Before Zhong Yuemin got into the car, he glanced upstairs, Zhou Xiaobai was still standing in front of the window, and when he saw him turn around, he shook his hand with a smile.

Zhong Yuemin also waved his hand at her, smiled and got into the car, hoping that she could really put it down and live happily.

The driver, Lao Huang, was sent by the Provincial Department of Water Resources, knowing that Zhong Yuemin had just come out of the hospital, helped load his luggage into the car, and helped him open the car door.

After getting into the car, Master Huang drove the car straight out of the hospital, and Zhong Yuemin asked, "Master Huang, where are we going?"

"The leaders in the hall have already arranged to send you to the provincial capital for a night's rest first, and then send you directly to the county. Lao Huang said while changing gears.

"Master Huang, is the Stone Cliff Commune closer to our side?" Zhong Yuemin thought for a while and asked.

"Yes, you can get there on the same day as you go to Stone Cliff Commune. "Master Huang is a veteran driver and is very familiar with the route.

Zhong Yuemin decided to go directly to the construction site to have a look, "Then let's go to Shiya Commune first, I'll go to the construction site first." ”

"This ······ Director Ma of your Youth Affairs Office asked me to send you to Jingbian. Master Huang hesitated.

"It's okay, I'll explain to Director Ma then, Director Ma won't blame you. Zhong Yuemin said with a smile.

He Xiaomin interjected next to him: "Captain, you are just a little better, let's go back to Jingbian to rest first, there is Director Luo on the construction site to take care of, you can rest assured." ”

"After all, I am in charge of this project, I am fine now, I should go back and continue to be responsible, Director Luo has other work after all. Zhong Yuemin said to He Xiaomin.

He had already made up his mind to go back and have a look, otherwise he really didn't feel at ease, "Master Huang, let's go to Shiya Commune." ”

Seeing that Zhong Yuemin insisted, Master Huang didn't say anything and drove towards Shiya Commune.

He Xiaomin sat next to him, and he really didn't know how to persuade Zhong Yuemin.

"Xiaomin, sleep in peace for a while. Take care of me these days, thank you for your hard work. Zhong Yuemin persuaded with a smile.

"I'm not hard, but the people who work on the construction site are hard. He Xiaomin said, "They can't eat or sleep well on the construction site, and they have to do heavy work, which is much more tired than me." ”

"I haven't seen them these days, and I miss them a little. Zhong Yuemin said, "I don't know how Lian Chang Hu laughed at me when I went back, both of them went downhill, he didn't do anything at all, but I was lying in the hospital for several days." ”

Zhong Yuemin thought that Company Commander Hu often quarreled with He Xiaomin, and said to He Xiaomin beside him with a smile: "Hehe, Xiaomin, you said that Company Commander Hu is quite interesting, such a big man, and he often plays with you." ”

"Huh, Xiaomin?" He Xiaomin, who was beside him, didn't respond, turned around to look and found that she had closed her eyes, "I also said that it wasn't hard, I fell asleep so soon." ”

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At this time, there are very few cars on the road, almost all of them are public cars, and these drivers who run on the road all year round can basically know each other.

When the two cars meet, they often sound their horns to say hello to each other.

But Master Huang didn't honk all the way, and the car didn't drive fast, just to take care of the two people in the back seat.

The car shook slightly, and soon Zhong Yuemin also fell asleep, and he had a long, gray dream, and he couldn't see clearly whether it was the present or the future.

I don't know how long it took, Zhong Yuemin suddenly felt like he had fallen from a height, and he woke up with his feet stretched out.

By this time, it was already dark, and everything was dark except where the lights in front of the car illuminated.

The car is like a flat boat, drifting forward in the vast sea of clouds.

Master Huang heard the voice and glanced at him in the rearview mirror, "Awake?"

"Wake up, Master Huang, where are we here?" Zhong Yuemin rubbed his face.

"It's already past the boundary of the Stone Cliff Commune, and it will be there in a little while. Master Huang glanced at the side of the road, "Hungry, I still have some steamed buns here." ”

Zhong Yuemin took the steamed bun, "I'm really hungry, thank you Master Huang." ”

"I see that you are sleeping soundly, and you are in a hurry, so you didn't stop to eat along the way, but fortunately you prepared some steamed buns. "Master Huang didn't stop much along the way, just hoping to get to the place as soon as possible to settle them.

"It's good, it's not easy to eat steamed buns. Zhong Yuemin nibbled on the yellow bun and thanked: "You have worked hard all the way, and the car is driving so steadily." ”

"I'm just driving, what's the hard work!" Master Huang may be a little sleepy, and deliberately opened the chatterbox, wanting to chat more with Zhong Yuemin, "I have heard about you, you are a model for our water conservancy system, I will definitely take care of you." ”

Zhong Yuemin smiled and said: "Hey, what a model! I am embarrassed to tell others that the construction has thrown myself into the ditch." ”

Master Huang thought he was modest, "The commendation of the Department of Water Resources has come out, saying that in order to overcome the geological disaster crisis, you are not afraid of sacrifice and overcome difficulties, which is an example for us to learn." ”

"I've been faint for a few days, what kind of sacrifice is this?" Zhong Yuemin didn't know that the Water Conservancy Department had issued a commendation, and felt that this remark was a bit excessive.

"Isn't there another person who sacrificed? Why are you ······?" Master Huang knew that he was speechless, so he swallowed it halfway through his words.

"Who sacrificed?" Zhong Yuemin heard the voice and asked, "Master Huang, you make it clear!"

"I, I also heard from others, saying that there was one death and one injury. Only then did Master Huang understand that Zhong Yuemin didn't know anything.

Zhong Yuemin felt that his brain was roaring, and suddenly he threw himself on his seat as if he had lost his soul, hurting himself, who else could he die.

"Are you alright?" Master Huang regretted that he shouldn't have been too talkative, "Hey! blame me for talking too much!"

"It's okay, Master Huang, it's none of your business, you can drive with peace of mind. Zhong Yuemin's mind went blank for a while, in fact, there were only a few seconds in the real world, and he heard Master Huang's self-blame and comforted.

Master Huang stopped talking, but he could see from the rearview mirror that Zhong Yuemin's tears couldn't stop flowing.

Zhong Yuemin fell into a huge self-blame, he is a variable in this world, and Lian Chang Hu may have lost his life because of his appearance.

Even if there is no appearance of its own, northern Shaanxi will gradually promote the silt dam project in the past two years, and it will also change the lives of local people.

I just accelerated this entry into the city for half a year, or even only a few months, but the consequences were so huge that it was even unbearable.

Lian Chang Hu is a familiar and living person, not a character in the book, and his death made Zhong Yuemin begin to doubt the meaning of his existence.

Everyone goes back to find the meaning of their own life, but Zhong Yuemin is more obsessed with it, because he knows what the world would be like without himself.

Zhong Yuemin looked at the darkness outside the window, not knowing who could guide him.