Chapter 64: Unemployment
The living room was empty, the TV was playing the opening song of "Young Bao Qingtian", Lin Xiaoguang stared at the picture in the TV and shouted at Yang Qingqing's room: "Qingqing, come out quickly, my "Young Bao Qingtian" is on the air!"
At this time, Yang Qingqing was taking a bath in the bathroom, Lin Xiaoguang was sitting in the living room watching TV and shouting, in less than a minute, he heard the door open, Yang Qingqing wore a pink pajamas, her hair was wet, and she trotted out of the room with a good smell of shampoo.
Then, Yang Qingqing stared at the TV for a long time before asking with a puzzled face, "Who are you playing? Why didn't I see you?"
It's a little embarrassing......
Don't say that Yang Qingqing didn't see it, Lin Xiaoguang himself was the same, until Sun Nan's song "Worthy of Heart" was all played, and Lin Xiaoguang didn't find himself in the fleeting film of "Young Bao Qingtian", no way, Lin Xiaoguang's Ruan Wenhao is just a small role after all, there are many large and small supporting roles in the play, and the film is so short and concise, plus the time for the ending song is limited, it is purely normal that the director did not cut his picture into it.
Lin Xiaoguang could only patiently explain: "Qingqing, the role I play is called Ruan Wenhao, neither the male number one nor the male number two, so it's not unusual for you to see me in the film, in short...... It's not that fast, my role should be around episode 20. ”
"Then why are you in such a hurry to urge me out? As soon as I came out of the shower, I was sweating profusely. Yang Qingqing said angrily.
Lin Xiaoguang glanced at her and said, "Where is the sweat all over my body? Aren't I too excited? I thought I wanted to call you to watch ...... when the broadcast started."
Lin Xiaoguang found that even in summer, Yang Qingqing always likes to wash very hot water, so her face is red; I don't know if it's because she heard Lin Xiaoguang's call and rushed out in a hurry, and didn't have time to wear a bra, as her breathing fluctuated rapidly, her chest shook a little when she walked.
Of course, Yang Qingqing didn't know Lin Xiaoguang's evil thoughts, so he shouted so hot in his mouth, and said, "You help me find a fan." ”
On a hot day, Lin Xiaoguang wore shorts, and it was just a little bit lower than that, where could he stand up immediately? ”
Yang Qingqing found it in the living room by herself.
Lin Xiaoguang said absentmindedly: "Is there anything in the TV cabinet?"
She squatted down to open the cabinet, her round ass tightened the nightdress, and she could see the faint shadow and silhouette of the red ** inside.
The fan was not found, but found a spherical ball of thread that I didn't know whether it was good or bad, and the ball of thread was entangled, so Yang Qingqing lowered his head towards Lin Xiaoguang to sort out the thread.
The neckline of the pajamas she was wearing was a little wide, and from Lin Xiaoguang's point of view, half of the snow-white Mimi could be seen, and his mouth was dry for a while.
At this moment, Lin Xiaoguang didn't care about talking, nor did he care about watching TV, Yang Qingqing probably also felt that Lin Xiaoguang suddenly didn't speak, so he raised his head and glanced at Lin Xiaoguang, and suddenly realized what he was looking at, and his face turned red as soon as he "swished", and he hurriedly stood up and said, "I'll go inside and get it." "I went in in a hurry.
Lonely men and widows are in the same room, Lin Xiaoguang has not thought about Qingqing, in fact, whether it is mentally or physically, Lin Xiaoguang likes her a lot, but every time the atmosphere between the two people is a little ambiguous, Yang Qingqing seems to run away like this, if it is once or twice, it is fine, but every time it is like this, Lin Xiaoguang is a little unhappy.
After filming "Clever Little Don't Understand", Lin Xiaoguang stayed at home for a whole week, not because Lin Xiaoguang didn't go out to send materials to find a job, but because he never found a job that could be equivalent to the salary of his last drama and his upper play.
Since the second week of Lin Xiaoguang's stay at home, he has lowered his psychological price again and again, and he is even willing to accept a job with one-tenth of the salary for his last play, but he still hasn't found it.
Lin Xiaoguang's confidence has been hit a lot, the whole person has become a little closed, he is unwilling to face all this, he is unwilling to admit that he and his performance experience are originally a pure accident, he wants to choose to escape for a period of time, and then start again.
"Lin Xiaoguang, Lin Xiaoguang ——!" Yang Qingqing shouted Lin Xiaoguang's name at the door, this girl forgets things all day long, and always goes out without a key, fortunately, Lin Xiaoguang is always at home now.
"Yang Qingqing, can you have a longer memory, always trouble others, either forget to lock the door, or forget to bring the key, don't you feel embarrassed?" Lin Xiaoguang said angrily.
"I just don't have a long memory, what's wrong?" Every time Yang Qingqing replied to him like this, Lin Xiaoguang could only shake his head helplessly, and returned to the sofa to continue watching that kind of boring TV series.
During this time, Lin Xiaoguang found that his receptivity was much stronger, as long as it was a TV series, he could watch it very devotedly, he calculated the time every day and took care of several dramas, maybe it was really boring, and he was afraid that he would be free.
