Chapter 6 Heartache comes knocking on the door
China is a country that attaches great importance to human feelings, and human feelings are greater than everything else! All kinds of circles and all kinds of contacts are nothing more than the word "love"; the New Year is approaching, the company's expenses must also increase, and all kinds of New Year's greetings, relatives and friends have to go.
Luoxue does not have many relatives in the provincial capital, that is, I know some friends and want to give employees a side interest, the expenses are not big or small, when Luoxue arranges the financial budget, I specially told the employees to send more year-end bonuses, everyone has worked hard for a year, it is not easy.
Brother Luobai called Luoxue: "Xue'er, let's go home together for the Spring Festival, let's see my parents, okay?"
Luo Xue thought about it for a while, she didn't remember how many years she hadn't seen her father, she basically didn't contact them since she left the Luo family, and she didn't even want to make a phone call.
"Brother, I still want to go back to the countryside. Luoxue said
"Xue'er, Dad is old, the past is over, you should go back to see him! Let's go back together?"
"Okay then, I'll go back to the countryside first, see my mother, and then go back to H City. Falling Snow agreed.
Luoxue rarely returns home, in her impression her home is that small village, she was not born and raised by her father and mother, but her aunt Luoqiuling, she was fostered in her aunt's house since she was a child, her aunt regarded her as her own, and loved her very much, and she also fell back to Qiuling's house during the New Year's holiday, she called her uncle as her father, her aunt as her mother, and when she was thirteen years old, she knew that she was not Luoqiuling's daughter, because at this time, Luo's father and mother took her brother Luobai to see her and take her home.
She couldn't accept the fact that she was in foster care, and she didn't want to admit that she had lost her father and mother.
But her aunt Luo Qiuling hugged her and said: " My son, I was selfish, I didn't want to be separated from you, I never told you that I was your aunt, your parents often want to take you home, but I can't help it, when your mother gave birth to you, I also gave birth to a child, but my child was not in good health, did not survive, your mother was not in good health at the time, and the milk was insufficient, so I handed you over to me, this friendship is 13 years, your mother wants to take you away when you go to elementary school, I didn't let you, but now I can't delay you, you have a better life and choices, and the conditions in H City are better than hereγ β
Luoxue cried and said, "I'm not going anywhere, I'm going to be with my mother, you are my mother, where do I have a mother?"
The fact is also as my aunt said, Dad Luo Baixue said to Luo Xue: "Xue'er, you were born to me and your mother, this is a fact that cannot be changed, it is also a fact that you were raised by your aunt, we have always sent your aunt your living expenses every month, we also love you, we have also experienced lovesickness for so many years, I didn't tell you before that I was afraid that you and your aunt would not accept it, but now that you are older, you should return to your parents to receive a better education." β
Brother Luobai said to Luoxue, "Do you know why you have your aunt's surname Luobai instead of Lu? Why are you called Luoxue? Father's name is Luobaixue, my name is Luobai, your name is Luoxue, you and I are both Dad's favorite children, it's not that Mom and Dad don't love you, but they can't take you with them." Go home with your brother, who will love you for the rest of your life. β
Luoxue followed her parents back to H City, went to junior high school, high school and even college in H City, and her parents went through a run-in period in 10 years, and her father's relationship was also deep, but she was always not close to her mother, and she felt like she was separated by something, and her brother loved Luoxue a lot, even if she wanted the stars in the sky to fall white, she would find a way to give her.
One summer vacation in college, Luoxue came back to see her aunt who raised her, and she kept calling her parents, and one day she accidentally overheard the conversation between her aunt and uncle: "I don't know how Hanqiu treats Xue'er? Xue'er rarely mentions her when she comes back, and I don't dare to ask more." β
"Alas, after all, it's not biological, Bai'er grew up with her since she was a child, and it's better, Xue'er is so old, it's hard to be intimate in the past. β
Didn't I give birth to my mother? Who gave birth to me?
