Chapter 68: The Swallow Dies

"You're finally awake, my child!. ”

The swallow was groggy for two days, and finally opened his eyes on the third day, Luo Fang rubbed his already red eyes and exclaimed with a long breath. Yuqiu stood beside the bed and excitedly shed tears in front of the swallow for the first time, he lived every day in pain and suffering, and he was always afraid that the swallow would never wake up again this time. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, and at this moment, when the loved one breaks through the ghost gate, he is happy and emotional, and he can't help himself.

"Yanzi, you have finally woken up, you see this is my marriage plan for us. Yuqiu sat on the edge of the hospital bed, holding Yanzi's hand in one hand and opening a list in front of her with the other.

The swallow stared at Yuqiu's face, and two lines of hot tears ran down her cheeks.

"I, I thought I would never see you again. I'm not worthy to be your wife, I'm an abnormal and vicious woman, I'm not worthy. ”

"I love you, Swallow, no matter what you've done before, I only love you. ”

Yuqiu got up and sat at the head of the bed, leaned on the head of the bed and held the swallow in her arms, her chin pressed against the swallow's head.

"Yuqiu, I'm running out of time, why bother, you should find a better girl. ”

"I just want to be with you, even if it's just for one day. ”

This is the most beautiful love story in the world, there is no one. The swallow was warmly surrounded by love, she first stretched out a hand and gently stroked Yuqiu's face, then hugged Yuqiu's neck and kissed Yuqiu's lips.

Luo Fang watched this scene from the side, covered her mouth, silently wiped her tears, ran out of the ward in one go, and hid in the bathroom. She has always hoped that one day she can put on a wedding dress for her daughter, personally hand her over to the people who love her, and live happily ever after. Unexpectedly, when this moment was coming, it was my daughter's last days.

Just the next day, the swallow was already able to get out of bed and move normally. At the doctor's suggestion, Yuqiu and Luo Fang took the swallow home, and then began to prepare for the wedding. The wedding date was set three days later, according to Yanzi's request, not to notify relatives and friends at home, because she didn't want everyone to see what it was like now, Yuqiu only notified her parents to come to testify, and it could be regarded as an explanation for their worries about him for many years, but he concealed the truth of Yanzi's illness.

After that, they started to get busy taking wedding photos, buying wedding dresses and rings. Yanzi's happy smile was like a blooming rose, her physical strength slowly improved, and her illness gradually eased, Yuqiu and Luo Fang once wondered if her illness had improved again because of this, and while worrying, they rekindled new hope.

"Yuqiu, you see that the swallows seem to be much better than before. ”

"Well, yes, Mom, I hope she keeps going in this state, maybe there will be a turnaround. I have looked up a lot of information on the Internet before, and there are many patients with cancer who have survived for more than ten years with an optimistic attitude. ”

"Perhaps, our decision is right, you see her taking wedding dresses, choosing clothes, choosing jewelry, and I don't see anything wrong with her, her spirit is suddenly much better, and she is happy all day long. If we hadn't told her, no one would have known she was sick. Thanks to you, Yuqiu, thank you. ”

Luo Fang privately held Yuqiu's hand more than once grateful, she saw this man's deep love for Yanzi, and even more saw Yanzi's dependence on him, she was glad that her daughter had found such a good man.

People are like this, only when they have really been hurt can they know how much it hurts, and only when they have really lost can they know how to cherish.

Now Yanzi has figured out a lot of things, and the moment her mother told her the truth, she once felt ridiculous for decades of deep resentment, but gradually, her mood suddenly brightened. Now that she knows that it is not her father who dislikes her, her memory goes back to when she was a child before her parents divorced, thinking that she is still the little princess that her parents love deeply, and all her deep pain gradually heals.

When Yuqiu said goodbye, Yanzi realized that his feelings for him were far deeper than he thought. She thinks of Yuqiu's shadow every day, remembering that in order to make herself happy, he searched for all kinds of jokes on the Internet and said them loudly; in order to alleviate the side effects of chemotherapy, he searched for Chinese medicine everywhere and searched for various prescriptions; in order to support his courage to live, he found all kinds of encouraging news; when he was in pain and couldn't sleep, he hugged himself all night to comfort him. Every time she thought of this, she burst into tears, and she knew that losing Yuqiu would be the biggest regret in her life. There were many times when she couldn't sleep alone at night, and she wanted to call Yuqiu to tell him what she missed in person, but when she thought about her illness, she felt that she shouldn't drag him down. To love someone, not only to keep him, but also to be able to give him enough happiness, she does not have this self-confidence. Thinking that she might die soon, she didn't want Yuqiu to suffer such pain. In this way, in the repeated contradictions, the deep thoughts in her heart tormented her every day.

She thought that she would never see Yuqiu again, but God gave her a big surprise again. She is like a kindergarten child, unconsciously suddenly rewarded by the teacher, and the excitement in her heart is no less than winning a big prize by accident.

She is also really very happy these days, as a patient she doesn't know what the doctor said to her mother, the excitement of being a bride makes her completely forget about her illness, she only knows that she is about to walk on the sacred red carpet with Yuqiu, and from then on she will start a new life hand in hand. She seemed to have seen herself wearing a white wedding dress, reciting eternal vows to each other with Yuqiu, and putting on each other's wedding rings that symbolized each other, and she couldn't help but want to laugh even when she fell asleep.

