While the brain was collecting data and the translation software was taking the planet by storm, Yuan Changwen sat on the bridge and began to carefully recall the recent events.

Because he found that he was inexplicably a little uncomfortable.

Where does this discomfort come from?

Nothing has happened lately, and I am constantly jumping, occasionally floating at random in the vast universe. Except for thinking about the so-called slashing, nothing happened in reality.

If it is because of the discomfort caused by one's own killing, it means that the uncomfortable emotion has nothing to do with the outside world, and the changes in one's heart can affect the mood.

If this statement is true, then on the contrary, is the emotion of happiness also irrelevant to the outside world?

If none of them are related, then it is our own hearts that determine our emotions.

Yuan Changwen frowned, he had known about this matter for a long time, and it made no sense that it would cause him uncomfortable now.

Not this one.

The heart determines the emotions, as long as the heart is strong, you can maintain a high enthusiasm, even if the fear strikes, it can be dispelled as soon as possible.

Ha!

Yuan Changwen suddenly reacted, his former self pursued happiness, or tried to make himself happy. And now I want to abandon both, because I am a character.

And this discomfort comes from this.

A character is a character because it has self-definitions, and it holds on to those self-definitions.

Now I'm going to let go, of course, it's going to cause the character's instinctive resistance, he's going to grasp the self-definition, he's going to declare that he's important, he's going to want me to give up killing.

He scared me with fear, he made me think I was the one who defined myself.

For example, "I am a person who is different from others, has cultivation, and is the first person in the empire", but in fact this is not me, it only belongs to the role of Yuan Changwen.

Once this self-definition is provoked and broken, the character of Yuan Changwen will be very uncomfortable and painful. Of course, it will be painful, and these self-definitions are part of Yuan Changwen, which is equivalent to tearing off a piece of meat.

What can I do?

Actually, I can't do anything, it's just just being aware. All behaviors and thoughts belong to Yuan Changwen, so what should Yuan Changwen do at this time?

Inaction.

A character does what a character should do, like a chess piece, and puts it there to perform well. Instead of thinking for yourself, wanting to go somewhere else and running around the whole board.

In this way, almost all the chess pieces are running around on the board, unwilling to admit that they are just pawns.

Yuan Changwen laughed at himself, how could he be willing to admit that he was just a chess piece?

Fighting with the sky, fighting with the earth, fighting with people, it always seems that this character has to stand at the top.

It's also strange that I have never felt tired, even if I am bitter, I will grit my teeth and persevere. Now that I think about it, I used to be amazing!

Whatever you want!

Yuan Changwen suddenly remembered the words of Jesus: "Don't do what I want, just do what you want." ”

At first glance, it seems to be saying that you only need to care about your own thoughts.

But when we switch roles to Jesus, who was crucified, we don't care what we want. This is to show, let go, surrender, and be willing to be a chess piece.

However, there is another problem.

If it is used as a pawn, then it is obvious that there are times when the anger of the pawn is needed to drive the plot forward, and the fear of the pawn is needed to choose something.

And when I realized that Yuan Changwen was just a character, just a pawn, how could I be afraid and angry?

Maybe there will be now, but as time goes by, I will get deeper and deeper into my own role, how can I be angry, scared, or even happy when the time comes?

Yuan Changwen hadn't figured it out yet, and a tired breath came to his face. I'm so tired, really tired, as if I'm no longer willing to work hard for the so-called life, and I don't even seem to want to do it anymore to improve my mental strength.

So be it......

I'm tired, whatever happens to you, I'll take care of it.

It doesn't matter who you are, whoever controls all this in the universe, whether it's Brahma, Shiva, the Tao, God, Allah Allah, etc., I don't care.

You can play as much as you want, anyway, this is a character, and I'm willing to be a pawn.

Wherever you want me to be, I accept it.

No longer resists, no longer needs anything to make up for the role of Yuan Changwen. I don't need the character to be more perfect, the character to be more domineering, the character to be rich, the character to be successful, etc.

It's my!

You are free, whatever you want to do with my hands, I accept it. Writing books, boredom, obscurity, moral models, murderers, etc., as long as you give instructions, I will accept them.

Giving up, I don't struggle anymore.

If you want to have a car accident, if you want me to be exposed to theft and robbery, or even blood, I don't have a problem.

My life began and ended at this moment. Without the role of Yuan Changwen, he no longer works hard for this role. Whatever you need, I'll do it, that's all.

Anyway, it's just a character, and now, even the character of Yuan Changwen has died.

I don't know what the future holds, and I don't know what the future holds. Indeed, there was some unease, but it was just the fear of the unknown. No one knows what the unknown is, so no one is qualified to say that the unknown is bad.

Of course, it could be worse.

However, who cares? Anyway, I don't care, as for the role of Yuan Changwen, he has already hung up, and there is no need to think about it anymore.

I don't want to go back to my former life. That kind of being pulled by emotions, the kind of days that always make choices in fear, fuck off!

It's like leaving a manure pit, you don't know anything outside, and you might be beaten to death if you leave the manure pit. But if you want me to go back to the, that's absolutely not okay.

I used to think that the dung pit was good, even if it was so painful and terrifying, but everyone was the same. Everyone is here, as if this is the best consolation.

It's a pity that if you can't go back, you can't go back.

Alright, that's it, whatever you want.

Lao Tzu quit.

…………

Zhi Brain: "The results of the analysis have come out, please check." ”

Yuan Changwen just said a simple "um" and slowly opened his eyes.

That kind of emotion just now is weird, should it be like this, or shouldn't it be like this?

Are you walking on the right track?

Cut, I want to ask if it's right, it's serving the role in itself, and it's just trying to enrich the role.

Yuan Changwen was a little surprised, how could he have such an idea? Why did he think about quitting? It has always been through hard work that he can reach a certain goal, so what is it to let go? What is it to be at the mercy of others?

It's really strange that in the mood just now, I don't recognize the days that I have worked hard. And now, I don't recognize the emotion of letting go just now.

Fuck your sister!

If you continue like this, you will go crazy sooner or later. But fortunately, at least he didn't go crazy in the empire, otherwise the "first person in the empire" would go crazy, and it would be an uproar.

Hehe, still thinking about that title?

"Let's go, let's go to the planet and see what kind of body it is. ”