"Have you gone to investigate that Internet café?" asked Rufeng unhurriedly.

I slowed down, hesitating to stop, when I was surprised to hear his question, "What are we?"

"The original address that spread rumors on the Internet to slander you, I asked a friend who knows computers to check it for you, and the IP address from which the message was sent was the Internet café, I sent the specific name to Yanzi, and she said to help you investigate and tell you. In the past two days, no one answered her phone calls, and no one replied to her messages, so I don't know what's going on. ”

"Swallow her, she's gone. ”

"Gone, left the city, where did you go? She also said that she wanted to help you, this woman is really unreliable, I shouldn't believe her. ”

"Passed away. When I said these three words, I felt a pang of distress, and the image of the swallow appeared in my mind again.

"What! Death!" These three words were as heavy as a thousand pounds, and Rufeng was completely stunned, and his face showed a complicated expression that he didn't know whether it was sadness or joy. A contemporary's departure on his own is unacceptable in either way, even if he once hated the person.

"Just two days ago, very suddenly, I didn't see her for the last time, when I knew that it was the third day of the body farewell, after cremation, Yuqiu fulfilled her promise and walked the whole wedding with her portrait. "When I said this, my whole body began to choke again.

"Weilan, you, mourning, the world is impermanent. With a good friend like you, who has always been thinking about her, she must be happy to have a spirit in heaven. "Like the wind searching the intestines and scraping the stomach, I thought of such a sentence. He was full of emotion, no matter how smart anyone in the world was, he still couldn't see through life and death after all. He remembered the last time he saw Yanzi, and the inner struggles one after another made him both hate and fear, and he wanted to beat her up and scold her to relieve the hatred in his heart. At this moment, listening to such news, the previous scenes, sentences, as if they had been shattered, were drifting around, and they had already melted into the air after only a while. As a result, Yanzi only had one identity left for him - a classmate.

"Cherish life like the wind. After I was sad, I came back to my senses, and in the end, all I could say was this one. I remembered the scene of Rufeng's fight with Qiangzi for me, although I was very ashamed at the time, but I was often moved afterwards, and the memories that were awakened in my heart began to make me look forward to meeting him, and I hallucinated several times in the hospital. When the swallow died, I suddenly realized how short life is, and everyone's appearance in their own life should be God's arrangement, and we must all cherish it.

The wind stared at me tightly, without speaking, and his eyes suddenly brightened and then darkened. We didn't say anything for a while, and the atmosphere became a little awkward. Looking around, some of the uniformed policemen at the entrance of the police station were hurrying with papers, and a drunk man passed us behind a policeman with his head down, and I covered my nose with the pungent smell of alcohol. There is also a husband and wife arguing wildly, and in front of a policewoman, the man is still waving his arms and making beating movements.

After examining the windy face, I decided to take my leave.

"Weilan, let's find a place to sit for a while. ”

"Tell me anything here. ”

"That Internet café, I'll send you the address, you go and investigate first, and I'll find a way to help you investigate. ”

"Just tell me, I'll just check it myself, it's my own business after all, and I shouldn't involve you. ”

"Midorimori, yes, Chloromori Internet Cafe. Weilan, I'm willing to help you. ”

"I made a note of it, thank you. If it's okay, it's not too late, I should go back. ”

"Wait a minute, I heard that you were hospitalized twice some time ago, did you find anything sick?"

"How do you know? You're following me again?"

"No, I happened to be back to my hometown at the time, so don't mind if I can't see you, it was Yanzi who told me. At the mention of swallows again, Rufeng's tone seemed a little uncomfortable.

When did Swallow and Rufeng become so close, I wondered.

Rufeng saw my doubts and quickly explained, "She's worried about you. ”

I smiled and nodded, Rufeng's words are not wrong at all, Yanzi has always taken good care of me, except for following Rufeng, which is also what I have been thinking about.

"I finally figured out something, and I finally figured out the reason why you left me in the first place, but I didn't expect us to go our separate ways because of a misunderstanding, which is the biggest unwillingness and regret in my life. A long sigh like the wind, as if to vent all the grievances in my heart. "I never thought swallows ......"

