Chapter 37 Love is Deep and Blood Is Thicker Than Water

"I know," Gong Mengshu bowed her head slightly, and her watery eyes were filled with deep gratitude and sadness.

"Thank you, Ruiming. I've always known you're doing it for my good," she choked up, "but, Ruiming, you're a little out of the way, you know?"

"How can you be extreme? Are you happy or not, everyone will see it......," Cheng Ruiming argued unconvinced.

A poignant smile appeared on the corner of Gong Mengshu's mouth, which was beautiful but heartbreaking. "Actually, I'm still happy for the time being," Gong Mengshu stared at Cheng Ruiming and said softly: "Compared with the dark life in the past, I am a little calmer now." In those past days, as you said, I was conflicted and struggling, I was depressed, and I could hardly see a little bit of sunshine, and at that time, I really thought of simply making my own decisions......"

Speaking of this, Gong Mengshu glanced at Cheng Ruiming, who was full of nervousness, smiled slightly, and said, "However, people always have to look forward, let the past pass......

"Sister Mengshu, you, how are you ...... now," Cheng Ruiming said with some doubts.

Gong Mengshu smiled bitterly and said, "Since my father got sick, I have lowered my requirements for people a lot - plus I have a child, I said to myself, no matter how difficult it is, I must persevere." This path is my own choice, even if I am forced, I can only go like this......"

"But even so, you can't give up on yourself-" Cheng Ruiming said hurriedly.

"I didn't give up on myself. Gong Mengshu stared into Cheng Ruiming's eyes, letting him see that he was awake at the moment.

"I know you've been thinking I shouldn't have come back to Rikay. But Ruiming, you are still young, and you don't know the feelings in a woman's heart......" Gong Mengshu looked at the little boy in front of him, and for the first time realized that he had gradually grown up.

"When you have a lover in the future, you will know what kind of contradictory feelings it is," Gong Mengshu sighed and said: "Rui Kai has hurt me deeply, and there are some things that I still can't forgive him." But between me and him, it's not that simple. I came back with him, on the one hand, he forced it, but on the other hand, it was my own choice......"

"You also know my temperament, if it weren't for my own willingness, how could he really capture me and return to Cheng's house?" Gong Mengshu said to Cheng Ruiming.

Cheng Ruiming was silent, he knew Gong Mengshu's temperament, she was right, if she really had no feelings for Cheng Ruikai at all, she would definitely be burned, and it would never be like today.

"So, do you still have true feelings for him?" Cheng Ruiming asked Gong Mengshu.

Gong Mengshu hesitated for a long time before he said slowly: "Yes." I've always liked him, you know. I've always loved it, and it hasn't changed. Although he is so bad, so ruthless, it breaks my heart......"

"You can't do anything about him, can you?" Cheng Ruiming said softly.

"Yes. Gong Mengshu sighed and continued to answer Cheng Ruiming.

"Then I'm too smart, right?" Cheng Ruiming felt a bitterness in his heart.

Gong Mengshu shook her head and motioned for Cheng Ruiming to come forward, and then she held his hand with her hand and smiled at him gratefully: "No, you are one of the people who care about me the most, how can I hate you......?"

"I was wrong, Sister Mengshu," Cheng Ruiming lowered his head and muttered, "I didn't know you were still in love with your second brother...... Otherwise, I wouldn't have asked my sister-in-law for those abortion pills......"

"Big ...... Sister-in-law?" Gong Mengshu's already pale face turned even paler, "Medicine, did she give it to you?"

"Yes," Cheng Ruiming said in a low voice: "Sister-in-law also said that you should be freed to ......" Cheng Ruiming scratched his head and said.

Gong Mengshu was silent for a long time, and after a while, she smiled at Cheng Ruiming again: "Thank you for your concern for me, now you should be relieved......, right?

"Really?" Cheng Ruiming suddenly became excited, staring at Gong Mengshu childishly.

"Well," Gong Mengshu smiled slightly, "as long as you don't think about letting this kid leave me anymore, he can survive well......"

"I know, Sister Mengshu, I will protect you and the child, so that you are healthy and safe......" Cheng Ruiming solemnly made a promise to Gong Mengshu.

Gong Mengshu gratefully patted the back of Cheng Ruiming's hand, and everything was silent.

Cheng Ruikai walked into Gong Mengshu's hospital room a long time later. Cheng Ruiming was sent home by him, and he walked in slowly after patrolling outside the ward for a long time.

Gong Mengshu still has the same cold expression as usual, but Cheng Ruikai's heart at the moment is not as gloomy as before, on the contrary, there is a kind of joy and excitement that understands Gong Mengshu's secret but does not say it.

She still loved him! The news made him even more excited than any other message. Cheng Ruikai stared at Gong Mengshu, who was pretending to sleep with his eyes closed, and couldn't help but lean his face down, kissed her lightly on the lips, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mengshu, my heart for you has not changed......"

Gong Mengshu opened his eyes in fright, and when he saw Cheng Ruikai's affectionate face, he knew in his heart that his conversation with Cheng Ruiming must have been listened to by him. At this moment, listening to Cheng Ruikai's somewhat clumsy confession, she was a little stunned and flustered, but she didn't know what kind of behavior to use to respond to him, so she had to close her eyes again and express her indifference and indifference without saying a word.

But her cold attitude will not let Cheng Ruikai be disappointed, this afternoon he took her hand, and the two got along together for a little afternoon without saying anything, watching the dazzling sunshine gradually turn from brilliant to red sunset.

"I love you, Mengshu, and always will love you. Cheng Ruikai said in a hoarse voice, burying his face in Gong Mengshu's cold palm. Gong Mengshu sighed softly in his heart.

Due to the timely rescue, the life of the child in Gong Mengshu's belly was saved, and the belly grew bigger day by day, but fortunately, it was calm after that. Gong Mengshu is very careful in everything, and wants to let the child grow up as soon as possible, so in addition to the necessary movement on weekdays, he generally does not step out of the door half a step, only for the personal safety of himself and his children.

But even if she lives in seclusion, there are still many people who miss her.

On this day, Gong Mengshu was embroidering flowers in the room to make children's shoes, and suddenly heard the maid Cuigu panting and running in to report. Cui Gu whispered a few words in Gong Mengshu's ear, and Gong Mengshu's face suddenly changed color.

"Does she really want to see me?" Gong Mengshu looked up to confirm Cuigu's words.

Cui Gu nodded and said, "Listening to her tone, it also takes a hundred twists and turns to sneak into the family, she said that their life is difficult right now, and someone is watching them at any time." But the situation is critical, and she still tries to meet you specifically, and she has something important to say to you......"

Gong Mengshu was silent for a moment, and said to Cuigu: "What about her?"

"It's right in the back garden. Cuigu whispered.