52 Mixed emotions

Su Susu's image of Spider-Man's first love was so blue that it caused dissatisfaction among many readers, but it was such a prominent image that made Mary Jane, who came later, even more endearing. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Originally, the comic script given by Bai Xiaosheng didn't make Spider-Man's first love so unbearable, but in fact, after Su Susu was the main writer, it was completely according to the temperament of this beautiful painter.

Anyway, in American comics, this kind of plot is not uncommon, and on the bright side, there is always darkness that is difficult to erase.

But I don't know if it's an illusion, Bai Xiaosheng always feels that if there is nothing, he is ridiculed by his girlfriend.

"Don't come to this set, there is no Gwen scene in the movie script being filmed now!" Bai Xiaosheng frowned, and then quickly tapped on the button of his mobile phone: "It's almost the same as playing Mary Jane for me..."

The timeline of the movie is different from that of the manga, but even if it is a Bichi character, it will be adapted into a reversed plot in the movie.

"Okay, come on! I'll be on the set waiting for you to audition. ”

Su Susu's message replied quickly, and after a while, the mobile phone rang 'Didi'.

"I'm so tired today, I'll be home by 10 o'clock. ”

Bai Xiaosheng smiled bitterly helplessly, and then had to make it clear when he could go home.

"It's still two hours until 10 o'clock, and it looks like I can do all sorts of things. ”

Within two seconds of Bai Xiaosheng sending the text message, the mobile phone rang again.

"I really have to do all kinds of things, even if it's only for 10 minutes. I'm in the Bronx, and it's going to take so long to get back to Manhattan, so keep busy with you, and don't give me any thoughts. ”

Bai Xiaosheng looked at the information, frowned, and slowly stretched it out again.

"Well, that's it, it's big night now, pay attention to safety over there. ”

Su Susu continued to reply to the message.

The Bronx has one of the highest crime rates in the United States and the dirtiest place in New York City, with a large number of black settlements and similar robberies and traffickers.

Although law and order is much better than it was in the 90s, it has not fundamentally changed.

"The last time there was an attack in Times Square, the whole city of New York was under strict investigation during this time, and there were a lot of police officers patrolling, and now the law and order is relatively much better. ”

Bai Xiaosheng tapped the mobile phone button a few times and sent this message over.

New York is now under martial law, somewhat similar to the Chinese crackdown.

"Then you should also pay attention to safety, and I will come back late tonight, you don't have to wait for me to rest first. ”

After a few seconds, Su Susu's text message replied again.

"Yes, I see. ”

Bai Xiaosheng replied to the message.

She stared at the mobile phone screen for a long time, and always had a sense of déjà vu of an old husband and wife chatting, but when she saw Lin Youluo standing next to her, she still folded her mobile phone and put it in her bag.

"What's wrong?"

Seeing that Bai Xiaosheng seemed to be in trouble, Lin Youluo stood next to her and didn't speak, until the other party put away her mobile phone, she slowly asked.

"It's Su Su's information, she's still a little worried that I'll be alone with you..."Bai Xiaosheng laughed a little embarrassedly: "Don't look at her has changed a lot, but the suspicion of that little vinegar jar has never changed." ”

When Su Susu was spoken, there was some soft light in her eyes.

Bai Xiaosheng is not only a lover, but also plays the role of a sister or even an elder, and when she watches the other party grow up and become mature and stable, she always has an inexplicable sense of loss.

Originally, I was still bothering when the other party would be less clingy, but after I really didn't get stuck anymore, I would remember the fun of being stuck again.

People are always like this, when they get it, they will feel very disgusted, and after they lose it, they will think about the benefits, and they will continue to advance and retreat over and over again.

"You're really close to her. Looking at Bai Xiaosheng's gentle eyes, Lin Youluo knew that this was not aimed at herself, and for a while some inexplicable emotions came up, and she shook her head slightly: "When we were in junior high school, I wouldn't believe it, you would fall in love with that Su Susu, she was so aimed at you at the time, and she would destroy it if she had nothing to do." How can two people of the same sex who are incompatible end up coming together?"

In many people's student days, there are always one or two people who don't like each other, hate and target each other, and then lose contact a few years after graduation, and all past grievances turn into sporadic memories in their minds.

It's just that Lin Youluo still hasn't figured out why the two hostile girls actually fell in love in high school.

Lin Youluo looked at Bai Xiaosheng, who was a little hesitant, and seemed to remember something, her expression became a little embarrassed, and she asked tentatively: "Are you... Are you using her as a substitute for me?"

She only remembered that not long after rejecting Bai Xiaosheng's confession, the other party and Su Susu came together, and this contradiction did not break out until her birthday.

Now that I think about the mood at that time, it is already a little vague, and what the emotions were at that time have been deliberately forgotten.

Looking back now, it's like uncovering a scar, a little painful, but unavoidable.

"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?"

Some embarrassment flashed in Bai Xiaosheng's eyes, but then he asked helplessly.

Lin Youluo said: "Tell the truth." ”

"Truth be told, there was a point. Bai Xiaosheng turned around, leaned her back against the railing, there was a hint of nostalgia in her charming big eyes, and she said: "Su Su herself knows it, but she doesn't care, she just came with the idea of taking advantage of the situation." ”

"And now?"

Lin Youluo didn't know why, her hands behind her back suddenly clenched her skirt a little nervously.

There was a hint of discomfort in her eyes, but it was quickly hidden.

"Now?" Bai Xiaosheng looked at the night scene in the distance, the colored lights of the Ferris wheel kept rotating, she just smiled faintly, and the hesitation on her face disappeared: "Now she is unique to me." ”

"Really?" Lin Youluo nodded and said, "It seems that this is your most stable relationship." ”

Her palms oozed some coldness behind her back, and her hands loosened and clawed, grabbed and loosened, and her slender fingers were slightly pale.

"It's okay, I've been talking about it for three or four years, and no matter how hot the feelings are, they have slowly turned into ordinary daily life. ”

Bai Xiaosheng sighed, feeling a little mixed in his heart.

Talking about your current girlfriend with your first love is like talking about your ex-wife when they met in their previous life. Some embarrassed, some helpless, some sad.

But there is something different in this life, that is, Lin Youluo has never dated her, so the embarrassment and helplessness are not too obvious, I just feel a little sad.

But Lin Youluo was silent, and her smile gradually retracted, but after glancing at Bai Xiaosheng, she looked into the distance again, and suddenly said, "It's not early, let's go back first..."

Without waiting for Bai Xiaosheng to answer, she took the lead and walked out, her steps looked a little flustered, and her slender back revealed an indescribable sense of loneliness.

After Bai Xiaosheng stared at the other party's back for a few seconds, he sighed without a trace, and still trotted after him.