Luoxue walked in the door and wanted to ask her aunt, but when her aunt saw her, she kept talking to her uncle about other things, she sighed in her heart, she couldn't ask anything, she thought, go back to H City and ask her brother.
Luoxue went back to H City early because she had something on her mind, but her brother went abroad to study for a doctorate, and her brother knew that Luoxue went to study for a doctorate, but she didn't expect her brother to go so fast. Luoxue was nagging in her heart. Luobai only left Luoxue a letter:
My Dearest Sister:
I'm going abroad, I need a better and higher platform, so my brother wants to go to further study and can't accompany my sister, but I believe that my brother is not by my sister's side, and my sister will definitely take care of herself!
The place where the money is dropped is the snow falling one after another
My brother is gone, my father is proud of the spring breeze in the mall, and I can't see anyone for a day, my mother occasionally has a meal at home, and the family lives in a huge villa with the nanny and aunt, and the snow feels so lonely.
Luoxue often dreams back to that small mountain village, the little girl in the dream is so yearning for the outside world, but now Luoxue is unhappy, she wants to find out her life experience, why does everyone hide it from her?
Luoxue often sticks to the nanny Aunt Wang, Aunt Wang has been at home for twenty or thirty years, and Luobai is the same as her own home, and her brother Luobai was brought up by Aunt Wang and her mother, and Luoxue wants to find a breakthrough from Aunt Wang.
One day at noon, Aunt Wang was making cakes for Luoxue, and Luoxue rubbed into the kitchen.
"My baby, get out of here, it smells of fumes. Aunt Wang saw the falling snow enter the kitchen, so she rushed out of the falling snow.
"No, I also make pancakes, when I was a child, I often helped my mother live, it was the fire, the smoke was smoked, every time the tears and ashes were all over my face, my mother said I was a little flower cat. Luo Xue said with a smile as she stirred the batter in her hand
"By the way, Aunt Wang, I really have a little flower cat that sleeps with me every night and kisses me, but unfortunately it went out on a rainy night and never came back. β
"It's not the cat kissing me, it's me kissing her. Luoxue slandered, but thinking of the cat when he was a child, Luoxue is still a little sad, life in the countryside is not as good as in the city, the Lu family is relatively poor, my father often travels, my mother has to do farm work, and my brothers and sisters are bigger than Luoxue.
Since I can remember, my brother and sister just go home on weekends, Luoxue and the kitten are companions, Luoxue often holds the cat to read and sing to the cat, looking at the floating white clouds and saying to the cat: "When I grow up, take you to the mountains to see, take you to your uncle's house, I heard that my uncle's family is rich, you see that the clothes that my brother wears every time he comes back are good-looking." β
Uncle is now his own parents' house, and the cat will not come back, but Luoxue always feels that she is a duckweed, without roots, she doesn't know who she is, and Luoxue has tears in her eyes.
Aunt Wang looked at the falling snow, her eyes were full of pampering and distress: "This child, I don't know how many sins I have suffered, so I help to work at such a young age, if my mother is distressed to death, but if it is really my own mother, how can she work?
Luoxue looked at Aunt Wang stunned, and said, "Auntie, do you have something to tell me?"
"Well, you are really similar to your brother, and I want me to take good care of you when your brother leaves. β
"Do you miss your brother? If my brother doesn't let you take care of me, won't you take care of me?"
"Silly child, my aunt is going to be old after all, and she can't take care of you for the rest of your life, right?
For Aunt Wang and her mother Leng Hanqiu, Luoxue prefers Aunt Wang, and she will be coquettish in front of Aunt Wang, but for her mother Leng Hanqiu, she is also very respectful, but there is no kind of intimacy between mother and daughter, they always feel separated by something, Leng Hanqiu is at home, and Luoxue always feels uncomfortable.
And she also found that her brother Luobai didn't have too much intimate mother-son affection for Leng Hanqiu, and this feeling was always indescribable.
