Leng Hanqiu looked at Luoxue, opened his handbag tremblingly, took out a yellowed envelope from the bag and handed it to Luoxue: "This is what your mother wrote to you early." You see, we didn't want to tell you, I hope you don't want to know the truth all the time, but you hate us, I know that your mother's departure has a lot to do with me, you should hate me, but you can't hate your father, and the property left by the Bai family also needs to be taken care of by you, the heir!"

Luoxue trembled and hesitated to take the envelope, this is a yellowed slightly rough envelope, surrounded by flowers and branches and leaves, the lower right corner is printed: XX City Stationery, the handwriting behind is no longer clear, she opened the envelope and took out the letterhead, the letterhead has also been yellowed, and there are traces on it:

"My dear child,

When you read this letter, I think you may have been married or married a daughter-in-law, maybe you will not see it in your life, I don't know if you came to this world happy or sad, but I still brought you, you are a gift from God, but also a gift to me to leave this world, I love you but I don't love you, I am very conflicted.

If you are a girl, it is called Luoxue, as pure and beautiful as snowflakes, not polluted by the world, if it is a boy, your father will take the name! But I don't want you to be a girl, I am afraid that you are born in such a family, happiness is not up to you, because love is the most beautiful thing in the world, because with love, the heart will bloom colorful flowers!

I can't leave you anything, including my mother's love, but all the shares of my mother in the Luo family are yours, the shares of the Bai family are yours, your brother is your half-brother, he will have someone to take care of, I have found his grandparents before this, but I hope you two love each other.

My child, mourning is greater than heart death, maybe you will hate your mother for leaving you two alone, but I really have no love, leaving is my only way out, I think, I still love you, because every time you kick me naughtily, I am happy, dear child, I think you should be more like your mother, right?

I made a dress, I started to design and make it when you came to my body, although I don't know if you are a boy or a girl, but my mother still wants to leave you a handmade dress, because my mother likes to design, if it is a boy, leave it to your wife! I use gold thread to make it, and the size is also made according to the proportion of my body, my child, I think your body must be similar to mine, right? Although the Bai family is rich, although I can leave you money, this dress represents my love, and every stitch is my love and blessing to you!

You're kicking me again, you're getting naughty and naughty now, aren't you anxious to see what the world is like? Actually, there are beautiful and dark things in this world, especially when you are calculated by your loved ones, it is a kind of gray darkness that cannot be spoken, your grandfather said that he loves me the most, but how can he take away my love for his benefit? Didn't he say he wanted to give me the best in the world? I don't need money, I need my love!

Oh, how can I tell you so much, I just want to tell you that I'm leaving, and when you come into this world, it's when I leave this world, and someone is waiting, and that's my love!

My child, I hope you will be happy all your life, preferably marry your love, find your other half, and live a good and happy life! Please don't blame me! Don't blame me for my selfishness!

I entrust you and your brother to your mother Leng, I know that she loves your father deeply, she is a good girl, I failed her, but I have no choice but to do it, if I don't marry Bai Xue, who can I marry? How can I protect your brother? Your brother's father is the only boy in their family.

I think that the only happiness in a girl's life should be to be able to marry love, to marry the person she loves! After I leave, she will marry your father, we are good friends, I believe she will love you. Then when she is your real mother!

Your brother will also love you very much, because he has promised me to love you and take good care of you, my child, my baby, when I write this, I know that I love you, the only thing I can't let go of is you, I feel that you should be a girl, your father said that he wants a girl, but my baby, I am afraid that you are a girl, I am afraid that you are born in such a family without you, although your father is an open person, but people will change at a certain time, will be affected by desire, I am afraid that you will follow in your mother's footsteps！

I will explain to your cold mother, but all things can't withstand the baptism of years and the polishing of time.

I have said so much, just to get your forgiveness, pinching the day, you are about to be born, I will transfer your father out of the country, because he is by my side, I don't even have the opportunity and right to die.

Your mother: Bai Yu'er's masterpiece

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Luoxue was trembling all over, she was so shaky that she couldn't stand and shrank straight to the ground, she felt too cold, the biting cold froze her like an iceman, she herself was a wrong combination, her arrival made her father feel guilty, and her mother lost her life, but what has she done all these years?

Let resentment fill her heart, what right does she have to hate?

Luobai hugged Luoxue and let Luoxue lean on his shoulder: "Xue'er, Xue'er, you have to be strong, Xue'er! Mom didn't mean it, she didn't mean it." ”

"You know, you know everything, don't you?"

"Yes, I know, I knew it at a very young age!"

"Brother, I shouldn't have come to this world, should I? Why did she give birth to me if she didn't love me?" Luoxue hugged Luobai and cried loudly, the cry startled the surrounding branches and sobs, whimpered and floated, and the birds screamed again and again, and the cry of the falling snow rendered the cold of this winter to the extreme, and the cemetery snowflakes flew, scattering a plain white wrap, and in an instant, the world was white!

The other three didn't speak, let Luoxue cry bitterly, Luoxue was tired of crying, and then said to Luobai: "Brother, let me down, I'll see my mother!"

Gently brushing away the snowflakes on the tombstone, she touched her mother's photo with her hand, the person in this photo is so familiar and so strange, her smile is like sunshine, warm and sweet, every time she comes to sweep the grave, she likes this smile so much, and now she likes it too, she said to her mother:

"Dear mother, I am very grateful to you for bringing me into this world and giving me life, thank you for bringing me into this world and letting me experience all the good things in life! I don't hate you at all and don't blame you, I know your suffering, I know it! I have many relatives besides you, they love me very much, I am happy, right?

