On the evening of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, my brother Shen Zhifei came. I can't remember how long it's been since I've seen him. Since he went to college, he has begun to be self-reliant, using the advantages of his English major to use his spare time or holidays as a tutor outside, and rarely reaches out from his parents to ask for money, so when other classmates eat and drink, and wander around the north and south, he is in a hurry to teach others. And basically only go home twice a year, once at the end of the summer vacation, once on the day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and this year is no exception. It is said that the children of poor families are in charge of the family early, and there is no way, but such an environment is indeed easy to exercise our hearts and let us learn to be strong and independent very early.

The younger brother is twenty-two years old this year, and his height has suddenly jumped to 1.76 meters, and he has grown into a big man before he knows it. Except for the big eyes and double eyelids, the two of us can't find anything similar, and even our personalities are opposites, like the two extremes of a magnet. The most obvious difference is that I like to be quiet, and he likes to be lively. I could stay at home for days on end to read and write, and it was a great torture for him. The so-called "easy to change, nature is difficult to change", that's right, you see that his appearance has changed a lot now, but his fiery and naughty temperament has not changed much, just arrived at the door and saw me, he jumped directly over and came to a bear hug, almost knocked me over.

"Sister, sister, I miss you to death. ”

A young man still used this coquettish tone, so tired that I got goosebumps all over my body, and pushed him away directly.

"Zhifei, how old are you, and you still haven't done it properly. Go see your parents, they're in a hurry. ”

After I poured cold water on his enthusiasm, he grimaced at me to express his dissatisfaction, and then quickly returned to his true face. It's like going back to when I was a child, and although I tried my best to teach as an older sister, I couldn't help but laugh at him.

"Mom, Dad, brother-in-law, Chenchen, I'm here. "He's like a pistachio full of energy, and the whole house is lively at once. My mother hasn't seen her brother for a long time, and the old tears are full of emotion, and the language level is even better than before. Sure enough, the power of family affection was once again verified. The father was full of seriousness, and at the same time, he was amused by his brother's various behaviors and scolded the "stinky boy".

Since I got married, I have either been busy with work, or accompanied my husband, and when I go home, I am also busy visiting relatives, and I have completed all kinds of tedious customs in a hurry, and I have not accompanied my parents well. After my mother fell ill, I felt guilty about my carelessness, so when my father proposed to go home for the Chinese New Year, I immediately refused. And because of my father's existence, we can be said to have fully enjoyed the appetite, and I am only responsible for helping to clean up and scrub. So this year has been quite lively for me, and it has also been the happiest year since I got married.

Happy days are always fast, we are always helpless for the arbitrary passage of time, the year passes quickly, the seventh day of the lunar calendar is coming, it is time to go to work. To be exact, it was time for the strong son to go to work, and even my younger brother, although he was still a student, rushed back to school early, and I was still a vagrant. I have been busy helping my mother do rehabilitation training before, and I don't have time to think about it, in addition to eating and drinking for a few days during the New Year, I slept and chatted, and it has been two months since I left my job. Although I have some plans, after all, the future is unknown, and I suddenly feel a little lost. Hadron's company has just started, if I have been staying at home without a little income is a very dangerous thing, living in the city is not better than the countryside, at least the basic food and vegetables in the countryside can be self-sufficient, in the city, especially in a big city like Shenzhen, the consumption level is already high, all the food and drink have to use money, as the saying goes, "a penny is hard to beat a hero", not to mention that we are dragging our family with a mouth, or a real house slave. Life does not allow me to do whatever I want, and food and clothing are the top priority that needs to be solved urgently.

After thinking about it, I decided to find a job first, and as for my plan, I would have to wait until the whole family was secured. As a result, what Chinese talent hotline and what 51job have become places I must visit every day, and I really experienced the tormented state of mind when Qiangzi was looking for a job before.

I suddenly felt like the vegetables that were being put up for sale in the stalls of the vegetable market every morning, and before they were made delicious, I was not much different from most of the dishes only in appearance, waiting for the people who came to buy them to pick and choose, and all I could do was to wait silently except to pretend to be fresh and tasty as much as possible. In the days I waited, Hadron was busy every day on the journey of his dreams, and he was getting thinner and thinner. I wanted to help him, but I knew almost nothing about trade, so I could only give him appropriate encouragement and comfort mentally. During the days when my father came to the house, my daughter didn't stick to me very much, and she followed her grandfather and grandmother out after eating every day, so I was often the only one left in the house, and my world was quiet.

