Chapter Ninety-One: Ruthless
After the meal, Shangguan Deyin continued to assist his junior brother in his cultivation. Until the middle of the night when I fell asleep.
In the wilderness behind the hut, the two walked side by side to the hut.
Shangguan Deyin said, "Senior brother, it's better to sleep here tonight." ”
Qi Qi said, "How can this be?"
Shangguan Deyin raised his eyebrows and said, "It's not like I haven't slept before?"
Qi Qi said, "There was a reason for the incident before, but now there is nothing to do, how can I sleep with my senior sister? ”
Shangguan Deyin chuckled, "Didn't you say that I was a noble and cold female sect master in the eyes of the sect people?
Qi Qi said, "Then I can't help it." ”
Shangguan Deyin said, "It's a little far from here to Shenlai Peak, it's too late, you better don't run this trip, just sleep with me." ”
Qi Qi said with a smile, "What kind of words is this? People who practice martial arts, they can't walk the mountain road at all, so what kind of martial arts do they practice?"
Shangguan Deyin was furious, pinched his junior brother's ears, and said angrily, "If you want to sleep, you can sleep! Don't talk so much nonsense! Senior sister's words don't work against you?
Qi Qi hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't dare, senior sister, you let go, I'll sleep, I'll sleep!"
Shangguan Deyin let go of his hand and grinned, "This trick still works!"
Qi Qi smiled helplessly.
The two returned to the cabin. Because of the perennial influence of Shangguan Deyin's body fragrance, there is also a faint fragrance in the room. There was only one bed, and the two slept together. After stripping off their clothes and shoes, the two went to bed separately.
Qi Qi maintained the proper courtesy, did not approach the senior sister, did not touch the senior sister, and wrapped himself tightly, but the faint fragrance wafting from the senior sister beside him and the room still inevitably made him feel a little moved. After all, no matter what, my sister is a famous beauty in the rivers and lakes, and her face and figure are all ranked first, and she must be in front. It's just that I haven't heard anyone talk about myself, and I haven't investigated, what kind of master list has Tianji Pavilion made, Junyan list, Tiancai and Earth Treasure list, etc., has there been a beauty list?
Thinking like this, he cursed himself a few more words in his heart. Qi Qi, what do you think? That's Senior Sister? You dare to even fight Senior Sister's thoughts? You are a big rebellion!
On the other side of the bed, Shangguan Deyin thought in his heart that he should draw the attention of his junior brother to himself tonight, otherwise he would let his junior brother sleep well, in short, he couldn't let him be idle and think wildly, so that he thought about what happened in the palace and messed up his mood.
She glanced at it and found that her junior brother had not closed his eyes, his eyes were open, and he was spinning around, obviously thinking wildly, and her heart moved slightly, so she lifted the quilt of the two of them, covered the two beds into one, took the initiative to put her body over, and said lightly, "Senior brother, what are you thinking?"
Qi Qi's face flushed slightly, and he wanted to move away, but he was already sleeping on the edge, so he had to say, "Senior sister, what are you doing?
Shangguan Deyin not only did not move, but stuck tighter, his sharp chin slammed on the shoulder of his junior brother, and said in a greasy voice, "Isn't this good?
Qi Qi felt two soft balls pressed on his arm, the fragrance of his senior sister was clear between his mouth and nose, and a few strands of his senior sister's jet-black hair were also on his face or shoulders, and the touch of Youlan exhaled also hit his face and body, making him itch, and his heart suddenly became acute. Especially when the senior sister changed her cold tone in the past, and whispered in his ear with that gentle tone to the bone, it made his heart sway.
Busy said, "Senior sister, you, you are like this, I am uncomfortable..."
Shangguan Deyin asked, "Uncomfortable? Is there something bad on my body?"
Qi Qi said, "Strange, there is no peculiar smell, there is, there is a fragrance." ”
Shangguan Deyin chuckled, "Since it's a fragrance, what's uncomfortable about you?"
Qi Qi said, "It's just the fragrance, which makes me uncomfortable." ”
Shangguan Deyin smiled and asked, "Oh, how do you say this?"