"No matter how old my aunt is, my brother and I still have to take care of it anyway. "The snow is falling
"Okay, okay, I'll take care of me, you go out and wait, okay, I'll call you." β
"Auntie, I have something to ask you, I know that you have been at home for a long time, and your brother was also brought up by you, and you must have been there when I was born. I wonder where my mom went?"
"What did you say? Didn't your mother go to your grandfather's house?" Aunt Wang was surprised
"Where is my grandfather's house? I don't mean Mother Leng. It's my biological mother!" Luo Xue stared at Aunt Wang's eyes, and there was a trace of horror and uneasiness in Aunt Wang's eyes.
"What nonsense, you are just a mother, where is there any biological mother, be careful that your mother is sad when she hears it. Aunt Wang wiped her hands and turned around and walked out, the pancakes in the pan were steaming hot, exuding an attractive scent of green onions.
"No, you must know, I just want to know, I won't say anything, at least I want to know who I am, I want to know who I gave birth to, aunt, please, you tell me, if you don't tell me, I will be miserable in this life, they don't tell me, everyone is careful with me, I feel very uncomfortable. You can't bear to see me suffer for the rest of my life, right?" Luo Xue cried and pulled Aunt Wang. There are many things in life that I can't control, and Luoxue has been in pain since the moment she knew that she was not Luoqiu Lingsheng, and if she couldn't tie the knot in this life, she was doomed to suffer all her life.
Aunt Wang looked at her, her eyes were also tears, she felt sorry for these two children, when they were their own flesh and blood, when Bai Yuer held her hand in the delivery room before she died, she begged her to take care of the two children, she and Bai Yuer grew up together, her mother worked as a nanny in the Bai family, Bai Yuer was brought up by her mother, their relationship is not biological than biological, the Bai family and the Leng family have grievances and grievances for generations, intricate, the three families seem to be friends, but the actual undercurrent is surging.
The three major families are wealthy, but they restrain each other, the Bai family is the head of the three major families, the Luo family and the Leng family intend to form an alliance to contain the Bai family, the eldest lady of the Bai family is handsome and kind-hearted, proficient in piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and has always been desirable from elementary school to university, there is only one boy in the Luo family, that is Luo Baixue, and the Leng family has a son and a daughter, the youngest daughter is Leng Hanqiu, Leng Hanqiu is brutal by nature, tricky and eccentric, elf, but unwilling to study hard and like to dress up, keen to socialize, the three of them go to school together, Hanqiu and Yuer are also best friends, often play togetherγ
When the three of them graduated from college, the adults began to arrange their lives, the Leng family and the Luo family married, but they were opposed by Luo Baixue, because he had secretly liked Yu'er for a long time, Yu'er was young and vigorous, and knew that the Luo family and the Leng family were married, and ran abroad in a fit of anger, and Luo Baixue knew that Yu'er was gone and then followed, leaving Leng Hanqiu in the country, Leng Hanqiu also loved Luo Baixue, Leng Hanqiu was not discouraged when he was snubbed by Luo Baixue, just do what he should do, and continue to Luo Baixue.
Three years later, Luo Baixue and Bai Yuer returned to China together, and at this time Bai Yuer was pregnant, that is, Luo Bai. The melon is ripe, the Luo family and the Bai family held a grand wedding for the two children, everything is perfect, and Leng Hanqiu is the same as the original, often come to talk with Luo Baixue and Bai Yuer, the three of them seem to return to their childhood, kiss Mimi, often go in and out together, and have time to hold Bai Baixue's arm and hold Bai Yuer's hand generously, and now there is a saying: fire prevention, anti-theft and anti-girlfriends, although not necessarily, but Bai Yuer has no precautions for Leng Hanqiu, don't you know that people's hearts are unpredictable!
When Luo Bai was five years old, Bai Yuer was pregnant again, which was a great joy for the Bai family and the Luo family, but it was indeed a big blow to the Leng family, Leng Xiaoxiao, the eldest son of the Leng family, was a cold-faced son, even if there were thousands of good girls, they couldn't get into his eyes, and Leng Hanqiu was also not married to Bai Xue, she had been single, Bai Yuer was about to give birth, so she put aside all work and entertainment to concentrate on waiting for labor at home.
