It's just that I don't know how much hope can be saved, I don't know if such a spark will continue to burn, or it will eventually disappear by the red dust, and what is not finished in the end is just a spark.

Eventually, it will be annihilated.

The water in the pot is already boiling.

She covered the pot, went to the stove again, took some dry wood and threw it in, and the light of the fire reflected her thin cheeks, and there was almost no trace of the past

And she didn't even know what she looked like.

It shouldn't be pretty.

Yes, it shouldn't be good-looking, otherwise, she wouldn't have just sold it for five hundred yuan, one penny short, and that Hu Laosi would lose money?

She tugged at her lips, but it hurt the corners of her heels.

She lifted the lid of the pot again, then looked outside, and when she saw that there was no one outside, she took the weeds out of her pocket and threw them all into the pot

At night, the Song family eats a pot of noodle porridge, everything in it, all kinds of dishes, and I don't know when to leave some noodles, as well as the leftover baogu hazelnuts in the morning, all of them are boiled together, and then a handful of salt is added, and even the soup and noodles are eaten together, and you can be full.

If it was before, Tang Yuxin would never have known that he would be able to eat such a meal one day, which would be similar to cooking a pot of pig food.

And even if it is such pig food, most of the time, she can't eat it in her stomach.

What she eats the most is some brush pot fire left by the Song family, and sometimes she can share a small bowl of rice, and she can't eat enough, and she can't starve to death.

This time, sure enough, after three large bowls, there was only a small half bowl of rice in the pot.

Tang Yu couldn't help but swallow his saliva. She only ate a few raw weeds a day today, and now her stomach is screaming from time to time, and she is also hungry to the point that her chest is close to her back

She held the thick bowl with trembling hands, and there was only one bottom of the bowl in the bowl, and she held the bowl to her lips, and drank it one by one.

No matter how unpalatable things are now, even if it is pig food, now that it is here, it is a meal that can save her life.

She finished eating the noodles in the bowl, scooped the cold water into the bowl, and finally drank the cold water into her stomach, and the cold water reached her stomach, first her throat, then her lungs, and finally her whole body seemed to be frozen.

She walked out of the kitchen, picked up the bowls on the table, and walked into the kitchen, but behind her, there was always a line of sight or shadow.

Tightening her chapped lips, Tang Yuxin stood in front of the stove, washing the pots and bowls, her hands were already red and swollen from the cold, and sometimes she couldn't feel that she still had a pair of hands.

She put her hand to her lips and took a soft breath of hot air, which was then curled up in the corner, waiting for the night to pass.

She raised her head and stared at the cauldron on the stove, and the corners of her lips couldn't help but lift slightly, and then it was pursed into a straight line, without any arc.

From time to time, the night wind slammed on the door, clanging, as if it was about to smash the door open.

Tang Yuxin sat directly on the ground, and tightened her body like this, she told herself that if she fell asleep, she would not be cold, if she fell asleep, she would not be hungry, and if she fell asleep, she might be able to dream of home.

And she really misses home, she misses her father, and she also has a younger brother...... Still want Gu Ning......

She bit the back of her hand, and she couldn't help but feel so sad and uncomfortable.

She told herself that she couldn't cry, yes, she couldn't cry.

She was afraid that she would not be able to cry, she was afraid that she would not be able to bear it, and she was afraid that life would be worse than death.

Even if she is now worse than dead, there is still a glimmer of hope in her heart, she just hopes that this light can always burn, so that she will not live like a walking corpse, live like a dog.

And she's not a dog, she's a human, she's a human.

The door outside suddenly creaked, and then the sound of footsteps came, from far to near, and then closer, and then closer, so close that it seemed to be in front of you......

Tang Yuxin grabbed the clothes on his body, and his fingers hurt and he was unconscious, but it still hurt, it still hurts......

She opened her eyes slightly, and there was already a person standing in the doorway, and the person still had a candle in his hand, and the faint light illuminated everything in this kitchen, including the evil that was about to happen.

It's Old Man Song.

Old man Song lit the candle on the stove, he also waited for a long time, entangled for a long time, and endured it for a long time, but today he really couldn't help it, he stared at the woman shrinking in the corner with a pair of mung bean-like eyes, and couldn't help rubbing his hands, a face was also full of greed, and the folds on his face were also full of disgust that he had not yet aged.

He rubbed his hands again, and then unfastened his pants with some hastiness.

But after the pants fell, his face changed, and then he lowered his head and looked at his thing, soft, without a little impulse, and without a little reaction.

And he tried for a long time, but the thing was just disobedient, until he was sweating, but he still couldn't do it.

He gritted his teeth, and finally he could only lift his pants, and walked out in a gray manner, leaving only the cold wind, which blew almost slowly and froze.

When the door closed, the door outside came again and again, almost with a regular sound

Tang Yuxin sat up, her eyes were no longer clear, she hugged her legs, and suddenly the corners of her lips that had been flattened were also suddenly lifted upward, and the smile was actually a little bleak.

It was dawn, and the wind outside was a little colder.

"Let's go," Mrs. Song kicked Tang Yuxin hard, every day, and she was either beaten or scolded

And Mrs. Song also felt that there was light on her face, and the five hundred yuan was really not spent in vain, saying that she was a daughter-in-law bought for her stupid son, but this one was really an obedient dog

Do what you want?

Laundry, cooking, and working in the fields, but obedient.

This bought woman wants to be like this, like the kind of person who runs and cries and cries, and can't work and don't talk first, it's all noisy.

Inside the ground, Tang Yuxin continued to pull the grass, and also continued to pick some weeds by the way, and by the way, he also picked some others.

Her heart is not so ruthless, she will not use these herbs to harm people's lives, besides, there are no things that harm people's lives here, there are just these few flavors of herbs, is she really happy now, at the beginning, she followed Chen Zhong up the mountain to collect medicines, if she was not there, she would not know so many herbs.