Xuanyuan Xiaohe muttered again: "The mother concubine doesn't know if she is doing well, she must still be alive, I'm so afraid of ......"

Hua Rongying persuaded: "Your Highness grows up healthy, and when you have the ability, maybe you can find your mother?"

Xuanyuan Xiaohe lowered his head, there was an indescribable loneliness in his heart, The child is naturally attached to his mother's arms, and does not want to accept the cruelty of growing up, but the cold and warm experience and the torture of illness made him more precocious, maybe it will be difficult for him to nest in the arms of his mother and be coquettish, and get tenderness to soothe the pain and fear.

"Mr. Jiang, I understand. ”

……

The flowers are out of the palace, and the heart is still mixed. When she and Wei Wuji left the palace, they also had a desire to live a good life, but when they went around and around, they ended up like a bird without legs, unable to stop anywhere, as if they were in debt.

She obviously thinks it's fair, the men themselves are a group of wives and concubines, she doesn't promise others, she doesn't force others, and she doesn't lie to anyone except the emperor, so she doesn't owe anyone.

But one by one, they came to play affectionate for her, and the emperor came to perform, and everyone felt that he was affectionate.

In the end, she loved a child, and she had to use him to achieve the goal of becoming the queen mother, and if anyone knew that she disguised herself as a man and did not return to the emperor and the child in front of Jiang Yu, she would become the ruthless one.

Will the future queen mother be in place? Can they never let them know the truth?

Hua Langying was suspicious for the first time, but the current path was also chosen when she had no other choice.

Why did the world force her like this, why was it so difficult to fight against the old customs of this world, and why did she just do the same thing as a man but made herself so uneasy.

The rules of this feudal world are extremely powerful, it is bullying her, and she annihilates her own heart to resist it, but it is important to win over it or keep her own heart.

Or, has she ever beaten it? Look at herself in a man's outfit, and she hasn't even shown her true face, how can she beat it?

It's all fart! Everything is a fart! No one has ever been able to defeat the unfair rules of society by destroying their own hearts.

The revolution of countless great people was not realized after a thousand years, and she actually wanted to do it a thousand years ago, and as a result, she became the cannon fodder of the times.

Hua Langying looked at Xie Zhixiao, who was by his side, and smiled bitterly: Another love debt, and love debt is the most difficult to owe.

Obviously, she saved his life, but at that time, he stalked and lied to her that she was not responsible, and in the end she owed a love debt.

Xie Zhixiao suddenly grabbed her wrist and said, "Feixi, you're not happy." ”

Hua Langying sighed lightly: "I'm thinking about one thing. ”

"What's the matter? Can I help you? Is it Prince Bao's business?"

Hua Rongying shook his head, and didn't take the car, but just walked forward, and the coachman only followed the two of them far behind.

Xie Zhixiao said: "Go to the Guiyun Teahouse in front and sit down." ”

Hua Rongying thought for a moment and nodded, Xie Zhixiao couldn't help but be overjoyed, this was still on the street, and he didn't dare to be too close to him, so he just led the way not far away.

……

The two of them arrived at the Guiyun Teahouse, but this is the property of the Zhenguo Mansion, as soon as Xie Zhixiao came, the box on the fourth floor was still empty, so he took her up directly.

The delicate maid cooked tea bricks for the two of them, made a cup for each, and Xie Zhixiao asked someone to go down.

Xie Zhixiao looked at her and his eyes lingered gently, and said, "Feixi, you are the top student in high school, I haven't officially congratulated you yet." I've also read your articles and poems, and they're really amazing, and they're more breathtaking. ”

Hua Langying murmured: "Anyone, if you have my experience, can make it." ”

"But not everyone can follow your path. Xie Zhixiao disagreed with her words.

Hua Langying couldn't help laughing at herself: "My path may not be good." It is said that character determines fate, and my steps are not caused by my character. So one pit after another, I stubbornly jumped in. What can I do if I don't jump? My personality makes me have no choice. ”

Xie Zhixiao's eyes were distressed, and he said softly: "I understand......"

Hua Rongying shook her head and said, "I don't want you to understand, you are also a pit, I have burdened you, but you have also cheated me." ”

Xie Zhixiao said: "I ...... I just want to be there for you......"

Hua Rongying looked at him calmly: "From the standard of judging women, in addition to my good looks, what is good about me, I am easy to grow old, but it is just an empty time." Why don't you go and build a warm home of your own?"

