In front of him was a blinding light, and in the center of the light, a man stood.

Ruan Jing couldn't see his face clearly, only those dark eyes, which seemed to gather a thousand kinds of brilliance in the world, but also had to hold thousands of sorrows, such a heavy gaze made her heart tingle and couldn't bear it, Huo Di opened her eyes.

——Overhead is a snow-white ceiling, the air is moist, faintly mixed with the faint fragrance of lilies, the wind rolls the white curtains regularly, a rumbling sound is heard, Ruan Jing turned her head sideways, and a little nurse pushed the cart in, and skillfully hung a drip bottle on the infusion stand next to her.

As soon as the little nurse lowered her head, she saw a pair of bright eyes looking at her scrutinically, and after being startled, she quickly reacted and smiled at Ruan Jing, "You're awake, wait for me, I'll call the doctor." ”

Ruan Jing pursed his lips and sat up with his hands propped up on the bed.

The nurse walked in a hurry, the door was not closed, and a few doctors and nurses passed by in the corridor outside, or patients in hospital gowns, Ruan Jing lowered his head, he was also wearing the same hospital gown, and a few red words "Liuchuan Central Hospital" were clearly printed on his chest.

The city of Yanagawa is a beautiful cultural city not far from Kyoto, but Nguyen Jing is very sure that she has never been to Yangcheon, let alone entered the hospital in Yanagakawa.

Her mind was chaotic, and she didn't know where to start for a while, this sense of helplessness made her fall into a tense mood, so that when someone suddenly spoke outside the door, Ruan Jing's hand suddenly grabbed the white sheet, and couldn't help but straighten her back.

Four or five people came into the ward, led by a middle-aged male doctor, holding a journal book, turning a page of the journal book, the doctor bowed his head and wrote something on it, and asked her routinely, "How is it, do you feel any pain?"

Traffic accidents happen every year, and this girl can be regarded as a blessing in misfortune, only suffering a little skin trauma, the perpetrator reacted in time, and immediately sent people to the hospital, but for some reason, she was in a coma for two days before waking up.

The doctor said: "If you have dizziness and tinnitus, don't worry, these may be sequelae, and it will be natural to recuperate for a while." ”

Ruan Jing looked at him silently, his face slightly calm, as if judging the danger of the person in front of him.

The girl on the hospital bed had a fair face, her lips were even more pale, and she seemed to be a little vigilant when she stared at him, and there was a strange sense of disobedience all over her body, but he couldn't tell what was wrong, he pushed his glasses suspiciously, "What's wrong? Could it be that he lost his voice? No, it is very rare to lose his voice in the after-effects of a car accident." With that, he stepped forward and took off the stethoscope to examine it.

Ruan Jing stretched out his hand to stop it, and slowly opened his mouth, his voice was dry and hoarse, "Who sent me to the hospital?"

Before the doctor could open his mouth to answer, an extraordinarily gentle female voice came from outside the door—

"Mr. Xiao, you're here again, the patient has woken up, go in quickly." ”

The door creaked open.

Immediately after, a man's figure appeared outside the door unhurriedly.

He was slender and slightly emaciated, but there were still distinct muscles under his shirt that were faintly tensed, and the buttons at the neckline were tied squarely, revealing only half of the Adam's apple, and his gaze rolled up and down slightly as he swept over her. As if there were too many people in the room to make him feel depressed, he reached out and tugged at the tie knot slightly, and stood in front of her hospital bed.

"It's me. His voice was pleasant, and he seemed to be a little apologetic - he heard Ruan Jing's question outside the door, "I'm sorry, I drove carelessly, and I hurt you, and I will be responsible." ”

Ruan Jing looked up at him, elegant and reserved, this was her first impression of this man, she paused for a moment before asking, "Who are you?"

The man looked at her deeply, but immediately looked away, took out a business card from his arms and handed it to him, the silver-white paper was printed in italics with the words "Xiao Chongyan", and there was a line of small characters below that read "Binjiang City Viewing Psychological Counseling".

Xiao Chongyan, psychiatrist. ”

"Fortunately. Ruan Jing said dryly.

Xiao Chongyan put on a gentle smile, but it always seemed to be a layer of veil that seemed to be there and nothing, separated by distance, which made people look unreal, and said in a mocking tone: "This is not something to be fortunate about." ”

Ruan Jing was silent for a moment, he really didn't know what to say, his mouth opened and closed a few degrees, but he still didn't show a word, secretly thinking about how to get out of the situation before the car accident without any flaws.

The man looked at her, and gradually showed an indescribable expression, "...... Don't you remember why you're here?"

Ruan Jing's back stiffened, and his face was a little tense, are psychiatrists so sharp?

Silence is often a sign of acquiescence.

Amnesia?

The doctors in the back couldn't help but talk to each other.

This can be said to be a very strange thing, obviously when I was sent to the hospital for examination, all the indicators were normal, at most it was a diagnosis of "mild concussion", but I lost my memory without warning.

The doctor at the head walked up, pushed the frame of his glasses on the bridge of his nose, and looked serious, "This young lady, we need to do a new examination for you now, and then, I hope you can answer a few questions from us, so that we can judge the extent of your memory damage......"

Ruan Jingwei nodded, propped up the bed and wanted to get down, her hands were numb, and her body fell uncontrollably, Xiao Chongyan quickly grabbed her arm and helped her stand up.

People swarmed out, and the ward was soon empty, leaving Xiao Chongyan standing in place, his hand still raised, looking at his palm blankly, the wind blew the corners of his clothes, making his whole person exude a sense of depression.

It was already evening after Ruan Jing had done all the checkups.

Ruan Jing's memory is stuck in three years ago, she doesn't know how she came to Liuchuan, she doesn't know who is around, she doesn't know what she was going to do before the car accident.

"Doctor, can you borrow my phone?"

The doctor in charge of the examination looked at her with some pity in his eyes, took out his mobile phone from his pocket and handed it to her.

Ruan Jing thanked him, turned his back, hesitated for a long time, pressed the familiar number, and after a long wait, there was an unanswered answer. She thought about it for a moment and dialed it out with another number - turn it off.

Ruan Jing sighed and returned the phone to the doctor.

The sun was crumbling outside, and it was a warm yellow light, but she couldn't feel the slightest temperature.

In three years, I don't know how many things can be changed, and there has never been a moment when Ruan Jing feels so alone, and a voice keeps whispering in her heart, telling her that powerlessness is what it feels like.