Chapter 0349: The Man Who Cares About Deep Down (Fifth Update!)
"Seven ......"
"Nine ......"
"Eleven. ”
"Blood———— blood is not enough!" Wei Xiaoqi suddenly found that there were still earthworms, but the thirteenth had not appeared for a long time, her face suddenly turned a little pale, and she yelled at Wan Jiaojiao, "Do you still have blood? If the blood is not enough, you won't be able to draw the last soil Gu!"
"Oh...... Yes!" Wan Jiaojiao gritted her teeth, there was no one, but as soon as she stood up, she spread her hands and asked, "But who helped me get blood?"
"You take it yourself, just prick the part I pierced just now!" Wei Xiaoqi urged, "Hurry up!!"
At this time, politeness does not exist, the last earth Gu has not come out yet, Wei Xiaoqi is also in a hurry, if there is a soil Gu left that cannot be pulled out, that earth Gu is likely to become a fierce Gu, and it will never be able to be pulled out in the future!
Wan Jiaojiao was stunned for a moment, then picked up a box and hurriedly turned her head and rushed into the bathroom, neatly lifted the short skirt up directly, then faded down, squatted down and looked at herself blankly, gritted her teeth and endured the pain with a three-edged silver needle to fall down, her hand accidentally trembled, the mouth was a little big, and the blood suddenly dripped down!
Wei Xiaoqi heard a slight exclamation from inside, and hurriedly shouted, "Are you okay?"
"I didn't ...... It's okay!" Wan Jiaojiao squatted there, watching the blood under herself slowly drip into the box, and she didn't know how much, she just gritted her teeth until the wound stopped bleeding, and then she stood up, almost staggering and not standing firm!
Dangerously protected the blood in the box, and casually lifted the pants, Wan Jiaojiao went out with about 200cc of blood, and her face was obviously a little white after taking too much blood!
"Is it enough?" Wan Jiaojiao gritted her teeth and handed over the box, not daring to look at the more than a dozen earth Gu that were wriggling and twisting like yellow eels in a glassware next to her, it looked too disgusting!
"Try it, the time is almost over!" Wei Xiaoqi gritted his teeth and said, "Meridian Gu pulling, Zi Shi is Yin, Noon is Yang, Earth Gu is Yin Gu, you can only pull out Gu at Zi Shi, if you miss this opportunity, you will not be able to come out next time, it will cause a big disaster!"
My whole body was already in pain to the point of collapse, cold sweat broke out again and again, and the left half of my body almost looked like someone had cut a lot of cuts, and the pain was so painful that there were only bursts of convulsions left!
Wan Jiaojiao suddenly picked up a towel to help me wipe my sweat!
At this time, Wei Xiaoqi saw that time was really running out, so he directly picked up the blood in the box and poured it down the earthworms hanging above my mouth.
The bloodstains with a strong fishy smell suddenly dripped down the earthworm's writhing body, dripping into my mouth bit by bit, and then down my throat!
That feeling is not something that can be described simply by the word 'disgusting'!
Finally, I felt the tearing sensation that had been dormant for a long time came out again, and this time, I obviously found that Wei Xiaoqi's face was pale, her eyes were wide, and Wan Jiaojiao, who was holding a towel to help me wipe my sweat, also seemed to be stunned, the towel fell, covered her mouth and ran to the bathroom again!
I didn't know what they saw, but the next moment of colic, as if somewhere had broken, I felt a direct pain, and suddenly I lost all my senses and passed out!
Dark.
Pain!
Tearing pain!
Suddenly, a faint cry came into my mind, I opened my eyes vigorously and looked over, only to see a weak figure curled up in the kitchen crying, the thin shoulders and her floral shirt, I vaguely felt that I had seen somewhere!
I walked over and stood by the kitchen door and watched her cry.
Suddenly, she turned her face to look at me, her eyes red and swollen, and she scolded, "What are you doing here? Go back to sleep!"
Mother?
My heart shook for a moment, and I opened my mouth but couldn't make a sound!
Suddenly, a tearing pain came from the scalp!
"You wild ......"
"Drag Oil Bottle ......"
"Go back ......"
"What are you looking at?"
"Do you believe it or not?"
Suddenly, the pain came to my mind clearly, the sound of the soy sauce bottles and salt shakers in the kitchen being overturned, the pain of the belt whipping on me, the weak figure pounced on me, and the belt whipped down on her body.
Figures fight.
The picture in front of me suddenly became a little blurry.
I curled up under the table and cried.