"Are you staying home watching TV again?"
"Hmm. ”
"I recently took on a new role, and the crew won't be filming until next week, so I'll be staying at home for a few days. ”
"Hmm. ”
"Then we can't just watch TV at home together, right?"
"Well, then you can choose not to watch it. Lin Xiao's eyes never left the TV screen.
In the next two days, Yang Qingqing really stayed at home most of the time, she loved to be clean, at least every day she left, she had to clean the house up and down, but Lin Xiaoguang was still watching TV most of the time, and he didn't understand why this was happening, he only knew that if he didn't do these things, his heart would have an empty feeling, which was very uncomfortable.
There are really a lot of TV series on this day, after watching "Young Bao Qingtian", plus there happens to be a Hollywood movie on the TV station, Lin Xiaoguang is still sitting in front of the TV at twelve o'clock in the evening.
"You haven't slept yet?" Yang Qingqing didn't know when he walked out of the room.
"Well, I'll sleep in a while. Lin Xiaoguang replied perfunctorily, because he knew that he would go to bed after watching this movie, and he felt that night passed faster than daytime, so he tried to save the daytime for sleeping.
"Don't look at it, okay?" Yang Qingqing's voice was very calm, and Lin Xiaoguang looked up and saw that she was very serious.
"Do you have a problem?"
"I'm fine, it's you. ”
"What's the matter with me?"
"You haven't been out filming for over a week, have you? You just hide at home and watch those boring TV series and movies every day, right?"
"I'm on vacation right now. ”
"It's been more than a week, isn't that enough?"
Lin Xiaoguang didn't know what to answer, did he tell Yang Qingqing that he had no drama to take now? Or did he have been waiting for the role, but couldn't wait? Or did he tell her directly that he had lost confidence?
"Why don't you speak?"
Maybe the dark night always makes it easier for people to release themselves, and they can't accept the psychological gap, Lin Xiaoguang, who has been suppressed for a long time, urgently needs catharsis: "I have no filming, no job, it's not that I haven't looked for the crew, I haven't sent materials, but I can't find it, I'm even willing to accept a role that only one-tenth of my last play's salary, but I still can't find it, what else can I do?
"Then one-twelve, if not, one-fifteenth, one-twentieth, one-thirtieth. ”
"One in the thirties? You told me to start from scratch, I have also filmed several important roles in TV series, played the male number three twice, and I am no longer an extra. ”
"You're not an extra, you're not a male number three, you're just a vagrant now. ”
"But I used to be. ”
"Yes, you will also say that you used to! You are now in vain, thinking that it is great that you have played the third male lead, and it is very embarrassing to be an extra, and you feel very shameless. ”
"I don't want to talk to you anymore, it's my own business, and I'll figure it out myself. Lin Xiaoguang was a little annoyed and stood up.
"But I want to say, how about it?" Yang Qingqing also stood up and stood face to face with him, with that kind of unrelenting look, Lin Xiaoguang was helpless every time he saw it.
"Then what else do you want to say?" Lin Xiaoguang sat back on the sofa in a gloomy manner.
"Why can't you start from scratch, as long as you have the strength yourself, you can prove yourself to others. ”
"I've already proven it, are all the scenes I have filmed before fake?"
"You can prove it one more time. ”
"Why? I don't want to waste that time. ”
"Isn't it a waste of time if you hide at home and watch TV every day?"
"It's entertainment, relaxing, and it's just the right time to learn from other people's performances on TV and accumulate strength for future performances. ”
"You, quibble. Yang Qingqing was a little angry.
"Okay, so what do I do? Really run back to being an extra?"
"What to do, you think for yourself, it's none of my business. Yang Qingqing went back to his room in a huff, leaving Lin Xiaoguang to sit there stupidly.
Lin Xiaoguang's hand stayed on the remote control for a few seconds, but he still chose to continue, and continued to watch the unfinished movie.
It wasn't until three o'clock in the morning that Lin Xiaoguang fell asleep, not entirely because of watching a movie, Yang Qingqing's words kept lingering in his ears, but the effect of waking up was secondary, he was also ready in his heart, if there was really no drama to pick up during this time, he would start again, what made Lin Xiaoguang excited was that Yang Qingqing really cared about himself, in the end, this kind of care can directly characterize the relationship between each other, this question, Lin Xiaoguang thought about it for an hour, and then fell asleep unconsciously.
Sometimes Lin Xiaoguang also despises himself, and says in his heart, can he be serious at this time, how can he think of boring things in his head.
When he got up the next day, it was already 2 o'clock in the afternoon, and after washing up casually, Lin Xiaoguang came to the sofa again, habitually turned on the TV, and his mind flashed what Yang Qingqing said to him yesterday.
Lin Xiaoguang looked at Yang Qingqing's room, the door was closed, and he secretly thought in his heart, could it be that she hadn't gotten up so late? I couldn't help but look at the dining table again, and there seemed to be a lot of things on the dining table.
Walking to the dining table, Lin Xiaoguang saw another note.
"Bad guy: I have washed your clothes, dried them on the balcony, and collected them myself, and when your meal is ready, I will eat them on the table.
Plus, I'm still angry.
Qingqing, today. ”