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The north wind blew to the bone, and the chill that ran from the soles of my feet overflowed to my heart and then rushed to the top of my head. I walked aimlessly in the wind, numb all over. For a moment, my mind was blank, and I didn't know what to do except mechanically avoid cars and pedestrians.

I don't know how long I walked, I felt so tired, my legs seemed to be filled with lead, I saw a bus stop on the side of the road, I sat down on the bench on the platform, numbly watching the traffic shuttling, the crowd waiting.

A couple in front of them were waiting for the bus, the boy was holding a rose in his hand, and the girl was pouting: "Just one." ”

The boy brushed the snowflakes from the girl's forehead and coaxed: "The year-end bonus will be issued next month, will I give you ninety-nine flowers at that time?"

The girl reversed her expression and grinned and put her arms around the boy's neck.

The boy glanced at me, walked over to the girl with his arms around him, and whispered to the girl with a smile: "Look, every flower is envied." ”

The sound drifted to my ears, and my heart began to tear and ache, and I almost couldn't breathe, and it took a moment to recover from the numbness. Yes, I'm so envious, if there was a flower last night, my heart wouldn't hurt so much.

Who said you should cry in a BMW or laugh on a bicycle? If I could laugh in a shack, I would never cry in my villa like I did last night.

After waking up, I heard the ringtone of my mobile phone, and I mechanically picked it up, and it was Zhou Yi's anxious voice: "Xiaowei, where are you?" Ling Yi said that you have been walking for more than 3 hours. ”

I replied, "Oh, I didn't hear that. Is there something wrong?"

Zhou Yi breathed a sigh of relief: "It doesn't matter if there's something, I don't answer the phone for a long time, which scares me." Where are you?"

I looked around and didn't know where it was. I only saw the bus stop sign, so I read it according to it: "Dongliu Station." ”

Zhou Yi's voice was a little angry: "What are you going to do there?"

I was silent, I didn't know how I got all the way here, and after a moment I replied, "I'm here and there, I don't know." (No pop-up ads)" suddenly felt aggrieved and wanted to cry after speaking.

Zhou Yi's voice calmed down, and he was a little cautious: "Xiaowei, don't move where you are, I'll pick you up." ”

I slammed my phone back into my bag and leaned against the billboard next to me, my head hurting and my heart hurting.

I don't know how long it took, a figure in front of me, I raised my head and looked at Zhou Yi, stood up, swaying a little unsteadily.

Zhou Yi held my shoulder, his eyes full of anxiety: "You came out of Manager He and came here?"

I nodded, tears streaming down my face. Looking at his shoulder, I was a little greedy, and I felt the urge to pounce on him and cry, but no, no. Looking at the crowd around me, I wiped my tears and smiled sadly at Zhou Yi.

My laughter seemed to hurt Zhou Yi, he dragged me into the car, drove forward quickly, picked a path where no one was around, and stopped next to an abandoned construction site after a while, surrounded by some desolation and desolation.

Zhou Yi dragged me out of the car, and his voice was a little excited: "There is no one here, you can cry if you want to, hold it back like this, and one day something will go wrong." After speaking, he turned around and slammed his fist on the wall, and scolded angrily, "What are the things?" ”

I was a little stunned, although I was already full of trauma, but I was a little stunned when I looked at Zhou Yi, I rarely saw him angry, and I didn't want to lose my temper in front of him. After all, at this moment, he is a shoulder that I don't want to rely on, and I don't want to beg for mercy in front of him. The one who should feel sorry for me is not him.

I tried to squeeze out a smile: "I just had a gaffe, I'm fine." ”

Zhou Yi turned his face and stared at me with a sad look in his eyes: "Xiaowei, if you are not happy, are you reluctant to be useful?"

The three words of unhappiness!! completely shattered me, tearing apart the composure I had just pretended. (Good-looking.)

Am I not happy? Even he can see that I am not happy? Yes, where can I say with a spring face like Ling Yi, "I am happy".

Ling Yi's pink halo appeared in front of me like a montage just now, my voice was full of sadness, and I shouted with all my might: "I'm not unhappy, no-" before I finished speaking, I burst into tears.

Zhou Yiye yelled at me for the first time: "You look like this, you call it happy?

Don't say it so cruelly, I covered my ears and hid in the corner of the collapsed wall, trying to drown out Zhou Yi's voice: "You don't understand, you don't understand." ”

Zhou Yi ripped my arm off and said bitterly: "Everyone understands, but you don't understand!"

