24. Wanting to protect him is instinct
Ruan Jing asked angrily, "So what? You, the patient, were frightened by this, and what kind of mental illness did you have?"
Xiao Chongyan nodded, "Yes, he was stimulated, and after he fainted, he forgot what happened that afternoon, and the police introduced him to me, hoping that I would help him recover his memory, and they needed this person's testimony." β
"The police will also look for you when they encounter this kind of thing?"
Xiao Chongyan motioned for her to return the document to herself after reading it, "Yes, the police don't have much to do about this situation, and a psychiatrist like me, who is not only a leader in the professional field, but also competent in criminal investigation, is a sought-after commodity." β
As soon as the words fell, before Ruan Jing had time to laugh, Xiao Wang poked his head in, "Doctor Xiao, someone is looking for you." β
Behind Xiao Wang, there was a policewoman named Xu Ying, she didn't wear a police uniform today, a goose yellow sweater with a nylon short skirt, showing a good figure, seeing that Ruan Jing was also here, she was stunned for a moment, showing a little cramped.
"Dr. Xiao......"
Xiao Chongyan was also surprised, "Officer Xu, why are you here?"
Xu Ying glanced at Ruan Jing, still a little embarrassed, "I'm ...... I took a turn off today, and I heard that Dr. Xiao was still in Liuchuan, so I came to have a look...... Is there anything we can do to help. β
Xiao Chongyan was also stunned for a moment, then his face was a little strange, and he still smiled, "Thank you, Officer Xu, I still have something to do, and I will stay in Liuchuan City in a short time, and I must contact the police station if I need it." β
"That's good......" Xu Ying whispered meaninglessly.
After chatting for a while and leaving each other's phone calls, Xu Ying left with a red face.
Ruan Jing raised his eyebrows and looked at him, "Hot goods?"
Xiao Chongyan bowed his head reservedly.
Ruan Jing retracted his gaze, the corners of his mouth became shallower, but what he was thinking about in his head was whether the "something that has not been done" in Xiao Chongyan's mouth was related to him.
The next morning, Ruan Jing came very early, Xiao Wang was diligently wiping the table and chairs at the front desk, there was a bouquet of lilies on the windowsill, the flowers and leaves were fresh, and the fragrance was fragrant, looking at it Ruan Jing could think of the day she woke up from the hospital, probably no one here knew that she actually liked lilies very much, just because of its fragrance.
Xiao Chongyan had already arrived in the office, burying his head in the pile of papers and didn't know what he was looking at, Ruan Jing walked in and looked around - to be honest, she couldn't figure out what she needed to do now, and Xiao Chongyan had never told her, as if she was acquiescing and very happy to have someone like her, who appeared frequently in his life.
After thinking about it, Ruan Jing walked out again, took the coffee he was about to serve to Xiao Chongyan from Xiao Wang's hand, and then closed the office door in Xiao Wang's bewilderment, perfectly disguising the steaming American style as the fruit of his labor.
"Give. β
Xiao Chongyan stretched out his hand, and a thick paper towel was padded under a cup of coffee, which landed firmly in the palm of his hand, and it would not burn the absent-minded Dr. Xiao at all.
For a moment, Ruan Jing's mind drifted away, and he felt that this scene had happened before.
The man took a sip of coffee, it seemed that the unexpected heat burned him, Xiao Chongyan frowned, casually put the rest of the coffee aside, his eyes focused on the document in front of him, because of the seriousness of his expression, his whole person seemed to be tense, revealing a breath of abstinence.
Ruan Jing found that her eyes could not be taken off Xiao Chongyan's body at this moment, although she knew that he was not just an ordinary psychiatrist, although she knew that he deliberately caused the car accident that caused her to lose her memory, although she knew that he had ulterior motives for her, and he did not know who he was.
But still, she couldn't take her eyes off it.
This can probably be called - the deadlier, the more attractive.
Ruan Jing calmly reflected that she did not suffer from Stockholm syndrome or was born with masochistic tendencies, and she was able to admire such a handsome and dangerous man, perhaps because she was not afraid.
