After Brother Hulu's story was told, there was silence in the cell, and I sat in place, feeling a little depressed, I don't know if it was because of this story that shouldn't have been so sad, or because the middle-aged man in front of me, who had taken care of me for so long, had begun to count down his life, and it was passing bit by bit.

"When I returned to my hometown, I thought that guarding the dense forest and deep mountains that I grew up in could suppress the self-blame and grief in my heart, but it didn't help. Brother Hulu leaned against the wall and took a deep breath: "In my life, my mother died prematurely, followed by my father, then my eldest brother, my second brother, and all my relatives left me forever before I was ten years old...... I've always believed that the thing that killed our families one after another was poverty...... I hated poverty, so I walked out of the mountains, and then had my own brothers, my own women, and my own children, but all this, I still didn't keep, then I realized that maybe I was destined to be lonely in this life, so I killed my father and mother, killed my two brothers, killed my wife and children, maybe I came to this day, it was my life, but I was to blame, my death is the price of my disbelief in life!"

"Don't say that. After listening to Brother Hulu's words, my heart was even more uncomfortable: "If you say Tiansha Lone Star, maybe I am, I am like you, I have no parents, and I don't have any family, and now, Hu Wei, who brought me into the industry, has died, my brother Wang Zhen is dead, Dabin, Ziqian, and Jin Peng, who are mixed with me, are all gone, Mao Mao lost a hand in order to save me, Ah Hu lost his life in order to save me, and now you are also ......" At this point, I couldn't say any more, tears began to flow down my cheeks, I gritted my teeth and tried to stop the tears, but the tears flowed down uncontrollably.

"Silly boy, stop crying. Brother Hulu saw me like this, reached out and touched my head, and wiped the tears on my face: "Maybe none of us is wrong, if it's really wrong, it's also wrong that we chose this Jianghu, people who come out to mix have always had a life and death, maybe our brothers, it's just that their lives are not good, not to mention that people will always die, some things are downplayed, and they won't be sad!"

"Why! Why are you doing this!" Feeling the warmth of Brother Hulu's palm, my eyes flickered irrepressibly, tears were more turbulent, and my voice was choked: " You know, I've always regarded you as my own brother, I want you to live, I still want to wait for us to be old, we can still be together, everyone can drink together, even if you can't drink, I can still push a wheelchair, take you to bask in the sun, I have lost too many things in my life, I only have you close people around me, but why do you do this to me, why do you choose to leave......"

Brother Hulu heard my child-like tone, and suddenly fell silent, and after a while, he showed a smile: "Yes, when we are all old, we can still be together, everyone drinks, chats, and tells a few words about the past, how good......"

Seeing the longing and reluctance in Brother Hulu's eyes, I clenched my fists and tried hard to control my emotions: "Why do you want to die?!!!"

"Do you remember what I told you, it's important to be alive, but there are some things that are more important than being alive!" Brother Hulu took a deep breath: "Xiaofei, I don't want to die, but the times don't allow me to live!"

I looked up and looked at Brother Hulu: "What do you mean?"

"This time before my trial, someone saw me, and he told me the price of your eldest brother to keep me, but this price is too big, I can't afford it, let alone pay it back, and I don't want to owe anyone, so fate gave me the choice of one death. ”

"Who is the person who saw you?" After listening to Hulu's words, I suddenly felt shocked, because he had been guarded by the armed police before the trial, and at that time, Brother Dong had to make a lot of effort, but he couldn't even bring him a piece of clothing, I really couldn't imagine who could have such energy to meet Brother Hulu.

"Now that the matter is a foregone conclusion, does it matter who the person who sees me is?" Brother Hulu smiled, and did not answer my question, but changed his words: "Chu Dong can come to this day, it is not easy, in order to help him to take the position, you children, have paid too much, and Sheng Dong's fruit has not yet ripened, and you have not waited to enjoy it, so I will take the lead in picking peaches, you say, is this appropriate?"

I gritted my teeth: "We don't care, you know!"

"But I care!" Brother Hulu's voice resolutely took my words, and straightened his waist slightly: " If I continue to live, then I have to continue to kill my brothers, the civil strife of the chief back then, I have already experienced the taste of fratricide, I was still young at the time, so in my heart except for the guilt of killing Jian Sihai's son, I didn't feel too much, but as I got older and older, I found that the things that made me feel like I didn't care about them have now begun to make my heart suffer, Xiaofei, the two of us are the same kind of people, you must remember my words, if one day, your brothers also have this kind of disagreement with you, don't fight, don't grab, you must take a step back, even if this step is withdrawn, you will suffer a lot of losses, and don't fight for fame and fortune, otherwise when you reach my age, you will find that although fame and fortune can make you live a good life, but that kind of remorse from the bottom of your heart will also make you suffer never-ending suffering. ”

I looked at Brother Hulu emotionally: "What nonsense are you talking about, why do you have to kill your brothers if you want to live?"

