Vondi: I'm leaving. Don't look for me, you won't find me.

I want to give my first time to someone I love. Vondi, I love you.

I don't know when you've been appearing in my dreams since then, and I can't push it away, and I'm reluctant to push it away.

I know we're not people with the same ideals, but I still can't help myself.

I know I'm leaving, and I know you're not here after all. I thought about changing you and making you the perfect von Di in my mind. But is that still the Feng Di I love? Besides, I don't think I can change you.

My path was arranged by my father's generation, and it was my own choice to come here to "insert" the queue. The only time they chose to do it. I'm glad that God let me meet you and let me taste love.

Feng Di, you know what? I like to lean on you, I like to smell you. Since that night of the white "hair" wind, I can't be myself, especially want to rely on you all the time.

I know that you are sometimes annoyed with me and helpless with me. Considerate of a girl who loves very deeply, but doesn't dare and can't confess that girl's state of mind.

Don't think I was impulsive last night, don't think about what I need to be responsible for, and don't feel guilty about me. Everything is of my own volition. I'm willing, you know?

Don't worry, I walked happily and happily with no regrets.

I'm glad you didn't turn me down last night! Really! You don't know how long I've been preparing for this, but luckily, you didn't break my heart.

You don't hate me, and maybe you're blessed with me, isn't it?

Thank you, Vondee, for giving me a wonderful night to relive the night of a lifetime.

I'm leaving! It's not recruiting, it's joining the army.

From the beginning, we were not people of the same road. Don't blame me for being ruthless. Some emotions don't need to stay together for a lifetime, maybe a period of time in the Huck Brigade is the fate of the two of us. So far, this fate is over.

Feng Di, forget me! Treat Shufang well, she is a poor, lonely but very good woman.

If you really think I'm okay, I can get into your eyes and make you have a trace in your heart. Just give Shufang a piece of what should be good to me!

Don't make me feel sorry for her!

The letter was not signed at the end.

Feng Di read the letter, and also saw the tears between the lines of the letter, almost all the handwriting was blurred.

A feeling that Feng Di had never felt before, he stuffed his entire chest. Is it sore, is it painful, or is it indescribable?

Feng Di didn't know how he got back. Both horses were brought back on their own. Feng Di didn't know that he remembered two horses.

Feng Di didn't remember if he had breakfast, or if he said hello to the guest house. My mind is full of the contents of the letter, and the pull of last night

For Feng Di, all this has really become a dream.

"Feng Di, what's wrong with you, what about the Red Army?" Shen Shufang saw that Feng Di's face was very bad, it had never been like this.

"She's gone! Join the army is gone!" Feng Di casually handed another letter to Shen Shufang, turned around and rode away. He needed to find somewhere, the kind of place that was so quiet.

"Feng Di, you ......" Shen Shufang shouted, Feng Di had already run far away.

Shufang: I'm leaving!

Forgive me for not saying goodbye to you, because I'm afraid that I won't be able to stand it, and I'm afraid that I will lose my always strong face in front of you.

You don't blame me for dragging Feng Di to send it to me, right? It's okay, he's your man, I'm just borrowing it!

Shufang, these two years have been the happiest in my life. Because of you, there are you!

I joined the army very early on and was decided by my family, even if I came here, I fought for it, and I also wanted to fly freely. Unfortunately, I'm a bird after all, and my wings aren't hard enough. Now it's time to return to the nest.

Shufang, don't mind if I don't follow you sooner, with everyone. You know that I don't like to show off, and I hate show off, I'm afraid that I will be suspected of showing off in this matter at the Educated Youth Point. So I chose to leave quietly.

Shufang, if you want to catch a man like Feng Di, you have to take the initiative yourself. It's been two years, look at the way you look! All your behavior is like a daughter-in-law, but you haven't even touched your hands! I guess it's not as much as when I pulled Fonti? Look how pitiful you are!

Don't flinch from this kind of thing! Feng Di is the kind of sluggish man, you have to sleep with him!

But Shufang, you have a good eye! This is a good man!

You took my things for me. If you think you can use it, you can keep it, and you can't use it to help your sister throw it away.

By the way, one last thing to tell you: Feng Di is a person who will not refuse, and he is also a person who will not take the initiative!

Shufang, come on! Get him!

Luo Hongjun in the autumn of 1970

Feng Di rode his horse and ran a long way. The horses were also tired and hungry.

The horses were grazing around, and Vondi was lying in the grass. Eyes look empty.

The most beautiful thing about the autumn grassland is the emptiness. The whole large area of blue is boundless, inlaid with a variety of white "color" cloud patterns, which is refreshing.

But Feng Di had no intention of appreciating it, and even such a view did not enter his eyes, although he was looking.

Feng Di's mind was still filled with tears on the letter paper and the scene of last night. He had lost the ability to think, and he was so confused that even his hunger was gone. I didn't think about anything, I couldn't think of anything, except for the letterhead and the tears, and the process of last night churning over and over again.

Before he knew it, Feng Di fell asleep again. But when he woke up again, night had fallen.

Feng Di seemed to have figured it out. That is, no longer thinking about yesterday and forgetting Luo Hongjun. There is no other way. He didn't think he could find Luo Hongjun from millions of soldiers, and he also understood that they were really not people on the same road.

Spring dreams without a trace!

Shen Shufang has been waiting for Feng Di to come back, and the mutton noodle soup has been made twice. Finally waited for it to come back. She knew that Feng Di liked to drink mutton noodle soup, and she also knew that Feng Di was uncomfortable, and hoped that the meal would relieve her a little. She felt like she was really useless.

Feng Di naturally held the bowl and squatted by the door to eat.

"Do you like the Red Army?" asked Shen Shufang abruptly.

"Why... Cough...... I don't know!" Feng Di was really choked.

"It's normal to like it! A woman like the Red Army deserves to be liked! She's so good. Shen Shufang didn't know whether it was deliberate or specialized, anyway, she was ready to follow the Red Army with Von Dilo. But Feng Di is most afraid of the Red Army of Tiro, because of the heartache.

"Then do you like me?" Shen Shufang and Feng Di were speechless, remembering what Luo Hongjun had emphasized in his letter, and finally mustered up the courage to confess. When he was done, he stared at Feng Di. She really understood the word apprehension now.

"Uh... Unclear. Feng Di didn't know how to answer.

"Do you like both?"

I'll go! Shen Shufang! Can you stop being so tough! What kind of problem is this?

"Uh......" Feng Di was really shocked! Is this still Shen Shufang? Shouldn't it be something in Luo Hongjun's letter to her? Feng Di felt that Luo Hongjun shouldn't be so stupid.

"Feng Di, I like you! The Red Army also likes you! I know this! I also know that I am not qualified to like others, and others will not marry a disobedient woman like me. I'll just do it this once! I really like you, I want to follow you, whether you marry me or not in the future!"

Old, what kind of day is this? It's crazy! Feng Di is really speechless.