I don't know how long it took, Xiao Chongyan sighed, put it down, reached out and pressed his temple, and when he looked up, he was facing Ruan Jing's focused gaze.
He paused slightly.
The two of them maintained a strange and ambiguous movement until a few seconds later, when a slender figure knocked on the door.
"Dr. Shaw. β
Xiao Chongyan quickly came back to his senses, glanced at Ruan Jing deeply, and nodded at the person who came over, "Miss Jiang, you are here again." β
It was Jiang Weixin, she changed another set of clothes, and the accessories were different from before, the only thing that remained unchanged was the pure and almost dazzling sapphire necklace on her chest.
Jiang Weixin sat down, put his fingers together, put them on his knees and fiddled, and didn't speak for a long time, Ruan Jing saw that she was too nervous, poured her a cup of flower tea, and didn't ask her if she didn't show up at the airport at this moment, but ran over alone for what, Bai Su didn't know.
Xiao Chongyan observed Jiang Weixin for a while before speaking leisurely.
"Miss Jiang avoided her fiancΓ© and came to me alone, there must be something inappropriate for him to know, so it is better to say it and see if I can help Miss Jiang. β
She touched the necklace on her chest, the large gemstone shining in the sunlight.
"I don't know anyone who can say that they don't believe me...... Even I don't believe in myself sometimes. β
Xiao Chongyan nodded clearly, "This is a normal thing, day after day, in the suspicion of everyone and the frequent repeated self-doubt, it is difficult for you to have an accurate judgment of your state. β
Jiang Weixin was silent, the opposite of her delicate appearance was the lack of sparkle in her eyes, which was a kind of emptiness that could not see the future.
Xiao Chongyan walked out from behind the desk and sat on the sofa next to Jiang Weixin, his legs naturally apart, leaning forward, and placing his hands on his knees, which was a very casual and non-aggressive sitting posture.
"Miss Jiang said that someone wants to harm you, so can I ask, even if it is illusory, do you have the object of suspicion in your heart?"
Jiang Shuyuan thought of something, her face changed in an instant, and she shook her head nervously.
"You know. Xiao Chongyan looked at her quietly.
"IβI don't know ......"
Jiang Wei couldn't cry.
Xiao Chongyan stood up, walked to the window, closed the orange curtain, the sunlight poured in, it turned into an ambiguous warm light, and he slowly lit the incense, and after a while, a sweet and greasy smell slowly wafted in, making people drowsy.
Xiao Chongyan's voice seemed to have magical power.
"Don't worry, you remember, you're a sick person, you're a mentally abnormal person, and everything you say can be called a lie β so you don't have to be responsible for what you say. β
Ruan Jing felt that listening to a psychiatrist speak, her IQ was tested in her eyes, and the conversation between the two people was foggy, as if she was talking about a concrete thing, and it seemed like she was talking about things in Jiang Weixin's spiritual world, Ruan Jing had to speculate on the progress of the conversation from the expressions of the two people - Xiao Chongyan was luring Jiang Weixin to tell the "truth", and Jiang Weixin had obviously been moved.
Suddenly, the door was kicked open, and a tall figure walked in.
There was obvious anger on Bai Su's face.
Seeing Bai Su, Jiang Weixin suddenly got up from the sofa with a panicked face.
Bai Su Tie blushed and looked directly at Xiao Chongyan, "Doctor Xiao, my fiancΓ©e can't be stimulated, I hope you can respect the opinions of your family and don't treat her according to your own heart." β
Xiao Chongyan squeezed his eyebrows, expressing helplessness at the current situation, and at the same time turned his head sideways, not wanting to argue with Bai Su.
But at this time, Jiang Weixin suddenly moved.
"Bai Su, help me!" Jiang Weixin rushed over, hugged Bai Su's waist tightly, buried his head in his chest, and cried, "Help me, he wants to kill me!"
Jiang Weixin raised his hand, threw it over Bai Su's left arm, and pointed at it emptyly.
Ruan Jing exhaled deeply, combined with her slightly moving hand, it was no surprise that she was referring to herself and Xiao Chongyan.
Xiao Chongyan is right, Jiang Weixin is really sick.