Qi Qi was about to say, "Senior Sister's fragrance made me have some kind of impulse", but after thinking about it, it was too unreasonable to say this, so he swallowed it back and said instead, "Total, in short, it's uncomfortable." ”
The light in Shangguan Deyin's eyes became even stronger, "Then what if I don't?"
Qi Qi smiled bitterly, "Then I'm afraid I won't be able to sleep tonight." ”
Qi Qi had no hope in his heart, but he didn't expect that after he finished speaking, his senior sister just let him go.
Shangguan Deyin saw the trance in his eyes and said with a smile, "Didn't you let me go? Why don't you seem to be unhappy again now? Is it loose or not?"
and the gesture is to be attached to him.
Qi Qi hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't! Don't! No, no." ”
Shangguan Deyin chuckled.
Qi Qi paused and said, "Senior sister, are you like this, aren't you afraid that you won't be able to marry in the future?"
Shangguan Deyin asked, "Why can't you get married?
Qi Qi looked at his senior sister and said, "The male should get married, the female should get married, how can you do it if you don't get married?"
Shangguan Deyin pouted and said, "Then if I don't marry, won't I be unhappy in this life?"
Qi Qi thought for a while and said, "Then, that way won't be, then let the senior sister be, as long as the senior sister is happy, you can do whatever you want." ”
Shangguan Deyin smiled, "Then why are you resisting like that?"
"Uh..." Qi Qi was speechless, paused, and said, "Fang Cai, that's an exception, and it won't be in the future." ”
Shangguan Deyin smiled and asked, "Is this true?"
Qi Qi smiled, "What you said to Senior Sister, of course, is true!"
"That's good!" As the words fell, Shangguan Deyin hugged his junior brother again.
Qi Qi instinctively resisted.
Shangguan Deyin immediately said, "You said that you will follow me in everything!"
"Uh... Well," the words fell, Qi Qi let his senior sister hold him, and gradually, he also found that if he calmed down and calmly faced his senior sister's intimacy, there was actually nothing bad about it. Feeling the softness of my sister's body, smelling the faint fragrance of my sister's body, my body and mind seem to have been sublimated.
Yes, what is there to resist when such a beautiful sister is in her arms? She is a senior sister and your relative, why should she refuse?
Shangguan Deyin looked at his junior brother's gradually relaxed face, and also smiled faintly, but he thought in his heart, stupid junior brother, if I marry in the future, then I will never marry someone else, but the person I want to marry, although it seems to be close at hand, it seems to be difficult to touch...
Thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel melancholy.
As the night wore on, the two of them fell asleep with their own concerns.
In the next few days, the two of them spent so much on the top of the Jade Girl Peak, and after a few days, although Qi Qi's opening is still a long way from the consummation, it has obviously improved a lot compared to a few days ago. Cultivating the mountain through the assistance of the senior sister is a little bad for the senior sister, but for him, it does benefit him a lot. I believe that in two months, the realization of the completion of the mountain will not be a problem.
Early in the morning, in the wooden house.
Shangguan Deyin said, "Senior brother, let's leave for Tianxuan Province today." ”
Qi Qi nodded, "Well, okay." ”
The two of them packed their luggage, came to the main peak meeting hall, and informed Han Ji and other high-ranking members of the sect about the matter.
Han Ji said, "Sect Master, you have only been back for a few days, are you going to leave again?"
Shangguan Deyin's eyes were cold, and she changed back to her noble and cold female sect master's temperament, and said lightly, "I don't want to say it a second time." ”
Han Ji paused and said, "But Sect Master, after you leave, it will be very difficult for us to deal with the affairs of the sect." ”
"Oh, is it?" Shangguan Deyin raised his eyebrows and said, "It's just some trivial matters, and you are all too old to handle it, so you can't handle it well?"
Han Ji said, "It can be, but if there are too many things, it will also have a headache..."
Shangguan Deyin sneered, "Then when I was in charge of all the affairs of the sect by myself in the past few years, why didn't I see you sharing it for me? Now that I have only been idle for a few days, you have all started to complain, why? Are you deliberately unable to get along with me?"
Han Ji hurriedly waved his hand and said, "Don't dare, don't dare!"