Obviously, Rufeng already knows the truth. At this time, a warm and passionate picture suddenly appeared in my mind: we were kissing under the moon and the stars, so my heart was sour, indescribably uncomfortable, and a tingling sensation came from my heart, and my head seemed to be torn off a tendon. I couldn't help but let out an "ahh

Rufeng hurriedly took a step forward to support me, and said very anxiously, "Weilan, what's wrong with you?

The pain made me sweat all over, my head completely stopped thinking, and I didn't want to speak, so I just shook my head slightly, and then leaned limply on top of him. In a hurry, he picked me up directly, ran to the corridor of the police station, and then put me on the bench where he was waiting for the interrogation, kept pressing my head, and kept asking, "Are you better?" and then looked at the sweat on my face, and began to blame myself again, "It's all my fault, I shouldn't have appeared in front of you, and I told you so much, let alone mention our past." In the end, the tone of the wind was already tinged with a slight cry.

This is the first time I have seen Rufeng so nervous that I want to cry, seeing his fragile side, I forced to let go of the hand holding my head, and deliberately squeezed out a smile, "Rufeng, I'm much better." Don't worry, it's fine. ”

"I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I know you...... I'm still ......," Rufeng said guiltily again.

"It's none of your business, it's my own problem, and this isn't the first time. I mentioned swallows just now, but in fact, I believed in swallows too much back then, so I ...... I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. Because of me, you are still not married, I don't know how guilty I feel about this, I hope you can forget me and live happily ever after. In this life, I am not qualified to give you anything more, I just hope that a better woman can take good care of you instead of me. ”

"Weilan, I don't blame you, how can I blame you. Back then, if I didn't recognize Wang Sisi as my sister, there would be no chance for you to misunderstand. Swallow her, she's just because ......"

"Because of what?"

"At this point, I think it's time for me to tell you the truth about what Swallow told me, she's gone, but I think you should at least understand her motives for doing so. ”

So Rufeng told me the story of Yanzi's childhood, and when he finally said Yanzi's true words, I couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Swallow, her feelings for you are not just friends, in fact, I think she has regarded you as the only support, just like a person who falls into the water wants to desperately grasp the life-saving straw, and you are her emotional straw. It was the irreparable psychological trauma caused to her by a broken family, which made her both afraid and want to get it forever, so in the face of our feelings, she was afraid that she would become nothing again, so she chose an extreme plunder. ”

"Swallow, you are so stupid, how could I give up on you because of love as a friend? and you do this, you will only hate you when I know the truth, you are so stupid. I couldn't help but shout softly.

When everything is clear, the last bit of resentment against the swallow is completely gone. The shift in topic temporarily made me forget the pain just now, and the whole person was much more relaxed.

"I'm fine, my head doesn't hurt anymore. ”

"Really?"

I nodded in affirmation, and the wind finally put my mind at ease. Then we chatted casually, got up and said goodbye to each other, this time saying goodbye to the wind.

Leaving the police station, I took a taxi and quickly arrived home. When my daughter heard the knock on the door, she jumped up and ran to open the door, and when I saw my daughter, I immediately opened my arms and hugged her tightly like a big bird, and held her tightly in my arms for a while.

"Mom, you're holding me so tightly, I'm almost out of breath. "My daughter suddenly pushed me hard to break free.

"Chenchen, mom loves you, you have to grow up happily, you know?" Thinking of what Rufeng said about swallows at the end, I couldn't help but say to my daughter.

"I know that my mother loves me, and I love my mother, I am very happy every day, I want to be a happy little princess. The daughter said innocently with her little arms behind her back and blinking, tilting her head to the left and the right for a while.

Seeing my daughter's cute little face with a smile on her face, I felt a lot more at ease. Love is the happiest harbor, I must give my daughter the best love in the world, let her grow up healthily, and not let her live in fear like a swallow.

"Chenchen, do you know? There is a thing in the world that will never disappear, no matter where you are, she will accompany you, like a little star in the sky, will keep an eye on you at any time. Whatever happens in the future, it will never go away, because once this love happens, it will never cease and it will be passed down from generation to generation, whether rich or poor, good or bad, do you know what it is?"

"What's that?"

"The love of mom and dad for their children will not stop until life disappears, whether they are together or not. I want you to always remember what your mother said, do you understand?"

"I understood, I made a note of it. ”