What is love?

A thousand people answer, and there will be a thousand different answers.

For Bai Xiaosheng, what is her love?

Is it the first glimpse of the baby's room? Is it the scuffle of childhood? Is it the innocent smile of elementary school? Is it the first love of middle school? Is it the throbbing of reunion? Is it the trembling of the back of cheating love? Or is it the tear of determination?

Whether it is in her previous life or in this life, for most of her life, she is intertwined with Lin Youluo. Whether it's good or bad, it's a memory that will forever be engraved in your mind. It's just that since he was reborn, Bai Xiaosheng has been cutting off from the experience of his previous life, hoping to start all over again, maybe he can overturn everything.

It's a pity that God played a big joke on her. At the age of twelve, the little girl who had been lurking for many years in disguise still failed to turn the tide in the predetermined fate, but was also deeply involved in a car accident and lost her memory, and it was not until she was fifteen years old that she barely recovered part of her memory.

and because of the brain injury, it was a blessing in disguise, and it has a memory level far beyond ordinary people.

But no matter how strong her memory is, she can't get her parents' lives back. In other words, it is impossible to change back to the past that there was an opportunity to revise.

She hid too many things, and even almost hid herself, but unfortunately some things, no matter how selectively forget, how to pretend to be stupid, how to escape, will have to face it after all.

"Here we go again... I don't know how many times I've encountered such a scene in my dreams. ”

Bai Xiaosheng stood in front of the Lin family's compound, looking at the small scale, but inexplicably revealing some heavy mansion, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he rubbed his forehead vigorously, his expression was a little painful.

As the scene repeated, the memories that kept flickering in my mind could not be suppressed even if I deliberately suppressed them. She didn't permanently lose the memories she had before she was twelve years old, but every day of the year, she was recovering the memories she had since then.

It's not that those people and things don't remember at all, but even if they do, they pretend not to know as if they didn't know.

"Boss, do you have a headache?" Grace stood beside her, looking at Bai Xiaosheng with a painful expression, with some distress in her eyes: "Is today's matter urgent?

She couldn't understand that Bai Xiaosheng's capital had reached this level, and it was climbing every minute and every second, and he was definitely the upstart with the greatest potential in North America.

Even if it is a meeting at the level of Microsoft, it will not be forced to go with illness, and it is just a big deal to postpone it.

"Nope. Bai Xiaosheng's legs trembled slightly, but he still opened his eyes hard, and his tone was a little heavy: "There are some things that should have been faced, but I have been running away, I thought I could choke the throat of fate, but no matter how hard I tried, many things still did not change." ”

She changed many things, but not everything could be changed by her, she was a regenerate, but not a god.

Grace held Bai Xiaosheng's arm, her emerald green pupils were full of worry: "Boss..."

"Grace, in fact, I really have a lot of black history, and it's not as perfect as you think, and I'm not even an ordinary person. I'm a thug and a scumbag, I've saved a lot of people, but I've also killed many more people for it. Even if I live a stable life after returning to China and have a wife who loves me deeply, I am still not satisfied with the status quo and cheats on my first love behind her back. Bai Xiaosheng broke away from Grace's support, and suddenly smiled bitterly, recalling the things she did in her previous life, "From the beginning, it's not that I don't want to face those people, but I don't dare to face them!"

Ex-wife Xia Zixuan was the person who hurt her the most in her previous life, so she was also the person who didn't even dare to have more contact in this life. - Guilt is like poison, which makes her heart paralyzed and tightly sealed, not daring to recall, dare not admit it, and dare not face it.

“... Everyone has a dark side, but you can't deny the bright side because of this?" Listening to Bai Xiaosheng's self-deprecation, Grace was a little puzzled in her eyes, but she still tried her best to argue: "Where there is light, there is shadow." Who in this world who has reached your level does not have some black history on him?"

Most self-made capitalists don't have blood in their hands, so they may not even believe it. Even if Bai Xiaosheng is not a pure and immaculate person, it is also expected by Grace.

The only thing strange about her was that Bai Xiaosheng should not be so fragile and would suffer for these things.

Any superior person, rationality and ruthlessness, is the most basic principle of doing things, and the group boss who is too emotional will have long been eaten up by the opponent.

It was the first time she had seen her boss have such a weak mood.

“... You don't understand my past, I'm not suffering from it, I'm just panicking about my cowardice. Bai Xiaosheng shook his head, his fingers turned white, and said in a low voice: "But what should be faced still has to be faced, and there is no way to give up?" You and Lao Lu are waiting for me here, no matter what happens, what the result is, don't come in." ”

She looked at Lu Jianye again, who nodded silently and didn't say anything, just a look of concern in his eyes. He has been following Bai Xiaosheng for the longest time, from Guangnan to Connecticut, from Silicon Valley to New York, from North America to China, he has been following behind each other, protecting him thoroughly, which can be regarded as extremely loyal.

Those who are superior are courteous, and their subordinates are loyal.

Bai Xiaosheng waved her hand, took a few deep breaths, and calmed her mood, she had expected this scene for a long time, this was something that she was prepared to even rehearse many times in her mind, but it was really as expected, but it made her daunting.

"Whew..."

But Bai Xiaosheng is not Wuxia Ameng after all, after a short moment of vacillation, she finally chose to face the nightmare that lingered in her heart.

This is a showdown, the second showdown in the past and the present.

She knows that very well.

The Lin family's compound was still guarded by the doorman at this time, but when he saw the appearance of the person who came, he didn't say anything, just bowed respectfully, opened the door, and said with a smile: "Miss Bai, please come in, Mr. Lin has been waiting at home for a long time." ”

"Okay, then please lead the way. ”

Bai Xiaosheng's expression returned to calm, graceful and luxurious, and his deep pupils turned slightly, becoming unwavering.

"Yes. ”

The middle-aged doorman nodded and smiled, and then led Bai Xiaosheng to the inner courtyard.

He didn't know the purpose of Miss Bai's visit, nor did he know the specific identity, he only knew that she was the niece of the lord and the best friend of the eldest lady, and it was normal for him to come to dinner now.

All the way through the bluestone pavement and the small flower bed, and followed the doorman into the gate, and then the middle-aged man stopped his pace, turned around and said: "Mr. and Miss are in the living room on the second floor, and you can walk along the stairs here." As for the old man, after breakfast, he accompanied the old lady to the park for a walk, and he had not returned at this time. ”

The courtyard is quiet and does not seem to be popular, but it is scattered, the ground is tidy, and it seems that people are indispensable to take care of it.

"Thank you. ”

Bai Xiaosheng smiled, looked back and smiled, and couldn't help but be stunned when he saw this middle-aged doorman.

How can people be so beautiful, even if it's the eldest lady, it's far inferior in this regard...

Just for a moment when he was stunned, Bai Xiaosheng stroked his long skirt and walked up the stairs with steps, and his back quickly disappeared at the end.

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