Chapter 65: Donald Duck's Worries
"No, Rufeng, I heard it right, Yanzi likes Shen Weilan, Yanzi is a woman who likes Shen Weilan, this woman?" Donald Duck always felt like he was listening to the book of heaven for the stories told by Rufeng, and gestured with his two index fingers together, like a child who couldn't understand what adults were saying, thinking hard, repeating his own questions, and then asked incredulously, "Does this mean that Yanzi is gay?"
Rufeng was not surprised by Donald Duck's reactions and questions, and he was in the same state of mind when he first heard Swallow tell him about his childhood experiences and inner feelings in a heart-rending manner.
Later, after thinking about it carefully and repeatedly, he understood Yanzi's emotions, a painful experience of growing up in a single-parent family and being bullied and blinded by classmates, which made her lose confidence in other people and feelings, so for the only friend who can face these things with herself, her heart is extremely dependent, and it can even be said that she is like a person who accidentally fell into the river, for the only grass that can be grasped, she will not let go easily no matter what, because this grass is her only hope for survival, and it is also the only light that supports her continuous struggleγ Therefore, he realized that Yanzi himself may not be able to tell whether this relationship is pure friendship or a kind of "homosexuality" in the eyes of everyone who is ashamed to show it.
In fact, Yanzi herself just wants to have a solid reliance in her heart, but her method is too domineering, just like a child who desperately guards his toys, for fear that others will take them away, he wants to hide the toys alone and not let others see them, so that he feels safe. In the final analysis, he just wants to use extreme monopoly and control to maintain his own small world. It's just that she doesn't know that for things without feelings, she may be able to face a person, but because of her selfishness, let others fall into endless pain, her own missing emotional black hole cannot be filled by coercive means, only by getting out of the shadows, letting go of the inner fear and the shackles set by herself, can you really find more feelings, such as Yuqiu's love.
Seeing these clearly, mentioning these things again, Rufeng's mind calmed down a lot, and there was a lot less resentment before, "She herself may not realize what kind of feelings she has for Weilan, the word homosexuality is still very far away for her, she is just a person who can't extricate herself from a painful experience, is extremely distrustful of people, and is very eager to be loved, in her life, Weilan and her met when she was a child, the feelings are the most sincere, she is afraid of losing this feeling, so she chooses to monopolize and control." β
So she was a wretched, a wretched wretched. You have been torn apart alive by her, and you have created iniquity. Shen Weilan is still not good at making friends in the end, and she lacks judgment, so your business, you have become a victim of these two women, I think you are better to stay away from her. Donald Duck began to lose no time in persuading the wind again.
However, as if the wind didn't hear it, his originally calm face suddenly became solemn, "Wei Lan may have been poisoned by his husband." β
"What! I heard you right, right? HOW COULD SHEN WEILAN HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH GU POISON, THAT'S WHY YOU ASKED ME TO CHECK THE INFORMATION?MY GOD!"
"You heard it right, she may have started to poison her hair now, and her life could be in danger at any time!"
"Damn, let's not talk about whether this Gu poison is really something, let's just say that his husband's name is Qiangzi, it's ruthless enough to do this kind of thing. I advise you that you should stay as far away as you are from such a married woman, and sooner or later you will be killed by her. I was killed by her before, and now there is no woman, and now it seems that you are ready to be a hero to save the beauty again, if you want to save yourself, don't pull me. We can't tell what that thing is, whether it's real or not, and just thinking about the scene on TV makes people shudder, so I won't help you investigate. As the saying goes: often walk by the river, how can you not get your shoes wet, you will get into trouble if you don't touch these things, I am young and have not married a wife and had children, but I don't want to lose my life for this. Donald Duck muttered more and more terrifying, although he was not usually a timid person, but for these unknown unfamiliar and evil things, he really didn't want to understand, and he didn't want to let Rufeng wade into this troubled water.
Rufeng knew Donald Duck's worries, and it was not surprising that he was aware of this.
"I know, I'm a little disgusted when I hear this thing, but it's a matter of human life and I have to save it, because according to Yanzi, after Weilan was poisoned by Gu poison in her body, she took Qiangzi for me, and then she was with Qiangzi. Now she is also thinking of our past, she will have a poisonous hair, just two days ago, she has been hospitalized twice, the cause is unknown. Back then, the swallows had a chance to take advantage of it, in fact, it was because of me and Wang Sisi. I regard Wang Sisi as my sister and have always taken good care of her, and it is easy for outsiders to misunderstand what I have to do with her, let alone Weilan, who loves me. So, the way things have come to this point has a lot to do with the way I behave. Therefore, I want to save Weilan, even though she is now someone else's wife, this is a debt I owe, and I have to pay it. β
"In the final analysis, it's not that you still have a lot of feelings, and you're still thinking about others, what debts you owe to repay, you are making excuses for yourself, and it's also to persuade me to help you. β
"Whatever you think, whatever I am determined to do, I must do. To tell you the truth, this is why I came back suddenly. β
"Like the wind, you are really the first lover in the world, the first fool! All the women in the world are dead, so you just hang yourself on this tree. Do you know about Gu poison? Qiangzi can get one for Shen Weilan, it's hard to guarantee that if you provoke him, he will give you one too, this kind of thing is still less to watch TV, God doesn't know it, don't even get yourself on it when the time comes. I really can't wait to knock your head open and see if Shen Weilan also gave you a trick and made you treat her so desperately. Where is she worthy of you treating her like this? A Y head from the countryside is still someone else's wife, and you are also involved in other people's family life, do you know?" Donald Duck saw that Rufeng was so stubborn, he couldn't sit still anymore, stood up and pinched his waist, kicked the sofa next to him with a "bang", and pointed at Rufeng's head and scolded.