Xie Zhixiao doesn't want a home of his own, but the only wife he wants is her, if he says it, why torture people's bodies and minds like this?

The left and right were ruined in their wisdom and disloyalty, but he never regretted it.

Hua Langying seemed to say to herself: "I hate it so much, why can't I choose the path I choose, there are so many difficulties, why can't I fight with this world." I'm worse than a man, why can't I......"

Xie Zhixiao said: "Feixi, if you don't do it, I will help you." ”

"You can't help me with anything. You say that this world is not ridiculous, the emperor has a harem of 3,000, and everyone thinks he is affectionate and infatuated; the old Wei is a merry young man, and he is also a well-known son in the world; and I am much better than them, and my intelligence is not inferior to theirs, but it is a thousand and ten thousand. I rebelled against such a ridiculous world, but how many people can understand that this is the courage to fight with their lives, and more people only have two words,/woman. In order to rebel against this world, I myself may become a sacrifice. But who knows, I don't have a choice at all, and it's all pits. ”

went to the palace to fight, and was regarded as cannon fodder for others again, and someone else became an innocent female partner, and others were full of pathos, that was her hypocrisy and standing.

Anyway, she should be killed as a case, she shouldn't resist, or if she wants to change, she will kill the harem opponent with her own hands, she can be the so-called queen and queen mother who laughs to the end, and she is the winner.

Hua Langying also wanted to dispel the negative emotions brought about by seeing the emperor and the three princes, but thinking about the demeanor of the ministers when they saw the emperor so affectionate, she saw that this kind of powerful power was not something she could compete with personally.

Xie Zhixiao comforted her and said: "Feixi, I understand, whoever wants to embarrass you, I will help you kill it." ”

Hua Langying took a sip of tea and chuckled without warmth: "In this world, you can't finish killing." I'm like this anyway, it's you, you want......"

"I don't have anything I want, I want to be satisfied with your well. ”

"But I have what I want. ”

"Whatever you want, I'll do it for you. ”

"I want you to get married, have your own home and children, have someone to take care of you, respect you and love you. You won't be able to enjoy family fun because of me, and you won't be able to leave a stench for thousands of years because of me. ”

"Flying, I can do anything else for you, but you can't say anything like that. ”

"Love and marriage are two different things, you have loved me, I ...... Also ......"

"Do you love me, if you love me, why ......?"

"I may have lost my heart a long time ago, and what kind of love can people who don't even have their own heart talk about? Don't insult this word, I don't deserve it. ”

Xie Zhixiao hurriedly held her hand and said, "You are not unworthy, I will wait for you for the rest of my life, chasing you in the next life and the next life, as long as I can see you......"

Hua Rongying paused for a long time and said, "Although I have lost my heart and don't know how to love someone, I am a little tired. Ziyi, I'm really a little tired in this life. What is it that I have been forced to survive in such a gap by this world and my own character, and I have betrayed everything, so I have not gained anything......

Xie Zhixiao grabbed her hand extremely uneasily, and said, "Feixi, you have me! I have always been by your side! Look at me!"

"We didn't meet at the right time, right identity. You are a famous son, a generation of loyal ministers and good generals, my identity should not have such a relationship with you. I'm not for chastity, I think that in the future, when there is a great calamity, my heart can tell myself that I have done all kinds of ridiculous things in order to have something. ”

"Feixi, don't say it, I beg you not to say it, I love you, I don't want to force you to do anything. ”

"I won't say I'm sorry, although you recommended yourself to the pillow, but I also gave you everything I could give you. When I was with you for a few days, I forgot all the troubles of this world, all the people, and I really liked you at that time. I like such simple days, and I also like you who are a little silly and infatuated, just like I gave me a trace of pure and enthusiastic sunshine when I was groping and struggling in the cracks. But I'm still in the middle of the ......."

Xie Zhixiao cried: "I'll accompany you to survive in the cracks, I'll accompany you ......"

Hua Langying shed tears, smiled with tears, and said: "But there is a person who is more suitable, anyway, he is a bastard, and he may not be at the end of the road without me......"

Xie Zhixiao grabbed her hand tightly and said, "I don't accept it! If it's because of this, I won't accept it!"