Luo Baixue will go home to accompany Bai Yuer after work and on weekends, but there are unforeseen circumstances, and there are some problems in Luo Baixue's branch, which need to be solved, so he went to a foreign branch, and when he left, he told Aunt Wang to take good care of Bai Yuer, and the next day after Luo Baixue left, Leng Hanqiu came to see Bai Yuer, and the two didn't know what to say in the room, and the noise was getting louder and louder, and it seemed that they were arguing.
Aunt Wang hurriedly ran back to the room from the courtyard, when Aunt Wang arrived at the door, she saw Bai Yu'er tumbling down the stairs, and Luo Hanqiu stood at the staircase and looked at it coldly, Aunt Wang was frightened, Bai Yu'er's blood flowed down the stairs on the second floor with Bai Yu'er's tumbling to the first floor, Bai Yu'er crawled face down, her high belly against her weak body, her head was lowered, and her mouth was also bloody, Aunt Wang ran to Bai Yu'er's side, she couldn't say anything, her face was pale, she wanted to help Bai Yu'er sit up, but Leng Hanqiu said loudly: " Don't call the doctor yet, you can't touch her. β
Aunt Wang went to call back, and saw Leng Hanqiu squatting beside Bai Yu'er, pinching Bai Yu'er's chin and supporting Bai Yu'er's face, Aunt Wang wanted to help Bai Yu'er turn over, but Leng Hanqiu said: "You can't move her, she will bleed heavily if she moves, and I'll talk about it when the doctor comes." β
Aunt Wang looked at the curled Bai Yu'er, and there was a strange feeling in her heart, she finally couldn't help but turn Bai Yu'er around, but Leng Hanqiu pushed her away and said, "Do you want her to die? You're not a doctor!"
After more than 20 minutes, the doctor finally arrived, but at this time, Bai Yu'er was already blue and unconscious.
The doctor was furious: "Why don't you help her sit up?" Leng Hanqiu pointed at Aunt Wang and said, "She said she couldn't move, she was afraid of bleeding from moving!" The doctor slapped Aunt Wang: "What a stupid pig!"
"You save her, save her, it's all my fault, my fault!" Aunt Wang cried and went to the hospital with the ambulance, the Bai family came, and the family also came, and the doctor asked whether to save the adult or the child, maybe neither of them can be guaranteed, and if the child is saved, he can only have a caesarean section, because Bai Yuer is already unconscious.
Old Man Bai grabbed the doctor and said, "I only want my daughter, I want my daughter!"
But at this moment, Bai Yu'er suddenly woke up, and she said to the doctor: "Please save my child, save my child!"
Before entering the delivery room, Bai Yu'er took Old Man Bai's hand and said to everyone: "If I have an accident, please let Wang Hui live in Luojia to help me take care of the two children! The children are at home, and they need to be raised by Luojia!" In this way, Aunt Wang officially lived in Luojia, and she lived there for more than 30 years, but Aunt Wang did not take care of Xiao Luoxue, but just took Luobai.
At night, Leng Hanqiu found Aunt Wang and said to Aunt Wang: You'd better not say anything, you can live in Luojia, but if you dare to talk more, these two little mongrels will go to see his good mother!
Two months later, Luo Qiuling had a difficult birth, and Lu Tong gave up saving the child and kept Luo Qiuling, and Luo Xue was raised by Qiu Ling.
Three years later, the cold autumn and the falling snow got married!
After Aunt Wang finished speaking, the two of them were already crying, and Aunt Wang said: "I told you everything, child, but many years have passed, your father and Leng Hanqiu are also old, you are both old, I don't want you to have anything." β
Luo Xue hated Leng Hanqiu very much in her heart, she thought that she must have framed her mother, it must be her, it must be her, but what evidence is there?
