... Lin Ziyue muttered, "but I think he really has a chance." ”

"How?"

"I buried the thread of cause and effect in this kid Qianqiu," Lin Ziyue smiled slyly, "That is the thread of cause and effect in the Six Realms, and it will definitely attract him to a higher level of the world." ”

Xuanyuan Yu quickly captured her deeper purpose: "You want to test the potential power of fate, see what impact it can have, is this possible?"

"If I'm the only fish in the backwater, there's only one place where there will be ripples. But if I sow seeds in this water, let it grow seagrass, wait until plankton emerges, and then let that living force spread all over the stagnant water...... At that point it will no longer be a backwater. This is another way of doing the circus and finding an heir. ”

"But how do you ensure that these people's mental strength is worthy of those powers?Once this situation continues, their confrontation with the player will become inevitable," Xuanyuan Yu did not agree with Lin Ziyue's idea. "And there will naturally be disputes between the inhabitants of these illusory worlds, and the civil war with too strong a power level will only intensify and shorten the lifespan of this world under the control of the main system, right?"

"The main system did not directly erase this permission, this permission belongs to the multi-dimensional, yet they are under the influence of the Book of Destiny in the Six Realms...... If it weren't for the trick, no chess player would just use an axe to smash the chessboard in front of him. ”

Xuanyuan Yu sighed: "You are really confident, as if your opponent is fate." ”

Lin Ziyue didn't speak for a long time, and when she spoke again, there was some resentment in her words: "The imposed future itself is a kind of fate...... I just want to have my own choices and make my own choices. ”

"Will the Book of Destiny really be a book?"

"Maybe the book is just one form of it. It should be closer to their conceptualization of life. Lin Ziyue said, stretching.

"Since I have watched you choose to face your fate, of course I will accompany you to choose your destiny now. ”

"No...... It's not a choice or a change. It's creation. ”

The two looked at each other and smiled, their fingers interlocked.