With his brows furrowed slightly, Su Yang walked to the hospital bed by the window.

Qin Wenli was half-leaning and half-lying on the hospital bed at the moment, wearing a sick-numbered dress, and when she saw Su Yang coming, she smiled and said, "Come on, sit down." ”

Su Yang nodded, pulled over the stool placed in the corner, and sat on the edge of the bed.

Qin Wenli smiled: "The teacher is relatively simple here, there is nothing to entertain you, why don't you eat an apple?"

She took an apple from the bedside table and handed it to Su Yang.

Su Yang took the apple, but didn't eat it.

From her tone and voice, Su Yang couldn't tell that she was sick, but her disguise was futile.

Her pale complexion, emaciated figure, and dripping wrists all indicate that she is in a bad state right now.

"What's the disease, can you tell me?" Su Yang asked suddenly.

The expression on Qin Wenli's face froze, her smile faded, and she became a little unnatural: "It's not a serious illness......

Su Yang looked at her deeply, and from the change in her expression, Su Yang could be sure that she was lying.

I don't know if she doesn't trust herself, or because of her dignity, she doesn't want to confide in outsiders, or she simply doesn't want people to worry.

No matter what kind of thought it was, Su Yang felt that she was stupid.

You're like this, and you're still pretending to be strong, who can you bluff?

Su Yang said: "Are you alone in the hospital, no one will take care of you?"

Qin Wenli: "I am the only one left in my family, and the other friends are busy, so I don't want to trouble them." ”

Su Yang suddenly said again: "Are you seriously ill?"

"It's not serious, I really don't lie to you, don't you think I'm okay now?" Qin Wenli tried to make herself look cheerful.

Su Yang didn't speak, just stared at her without blinking.

Stared at by him a little unnaturally, Qin Wenli tilted her head to look at the scenery outside the window.

Su Yang said: "I've seen all the ways you were embarrassed before, and I actually don't know your current situation." ”

"Besides, even if you don't say it, I can know from the doctors and nurses that it will happen sooner or later. ”

"So Mr. Qin, let's be honest, after I understand the situation, I may be able to help you. ”

When Qin Wenli heard this, her spirit seemed to be taken away, her body softened, and her face became a little decadent.

"You can't help me. She said, her voice tinged with discomfort and despair.

"If you don't say it, how do you know that I can't help you?" Su Yang asked rhetorically.

Qin Wenli didn't answer him directly, but suddenly said with red eyes: "I don't understand, I have no relationship with you, why do you want to help me three times and twice?"

Su Yang opened his mouth and was about to explain.

Qin Wenli preemptively continued: "Don't say anything helpful, I don't believe it, there is no love and hate in this world for no reason." ”

"From Wang Dawei to Zhang Songming, you have selflessly helped me, and even lent me one million without asking for anything in return. ”

"I really don't understand, why are you doing this? You say that you are a good person and love to do good deeds, but if you want to be a good person, you can do a lot of charity to help people in poor areas, but you didn't do that. ”

The corners of Su Yang's lips twitched: "Teacher Qin, are you mocking me?"

"I didn't, I just wondered what you did, and even this time, you came to me with the bottom of it, and it was a pretense to talk about important things, what you really thought was to see what happened to me, right?" Qin Wenli looked at him.

Su Yang did not deny it: "Yes, but Mr. Qin, these doubts of yours are unnecessary. ”

"I explained to you before that a million in your opinion, or a lot of help, is really not worth mentioning in my opinion. ”

Qin Wenli stared at him: "Then why do you say you want to help me." ”

Su Yang: "Can I sympathize with you?"

Although saying this would hurt Qin Wenli's dignity very much, Teacher Qin likes to drill the horns of the bull, and Su Yang has no choice but to move out for this reason.

"Is it just sympathy?" Qin Wenli's gaze became a little gloomy.

Su Yang smelled a strange smell from her rhetorical question.

Afraid that she would be disgusted, Su Yang had to explain patiently: "Don't get me wrong, I really just want to help you, and I have no other intentions." ”

Qin Wenli's eyes darkened, and then she smiled: "Actually, even if you have an attempt, it's too late now." ”

Su Yang: ......

In your eyes, am I such a shameless person?

Is there an intention to help you?

Teacher Qin, you really underestimate me Su Yang.

Qin Wenli sighed: "Don't you want to know what disease I am suffering from? I will tell you now that some time ago, my symptoms of anemia worsened, and I even fainted inexplicably, so I came to the hospital for a comprehensive examination. ”

"After a check, I found out that I had blood cancer, which is commonly known as leukemia. ”

As she spoke, tears flashed in her eyes: "Do you know how I felt at that time? You must not understand that kind of despair, I usually pay attention to my body, but God seems to like he likes to play tricks on me, if I am terminally ill and don't let me live, what can I do......?"

Speaking of this, Qin Wenli cried bitterly.

Su Yang didn't feel good, reached out and patted her shoulder, and took out a tissue for her.

She cried for a while, wiping away her tears, but her eyes were still a little puffy.

I don't know where the mood came from, she suddenly laughed brightly again: "So, if you think about me now, you should die." ”

"I'm just a person waiting to die, although it is a slow-grained leukemia, it can turn acute at any time. ”

"The doctor told me that I had a few months to go, a few more years, and I couldn't accept the result at the time, but after so many days, I was relieved. ”

Su Yang stared at her and said, "As far as I know, as long as chronic myelogenous leukemia is properly treated, there are people who have lived for more than 20 years, Teacher Qin, don't be so pessimistic." ”

Qin Wenli shook her head and said, "These are very few examples of yours, and there are millions of leukemia patients, just a few of them." ”

"It's not that I'm pessimistic, but it's true, and there is no other good treatment than chemotherapy, radiotherapy and bone marrow transplantation. ”

"And now I have no money, I have less than 2,000 yuan in my whole body, and I can't even cover the hospitalization fee for a few days, not to mention expensive chemotherapy and bone marrow transplants. ”

Su Yang frowned and said, "Then if I don't come and you run out of money, what will you do?"

"What else can I do, wait for death. Qin Wenli laughed miserably.

Su Yang can probably understand her feelings, but he doesn't agree with her attitude towards life, pessimism, which is not a good word.

Su Yang said: "I'll help you pay for chemotherapy." ”

"I knew you would say that. Qin Wenli said: "But do you know, I can't repay your money now, I owe you a million before, and now I owe you ...... again."

She was very uncomfortable and ashamed, and at the same time moved by Su Yang's help.

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