The sound of smashing and insulting came into my ears, and I covered my ears vigorously.
Suddenly, a gentle feeling came, and then I was held tightly in my arms: "Let's go...... Ah Xiu doesn't cry...... Sister will take you to sleep............"
I'm still crying.
But this gentle embrace never let go of me, kept holding me, gently touching my hair, I slowly fell asleep in her arms - the world seemed to be quiet.
"It hurts. I said through gritted teeth.
"It's okay, it's okay......"
Suddenly, the sound came to my ears, and I suddenly opened my eyes again, and I was greeted by a strong white light, then a pair of black and white eyes, and crying red eyes!
For a moment, I thought that this was my mother's eyes, until I slowly and clearly saw Shen Man's whole face, and my eyes gradually freed from the pain, turned into a trace of dazed and numb, looked at Shen Man blankly, and opened my mouth for a while: "I...... Where is this?"
As soon as the body moved, the whole body was covered with tearing pain!
Shen Man hurriedly helped me put a pillow behind my waist, helped me sit up, and said with a bitter and distressed expression: "You finally woke up, you almost didn't scare me to death, this is a private villa that Wan Jiaojiao specially helped you vacate for temporary recuperation, and it has not been sold after it was developed, and the doctor is also she who paid a private doctor to take care of you, and Miss Wei, she has been observing your situation......"
"Miss Wei, Wei Xiaoqi?" I slowly came back to my senses, turned my head and looked out the window, outside the floor-to-ceiling glass was a small area of garden, the lawn and flowers and plants looked very vibrant, but I was a little distracted for a moment, as if I could not get rid of the painful dream before.
Shen Man reached over and grabbed my hand, frowned and said bitterly, "You dreamed, didn't you? ”
"Hmm...... What did I say......" I came back to my senses, looked at Shen Man and asked with a sigh.
"You call your mother...... And don't fight or something...... And your sister...... You may have mistaken me for her, sometimes you will hold me all the time, hold me very tightly, maybe you are afraid......" Shen Man leaned over, carefully hugged my head and pillowed on her soft chest, and sighed softly, "I really want to know what kind of childhood you have experienced, but I don't dare to ask, because I can feel that that childhood must have made you very painful." ”
I snuggled up to Shen Man's chest and sighed with mixed emotions: "Actually, it's not complicated, but I didn't want to admit it before, but now I suddenly feel that it's not ......."
Shen Man gently stroked the top of my head and said, "You love your mother very much, right?"
I said 'um', and muttered in a complicated tone: "I have always hated her before, hated that she brought me to this world, hated her for marrying such a scum so uncompetitively, hated her for being beaten every day and didn't know how to resist, hated that she had been enduring all kinds of grievances by herself, and would only cry and cry...... It seems that every day she is a resentful woman...... Why do you do that? Why not resist?"
Shen Man silently didn't answer, maybe she could understand the psychology of women sometimes enduring humiliation, but she couldn't explain it!
"But, I also hate myself for being so small, it's always been her drag oil bottle!" I gritted my teeth, clenched my fist slowly and said, "If she simply strangled me ruthlessly, maybe she could choose a different life, she is not ugly, why do you keep carrying me this drag oil bottle, I don't understand, but ......"
"But her only kindness should be all used on you, because you are her flesh and blood, the only thing she can feel the real existence of this world......" Shen Man finally couldn't help but continue, and sighed bitterly, "I haven't had a child, but I can probably step on it, she has long been desperate for life, spitting and scolding may have been numb to her for a long time, and the only motivation for her to live is only ............ you"
I gritted my teeth silently, tears sliding silently down my eyes!
Shen Man is right!
The reason why I hate her is just because I hate my birth, but I have been in an incapable growth environment, I hate myself for being just her oil bottle, and I have never been able to help her!
I was very young and wanted to stand up and stop her from getting hurt, but I couldn't do it, she was always in the way and helped me get beaten, she lived in this world, and probably the only thing she did the best thing she did was to be a mother until she died.
My pain is that she hasn't laughed or been happy since I was born, and all of this is something I'll never get back...... She's dead.
There will always be all kinds of regrets in this world, the tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the son wants to raise but the parent is not there, I used to be cowardly, but until today, I think I have become strong, and those hidden in the deepest part of the heart, do not want to show some emotions, after all, I can't hold back and run out.
I hate her.
But love her more.
I miss her so much.
But he never saw her again.
I wanted to hug her frail body and say to her, "I will protect you!"
However, the son wants to raise and the kiss is not waiting......