Sixty: The favor of fate

Bai Su's voice drifted in the wind, full of malice, with paranoia and unwillingness to destroy if you can't get it, "Xiaojing, it's true that Liang Yan was killed by me, but in the final analysis, it's all because you and Xiao Chongyan can't be together." ”

It's because you talk to Xiao Chongyan.

The nerves that were already hurting uncontrollably were suddenly hit hard, and Ruan Jing's eyes went black and he fainted.

She fell into a warm embrace, and someone whispered in her ear, "Don't be afraid, I'm here." ”

She couldn't tell if the sentence was real or illusory.

…………

In the late spring, the cherry blossoms are falling and blown by the wind, and it is a huge rain of cherry blossoms on the campus of Binjiang University.

Liang Yan occasionally grabbed the petals that fell to her side with her hand, she turned her head, and saw that Ruan Jing didn't forget to study those materials when she walked, so she stepped forward and grabbed Ruan Jing's wrist and shook it, "Xiaojing, I really want to go on a graduation trip, so you can go with me." ”

Ruan Jing teased his eyelids and sighed helplessly, "I really don't have time, I'm not an intern at the Public Security Bureau, and there are big cases that I need to participate in recently...... You go to Hakujuku. ”

"Bai Su has often not seen anyone recently, I always feel that he has something on his mind, how can I say it...... It's just that I don't have the high-spirited feeling I had when I first met him in my freshman year. Liang Yan's voice was a little low, and then when he saw Ruan Jingtou not raising his eyes or opening his eyes, he was angry, "Hey, did you hear what I said, do you want to accompany me?!"

Seeing that she was really angry, Ruan Jing responded casually, "Okay, then you let me think about it." ”

"Don't think about it, I'm afraid not. A man in an elegant suit and rimless glasses walked behind them and abruptly inserted himself between the two of them, "Ruan Jing is very busy, I'm afraid I don't have time to accompany you to travel all over the famous mountains and rivers of the motherland." ”

Ruan Jing raised his head, and his eyes flashed with a deeper sense of helplessness.

Liang Yan's eyes widened in confusion, "Teacher Xiao, haven't you finished your open class, why are you still coming to school?"

The person who is called Teacher Xiao does not have the slightest consciousness of the teacher, "Classmate Liang, you are such a big person, will you be afraid to go out alone?"

Liang Yan subconsciously, "Huh?"

"Ruan Jing's 'scenario deduction method' has been unanimously recognized by the Binzhou Municipal Public Security Bureau. The most important thing she should do now is to use her talent to shine for the people, instead of being here with you and worrying about where to go on your graduation trip. After speaking, he gentlemanly and arrogantly pulled Ruan Jing away, so angry that Liang Yan stomped his feet in the back.

"Go by yourself, go by yourself!"

"Hey, why are you talking to Liang Yan like that!" was pulled by him to a bench in a remote corner, Ruan Jing's eyebrows frowned.

There was no one around, and the man who was disguised as serious suddenly revealed his "beast" side, he grabbed Ruan Jing and hugged her to his lap, "I just can't see others being crooked by your side." With that, he approached her lips with some fascination.

Ruan Jing stretched out his hand to block him, "Xiao Chongyan, you can't always avoid problems like this, I don't like you like this." ”

"Which one?" Xiao Chongyan looked at her with a dark expression.

"Your desire to control is really scary, I'm not something that belongs to you, I'm a person with my own mind. ”

"But you're my man, too. ”

With this kind of naturally domineering person, he couldn't be reasonable at all, and a deep tiredness swept Ruan Jing.

During the confrontation, Xiao Chongyan's mobile phone suddenly rang, and it was Wu Yong calling.

"I received an anonymous report that the core organization of the smuggling gang will pass through the junction of Binjiang and Liuchuan in the near future, and you and Ruan Jing are coming. ”

Putting down the phone, Xiao Chongyan glanced at Ruan Jing deeply and sighed.

"Okay, don't be angry, I'll be polite to Liang Yan next time, okay?"

Ruan Jing lowered his head, Xiao Chongyan was still wearing a watch she gave him on his wrist. Xiao Chongyan's financial resources she had seen, and this was probably the cheapest watch he had ever worn.

But since he received it, he hasn't changed anything else.

Ruan Jing's heart softened and he didn't argue with him anymore.

But the most essential problem between the two has not been solved after all.

What followed was a period of irritability and arguing.

The investigation of the case is in full swing, but Ruan Jing and Xiao Chongyan continue to have friction because of some trivial things, the relationship between the two has just begun, Xiao Chongyan's strength and domineering make Ruan Jing who has no love affair very uncomfortable, plus she is all about the case, and the plan for the future is only "meritorious service", so in a dinner, Ruan Jing proposed to break up.

Xiao Chongyan, who was originally cutting steak for her, stopped what he was doing, he looked at her for a long time, and finally gave in, "What do you think I did badly, I can change it." ”

Ruan Jing just frowned tightly and didn't speak.

