There will always be some emotions lingering in the bottom of my heart, such as childhood memories. For Yi Yi, in her impression, the so-called childhood is running wild in the forest again and again, drinking salt water on the beach, and facing the scorching sun in the desert.

However, it's all just about surviving. It is a desire to survive that cannot be described in words, and it also represents loneliness.

Yes. Among a group of innocent children, she was the only girl who survived. This has to be said to be a kind of loneliness.

Her withdrawn personality is also inevitably created by the environment. However, when she waited for Rose to train her by herself, she trained her as a second moonlight, which made Yiyi go to a point of no return.

The more she walked, the more lonely she became, the more lonely she became, and finally she couldn't talk about it, and this loneliness she thought was shameful. Of course, she hides it very deeply, and ordinary people will not see through what she thinks is the shame of this loneliness. However, Liang Tiancheng hit the nail on the head and said what she was saying in her heart.

It was as if she had removed all her masks at once, because she was no longer invulnerable. I thought that no one could see through her mind.

But she was very wrong, Liang Tiancheng was light and light, and he didn't seem to know much about Yi Yi, and he had already discovered this.

She never thought that someone would see through his mind so easily. She was surprised, just like a forest that suddenly began to rain.

Liang Tiancheng hit the word and smiled faintly. She was never smiling, and little or no one had ever seen her smiling face.

Her smile stood out from the crowd as much as her indifference, with the label that Yi Ni herself should have, and that smile bordered on sadness.

She's a girl with a story. Sitting opposite Liang Tiancheng, she said lightly. "I used to think that one day I would be killed by my companions. But I survived. However, I don't think I'll be alive forever, and in this vicious cycle or the food chain, I know that in the end, I will be swallowed like food by others. ”

"I don't think you think so now, do you?" asked Liang Tiancheng.

"Yes. Now I don't think so. Because I found a reason to leave that organization. Or rather, I met the people I was supposed to see. "I can count you as my enemy, and the best way to defeat you is to study you thoroughly." ”

Yi Yi paused, as if she had opened the conversation, just because Liang Tiancheng had seen through her mind with one word. She seems to have met a rare confidant in her life.

At this moment, she didn't know that she was walking into the abyss step by step, not to mention falling in love with Liang Tiancheng, at least, she was becoming more and more interested in Liang Tiancheng.

It's kind of a bit of a reversal of her original intentions. She didn't even notice this herself.

"I remember that time it was also on the border between Russia and China, in a primeval forest like this. The helicopter dropped me off and gave me only a knife. For a girl who is only a teenager, I have to say that I feel cruel when I think about it now. If I had ever done it, I didn't know if I would have been able to get out. ”

Yi Yi recalled and said, "On the first day, I met the wild boar king who was more than 500 catties. I went around with the Boar King from morning to afternoon before I slew him. I was very full for that meal. However, I hate the meat of wild boar, which is not as tender as snake meat or leopard meat. ”

"The next day I met the wolves. When a dozen wolves surrounded me, what was on my mind, you know?"

Yi Yi paused, Liang Tiancheng didn't answer, she continued, "I thought about how to eat all these dozen wolves. Yes. I want to eat them all. Because they made me such a girl. That's not what I wanted. I think if I hadn't been in this organization, I would have been a gentle lady. But I became a woman. Became a professional killer who kills people without blinking. I still remember the first time I killed someone. Yes, to be precise, it is much easier to kill a leopard or a boar king. I watched the man fall in front of me. I didn't feel fear at the time, I just thought I should have been able to do it a little faster and make that person's death less painful. ”

"I'm a killer, a killer with professional ethics, and I like to make people who die under my hands die a little more painfully. Yes. Because I don't have a grudge against them, I just take money to do things and kill each other strictly according to the requirements of the organization. So, since we are going to kill them, why not let them die sooner, whether it is to see God or to go to the Western Elysium. It has nothing to do with me. It's my responsibility to kill them before they even notice the pain. ”

"So, I worked harder, I made myself stronger, and I just let my opponent die without pain. Many people think I'm perverted and think I'm a cold-blooded and ruthless person. Yes. What more emotion does a killer have? But now I realize that I can't be a cold-blooded killer anymore. Because I find that my heart is now at peace. I went to the Robt family assassination that day, and I already felt uneasy. But after seeing you, my heart has become extremely steady. I don't know why. But I knew that it was my twentieth birthday, and since that day, I have no more anxiety and sleep more steadily. I have to say, you see through me, so I'm going to tell you that I didn't get a good night's sleep until I was twenty years old. This is a kind of pain in the first place, a kind of pain that is difficult for ordinary people to understand and cannot empathize. ”

"I can't sleep well, but I've never had nightmares. Even the first time I shivered and killed a leopard, I was terrified, but that night I had a very wonderful dream. I dreamed that I was riding the leopard and running wildly. I was happy and unscrupulous. ”

"After I said so much, you don't want to say something?" Yi Yi picked up the glass of red wine that Liang Tiancheng poured for her and took a sip of it, and said, "Do you think I'm mentally abnormal?"