Shangguan Deyin said again, "Besides, now that the matter is not all thrown on you Han Ji alone, what do you have to be dissatisfied with? With so many of you elders and deacons sharing the burden, do you have to tell me that you can't handle it?"
Han Ji and the others nodded hurriedly, "Yes, yes, what the sect master said is that we, we are just worried that the sect master is not here, and the sect people will be a little uncomfortable." ”
Shangguan Deyin waved his hand and said, "Come on, don't explain, if you want to cover up, I'll go." ”
The words fell, and Qi Qi swept out.
Han Ji and the others looked at the backs of the two leaving, and they didn't say much. In fact, the reason why Han Ji wanted Shangguan Deyin to stay was only one thing, and the other was that he didn't want Shangguan Deyin to always mix with her, a junior brother, and he was very happy in his heart. He has admired Shangguan Deyin for a long time, this female sect master who is very cold most of the time is not only a profound cultivator, a high position, but also a strange woman with an impeccable heart and appearance, I am afraid that there will be no second one in the world, over the years, his love for her has been so strong that he can't sleep at night. However, he has been suffering from the fact that he has no way to carry out practical actions to pursue, because Shangguan Deyin's personality alone makes it difficult for him to get in touch, so how can he pursue it? On the contrary, it was this Qi Qi who suddenly appeared, the man she called her junior brother, and as soon as he appeared, he won all the favor of Shangguan Deyin. She not only spent all her time on Qi Qi, but also sacrificed some of her things to help Qi Qi.
Alas... If this favor can be divided into one-tenth, or even one percent, he will be satisfied for the rest of his life, and he will die without regrets.
It's just, it's just if.
The departure of Qi Qi and Shangguan Deyin again also made many disciples in the sect feel stunned. The two had only been back for a few days, and they were leaving again. They still wanted to talk to each other, but the places where the two of them lived, one was the peak of the Jade Girl Peak, and the other was the peak of the Shenlai Peak, which were all places where idle people in the sect could not enter at will. Especially the Jade Girl Peak, this peak itself belongs to the sect master alone, and it is even more difficult to enter.
The only thing that is gratifying is that two such outstanding men and women belong to their sword shrines, and they are both glorious, and their faces are also stained.
Ride a horse in the mountains and rivers.
Qi Qi said, "Senior sister, as far as I know, Tianji Pavilion has always been bartering, if we want to get a way to cure my eyes from them, we must also exchange it for the corresponding reward, right?"
Shangguan Deyin nodded, "It's natural. ”
Qi Qi thought for a while and said, "Then my eye injury like this, it is definitely not a small injury, if you want Tianji Pavilion to come up with a treatment method, the price is probably not low, right?"
Shangguan Deyin looked at him and comforted, "No matter what the cost, Senior Sister will help you heal your eyes." ”
Qi Qi said, "Thank you, senior sister, but if the price is too great, my eyes will not be cured." Having one less eye, even though it will have some impact, but after a long time, you will get used to it. ”
He smiled, "Aren't there some blind martial arts idiots? Even if you are blind, your martial arts are still very strong." And you can hear and distinguish the position, and the reaction and speed are no worse than those of a blind person!"
Shangguan Deyin raised his tone, "No, no matter what, I will cure your eyes." ”
Hearing this, Qi Qi stopped talking, only hoping that when the time comes, if the Tianji Pavilion is really a lion, he can persuade his senior sister to stop. Of course, it's better not to have that happen.
Two days later, they passed through Castle Peak Village. It has been nearly ten days since they informed the emperor about the famine in Tianxuan Province, but looking at these villagers in Qingshan Village who were still suffering from the famine, Qi Qi couldn't help but ask, "Senior sister, do you think that if I informed the emperor of the famine in Tianxuan Province, will he solve it? Can he solve it? These villagers are still suffering..."
Shangguan Deyin put one hand on his junior brother's shoulder and said softly, "No matter what, you have reached your limit, for this matter, you changed your original itinerary to the Yunchuan Desert, wasted many days of your time, and most importantly, you were imprisoned in that dungeon, treated inhumanely, and your eyes were injured because of this." The rest depends on the creation of the emperor and the people themselves. You are worthy of your heart and worthy of God, and you don't have to think about it anymore. ”
Qi Qi hesitated, "But, Senior Sister, alas..."