Rufeng didn't expect Donald Duck to oppose him so strongly, and he was under the impression that he was very understanding and supportive of him, and he didn't ask for reasons for many things. They talked about their dreams in life, sang and drank together and scolded those they hated, and fought together for each other.
"Donald Duck, you've changed. Rufeng remembered the past, and was depressed compared to the present, "Shen Weilan is the woman I love, you shouldn't look down on her like this." β
Donald Duck heard the weight of this sentence, and he knew what Rufeng was thinking. He's not a man who is afraid of things, but this time he wants to stop Rufeng. An indescribable premonition made him feel as if this matter was not so simple.
"Rufeng, have you thought about it, how can an ordinary person know this way? It's not that I've changed, it's that your heart is too crazy!"
Rufeng didn't speak, he knew that Donald Duck did understand him, but he couldn't control his heart anymore, and he wouldn't be happy if he saw his beloved woman suffering.
"Did you know? Wei Lan almost committed suicide before!"
"What? Why?"
"When I asked her questions, she didn't tell me. She is a strong person, and for her to make such a decision, she must have lost hope in her heart to live. β
"A lot of times people are impulsive and don't think so much, it's because you think too much, and you care about it. β
"Maybe, I want to see her smile happy. β
Rufeng suddenly took a deep breath, stood up, stretched his lower limbs, and smiled at Donald Duck. He didn't want to talk any further, he knew that Donald Duck would always find a reason to dissuade him.
"Let's go, let's go to the top of the building and see if you have grown in the past few years. β
Rufeng pushed open the door, pointed up with his finger, and then walked out, straight to the roof. Donald Duck understood, shook his head helplessly, and followed closely.
The blue water in the swimming pool on the roof gently ripples with the night breeze, and the moon in the sky is reflected in the water, like a sleeping baby lying in a comfortable cradle, the whole picture is beautiful and harmonious, and very romantic.
"We're two big men, I'm a little sorry for this night scene. Donald Duck's words shattered the silence.
"You can't keep your mouth shut for a while, it's a big mess!"
"It's literary again, it's boring. β
"Go down and have two laps?"
"Yes, who's afraid of whom!"
As soon as the words fell, only to hear the sound of "poof", the two people had already jumped into the water, and then there was a sparse sound of slapping water in the water, echoing back and forth. Two rounds later, while Rufeng sat on the edge of the pool and leisurely looked up at the moon, Donald Duck was still desperately pulling the splash. Rufeng remembered the kiss under the testimony of the moon and stars that year, and he seemed to see a figure vaguely in the moonlight in front of him, and he was fascinated.
I don't know how long it took, but when Rufeng came back to his senses, he found that Donald Duck was already sitting next to him, and he was also imitating his posture and thinking.
"Like the wind, what does it feel like to love? my heart is beating fast?
"Well, you'll know if you talk about it once. β
"I'm all about you right now, doesn't that count?"
"Get out!"
"Hahaha!"
"It's time for you to fall in love, only if you are truly in love, you will live in vain. Let's go, over there. β
Next to the swimming pool, in the musical instrument shed of Rufeng, Rufeng picked up the guitar of his old friend for many years, and Donald Duck sang their familiar "Friend" tacitly along with the music:
"Over the years, a person has gone through the wind and rain, has had tears and mistakes, and still remembers what to insist on. If you really love, you will understand. Will be lonely, will look back. There will be a dream, and there will be you, in my heart. Friends go together for a lifetime, and those days are no more. In a word, a lifetime, a lifetime of love with a glass of wine. β
After the song, Donald Duck raised his hands and made a surrender gesture, "Like the wind, say it, how do you want me to help." In this life, I will be planted in your hands, if I have any three strengths and two weaknesses, you have to be responsible for me. β
"Hahaha, that's great, worthy of being my good buddy. you, how can it be so serious, I just want you to help me find a doctor, as for the dangerous thing, I must come. Rufeng stretched out his hand and put his arm around Donald Duck's shoulder excitedly, his heart full of gratitude.