What exactly do I have?

To answer this question, we must first understand whether the "I" here refers to "I exist" or "the role of Yuan Changwen"?

If it is "I exist", then it is clear that all this will cease to exist. It's all about "I'm aware," so how do I know if what I'm aware of is true?

If it refers to the character of Yuan Changwen, it seems that the character has a happy life, the title of the first person in the empire, a happy family, and so on. But how do I know that the character of Yuan Changwen really has these things?

I feel that the character of Yuan Changwen has these, but it does not mean that the character of Yuan Changwen can grasp these things. How do I know how an event will happen?

Just like the movie screen perceives the content of the movie formed by light and shadow, it seems that the protagonist has a lot, but how does the screen know how the plot will develop? The protagonist cannot be omniscient, and he will not know what will happen in the future, not to mention, the protagonist's thinking is based on the humble cognition in his head.

So, what exactly does it have?

I didn't think about it, I just sensed that the character of Yuan Changwen was thinking. I don't have any preferences, I just perceive the preferences of the character of Yuan Changwen, the preferences distorted by society. I was just aware of all this happening, the free will of Yuan Changwen's character, and I didn't know what it was at all.

Theatergoers, watching the beginning of this play, the role of Yuan Changwen is my window, and I can only watch the play through the role. This is quite a good choice, after all, you can experience all the characters of Yuan Changwen, instead of speculating on the character's emotions or inner activities in the fog.

It's "super VIP" again, and this metaphor is simply too practical.

The characters are distorted by society, forming a series of thoughts and cognitions. I just sat there and watched the character of Yuan Changwen play, anxious, arrogant, and crying. Looking at him, how he denied the reality of "selflessness", and how he recognized that his role was real.

Life is like a play, and the key to these four words is not about the impermanence of life, but the so-called "I am just a character". However, I couldn't find the actors, so I looked for them, and all I could see was the characters. My body, my mind, all belong to the role.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that there was nothing to kill, because the character didn't exist at all, what to kill? I'm just that awareness, what else is there to say?

Everything about the character of Yuan Changwen is false and does not exist. In the infinite reality, there is a limitation formed by a circle, and in the limit, a series of dualistic opposites appear.

I pick a character, and then I play with a series of false binary opposites through that character. For the sake of play, I can only perceive the character of Yuan Changwen, and refuse to perceive the inner activities of other characters.

As for the infinite reality, why are there limited circles? Why are there limited circles?

Who knows?

None of my preferences are my own, but the result of the distortion of society as a whole.

Is......

If values are distorted, for example, everyone is advocating money, worshipping power, and wanting to succeed, these are the big waves of society, and I have no way to avoid it. But for preferences and aesthetics, they are also distorted by the whole society, what kind of shit is my life!

There's no me in this at all, it's not a question of whether it's a role or not, it's a question of templates. If a character is distorted to form the many elements that make up a character, then these characters are template roles.

However, if the character shakes off his fears, no longer identifies with everything about himself, and re-establishes a new character, then perhaps the character is still worth watching. Don't be afraid of life, expand yourself, and no longer deny that characters are the same material as everything, maybe life becomes a pleasure.

Instead of being manipulated by fear to resist as it is now.

Custom roles, a word that is easy to describe, refuse to live a template, and no longer follow the self-definition in your head out of fear. Redefine the role, follow the whims of the heart, there is no plan, no arrangement, and nothing to become a better version of yourself.

Template characters are worried that reformatting and customizing will ruin their lives and make their entire lives useless. After all, if you do this industry this year, enter another industry next year, and become a volunteer the year after, it will be difficult to reach the peak of success in life.

That's right, it's true. The point is, why does the character have to go to the top of his life? After the custom character gets rid of his fear, he starts to live again, not afraid of life, and starts tossing and turning in the pool without fear of choking to death.

I used to break the template character, but then I became a different template character. Without getting rid of fear, you will never be able to become a custom character.

To play, to expand, nothing can stop you, and there is nothing to worry about. No situation can last forever, and no situation can last forever. No matter what happens, it is a point of view in life, and it is the favorite of theatergoers.

It's not easy to become a custom character, at least Yuan Changwen didn't become a custom character, but a complete template role.

But it doesn't matter, no matter what the role, I'm going to kill it.

Custom characters may be good and good, maybe they will be colorful in life, even if it is an otaku, it is also a kind of otaku who is full of security and no fear. Even if it's just a small staff member all his life, it's a small staff full of joy.

Unfortunately, it's not true after all.

The paradox is that custom roles can be applied to life, such as how to make rules, how to redefine one's own role, and form a new self-definition through inner boiling rather than being enslaved by fear. However, reality cannot be applied to life.

Because life itself is not real, how can an unreal thing withstand the gaze of "real"?

To be true is to destroy life, to destroy the dualistic world, to destroy all falsehoods, in order to come to the truth. Therefore, if you want to change your life by slashing, to make your life colorful, to make your character more charming and charming, these are completely two directions.

Sure enough, it's a meaningless deity, and it's pointless to kill.

Do you want to continue?

Yuan Changwen smiled bitterly at himself, the question was not "do you want to continue", but "Can you stop?"

I don't know.

Theoretically, it should, but that inner devouring never seems to stop. Even if there is a brief relaxation after killing a big monster, it will be swept away again by discomfort.

You can also divert your attention, but after all, you will still be uncomfortable and come to the door, and that sense of devouring seems to have to swallow the character clean before you give up.

I'm not done yet, so let's go ahead.

Yuan Changwen smiled and said as if he was very selective.