"Ahh I couldn't control the second sound after the first shout, and my mournful voice echoed in the empty field, the sky was overcast, and the snowflakes were drifting, as if crying with me. I crouched in the corner, buried my head in my knees, and cried until the sky was dark. I don't know why there are so many tears, that crying, as if I have released all the grievances of this life, until I finally lost my breath and my brain was dizzy. I just sobbed and stopped crying.

Zhou Yi pulled me up, wrapped it into his arms hard, patted me on the back, and said in a calm voice: "It's good to cry." ”

A loud cry really swept away the depression accumulated in my heart, I gently pushed away Zhou Yi's arms, pulled the broken hair around my ears, and sighed: "Go back." ”

Back at the office, I stared at the computer in a daze, thinking back to what happened from last night to today, but I couldn't figure it out. Ziyue was really affectionate to Ling Yiruo, how could he say that he could give me a dedicated affection? Or was Ling Yi's background intertwined and difficult to deal with? Or was he lying to me in the first place?

Faced with many problems, I suddenly realized that I had never known him, and I didn't know anything about him except his body. What is trust? People trust because they know, and when I don't know him, the word "trust" without foundation is both ethereal and ridiculous. What about me?

So do I continue to persist in speculation without trust, or do I choose to leave wisely? But the thought of leaving, my heart began to ache again. In this case, when he comes back, do you want to ask him again?

Looking at the bracelet on my arm in boredom, I smiled, this gift does not say how much it costs, if it is given to me by someone else, it is worthless. What's more, Ling Yi brought it, I don't know how many times better it looks than me.

I remember seeing one before, saying that it was a popular "foot race" in a certain area in the late Qing Dynasty. Once a year, the women who bind their feet compete to see whose feet are smaller. If she wins, the woman and her whole family will be glorious. There are shoes of different sizes on the field, and a woman's feet are very beautifully wrapped, and after wearing small shoes, they are like a pair of red peppers, and everyone sighs. But when the other woman put on shoes of the same size, she looked like two crescent moons, far surpassing the former in terms of foot shape and charm. Looking at the woman before, the original red pepper was like two forks with a spearfish.

I'm better than Kong Lingyi, I'm afraid it's the miserable situation of the harpoon than the crescent moon, why should I bother to be a foil, looking at the bracelet, my heart was blocked, and I silently untied it, revealing the scars that had healed.

The ugly scar, I hurriedly took out the dzi sent by Zhou Yi and put it on, the rope was a few turns, and the oval bead in the middle just covered the scar, although it was not as seamless as the ruby bracelet, and I couldn't see the clue.

In the current situation, resignation seems like a stupid decision. If you have to worry about your livelihood when you are not completely skinned, you are simply a fighter in a fool. I got up and walked towards Zhou Yi's office.

But as soon as I opened the door, I saw him standing in the doorway, with his back to the cabinet next to the door, a little decadent and a little melancholy.

I was stunned: "Why are you standing here?"

Zhou Yi looked at me, as if he had decided something, and his expression was firm and calm: "Xiaowei, would you like to come to me?" I can give you happiness. ”

I suddenly felt the dazed explosion of thunder above my head, no heartbeat, no excitement, only surprise: "What did you say?"

He held my shoulders and looked at me deeply, his eyes were firm and persistent: "Don't do stupid things anymore, be my girlfriend, I will give you happiness." ”

This time I understood it completely, and looked at him blankly: "Do you know what you're talking about?"

"It's you. You are such a good girl, you don't deserve this sin. Zhou Yi's eyes have never been so warm and sparkling as they are today.

I came back to my senses, bit my lip and said, "Zhou Yi, it is impossible for me and you." ”

"Why?" Zhou Yi's eyes ached.

"You are the second young man of the Zhou family, what am I? My identity, my past, what is worthy of standing with you?" I smiled sadly.

Zhou Yiding looked at me fixedly, and his tone was full of strength: "My life, I have done the master." Believe me. ”

I was a little flustered: "It's not a matter of believing, it's just ridiculous." ”

"Ridiculous?" Zhou was a little distracted, "Where is it ridiculous? I like you to be ridiculous?"

The word "like" made my heart beat violently twice, such an intoxicating word, I was a little greedy, Ziyue had never said to me the word like, but why, people who wanted to ask for their youth without self-esteem couldn't say they liked it?

What should I say? I've been with Zhou Yi's friend for so long, do I have to go to a desperate situation?

I thought about it for a while, and said with some difficulty: "Zhou Yi, life is not a fairy tale, it is impossible for me and you, not to mention that I still care about others in my heart." ”

Zhou Yi's eyes were a little gloomy, and he hooked his lips and smiled: "Xiaowei, your current direction is not right." You go back and think about it. Feng Ziyue can give, I can give, he can't give, I can give. You should be well cared for, not with tears every day. ”

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