After Ziqing left, I simply packed up my belongings and prepared to leave. After what happened last night, I don't know how to face that man again. But when I was about to go out, I realized that he hadn't left me the key. And the door was locked from the outside, and I couldn't get out.

I stayed at home for a day in frustration, and every detail after I got to know Ziqing went through my mind, from the casual Q&A during the interview, to the fact that he helped me find a place to live in the sunshine, to his lonely smoking under the light, I was grateful to him, was it impulsive, was it admiration? It seemed to be a little, it didn't seem to be. I sat on the sofa with my knees crossed for a long time, bored in the afternoon, Ziqing's house was messy, I really looked at the eyes, so I started to clean up.

I felt a sense of accomplishment when I cleaned up my scattered clothes, newspapers, and magazines, wiped down the coffee table and bookcase, and looked at the renovated room. Put your things at the door, and prepare to wait for Ziqing to come back and say goodbye before leaving.

In the evening, Ziqing came back and brought back two small cakes, the sunset sprinkled in the house, and the glittering light reflected on the clean floor made him stunned, his eyes were a little happy, and he turned to see the things I packed at the door, his expression was slightly hurt, and his tone was low: "Today is my birthday, accompany me." ”

I was stunned, I couldn't refuse this reason. So he sat down obediently, he went to the kitchen to cook two bowls of noodles and talked while eating, and he told me that today was his 32nd birthday. Last year, his girlfriend married someone else the day before his birthday. So yesterday he was in a sad mood.

His words made my heart a little sour, he was sad because of sadness, so what am I? There was silence for a while. After a moment, I felt that the atmosphere was a little depressing, and I smiled reluctantly: "Thank you for helping me, I will stay with my classmates for a few days, but the luggage must be stored with you first, and I will find a house and move out as soon as possible." ”

My words shook his eyes, Fang Cai's melancholy expression dissipated, and he smiled a little self-deprecatingly: "Help you, just because of your helplessness when you applied for the job, it reminded me of the embarrassment I was in when I graduated." It's not like I'm trying to force you into anything. ”

I shook my head hurriedly, "I didn't mean that. "Last night was your wish, but I didn't expect it to be so dirty.

Seeing his somewhat lonely look, I regretted what I just said, he may have confided a few words with me in the scene, but I made him misunderstand what I meant.

I was a little reluctant to go, so I hurriedly stood up and changed the topic: "Today is also your birthday, I'll help you add two more dishes." With that, he walked briskly to the kitchen.

When I opened the refrigerator, I regretted that my intestines were all green, and I just cared about talking big, I forgot that this was a man's kitchen, and the refrigerator was empty, so what to add food. Now it's too late to go out and buy it, so I searched hard again, and finally found two tomatoes, washed them and cut them into petals, added two spoonfuls of sugar, sprinkled them, and served them out.

Looking at Ziqing, I smiled a little embarrassedly: "Just find this, Red Lotus Envy Snow Dance." ”

Ziqing's eyes lit up, and he looked at me and smiled slightly: "Sugar tomatoes, it's the first time I've heard your name." Did you take it yourself?"

I nodded, I forgot what the noodles tasted like that night, I only remember Ziqing eating a plate of tomatoes.

After eating, he looked at me and said, "Don't be in a hurry to move out. Instead, he said in a deep voice, "What happened last night, I promise it won't happen again." He hurried into the bedroom and never came out.

I don't know what it feels like in my heart, a night of forgetfulness, between him and me, formed an invisible wall, his apologies, my regrets, were painted at both ends of the wall, insurmountable. However, his frank confession made me finally not rush to move away, first, there was nowhere to go, and second, my evasion, as if I wanted to cover up, but hurt him.

Two days later, he told me that I could prepare for the retest. I'm in a good mood. One step closer to success. I changed into a refreshing light pink suit and prepared to go for a retest.

The retest was in an afternoon, and it was sunny after the rain, and my mood was full of hope as if I had been washed. When I was re-examined, a person came in and stayed for two minutes before leaving, Ziqing called him Mr. Feng, one of the shareholders of this company, his home is in Tianjin, and he occasionally comes to Beijing to see the business. The first time I saw him, I felt average, a tall and thin middle-aged man, about forty years old. The face is angular, more sophisticated and resolute than Ziqing, but not as delicate as Ziqing. At that time, I didn't know what kind of role this man named Feng Ziyue would play in my life.

On the night of the interview, Ziqing told me that I had been admitted and that I would follow him as a clerk in the human resources department first. My hanging heart is finally steady. Then there was great joy, half a year of failure, finally drew a successful end today, I found the first job in my life.

I borrowed it from Ziqing's house, and I tried to find a house near the company. A week later, I found a house, shared a house with two girls, and moved out of Ziqing's house. Looking back at the house where I lived for a week, I felt an inexplicable feeling in my heart.

On the day I moved out, Ziqing helped me move things, but I wanted to return the key to him, but he refused: "Keep a handful, when you want to come back, come back." "For some reason, I can't forget this sentence for so many years, and I want to cry every time I think about it.

After joining the company, Ziqing personally took me and taught me a lot of things. I have to say that Ziqing's ability to control in the workplace is still very strong, and his execution is very fast, which is very appreciated by Mr. Feng, and he is also very friendly to his subordinates and has a good reputation. And his ability in business is highly praised. With his oral teaching, I can feel my progress.

Ziqing often asks me to eat with other colleagues, but I am always dodging and can't face us together. After all, the first time I was so sloppy with him, I was still afraid that he would look down on me in his heart. His thoughts, I vaguely understand, but people are sometimes very strange, some of the past, it is precisely the most intimate actions that alienate two hearts that could have been close.

But everyone else in the office saw that he was interested in me, and there was a girl named Xiaoli who got along well with me, who always joked with me: "Ziqing has a crush on you, look at you so strangely." "I'll just go over with a haha.