Chapter 152: Heart Barrier Is Hard to Get Rid of Two Minds
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I took two steps back, my eyes glazed over, and I forced a smile: "No kidding, let's go take a shower." [ "Turn around and leave."] The heart hurts the slightest bit, child, the most beautiful testimony of love, but between me and him, but there can't be.
He grabbed my arm, looked into the depths of my eyes, and said firmly, "I'm serious. These beautiful words and his resolute expression made my heart pound.
It's just that in my stubborn mind, I would never do such a thing as having a child out of wedlock, and there is no room for negotiation. My education, my morals, all told me without hesitation that I could never do it. I broke free of his hand and shifted the subject: "I don't know how long it will take for the pumpkin to sprout." He turned and walked back into the house.
"Zhao Xiaowei. His voice suddenly raised, and his tone was a little cold: "You don't want to, do you?"
Of course I don't want to. I cried out in my heart. But I didn't want to make him angry, especially at this time. I can't add another shadow to his already mottled heart. Trying to squeeze out an indifferent smile: "Let's talk about it." ”
My tone of shirk seemed to stab him a little, and I stepped forward and grabbed me, and said with some sadness: "Do you not plan to be with me all the time?"
I didn't plan to be with you? My heart, to this day, you don't understand, I have some wrongful pain, and my tone is also hard: "These are two different things. If you don't understand whether I want to guard you for the rest of my life, it will be in vain for me to put so much thought into it. As he spoke, his eyes fogged.
He looked at my desolate expression, thought for a moment, and then his anger subsided, and looked at me suspiciously: "Since it's not, why don't you want to?"
"If we want a child, we have to be responsible for the child, if we can't give him a complete family, aren't we harming him?" I said with a struggle. I don't know how to phrase it so as not to hurt him, but isn't this truth very simple? Bloody facts: I have a relationship with him that is outside of morality, and even if I can get rid of it in my life, how much controversy does a child born out of wedlock have to suffer? How much pain should he endure that he should not need?
He gently picked me up, his tone was low, but very firm: "You are his mother, I am his father, how can it be incomplete? [Fast updates, refreshing website pages, few ads, no pop-ups, I like this kind of website the most, I must praise those gossips, what is it?" I don't know how to refute him. Just now, he was full of theories that he took for granted, and his deep and gentle words were like pulling up a thick wall, drawing worldly troubles on the outside of the wall.
I snuggled into his arms, thinking about my thoughts, and whispered, "Is that okay?"
He hugged me tighter: "Nothing is impossible. Rubbing her chin on the top of my head: "Xiaowei, I really want a child, you and my child." "He had the slightest longing for it, and I was reluctant to say no more.
When the lingering darkness of the night faded, I was alone in the huge house, empty, and I could hear the echo of my heartbeat. My reluctance to refuse does not mean that I am willing. This matter has completely touched my bottom line, when he is by my side, I can not care about all the criticism, but after all, he has more siege to take into account, how should I and my children bear the shortcomings of the world?
My child, in the future, will be as committed as Xu Shuo and strive for perfection as he is, or will he be as miserable and sleepless as Zhou Yi? No, I shouted in my heart, if my child is so painful, why should I give birth to him? But with my identity, how can my child be sunny and healthy?
I was a little scared, and when I thought about the future of my children, I felt a kind of depression that I couldn't breathe. I went to the pharmacy and bought a box of emergency contraceptives. After thinking about it, I bought another box of short-acting ones. My mind was in a mess, and I didn't think about what to do. Take the right first and avoid it before deciding.
went to see Ai Yun, her body was much better, and her complexion was more ruddy. The various supplements at the bedside have been piled up like a hill.
"Lin Yucheng is very attentive. With so many supplements, it's time to open a store. "I used joking to comfort Aiyun. It's time to let go.
"It's annoying to look at, a bunch of things that can't be eaten. Ai Yun waved his hand, "You want to take it." "Bird's nest bee's syrup. Although it is supplemented, it is not intimate, and it is also difficult to eat in the stomach.
"Men are inherently careless. I didn't think I was helping Lin Yucheng say good things, but my eyes were locked by a bunch of pink lilies at the head of the bed: "Why is Lin Yucheng so romantic?"
Ai Yun lowered his head a little depressed: "He didn't send it." ”
It's not him, who is that? Kang Yuan? I jumped up suddenly: "What is he going to do? Don't say he still wants to chase you." ”
"What are you chasing? Ai Yun sighed, "But compared to Lin Yucheng's broken copper and iron, Kang Yuan is simply a beautiful jade." ”
Looking at Ai Yun's melancholy, I also felt a little sorry. It's just that the past can't be traced, no matter how beautiful the person is, no matter how pure the love, they all deliver the story of time, and they pay tribute to the lost youth, and they can't start over. Looking at Lily, I muttered, "So what does he want to do?"
