Chapter 44 It is difficult to distinguish between affection and unintentionality

Having eaten and drunk to my heart's content, I was on the couch watching TV. He went to the study. I didn't look at it for a while, and I actually fell asleep.

It was the most soundly slept I've had in recent days, no noise, no fear that someone would break in, and I didn't sleep until dawn.

I woke up and found myself in bed. Next to him was Ziyue, still asleep, his brows locked tightly.

Fortunately, he was still wearing clothes, so I didn't feel particularly embarrassed. I just looked at him like that, and I felt very uncomfortable.

He didn't say anything good about me, and he was quite kind, otherwise he wouldn't have known where I lived, and he wouldn't have known that my foot was injured.

But what about him? to be with him, and to leave without any results? I shuddered.

He was thinking about it when he suddenly opened his eyes and saw that I was staring at him, and he frowned and got up.

After a while, he came out of the shower, sat down beside me, looked at me seriously, and said, "One last time, Xiaowei, follow me." "I instinctively want to shake my head, but

The word "finally" stung me, and I was a little scared, so I lowered my head and didn't say a word. He understood my silence as acquiescence, took me in his arms, and kissed me on the face and on my lips with emotion.

My silence he understood as acquiescence, took me in his arms, kissed my face emotionally, and covered my lips.

I was very conflicted in my heart, to promise or not to agree, to promise, I don't have to go to the basement anymore, I don't have to sleep badly every night, but do I really want to go to that step, the meaning of that step, is the imprint of shame in my life...... I was still struggling with my heart, but he couldn't wait to hug me, untie my clothes, and start conquering the city.

My mind went blank for a moment. My body seemed to answer before my thoughts, and I was shy and silent, but my body was extremely honest.

He always immersed me in it, and he was happy to do it. He said emotionally: "Xiaowei, I miss you." These three words actually gave birth to a slight feeling of comfort and happiness in my heart.

If you have had excitement, excitement, and longing with him before...... For the first time, I had a happy feeling.

And not so much repression, so much pain and guilt. When the room faded, he looked at me and twitched the corners of his mouth: "You are finally mine." When he said this, he didn't have any expression.

Or rather, I couldn't see his expression, and this sentence made me suddenly feel a feeling

The uneasiness of "finally being taken". He has always been, maybe it's just a desire that he can't completely conquer, a rich boss, and you still expect him to really fall in love with you?

I despise myself in my heart, Zhao Xiaowei, you really treat yourself as a green onion. I gritted my teeth, and as soon as my brain twitched, I said: "Mr. Feng, can you advance me 100,000 yuan first?" He was stunned, looked at me in disbelief, his eyes were cloudy, and after a while, he sneered: "I really look down on you." As he spoke, he came back from the outside world, threw me a bank card, didn't speak again, put on his clothes and slammed the door to leave.

Ziyue slammed the door and left, but my heart didn't shake too much, he should be like this to me.

Biting his lip, he picked up the bank card and carefully placed it in his bag. I can finally send money back home.

I knew this was the case today, so why bother with it in the first place? All morning, I kept asking myself, do I want to go on like this?

In the end, I kept struggling and decided not to think about it until my foot was healed.