"Being mentally abnormal is reaching a state that is very human, and I have to say, your state is very high. Indeed, there is absolutely no empathy for this statement. I don't feel how scared or happy you were at the time. Either to live, or to become more withdrawn because of loneliness. Or maybe it's the loneliness in your heart that I can't talk about. But I want to say that a girl like you was right to leave that organization sooner. ”

Liang Tiancheng thought for a while and said, "You are a girl who is very similar to moonlight. You all seek freedom. Moonlight seeks the ultimate in martial arts. What about you, I can't guess. But I think you also have your own dreams, or rather, you want to live a down-to-earth life, you want to live in seclusion in the mountains, and then every morning with smoke curling, sitting in a rocking chair in the afternoon with a book in your hand, and wasting time in the sun. This is the time of day after day, year after year!"

"You see people really accurately. Yi Yi did not admit or deny it, but this sentence already indirectly agreed with Liang Tiancheng's words.

She paused and said, "However, what you think is still a little wrong, at least I think I should have a man." ”

"Hmm. This is the law of nature. Liang Tiancheng said undeniably, "If it were me, I would also like to have someone around me who loves me." ”

Yi Yi stared at Liang Tiancheng, shook his head and said, "Today is the day I have said the most in my life." ”

"You'll talk more about it later. ”

Liang Tiancheng said, "It's just that I'm still saying that it's better not to study me, because I'm really afraid that you will fall in love with me!"

"Are you so sure?" said Yi Yi with a chuckle.

"I have a gut feeling. You can't go wrong with that feeling. It's like your seventh sense. Liang Tiancheng took a sip of red wine and said, "Life is actually an unknown plus an unknown." What you think is impossible now may become possible tomorrow. Just as you met me, I met you. I don't believe in any religion, but I believe that everything is inseparable from one word. You see me, I see you, it's all fate. Just look at the depth of the edge and the shallowness of the edge. ”

"I really don't see it, you're also a sensual person. Yi Yi said unexpectedly.

"Emotionally or rationally. We are flesh and blood after all!" Liang Tiancheng said, "Okay, you have told me so much, and I have heard you say so much, so can you leave now?"

"I said I wouldn't go. Yi Yi said stubbornly.

"It won't do you any good if you follow me. Don't say if you'll have any feelings for me. Let's just say that what I'm going to do next, you don't have the slightest benefit from it. Liang Tiancheng said.

"It's none of your business. "The loneliness in the bones of Yiyi's paranoia is once again revealed.

Liang Tiancheng shook his head helplessly and said, "Okay then." Since you insist on this, there is nothing I can do. Do what you want. ”

"You've compromised?" said Yiyi. It seems to be as excited as defeating a wild boar king of four or five hundred pounds.

"I'm looking at the moonlight's face. Liang Tiancheng said. "Otherwise, you will never be able to stay with me, and I can let you go if you don't leave. He even said, I'm not happy anymore, and if I want to kill you, I just need to move my fingers. ”

"I've been wondering how good you are. "I said.

"I don't want you to test me. Liang Tiancheng shook his head.

"The more you don't let me do something, the more I want to do it. Yi Yi said.

"Then you will find that you can't figure out my strength at all, and in the end you will be even more curious about me. Liang Tiancheng said with a smile.

"Then I'm going to try. Yi Yi punched out as she spoke. As a result, when his arm was not straightened, Liang Tiancheng had already grabbed Yiyi's fist.

Yi Yi frowned and kicked out. As a result, Liang Tiancheng copied his hand, and one of her legs was also clamped.

"I told you, you'd be disappointed. Liang Tiancheng let go of Yi Yi and said, "You and I are too different." Or rather, I'm not arrogant to say that few people can beat me. ”

Liang Tiancheng has already said that he is modest enough, who can have his strength here? However, he also left a little leeway, after all, there are mountain people outside the mountain.

After all, there are no wonders in the world. Liang Tiancheng came to the camp tent, looked at the pouring rain outside, exhaled lightly, and a white mist dissipated in a flash.

"It's cold. It's time to add extra clothes. Liang Tiancheng said casually and strode out. Is this a word of concern? Or is it something else?

Yi Yi hugged her trembling shoulders, stunned.