She wanted to find evidence, but she didn't have anything except Aunt Wang's words, and now even if Aunt Wang said something, no one would believe it, she finally understood why she didn't have a good impression of Leng Hanqiu when she saw her, why Leng Hanqiu didn't want to see her, I don't know if she would have nightmares when she saw her, whether she would be afraid!
The Bai family has only one daughter, after Bai Yu'er left, the old man Bai was not as angry as before, and the family's business was handed over to Luo Baixue to take care of, and after the Leng family and the Luo family got married, the business of the two families was basically managed by Luo Baixue. Now there is basically no Bai family and a cold family, but only a settled family.
"Aunt Wang, I want to go and see my mother, can you tell me, where is my mother?"
There are only three lonely monuments left in the cemetery, Grandpa Bai, Grandma and Mother are together, and their family will not be lonely together!
On the weekend, Bai Luoxue and Leng Hanqiu both returned home, and the family ate the food cooked by Aunt Wang.
In the evening, when Leng Hanqiu returned to the room, Luo Xue also entered her room: "Mom, I have something to ask you!"
"Huh?" Leng Hanqiu held a copy in his hand.
"I want to know about my mom. "The snow is depressed
"Is there anything you want to know about me?"
"It's not you, it's the mother who gave birth to me, you should tell me the truth of the matter!" Falling Snow's voice shrieked.
"You know everything, why did you come to me to find the truth?"
"I want you to tell me the truth in person! I have the right to know the truth!" sparks flickered in Luoxue's eyes
"You ask your dad to go!" Leng Hanqiu's voice was a little cold, and he lowered his head and continued to read.
"My dad doesn't know how mom got there, but you know best! You know!" said Falling Snow fiercely
"Your father doesn't know? He doesn't know that he can control the three major consortia single-handedly? He doesn't know if he can prevent me from having children? Luoxue, you are a smart child, and I am just a pawn in your father's hands!" Leng Hanqiu said
"You talk nonsense!"
"Go ahead, go and ask your father, I don't bother to explain, I'm tired, let your father give you the truth! It's better to let your father be ruined, so that I will be free! Also, please tell Wang Pei that she doesn't have to stay at home any longer. "The cold sound of autumn is like a winter snowstorm.
"Do you see it? it's very beautiful, I'll lend it to you!" Leng Hanqiu said to Luo Xue with the book in his hand
Luoxue didn't know how she came out of Leng Hanqiu's room: Leng Hanqiu's words kept ringing in her head, things may not be as simple as Aunt Wang said, but she didn't want to believe that her father would hurt her mother, and Aunt Wang had been living at home, if Leng Hanqiu didn't let Aunt Wang stay at home, where could Aunt Wang go.
She couldn't hurt Aunt Wang, and from then on she never mentioned her mother's affairs, and she was a stranger under the same roof as Leng Hanqiu.
After she finished college, she entered the Luoshi Group for an internship, starting as a small employee, but her father married another family and let her marry the Tong family. Three months after marrying into the Tong family, they secretly divorced.
Luo Xue also left the Luo Group, the home where she had stayed for 10 years, and returned to Shen City, where Luo Qiu Ling was.
She didn't want to leave her family alone, she took tens of thousands of yuan in the hands of the Lu family's brother and began to work hard in Shencheng. In the past few years, she has gone all the way, although there are bumps and bumps, but she is also invincible, she has achieved a little from nothing to now, it is also a small success, more than the upper than the bottom, she will send money to the Lu family's parents every month, she is grateful for their nurturing grace, give love, and make her childhood carefree.
My brother came back from abroad, and within a few years, he turned to politics, and then transferred to Shen Cheng, and now he is the number one leader in Shen Cheng, although his brother is the number one, but no one knows the identities of the two of them, except for Qiu Peilin!
When Luoxue thinks of the past, her heart aches! She can't do anything for her mother, and she can't do anything to her father, the only thing is "hate". This "hatred" has been roasting her like fire, but as time goes by, as she works hard in the mall, it makes her heart softer and softer.