Hua Langying suddenly reached out to wipe away the tears on his handsome face, and said: "You go and have a home, don't delay me anymore, have a lovely child like you, and have a gentle and tolerant woman to accompany you for the rest of your life, it is completely your home." ”

Xie Zhixiao had a cold look in his eyes and said, "I don't want it, I don't accept it, I'll kill him, and I'll accompany you for the rest of your life." ”

"You can't kill him!"

"Why can't you? Do you think I can't beat him?" Xie Zhixiao only felt burned by jealousy.

Hua Langying paused, shed a pair of tears, took a deep breath, and said, "It's not that you can't beat him, it's ...... I like him when I live in the cracks. He understands my choice, I understand his rebelliousness, he understands what mistakes I will make when I rebel, he will forgive me, I can't lie to myself, I understand him. I know how guilty he is about those women, how angry he is about his life, and how guilty he is about me, even humble. Because love is noble to him, it cannot be blasphemed, and everyone's love should be respected, but he is still willful as a young man. He didn't find someone to love, so he arrogantly trampled on love, because he believed that he would find it, but he hated the world when he was disappointed. When he finds it, he gives everything he has and bows his head to love reverently. Because conscience and human beings who treat women as equals will feel guilty. Isn't that how people are contradictory?"

Xie Zhixiao hoarsely said, "You understand him, he understands you, but I don't understand you? Why do you say I don't understand you? Just because he brought you out?"

Hua Rongying said: "I'm sorry, you are an idealistic Lang Jun, but I can't live in a perfect dream." I'll let you go, please let me go too, and no fourth person will know about our affairs. You go back to be your Su Yi Hou, a perfect Langjun. ”

"I don't want it!"

"If you really love me, let me go, let yourself go, and let go of this relationship that is destined to be fruitless. ”

"Why can he have results? Why? You tell me, Fei Fu, what is my inferiority to him? You tell me!" Xie Zhixiao frantically grabbed her shoulder and asked.

"What are you doing at me, don't force the little fish. Suddenly, a swift red shadow rolled into the window, standing beside Hua Rongying.

He has a well-defined face, handsome and evil, beautiful eyebrows, the corners of his mouth are slightly raised, and he seems to be playful and optimistic by nature. But the majestic and straight bridge of his nose makes his stunning beauty even more with a sense of distance that is not something ordinary people can blaspheme/desecrate, and there is no temperament of a warm man next door.

Isn't this who Wei Wuji is?

After Wei Wuji finished the chores of the Zhuangyuan Mansion, he thought about waiting near the palace to pick up the "wife". But he saw Xie Zhixiao pestering her all the time at the window of a restaurant, and his heart inevitably overturned the small vinegar jar, and he wanted to pounce on Xie Zhixiao to get rid of him, but he understood that doing so might kill her, so he had to follow silently.

He is not a man with a pure mind, and when he saw them go to the top room of the teahouse of the Zhenguo Mansion, he couldn't help but wonder if Xiao Xie wanted to take advantage.

He used light skills to touch it, and he wanted to come over to destroy Xiao Xie's good deeds, but he didn't expect to hear the conversation between the two, Hua Lianying was in a bad mood, and he couldn't help but listen.

Originally, I was heartbroken when I heard her admit to Xiao Xie in person, but I didn't expect a turnaround.

At this time, he couldn't help but glance at Hua Rongying with affection, Xie Zhixiao couldn't help but be furious, pulled out his long sword and pointed at Wei Wuji, and said, "You scoundrel, you are not worthy! Do you dare to fight me to the death and death?"

Hua Langying grabbed Wei Wuji, who was about to fight, stood between the two, and said, "That's enough! It's my fault for a thousand mistakes, if you want to fight to the death, kill me first." ”

Xie Zhixiaojun's eyes were deadly silent, and he said: "Feixi, if you want to push me away, you can kill me too, without you, I don't want to live." ”

Hua Langying looked at him and said, "Ziyi, when I beg you." I'm already carrying too much on my back, I can't carry it anymore. You should lighten the burden for me, live well, have a family with a wife and children, don't let me feel that Ziyi doesn't have a home yet, what should I do, and in fact I can't give you anything, just worry about it. You live well, only those who live well can go to heaven after death. ”

The sword in Xie Zhixiao's hand fell to the floor, his heart ached unspeakably, and he suddenly laughed wildly.

He was obsessively chasing a dream that would never belong to him.

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