I've been looking for happiness all my life, and it seems like it's an instinct engraved deep in my genes.

Why look for happiness? Because happiness makes people comfortable.

Why should you be comfortable? Because it's great to be comfortable, but it's painful to be uncomfortable.

Why is comfort great? Because the character likes to feel comfortable.

Why do characters like to be comfortable? Because characters are afraid of being uncomfortable.

Why is the character afraid and uncomfortable? Because the character is limited, then there must be likes and dislikes, so as to limit the scope of one's existence. If you like everything, then you can't talk about liking, after all, if you don't have something you hate, how can you bring out the emotion of "liking"?

Moreover, when you like everything, it seems to become a kind of infinity, and even the character itself will not exist.

I like to be hurt myself, I like to be robbed, I like the good things I have, I like the evil things. Then, there must be no attachment. I won't be obsessed with beauty, I won't be obsessed with success, because I like everything.

In the same way, it is natural to like the character not to exist and to die. If you don't have something you hate, you won't want your life to flow to a specific location, such as the peak of your life.

The final development is "my business".

In the same way, all of the above "likes" can be replaced with "hate", and when you hate everything, you won't feel hated. I don't like to compare, and hate will slowly become the norm.

Ultimately, it's none of my business.

Whatever it is, when it becomes a kind of infinity, the meaning of the word itself dies. And imagine this infinity, and you will feel the shattering of the limitations of the character.

Therefore, the character itself is limited and false. In the face of infinity, those important elements that make up the role, what love, family affection, career, and success will all disappear.

Of course, it's impossible for me to kill a character by imitating "someone who likes everything", but something that will naturally have after killing a character. In addition, the character's behavior has nothing to do with reality, and it seems that the whole world thinks that a person who achieves "truth" will be a representative of exemplary conduct.

If that person claims to be "real" but does something unacceptable, such as having five wives, dressing richly, swearing, etc. Then, I would wonder if this person has reached the "real".

Of course, no one can be "real", and the existence of characters must be false. Maybe the Buddha and Jesus are in the "real" place, but all I can see is that character.

So, what do I know? Perceptions and opinions, it's a distortion that deeply distorts me, and keeps me in an unbelievable self-prison. The walls of thought hinder the manifestation of the world, and it is really difficult for yourself to live with this shit.

What is courage? It is courage to quit your job and travel around the world, and it is courage to do what you want to do?

No, let go of these inner impulses, live and work in a step-by-step manner, and define yourself for family responsibilities and so on, this is the courage.

Just like me, if I were to go back to the way I was, I wouldn't be able to survive. And so many people in the world live in fear but do not commit suicide or resist, this may be the true meaning of courage.

Yuan Changwen is still sinking, but he always feels that time flies so slowly, or is his thinking speed too fast?

The character itself is a limitation, so there are bound to be preferences and preferences. No amount of nonsense preached about undiscriminating minds, unconditional love, etc., can change the preference of any so-called master guru.

Just one question, why choose to eat instead of eating?

No matter how you answer, it is an indication that there is a preference and a preference. I think the crux of the matter is that if the terrain requires the masters to eat, they should not hesitate and eat without resistance.

Damn it!

What am I doing? Speculating about the state after the killing? It starts again, and I can't help but fall into this simple logical reasoning. What happens after speculation? Do you want to start imitating this behavior again?

Imagine, if a person who kills a character stands here, what he would choose, so I have to follow suit.

Shit!

Imitation is meaningless and will not help me kill the character, if it is enough to achieve "truth" by just imitation, then so many sincere practitioners in the world would have been full of Buddha and Jesus long ago.

By imitation, it is nothing more than the addition of a self-definition, and an inviolable self-definition. Nothing is inviolable, and those attachments are the constituent elements of the character. When they are held on to as real, they constitute the limitations of the character.

It can be like this, it can't be like that, this kind of box defines the role. Truth is infinite, so limited characters can never reach "real", but there is definitely a place where "real".

Then, I just imagined that I had left reality, imagining that I was the character of Yuan Changwen, and everything was an illusion. It's so powerful, it's clear that I'm the only truth, and I can imagine myself as a limited character, and I have no doubts.

More and more, I feel that this is really a well-planned dream.

No, if reality is infinite, then these limitations can exist as well. For example, the bubble that appears in the infinite reality, a limited circle forms a dualistic world.

So, the dualistic world can also be real?!

What a fool, if the truth is infinite, then how can there be a place that is not real? If the so-called infinite means that there is one place that cannot be covered, and the rest can be infinitely expanded, what is infinity?

Since it is infinite, then all limitations are unreal. And the reality is infinite, and it is impossible not to cover certain locations, so it only means that these limitations do not exist.

That is to say, the unreal does not exist, and the real never ceases to exist.

It's not just that the perception in the character's mind is distorted, but even the existence of the character itself is unreal. I wouldn't say that my body is the whole universe, and it's clear that the character's body and the lake are two different things.

Then, the character's body is also a limitation, which leads to the conclusion that the body is unreal, that is, it does not exist. I don't know what the so-called Yuan Changwen is, he is fake, maybe this is enough.

Think about everything that makes up Yuan Changwen's character, body, mind, these are all false. It's strange, then why can I still see my body, and what is the power to perceive all this love and hatred through my body?

Obviously it doesn't exist, but it's more real than real at the moment. What is the force that brings the flesh together? Or rather, what is the force that makes me think that my body is in a state of real existence?

These hands don't seem to be as solid and firm as before, but have a kind of ethereal feeling.