Volume 4 Chapter 27 The Past Is Like a Tide

Falling snow was lying on the bed, the past few years were like the tide surging like her, and the tide receded, leaving behind grains of grit that made her feel distressed.

She thought that she could not think about the past and not be disturbed by the past, but some things still couldn't help it.

The memory before leaving stung her deeply, and she gently walked out of the door, downstairs and drove to the place where she and Xiao Yue had lived together.

Sitting in the car, everything she and Xiao Yue shook in front of her eyes, and Xiao Yue's face flashed in front of her eyes.

"Are you okay for more than two years? Have you ever thought about me? I thought I would forget you, but as soon as I returned to this city, I missed you, because you have been carved into my bones and dissolved in my blood. Still, I can only keep you in my heart, we can't do it. This is the last time I miss you and I hope you are happy and happy. ”

Tears flowed down her face, bitter and bitter, just like the life of falling snow, she put all her emotions on Xiao Yue's body, and did not regret being his underground lover, they sometimes participated in friends' activities together, Xiao Yue would say in a blaming tone that her initiative was too obvious, afraid of being known about their relationship.

Although Luo Xue was very aggrieved in her heart, she was still as good as ever to Xiao Yue, and she would also pay attention to keeping a certain distance from Xiao Yueming.

Now, they don't even have to pretend.

Thinking of the humble grievances at that time, the feeling of falling snow for no reason was a little lighter, and from then on, she no longer had to care about anyone's eyes.

"Actually, I'm really grateful for the happiness I had in those years, although humble, although it was sneaky, but my heart was still full of happiness and sweetness, Xiao Yue, we are all right! I will be me in the future, and you will be you. ”

Luoxue turned the car around and drove towards her home, and at the door of the community, she saw Zhou Ying standing there motionless.

"Why don't you sleep?"

"Did you let me sleep? Don't be like a child, okay? If something happens to you, how do you let me do it? I know you're very skilled, and now even I've lied to you, but it's much better than yours. Zhou Ying's breathless lesson fell into the snow

"I know, I just felt a little uncomfortable, and went to the house before to have a look. "Falling snow

"Comfortable now?"

"Well, I've put it all down. Luo Xue hugged Zhou Ying and walked towards home

"I'm going to give you a holiday, and you're going to marry Pengbai, right?"

"What are you talking about? me and Pengbai?" Zhou Ying

"When I'm a fool, I think I can't see it? I've worked hard for you for the past two years, and I've given you a vacation. ”

"Don't you want me?" Zhou Ying

"Married, both of you are mine. It's a good deal. "Falling snow

"And when are you getting married?" the two men hugged each other and made a fuss back to the room

"When everything is over, I'll get married. ”

"Who are you going to marry?"

"And Han Bingyu, he is really good to me. Luoxue thought of the scene when Han Bingyu came to her when she was dying.

"Childe will die of joy when he finds out. ”

"Who am I going to marry if I'm happy? Luoxue said with a smile

"Let's get married together, and then I will have a wedding of the century with Pengbai in your light. ”

"It's okay, I'm not afraid you can't wait!" Luo Xue said with a smile

"You can wait, but I can't?" Zhou Ying continued

"Actually, a person like me who lives a knife life is not suitable for marriage. ”

"There are all kinds of unpredictable situations in people's lives, and our life is actually a kind of gambling, winning or losing is actually in a thought, depending on what we think and how we do it. Why don't we bet we won?" said Luoxue

"Your reason is more, rest early, tomorrow you have to go to your company, more than two years, you haven't seen your employees, you should give them a good image, not with panda eyes. Zhou Ying hugged the falling snow.

"Okay, you also rest early, it's all my fault that bothered you. ”

"What are you talking about, I've been calling for wind and rain in the past few years, and I have what I want. ”

"What are you calling for wind and rain, when you are a god descending to earth?"

"I'm not a god, but the people around me are, what a capable person, don't I call for wind and rain with me?"

Luo Xue smiled and slapped Zhou Ying

"Your mouth, it's getting sweeter and sweeter, sweeter than honey. ”

"Uh-huh, look at who I'm following, why can't I lose my master's face?"

"Okay, you can do it, I'll obey you. ”

"Obey me, go back to my room and sleep, or I'll greasy you with honey." ”

"Good night!"

"It's good morning!" Zhou Neiying hugged the falling snow

The falling snow gently lifted the curtains, the lights in the yard were glowing with cold and faint light, and there were silky snowflakes floating in the air.

Lying on the bed, the faces of Han Bingyu and Xiao Yue alternately appeared in Luo Xue's mind.

After more than two years of isolation, Xiao Yue's feelings have faded a lot, but she can't be discarded, and some unforgettable joy and love can't be erased.

She likes to sit in the stall with Xiao Yue and shake stocks, drink beer and eat barbecue, she likes Xiao Yue to make her laugh, and she likes to stare at Xiao Yue's appearance.

With him, she will forget everything, she is a little woman, a little woman with the man she loves, Xiao Yue will also cook a good meal, occasionally Xiao Yue will cook for her, she will start, peck Xiao Yue's face from time to time, the gentle and harmonious feeling makes Luoxue full of happiness.

Lying on the bed, I simply let go of my thoughts, and the tears flowed to my heart's content, no one could see the thoughts of the night, only the night could hear, the night tolerated some and devoured some, thinking, laughing, and crying:

"Xiao Yue, I think I really love you, although I didn't say it, although I know that your feelings for me are not love, but my feelings are real, because I love you, I don't want you to be embarrassed, because I love you, I don't want you to suffer, because I love you, I'd rather be humble, I'd rather give up some. Today, let me remember everything between us, tomorrow you will always be in my heart, if we meet, I think I will treat you as ordinary friends, or I will never meet again, because I decided to get married!

I want to marry the man who is good to me, I don't know if that's my love, but I'm going to let go of everything, to feel his feelings, to accept him, to love him! When something happens, I'll marry him, and you'll bless me, right? By the way, are you and your lover and children okay?"

Luoxue was lying on the bed, her lips moving silently, some people said, how deep the love is, how deep the pain will be, at this moment, her heart is torn like pain, those seemingly healing wounds, by the tide of memories impact, over and over again.

Night, as thick as ink, quietly hear the rustling sound of falling snowflakes, today, let her say goodbye to the past, tomorrow, the falling snow will return to a powerful appearance, and from tomorrow, the falling snow will implement her plan!

God, it's really going to change, so let her start the prelude to this change!

Luoxue closed her eyes and forcibly blocked all her memories, she needed to maintain her physical strength and strength, there was a more difficult road to walk behind, if she walked well, she would be happy and peaceful, if she didn't walk well, she would never recover!

The shadows rise and fall

The shadows rise and fall