Suddenly my heart twitched,

"Shao Qi, I want to see Ling Yi's photo.

Shao Qi looked at me meaningfully and bit his lip, "I really want to see it?"

I nodded. Shao Qi took me to her bedroom, the computer was still on, and she clicked on a folder: "This was taken at a drinking party last year."

"I just glanced at it, and I was a little dizzy, Ling Yi, this is what others call Ling Yi, it is shockingly beautiful. She stood together holding Ziyue's arm, looking at such an elegant woman. In her twenties, her waist and limbs set off by the black dress are tactful, looking very tall, almost as tall as Ziyue, her hair is pulled, her white neck is like a swan, what is rare is her expression, an elegance from the inside out, and it can even be said to be noble, which is a temperament that I rarely see. Ziyue's expression seemed to be talking to the person next to him, and he didn't look at the camera. Click, I heard my heart cracking. It turned out that there was such an excellent woman by his side, and compared to her, I was like an inconspicuous dogtail next to a rose. Momentary self-shame is dirty. I can't help but think of a story that the two wives of Emperor Wu of the Han Dynasty, Mrs. Xing and Mrs. Yin, were very favored by Emperor Wu. But they have never been able to see each other. One day, Mrs. Yin asked to see Mrs. Xing, and Emperor Wu made a joke with her and asked others to come to see Mrs. Xing in Mrs. Xing's clothes, and Mrs. Yin said that this was definitely not Mrs. Xing. Emperor Wu was surprised and asked the real Mrs. Xing to come out to meet her, and Mrs. Yin said when she saw it, "This is the real human master."

After saying that, I couldn't stop crying. When I saw this paragraph in the university library, I thought it was very funny, and secretly laughed at the ancients as an exaggeration, why cry about this? Now I really experience this taste, when you have a man in your heart, you are eager to have even an inch of position in his heart, so that when he is low at midnight, when he is quiet, at least he can smell your faint fragrance, but when you find that there is a beautiful flower that has grown in his heart, you will feel that you are humble, small, without a trace of your own survival, as if you have been uprooted, everything is so insignificant and ashamed. My eyes couldn't help but moisten, and in order to hide it, I smiled, "It's beautiful."

Shao Qi sighed, "That's why she's a tumbler."

"I was stunned" tumbler?

Shao Qi said: "Yes, there are all kinds of people around Mr. Feng, but every time there is an important drinking party, she must be brought with her."

She's very social.

"My heart felt like it was being stripped and bloody, and it went numb from head to toe. She is the woman next to him, the woman who can stand up for him in the hall, what am I? small, cowardly, stubborn, and not cute. For the first time, I felt like I was worthless, and in the face of this Ling Yi photo, I almost wanted to run away, and her smile made me feel a kind of heart-rending inferiority. Sensing my stiffness, Shao Qi came back to his senses, "Sister, let's not talk about this, let's go down quickly, the guests should come."

As he spoke, he pulled me down the stairs. But I was like I was lost and depressed, I couldn't lift my spirits for a long time, and when I walked to the living room, my feet were weak and I almost fell, Xu Shuo helped me up, and asked with a smile: "What did Shao Qi show you to be shocking?"

It's like I'm scared out of my soul.

I could only smile and look at him sadly. He was stunned unconsciously.