Habit is a very powerful being. Not long ago, I often complained that I didn't have enough independent time, but now I have more independent time, but I feel empty in my heart, as if a trace of soul has been withdrawn from my body, I often fidget, and sometimes I even feel inexplicably nervous, unable to calm down and write anything, even reading books is impetuous. I tried to get out of the house and into the crowd of people on the street, but the hustle and bustle of all kinds of people, the sound of traffic, became my sedative, and I could only feel at ease when I was surrounded by so many people, knowing that this was the most escaping thing I had ever avoided, it was ironic, but I was so strange that I couldn't even understand myself.

In order to make achievements as soon as possible, Hadron became more and more desperate and busy, and sometimes he had to work overtime late to go home. One night, he suddenly told me that he had researched a new idea for developing customers, and that he needed help to make phone calls, and that he really didn't have enough energy on his own. While company expenses will increase, and the stress at home will increase until there is not enough business, I agree. The recruitment went quickly, and within two days, Hadron recruited two people, and soon entered a new round of busyness - new business skills training. It's a seemingly easy, but onerous job, and leading an outsider into the industry is like teaching a freshman who has just entered the school, not only to teach them product expertise, but also to teach them business skills, which means that hadron has to master a lot of sufficient knowledge.

Every day when I look at the busier Hadron, I often think of a sentence: if you hate him, let him be the boss. The hardships of starting a business are far more than the average person sees. When I watched the sweat of each step of the strong son's step by step, I no longer blindly envy the brilliance of others, because I clearly understood that all the gains will have to be enough to pay as a price, and the accumulation under the halo of success is by no means the hardship that ordinary people can bear.

I didn't dare to bother him with my troubles, and I struggled with my troubles. It is often said that a person's sixth sense can perceive what is about to happen, but who can know whether it is true or false without experiencing it. Not long after, the subway incident happened, and I vaguely realized that maybe this was a warning from my sixth sense. Perhaps, just as animals can sense earthquakes, we as humans must have some special skills.

In fact, the man in black hired by Chen Lihong is indeed a capable and very dedicated person. He took advantage of the Chinese New Year to go to my hometown and found out about my first boyfriend Liu Rufeng all the way. After all the investigations were clear, he rushed back to Shenzhen on the night of the seventh day of the Lunar New Year.

"Sister Chen, I have heard some news, which may be useful to us. ”

"What's the news?

It is understood that after Shen Weilan left, Liu Rufeng has been asking around about Shen Weilan's whereabouts. Later, he learned that Shen Weilan came to Shenzhen, and he followed suit, and found a job, which seemed to be not very far from Shen Weilan's previous company. These signs show that Liu Rufeng is still obsessed with Shen Weilan and has illusions. What's more, this Liu Rufeng has not married and has no girlfriend, and it seems that he has a deep affection for Shen Weilan. ”

"It's another seed of infatuation, are all the women in the world dead? There is only her in her eyes! This Shen Weilan is really the reincarnation of a fox spirit, everyone is fascinated by her, and she is still unmarried!

"Sister Chen, don't be angry yet. Maybe this is the breakthrough point where we can get to Shen Weilan. It is said that Shen Weilan's husband and this Liu Rufeng are both classmates, so all the previous feelings between them cannot be hidden. Do you think, what would it be like for Shen Weilan's husband to know that his wife's ex-boyfriend was still unmarried for her? If, I mean, there was just such a coincidence and he was caught, hahaha! Isn't everything solved? Jealousy is the sharpest and most invisible! The man in black couldn't help but laugh wildly at his clever ideas, as a private detective digging into people's privacy routines was the great pleasure he got from it, and he loved the job as much as he had always liked the black coat that could be hidden in the dark.

"That's a great trick! Hahaha, well done! It seems that I didn't see the wrong person. How to arrange the rest of the matter, what you need, just say, I will do my best to cooperate with you. Chen Lihong seemed to have seen Shen Weilan's embarrassed appearance, her eyes were shining, her eyes were bright, and her voice had begun to tremble with excitement when she spoke.

"I'm too busy to do it alone, and I need someone to cooperate. As far as I know, recently Shen Weilan's husband is recruiting a business assistant, so we ...... You know what I mean?"