Thinking like this, Ruan Jing looked at Xiao Chongyan, but found that he pursed his lips tightly, and his eyes were complicated, as if he was thinking about some problem.
"Xiao Chongyan, what the fuckβ"
Bai Su said, his eyes narrowed irritably, and before he could move under his feet and wanted to rush up, Ruan Jing took a step forward expressionlessly, stood in front of Xiao Chongyan, looked at Bai Su silently, and stopped silently with his eyes.
This is also Ruan Jing's impression that she is standing on the opposite side of Baisu for the first time.
Bai Su looked at her with a trace of surprise in his eyes, and swung his fist in front of Ruan Jing, and took it back stiffly, saying in disbelief.
"Xiaojing, what are you doing!"
Ruan Jing dodged the question, did not move his feet, only nodded appeasemently.
"Well, you also know that her condition is not very good, and you can't do anything now, so you can take her away. β
Bai Su wanted to say something, but he held back, he was obviously angry, but he didn't know whether it was Xiao Chongyan or Ruan Jing, and Jiang Weixin left without looking back.
From beginning to end, Xiao Chongyan stood still and didn't move, he just looked at Ruan Jing, and there was a complicated gaze that Ruan Jing had never seen before.
Xiao Wang showed his head, noticed the strange atmosphere, and hurriedly tiptoed out again.
That kind of gaze frightened her for no reason, and Ruan Jing unconsciously avoided his gaze, saying meaninglessly.
"It seems that Dr. Xiao has a handsome face, and he will be mistaken for a murderer. β
Xiao Chongyan took two steps and closed the office door again, before turning around and answering lightly, "Isn't that how you misunderstood?
Ruan Jing was stunned for a moment, raised her head, Xiao Chongyan's dark eyes surged with a meaning that she didn't understand, as if something was accumulating strength in a vain attempt to break through the cage that bound it.
He knows?
Does he know all she doubts about him?
"Why did you ......" then why did he connive at her to stay here, to stay by his side?
"Why should I?"
Xiao Chongyan stared at her eyes and repeated word by word, "I also want to know, why do I still keep you by my side, I want to know even more, why did you stand in front of me when Bai Su wanted to rush over just now?"
Ruan Jing couldn't answer for a while, it seemed to be a physiological reaction, she wanted to stand in front of him so that he wouldn't be harmed, so she did it.
Her gaze was like a fog over her.
"There's no reason, Bai Su wasn't very calm just now, and I would have stopped him if he had another person. β
Xiao Chongyan approached her, his eyes were deep and deep, as far as the eye could see, but his figure was reflected, and he asked in a whisper.
"Ruan Jing, do you know what you look like when you look at me?"
The atmosphere became strange, as if something had been punctured and filled the air.
"Look at me with that look, I know what you want. β
Ruan Jing wanted to escape, but his feet seemed to be frozen, watching him approach, watching his face become clearer and clearer in her eyes, watching his lips close to her.
Warm breathing staggered, Ruan Jing suddenly asked.
"Will you lie to me?"
Xiao Chongyan's gaze was hidden under his long eyelashes, "What do you want to ask?"
"What is our relationship...... Once upon a time. β
Xiao Chongyan didn't speak.
"Then I'll change the question, what do those people have to do with me?"
"Ruan Jing, I can't tell you now. β
Xiao Chongyan sighed, his gaze crossed her lips, and finally, a light kiss fell on her forehead.
It seems that space is staggered, time is distorted, and there is a vague person whose eyes are burning, but it contains sadness.
I can't deny that I love you, I love you, just like the beach with a beautiful wind, I sat by the sand and watched the scenery, the sea under my feet suddenly faded in large areas, revealing a large and rugged reef, there was no wind, no one spoke, I don't know when the tsunami will come, I just know that it is useless to escape, Ruan Jing, I love you, but I don't want to do this. β
The man was clearly in front of her, but the missing memory blinded her, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't see the man's face through the thick fog.
She suddenly had a splitting headache, and the man opposite changed his face in an instant, and he helped her the moment she collapsed weakly.
"Don't think, don't think about anything. β
The room was lit with a nice smell of incense, the music was soothing, with a strange but relaxing rhythm, and someone gently combed her hair.