Although it was only three days from the decision to the wedding day, Swallow felt that it was a long time, and every second of waiting seemed like a waste of time.

As per their previous agreement, Yuqiu moved to the hotel the night before the wedding. First, it was to avoid Luo Fang's custom of not being able to meet three days before marriage, and second, Yuqiu's parents came, and they were very dissatisfied with his first cut and then play.

"Yuqiu, marriage is such a big thing, why did you tell us, we haven't even seen your partner, his parents haven't seen each other, you got married in such a hurry, how can we explain to our relatives and friends? You child is too willful, although it is a new era, free in love, and independent in marriage, but you completely keep us in the dark, and you don't take us seriously. Yuqiu's father sat on a single sofa in the hotel room with his arms crossed with a calm face.

"Yes, you kid, you're too willful. Marriage is a big deal, and you don't give us a reference, how can girls nowadays be as simple as before. Yuqiu's mother sat on the arm of the sofa where her father was, and she was also very dissatisfied.

"I'm sorry, Mom and Dad, I also decided quickly, I really didn't have time to inform you in a hurry, it was my fault. But don't worry, Yanzi is a good girl, her parents are also kind people, I am not young, I have been in the society for so many years, and I still have the eye to see people. Also, Swallow is also an alumnus of mine, so we don't know anything about it. I've liked her since I first met her in college, and I'm so happy that she's willing to marry me now. Yuqiu sat on the bed opposite her father and carefully explained.

"My stupid son, you liked people when you were in college, and for so many years, you wouldn't tell me that you didn't have a girlfriend all because of her, right?" asked Yuqiu's mother with wide-eyed surprise.

"Sort of. Yuqiu did not deny it.

"Well, I'd like to see what kind of girl this has attracted my son for a few years, and it seems that this has come to this, and we can only admit it. Yuqiu's father shook his head helplessly, he had experienced these things for young people himself. He understands his son's temperament thoroughly. A person who can make her son love so desperately must also have her charm.

"Hey, my stupid son, what do you say about you when you let me be a mother. Yuqiu's mother stood up and walked to the side of the bed and patted her son on the shoulder.

In Yanzi's room, since Yuqiu left, Luo Fang sat on the edge of the bed while arranging Yanzi's wedding dress and dress, while chattering endlessly, making all kinds of advice, Yanzi sat on the bed and hugged her knees silently watching and listening.

"Yanzi, when you get married and married, you will no longer be a child, and you will no longer be as willful as before. Yuqiu is a good man, he is sincere to you, you have to treat him well, don't let down this relationship. ”

"Yes, Mom, don't worry. I love him too. I don't know how long I have left, but I'll love him for a limited time. I used to live in my father's shadow, but now I finally know that I am not an abandoned child, and my father still loves me. My heart is free of the resentment and fear I used to have, and I will manage our life until the last moment of my life.

"Swallow, do you blame your mother? blame me for driving your father away, so that you can't enjoy the fatherly love you deserve. I'm a selfish person, I'm sorry. ”

"When I first heard you talk about it, I really couldn't accept it for a while. But then, I figured it out, I understand you, Mom. You're doing this because you love me so much, and if it were me, maybe you'd do the same. I don't blame you. ”

"Thank you, my good boy. I have already called your dad and told him the news of your marriage tomorrow, and he said that he will definitely arrive no matter what, and personally hand you over to Yuqiu. ”

"Really? I'm going to see my dad. ”

"Yes, Swallow, you'll be able to see Dad tomorrow. He must be very happy to see you get married. ”

"The last time I saw my dad seemed to be nine years ago, when I was a freshman in college, and my dad came to see me at school, and I saw him turn around and leave, and he chased after him for a long time, and in the end I didn't look back. At the time, he must have been very sad. ”

"Silly boy, that was a few years ago, your father must have forgotten that parents and children have an overnight feud. If you're willing to call him Daddy now, he'll laugh in his sleep. ”

When Yanzi heard Luo Fang say this, she couldn't wait for tomorrow's clock to ring quickly. She thought of her father's appearance in her heart, and felt a burst of warmth.

After a long time, she suddenly felt a little tired, lazy, and remembered someone in her mind.

"Mom, I have a good friend named Xiaolan, do you remember?"

"Well, you know, the one where you two go to school together every day, you two had a good relationship at that time, like sisters. ”

"Mom, if you have the opportunity to meet her, remember to help me tell her: there are some things I did wrong that I can't make up for, I don't ask her to forgive me in this life, I just hope that we can be good friends again in the next life. ”

"Is there any misunderstanding between the two of you? When you see her another day, you can explain it to her yourself. ”

"I'm afraid she won't see me again. ”

"Silly boy, don't say stupid things, go to bed early, you have to get up early tomorrow." ”

"Well, Mom, you have to remember. ”

After asking for the last sentence, Yanzi found a comb and combed her hair, tidied up her clothes, lay down, closed her eyes, and soon fell into a deep sleep.

The next morning, no matter how Luo Fang shouted, the swallow did not wake up.