Looking at these villagers who were still suffering, Qi Qi's heart was like a knife. He wanted to help them, but he couldn't do anything, as the senior sister said, he had already reached his limit, even the emperor had seen him, what else could he do? But if he wanted to watch and ignore it, he didn't want to. Left and right, tangled and tangled, the mood is getting worse and worse.
Seeing this, Shangguan Deyin said, "Senior brother, you have to understand a truth, many things are not something that can be done if you want to, there are countless unsatisfactory people and unsatisfactory things in the world, when the manpower is exhausted, how can you manage it? So just do your best, and leave the rest to the fate, don't think about it anymore." ”
Qi Qi was silent for a long time, and finally said, "Alas... Well, Senior Sister, you're right, if I delay because of this, I may also miss out on helping others in need. In the case of famine, I really did my best. ”
Shangguan Deyin said, "Well, it's good to open it if you want to." If you have been dwelling on this matter, even though you have not failed these villagers, you have failed those who care about you. I'm worried about you, are you going to hurt me for the sake of these people who don't have anything to do with you?"
Hearing this, Qi Qi said in a trembling voice, "Senior sister..."
Shangguan Deyin took his junior brother into his arms and said lightly, "Maybe I'm a little selfish when I say this, and I'm suspected of kidnapping." But I'm selfish, I'm just worried about you, I just can't see you suffering yourself for others. Look at the people around you, don't hurt the people who care about you the most because you saved some irrelevant people, okay?"
"Hmm," Qi Qi replied tiredly, and hugged his senior sister tightly, tears oozing faintly from his eyes.
Shangguan Deyin glanced at those villagers, and there was a hint of disdain in his eyes, "Besides, look at these villagers, they are really, worth paying so much for this? Under the famine, they have lost their minds, and in order to survive, even the lives of their former fellow villagers can be trampled on." What's the point of saving these people from some beasts that have already wiped out their humanity under a severe calamity? Maybe when they come back to life in the future, maybe they will raise the knife in their hands and attack and harm others?"
He added, "Maybe junior brother, you may say in your heart that they are too hungry, they are really too hungry, so it is excusable and forgivable to do anything." So what do we do when we study? What do we do when we dig through the red dust? Aren't we doing these things to suppress our own human nature? Do we have the courage to be able to stand proud in the face of great disasters? If we still expose our true nature because of some suffering, then how are we human beings? What is the difference between us and those beasts who only know how to keep killing in order to survive?"
"The Buddha wants to cross the world, since the Buddha said this, then these beasts will be crossed by the Buddha, what do we care so much about? We are just human beings, our power is limited, so limited that we can only protect ourselves, protect the people we care about and the people who care about ourselves, maybe there are still some people left to help those who are really good, but there is absolutely no need to spend all our energy and time on these animals that destroy human nature. If we do, then where do we put ourselves, the people we care about, the people we care about? We don't fail these beasts, but we fail the people who really matter. ”
"Isn't it?"
"Is it worth it?"
"Should it?"
After saying the words, Qi Qi's heart was already surging, and he couldn't think.
Shangguan Deyin felt distressed for a while, but she had to finish those words ruthlessly, if she didn't go through some pain, how could she grow up? She also came over like this back then, and now if she can let her junior brother suffer less, she will suffer less. Of course, this is just the beautiful hope of her heart. If a person can change his personality because of the words of others, then there will not be so many stubborn people in this world. There will be no one who has fallen into the abyss, and countless people have pulled him but still sinked.
She hugged her brother tighter and tighter, letting her body heat give him a little stability. Saying this really had a great impact on his heart, he was such a gentleman, carrying everything in the world on his shoulders, but forgetting whether he could carry it or not. She cared about him, so she could only be ruthless to pierce the belief he had always adhered to. Even though he was in pain at the moment, at least the short pain was better than the long one.
Of course, such a major change cannot be done by her in a few words, and he will definitely still do these stupid things in the future, and carry all the injustices he sees on his shoulders, whether they are related to himself or not.
But at least, she's there for him.