Chapter 1113: The First Step 513
Of course, there's nothing that isn't a direct representation of the elements of the picture.
Including the various thoughts and emotions that I have, they are all elements of the picture that I am aware of at this moment.
That's the inability to control, and the powerlessness to do anything about it.
No matter what I'm doing, it's just the presentation of the picture elements, the stage drama of the characters.
Whether I kill or I continue to sleep, it's all like that.
It's not that "I can't kill the kill, I can't change the presentation of the picture elements by slashing", so I don't kill.
I kill or not, it's all the presentation of picture elements.
It's not that I can kill because I can finish it, and it's not because I can make it easy to kill, but at this moment, the picture elements show that I'm slashing.
There is no need for a reason, and there is no reason for it.
Picture Elements Explain picture elements, you can find thousands of reasons, but these reasons are just nonsense.
The real reason is that the elements of the picture are presented like this at the moment, and I am aware of them at the moment.
I realized, "I remember myself sleeping, I remember I was slashing before, I'm relaxed at the moment," and that's it.
It can be said that my slashing has caused me to be relaxed at the moment, resulting in less distortion in my mind.
But is this explanation credible?
Picture Elements Explain Picture Elements, Is It Credible?
There is no connection, although it can make it easy and make the world a better place.
But the association itself is, it is dishonest.
There is nothing I can do about the picture element that says "I'm relating", just as the picture element presents "I'm killing" at this moment.
Still can't do anything.
What the elements of the picture present, this is just a very simple description of the state, and it has no meaning.
It may make people feel humble, it may make people feel like they are useless, but it is so.
I couldn't control anything, or rather, my mind couldn't control anything.
It's just presentation, even the thinking itself is a picture element, what kind of control to talk about.
These words, which I didn't know on the first day, always hindered my progress.
Just like in comics, a character who finds that his or her mind matches a part of the scene can claim to have free will?
Can you claim that your mind can control something, like a cup or something?
Wives and children are an obstacle, and it's obvious that they're there to stop the killing.
I don't remember what the sweetness used to be, but now, it's a hindrance.
There is no reason to continue to hold on to his wife and children, which sounds scary, because his wife and children are bound to become strangers.
I took it for granted.
If you want to kill your wife, children or mother before, you must muster up the courage to face it seriously, and if you don't pay attention to it, you will be pulled by emotions.
At the moment, I don't want to continue to catch my wife and children, nor do I want to catch my mother.
The requests of my wife and children, the needs of my mother, these are no different from a piece of shit in my eyes.
The only thing I have to think about is, is this downstream?
There is no reason to continue to weigh according to the twist in my head, and the idea that my wife and children and mother must seriously consider it is nonsense in itself.
It's just artificially distorted.
It's as if it's all a family, and it seems that the needs of your own family should be prioritized.
Your own family is more important, and after so many years together, of course, you have to consider each other.
No, none of these distortions are there anymore, and I don't want to hold on to them anymore.
The authenticity of his wife and children is being stripped away, and the importance in his mind is being stripped away.
The so-called importance itself is a distortion of self-writing and self-directing.
No matter how beautiful this importance is, how sweet it is between me and my wife and children, sharing joys and sorrows, and going through ups and downs together.
There can be many reasons for this, and they can be endorsed by many people, but they still can't be changed, and this is just a man-made distortion.
When the devouring sensation did not appear, he seemed to get a respite, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with his wife and children.
However, once the feeling of devouring comes, once you pick up the knife and kill yourself, your wife and children will become an obstacle.
I clearly felt that the pull from my mother and my wife and children, the anchor that I firmly grasped, I had to cut off.
Of course, I didn't kill my wife and children, at least not yet.
However, I didn't want to continue to hold my wife and children, and that was the beginning of the cutoff.
That madness wasn't grumpy, but it was so determined that I had no reason to keep my wife and children in my head.
Fortunately, I am alone, and it is hard to imagine whether it will become a real killing if I kill at home.
There is no obstacle, my wife and children must be hacked to death, and I am not qualified to be arrogant in my head.
I really don't understand that such obvious facts, these importance are all artificially distorted, is there anything to argue?
I don't even have the will to see that "it's a distortion and then choose it on my own", and I have to assume that it's true.
Wives and children will become strangers, everyone will become strangers, and it doesn't matter.
Can I still be with my wife and children?
Can I still live the life I once had?
The other party becomes an inconsequential stranger, I don't care, can the other party accept such a state?
Why should others be with such a ruthless person?
I don't know, not just the answer to the question, but the question itself.
There is no causal relationship between the presentation of the elements of the picture, so I can't know whether my wife and children are still staying by my side.
Those truths, those rhetoric, those simple speculations about human nature, are all nonsense.
It seems to be true, "Why should wives and children be with a husband who treats them like strangers?"
It just seems to make sense, it just seems like it's going to be the case, but is it true?
If an element of a picture presents something unreasonable, it is easy to present tens of thousands of explanations to make it all reasonable.
The so-called incomprehensibility is just a feedback caused by the limited cognition in the mind.
Even the causal relationship of the above assertion does not exist, and it is still only the picture element that explains the picture element.
There is no one who I think is not me, and it is not me who thinks it is reasonable.
There is no artificial or judgment for me, this thinking is directly presented, and it is still just a picture element.
Explode, let the people and things in my mind be destroyed directly, I don't want to entangle them one by one, what are they all false entanglements?
That way of reasoning is itself a kind of procrastination.
Seeing the false, and then throwing it away, such a simple thing, I have been played with by emotions for so long.
No matter how you interpret it, it will only appear that the twist in the mind is very humble and narrow-minded, and even the content of fear is so lacking in novelty.
Disgusted with the distortion in the mind, that is not caring about the position at all, just to enrich the existence of the character.
It's all twisted, the leaves are twisted, the table is twisted, the wife and children are twisted, not just the so-called ideas and thoughts.
The whole world is distorted and does not exist in itself.
Distorted and distorted, maybe it is those baseless affirmations in the mind. (https:)
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