Seeing that Ruan Jing was busy, Liang Yan was disappointed, but she still cheered up, and put a cup of coffee in her hand while she was working, "You can work hard, and when I come back, I will bring you a gift." ”

Ruan Jing was deducing the course of action, and he just said "um" casually when he heard the words.

Wait for her to come back.

But Liang Yan never came back.

Memories came flooding in like a tide, wave after wave, sparing no effort to beat her, as if they wanted to make up for what she lacked, and the violent joys, sorrows, and sorrows washed together, making Ruan Jing couldn't help but gasp for breath.

…………

Ruan Jinghuo opened his eyes and sat up.

Sweated.

She sat there for a few minutes, not moving, dreaming big, but that's it.

Anyone who suddenly has three more years of memories will not immediately become sane.

Xiao Chongyan walked in, still with a faint smell of tobacco on his body, "You're awake." ”

A steaming glass of water was handed to her.

Ruan Jing looked up at him.

Men have changed a lot.

As he said, what she didn't like, he could change.

"You're ...... It's not like that. ”

Her voice was dry and not good, but Xiao Chongyan's hand trembled, and the water in the cup almost spilled.

He seemed to be at a moment's loss of knowing how to face Ruan Jing.

He turned his back to the window silently, the moonlight was shining, but the streamer could not pass through him, only casting a shadow around him.

Ruan Jing took a small sip and drank the water in the cup.

Instead of handing him back the cup, she put on her shoes and walked slowly to the table.

The glass is gently placed on the table with a soft "thump" sound.

Both of them were tempting, or rather waiting.

It was Ruan Jing who made the move first.

She stood on tiptoe suddenly and kissed Xiao Chongyan's lips without saying anything.

The man was stunned, and his hand hanging by his side trembled, as if he wanted to hug something, but in the end he still hung by his side and did not move.

Ruan Jing kissed and left, his eyes were extremely clear.

"I just wanted to confirm. ”

Ruan Jing's voice was very soft, with a bit of academic seriousness.

In those clips that flashed in his mind, the man had the same cold eyebrows and eyes as Xiao Chongyan, more arrogant and enthusiastic, but the temperature of his lips was the same.

Through the layers of fog, she remembered a lot, so complicated, but only this moment appeared in front of her without thinking.

"It's not your fault.

"When I was still confused about love, I had a too hasty attitude to get along with you, and you were also tired.

"I also know that after the problem arises, you have been trying to make amends, and even in the end, you have come up with a way to make me amnesia, and you may not be selfless.

"I don't blame you for that. ”

From Yanagawa to Kyoto, from the cause of his amnesia to the cause of Liang Yan's death, he hid it tightly, kept it airtight, and tried every means to delay the moment when the secret was revealed.

She clearly knew that Xiao Chongyan loved her, and he had always loved her, but his love, full of his strong egotism, made her breathless.

Xiao Chongyan smiled bitterly and lowered his head, "I found that I have no way to see you in danger and ignore it, I try my best to advance and retreat with you, but it is difficult...... I just want to build a golden house for you to live in and shelter you from all the wind and rain...... It's a flaw in my character, I know. ”

While the two were talking, Chang Yu's figure shook outside the door. Ruan Jing caught a glimpse of him, but then looked away again, and the calmness and complexity in her eyes that were different from usual made Chang Yu stunned.

Realizing something, Chang Yu glanced at Xiao Chongyan worriedly, and turned to leave.

Xiao Chongyan fell into the memory, his eyes were stunned, making his face unconsciously show a bit of desolation.

"I hypnotized you, but I need a reason to make you amnesia, as we all know, I have rehearsed it countless times in my mind, but when I actually drove into you, I felt my heart stop beating...... Seeing you lying on a hospital bed with a bloodless face, I was thinking that no one would be able to do this to you, including myself, from now on. He said a lot, as if he was in a hurry to reveal something.

Ruan Jing closed his eyes.

"Thank you. ”

The two didn't speak again for a long time.

Xiao Chongyan suddenly chuckled.

"You're still blaming me. ”

"I know, I shouldn't blame you, but I just can't help but think, if it wasn't for your appreciation, you introduced me to the Binjiang City Public Security Bureau, if you hadn't kept stopping me at that time, if I had accompanied Liang Yan to that graduation trip, would she have ...... Won't you die?"

Ruan Jing took a deep breath, "Xiao Chongyan, let's break up officially." ”

The man looked at her, and there was a faint regret in his eyes, but he was again enduring a faint smile.

After a while, he said, "Okay." ”

A contradiction arises, and even if this contradiction is buried for a long time, its cracks will only grow with the passage of time, and one day, the secret will be revealed, and even the most beautiful buildings on it will collapse.

Xiao Chongyan sent Ruan Jing back to the apartment, and after thoughtfully settling her down, he drove to his consultation room.

There was also a room in the lounge, and when he pushed the door open, there was an easel covered with a white cloth.

It was a finished painting, and the girl in the painting stood slim, but her expression was blurred.

He brought it back from Yanagawa.

The intense colors represent passionate, hopeless love.

He had thought that luck had favored him, but now it seemed ...... Not.

Is that all?