Brother Hulu looked at me very calmly: "I died because your eldest brother saved me by all costs, so I must leave him a way out, if I live, you will all be in danger!"

"What the hell are you talking about?" I didn't understand the meaning of Brother Hulu's words at all.

Brother Hulu pursed his lips, his voice was not loud, but he spoke penetratingly: "Xiaofei, a bigger storm is coming soon." ”

"Wind and rain?" After listening to Brother Hulu's words, I couldn't help frowning.

Seeing my surprised look, Brother Hulu smiled: "For so long, for the past, all the people who have experienced it have been reluctant to mention this, but do you really think that everyone is reluctant to mention this matter just because everyone has their own pain hidden in their hearts?"

A thought suddenly flashed through my mind: "You mean, this past has been brought up again?"

"No, it's never been mentioned, because no one has ever forgotten it. Brother Hulu took a deep breath: "Although I killed Jian Sihai's wife and children, the hatred for him in my heart has not decreased because of this, I never believe in such as a life is worth a life, because even if Jian Sihai dies a hundred or a thousand relatives, it will not be able to exchange my wife and children, I can think like this, Jian Sihai can also think like this, after all, in this world, hatred is the most memorable and permanent emotion." ”

Brother Hulu's voice fell, and I was silent and waited for the following.

"Do you remember, Leng Lei burned the chief, the night when Zhang Kang pacified Queen Jin, the two of us once went to the orchard in Nanwan Village and attacked and killed the Fang devil, but I temporarily changed my hexagram, causing you to be shot. ”

"Do you think I'll forget?" Hearing Brother Hulu suddenly mention this matter, although I didn't know why, I still nodded: "Until now, your sentence of life and death is still echoing in my ears!"

"Huh. After listening to my words, Brother Hulu showed an embarrassed smile: "Actually, that night, I shot you that shot!"

"You were the one who shot me that day?!" After listening to Brother Hulu's words, I was stunned, because I really didn't think that the shot that broke me that night was actually fired by him, so I suddenly became very angry: "Do you know that your shot almost killed me!"

"But aren't you dead? Brother Hulu scratched his head: " On that day, that shot was fired by me, you still have half of the chance of survival, if that shot was fired by someone else, you will definitely die, because when I talked to the house devil in the room, one of the conditions put forward was to let you leave safely, but I really didn't expect that you would dare to shoot the house devil in the face of the arrival of the military vehicle, at that time I wanted to stop you, but the action was too late, so I could only shoot, in fact, I was planning to break your arm, but in a hurry, the bullet missed, to be honest, when you were shot, I carried you to the old horse when I fell into tears several times on the road, that night, if you died, I probably won't care about anything, and I'm really going to fight with them!"

"Compared with that shot, I want to know more about what the devil told you in the room, and then made you like crazy, and became the chief enemy, Sheng Dong's traitor!" I looked at Brother Hulu with wide eyes: "Before that, you obviously promised me that as long as you finish cleaning up the house devil, you will go to the south and never come back, what is the reason for you to stay, and live like this person and ghost today?!"

Brother Hulu heard me say the word "no human and no ghost", and smiled noncommittally: "Do you really want to know, what did the devil tell me?"

I stared at Brother Hulu intently: "You said it, when you finish telling me the story, I will understand everything!"

"Actually, I was in the room with Fang Devil, and I didn't talk about anything, just talked about Mao Yuejin and the Golden Queen under his name. ”

"Mao Yuejin?" I frowned when I heard this: "How could a single Mao Yuejin make you betray the Chief and us?"

"Actually, when I came back this time, I wasn't the chief person. Brother Hulu first explained the matter of the chief:" Do you remember, when you picked me up and came to Ayang, I went to see Brother Kang first, because although I have been away for so many years, he is my eldest brother after all, since I have come back, I naturally want to see him, at that time in Brother Kang's house, he said to me, your eldest brother is very difficult now, and he is a short face, if you encounter any difficulties, you must be embarrassed to open your mouth to Brother Kang, so when I go to Shengdong, if I encounter this situation, I will call him, I agreed without thinking about it, because I have been away for so many years, and I don't know what has happened at home, in my heart, we are still a family, since we are a family, Brother Kang wants to help us, What does it matter, I didn't expect that because of this incident, I was labeled as the chief by your eldest brother, but I came back here, after all, I was helping your eldest brother, so there were many things, I didn't tell Brother Kang, but this also led to Brother Kang thinking that I betrayed him. ”

I still have some understanding of the matter between Brother Hulu and the chief and Sheng Dong, so I changed the conversation: "What about Mao Yuejin? Why did you let go of the Fang devil with just one Mao Yuejin, and you also drew a clear line with all of us?"