Ai Yun didn't say anything. Looking at her confused expression, I was faintly worried. She was hurt a lot by Lin Yucheng, from heart to body, almost incomplete. If Kang Yuan really moved his mind, I was afraid that Ai Yun would not be able to move his face. But what does Kang Yuan mean? Even though he was once in the sea, but in the face of red dust and weak water, he really only took this scoop? I am a little unbelievable.
couldn't help but ask Ai Yun: "You and Lin Yucheng are just angry, right?"
"I don't know. Ai Yun sat with his knees crossed, "My heart is really like ashes, I feel dirty when I look at him, I can't find any merit, I just hate itchy." "I was speechless.
Ziyue's mood seems to be gradually improving. It's calmer than before. Maybe it's time at work, maybe it's because he has a hope for life in his heart. It's just that in the face of his calmness, I can only be ashamed.
I looked at the traffic regulations for a week and went to the exam, and I actually scored 95 points, which was passed. couldn't help but be overjoyed, and couldn't help but send a text message to Ziyue: "I've passed." "I didn't receive a reply for half a day after I sent it, and I was a little disappointed. This kind of exam is pediatric to people, right? I'm overjoyed as a fool.
I walked around the Great World Mall, and recently all kinds of skin care products were running out, so I looked back and forth in the cosmetics area on the first floor. But I tried it repeatedly for more than an hour, and I was dragged by various shopping guides to try a lot of samples, but I was full of entanglements. Skincare products, just afraid to compare. Just like the moisturizing series, the price is different, and the moisturizing effect is very different. Some didn't feel it for three minutes, and some were still locked in water for more than half an hour. But there are many varieties, and the shopping guide of the big world is too enthusiastic, and I can barely resist the effect of painting the trial clothes on your hands without waiting for you to speak.
While he was struggling, the phone rang. Ziyue's special ringtone, I picked it up. His voice was a little brisk: "The exam is over, and you will celebrate in the evening." ”
I was a little moved by his brisk tone, since his father passed away, I hadn't heard him so relaxed for a long time: "No, I'm tired today, wait until I get my driver's license to celebrate." ”
"What are you doing?" he asked softly.
"Go to the mall. "Looking at the skin care products full of eyes, I am entangled," worried. ”
"What are you worried about? He disagreed, and instead asked, "Is there a reward you want, tell me." ”
I suddenly wanted to tease him: "Will you buy it if you tell you?"
"Of course. He answered.
"Buy me a bottle of moisturizing body lotion, Jingbei University World. "I almost said it with a smile.
He was stunned for a moment, gritted his teeth and said, "Zhao Xiaowei, it's too much." ”
"Kidding you. I laughed and hung up. He, a big man, was surrounded by a group of little girls to introduce cosmetics, and he laughed when he thought about it. It's just to amuse yourself.
After shopping for a while, I was already dazzled by the beauties at the counters, so I simply didn't buy anything and went home.
As soon as it was dark, he came back, threw a paper bag in front of me, and with a black face: "Here you go." ”
I opened it and looked at it, stunned, two bottles of botanical moisturizing essence. I looked at him incredulously and couldn't help but tremble, "You bought it?"
He twitched the corners of his mouth and glared at me, "Who else is it not me?"
My heart suddenly fluctuated like a golden autumn wheat wave, and I raised my eyes to look at him, and my eyes were already red: "I was joking with you." ”
He muttered while changing his clothes, "It's not like that, you still have to apply it to me to try the effect." ”
This sentence made me laugh again: "Then did you try?"
He gave me a glare, but didn't say anything.
That dinner, I was very happy. The joy of someone sharing can be doubled. I happily said, "Shall we have some red wine?"
He said plainly: "What to drink? My face turned crimson. He can say this sentence so calmly, and his psychological quality is excellent. Thinking about it, it seems that he didn't drink at this week's party. My heart suddenly panicked again, and even when I secretly went to take the pill after eating, I felt extremely heavy.
Before going to bed, he washed his face and was about to apply skin care products, when he said quietly: "Use new ones, plant ones, good for children." ”
My heart tightened, and I couldn't say what it felt. There is a touch, in fact, he can come to a bottle casually, but he really chooses it with his heart, only after listening to the flicker of the shopping guide, he will know that the residue of plants is less than that of chemistry;
He looked at me with a light smile as he slapped the new body lotion on it.
Suddenly, he muttered: "Why are your hands so itchy? Are you allergic?" It seems that he is still not better than the little girl who is a shopping guide, and I am happy. He pulled open the bedside table: "The anti-allergy plaster is here, right?"
I suddenly reacted, my heart hung in the air, and I hurriedly got up to stop it, it was too late, he took out the box of contraceptive pills from the bedside table, looked at me coldly, and his voice did not have a trace of temperature: "What is this?"
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