It's just that you've found your love? Are you all right in heaven? Seeing you smile so beautifully, you must be very happy!

Mom, I'm going to bury you together! I'll let you be together! Grandpa has been gone for a long time, have you met? Forgive him when you meet! Today is a big day for the reunion of the family, many people in the family have come, I am the only child of the family, I can't accompany you more, my parents still need me, they are still alive, Mom really thank you!

Thank you for the clothes you made for me, they are very beautiful and suitable for me, Hanqiu's mother gave them to me today, I like them very much, I will come to see you another day! I am already an adult, what you have experienced I am experiencing or I am experiencing, but Mom, I am very sorry for my life, do you know? Every day when I open my eyes and find that I am still alive, I feel that the world is so beautiful, I try to live every day, I try to prove the value of my own existence, I try to smile, I feel that there is nothing in this world that can make me give up my life, and love is not good! If I have children, I will give her happiness and give her a complete home!"

The snow fell down, rubbing the photo on the tombstone with her face, it was very cold, there was no temperature, she wanted to warm her, but she knew whether she was warm or not, her heart went with her love, in her mother's heart, love was the greatest, she thanked her for giving her life, bringing her into this world, accepting the baptism of life, bearing the polish of mortal dust, making her life fresh and full.

No matter what kind of emotions she endured, no matter how she struggled on the edge of morality, she was a living existence after all, in her heart, as long as she was not evil, as long as she did not take the initiative to hurt others, then her heart was still clean and pure.

After a long time, she stood up and said to Luo Baixue, "Dad, let's go home!" This man is great, he is really great, and this woman beside him, what kind of love does a woman need to be so tolerant, she is also a woman, she can understand Leng Hanqiu's humility and patience.

"Xue'er, are you okay?"

"Brother, I'm fine. "Falling snow

"Okay, then I'll tell you the rest of the story!"

"Brother, let's go home and talk about it, let's all go home, it's too cold here!"

"Okay, let's talk about it when we go home!" Luo Bai said with the meaning of the falling snow.

Four people got in the car, Luo Bai drove, Leng Hanqiu helped the snow, she and Luo Bai Xue sat down with the snow, the Lincoln business car has a lot of space, and there is no problem with sitting three in a row. She looked at the people around her, the ice in her heart was melting little by little, they were worried that she would not be able to hold on, but she was no longer the willful child she used to be, she had grown up in the years since she left home, worked hard in the mall for a few years, cried and was tired and wronged in a few years, but she was still her, just more mature and rational than before!

She said to the two old people beside her: "Mom and Dad, my mom has been gone for a long time, I have never seen her, I am very grateful for my carefree and happy childhood, I am very grateful to you, and my parents treat me as if I were my own, I get twice as much love as a normal child! You don't have to worry about me, I will be fine!"

Luo Baixue stretched out his hand and touched Luo Xue's hair: "I know, my child who falls into Bai Xue must be good! Bai'er is also good, I have you enough!"

When I got home, everyone was already waiting at the table to prepare breakfast, and Luoxue didn't have an appetite to eat, but I still washed up and sat down with everyone.

The Lu family and the Luo family sit together, the atmosphere is very harmonious, this family has really not been together like this for a long time, there has been no one in Luo Xue's memory, Luo Xue likes the feeling of family affection, likes the feeling of everyone being together peacefully, Qiu Peilin's family is also there, because Aunt Wang has not left the Luo family for so many years, and the Luo family is Aunt Wang's home!

After eating, everyone gathered together, Qiu Peilin said to Luo Xue: "Xue'er, we have to thank you for being together, if it weren't for you, our family wouldn't have lived so well, I like this feeling, I don't remember that Dad Luo was so happy during the holidays!"

Luo Baixue smiled and said, "Just you, this kid, will please people, only Xue'er?"

Qiu Peilin said: "Of course, it's better to leave Dad, how can we have Xue'er without Dad!"

Luoxue disdainfully: "Sycophant!"

"Is there anything wrong, I'm your brother Pei Lin, patting the sycophants is also patting you, you are our pearl, and you will be lit wherever you go. "Qiu Peilin's kung fu is really not flattering.

"Childish, aren't you? Do you still think I'm a three-year-old child?

"Luobai, are we good friends?" Qiu Peilin

"What's the matter with me?"

"She's your sister?"

"Oh, not your sister, so what are you doing sitting here?"

"Mother Leng, your children bully me, you have to take care of them!" Qiu Peilin said

"You are naïve indeed. Leng Hanqiu said with a smile

"Childish children have candy to eat, and I want to eat sugar. "Qiu Peilin

"Dad, I think your cuteness is selling a little badly. "Qiu Zun, the kid of Qiu Peilin's family, really couldn't help it

"Mom, I don't think your vision is very good, can't you change it?" Qiu Zun looked at Qin Dan and said

Luoxue squirted out a sip of tea, spraying Qiu Peilin's face, and everyone laughed.

After spending a beautiful breakfast in laughter and laughter, Luoxue returned to the room, she had to clear her thoughts, sort out her emotions, and attend the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner at home in the evening.

The bleak sorrow in the cemetery needs to be sorted out quickly, she is now the eldest lady of the family, naturally she must have the appearance of the eldest lady, the person who left has left, the living can not be entangled in the past, cherish the life in front of you and cherish the person in front of you in order to live a good life.

Love is very beautiful, but for Luoxue that is not the whole of her life, her life is alive and responsible, responsible for herself and responsible for others, in the tempering of life, she deeply knows that responsibility is the minimum character that a person should have, a person with a sense of responsibility, a broad mind, kindness and filial piety is a person with a sound personality.