Chapter 56: No One Knows When I'm Dead
Ye Beibei looked at Jiang Yuezhou's back as he went upstairs, and his mind echoed with Liminglang's mocking words, "He rarely wants you to give birth to children for him! He just treats you as a long-term nanny who can provide bed services!"
Dawn Lang is really an out-and-out devil, and his words are always vicious and to the point!
She stood up mechanically, put away the dishes and chopsticks, cleaned up the kitchen, and cleaned the room.
She had never asked Jiang Yuezhou about her past love history, she knew that a man like Jiang Yuezhou naturally had a rich and fragrant love history, and since she decided to marry this man who was eight years older than her, she didn't care about his past.
But if this love history comes from Jiang Huixin, until now, he will still return home with Jiang Huixin's perfume smell, all of which is difficult for people to digest.
She really wants to pretend that she doesn't know anything, in order to protect her marriage, in order to protect her love, she pretends to be deaf and dumb. In fact, she's been doing it all this time. In order to resolve the sense of crisis brought by Jiang Huixin, she used all kinds of tricks, although she was a little stupid to cover her ears and steal the bell, but she really didn't want to lose everything in front of her like this.
Now, she finally admits bitterly that many things cannot be achieved by her unilateral efforts.
After more than two years of marriage, she realized that even if she was a husband and wife, she could be inseparable, not so much that she and Jiang Yuezhou were a husband and wife, but that they were living together as men and women, without the tacit understanding and sweetness that lovers should have, without the stickiness that lovers should never get tired of, and without the weal and woe that husband and wife should have.
In the world of love, women are always subservient, women are often so stupid that they love someone with all their might, but men have many excuses, career, fame, family affection, friendship...... These excuses make them smuggle their responsibilities in a grand way, and these excuses become a reason for them not to pay and sit back and enjoy what they get!
In the gap between love and dislove, Ye Beibei has completely lost herself, even if she is hesitant, even if she is sad more than happy, but she is unwilling to let go like this.
There is any kind of fate in this world that is stronger than marriage, which can make people who are not related by blood become a family, so she cherishes it and cherishes it.
Sending Jiang Yuezhou away, Ye Beibei felt dizzy, she knew that she must have caught a cold from the cold wind blowing in the square last night, she walked to the chest of drawers, turned out some cold pills, and ate the silver pills against the big green leaves, drank a large glass of water, and then went upstairs to sleep.
She slept for a long time, her head hurt in a daze, her body was weak, her throat was thirsty, and she murmured: "Water, water......"
But there was no one around.
When Ye Beibei woke up, looking at the gray sky outside the window, as if the sun had not turned on in the early morning, I don't know if it was because of the medicine or the heating was too hot, she found that she was sweating, her hair, pajamas, and bed sheets were all sweaty, her thirsty throat seemed to be smoking, but her body was weak and weak.
She reached over to her pillow and touched her phone, which had two unread text messages on it. She first looked at the time, it was five o'clock in the morning, slightly stunned, and then looked at the date, only to find that she had slept for two days.
Looking around blankly, the bedroom was silent, the pillow of the other satin was flat without the slightest wrinkles, and the futon on the other side of the big bed was as smooth as new, all of which reminded her that Jiang Yuezhou had not returned home during the two days she had been asleep.
She pressed the text message with her weak and trembling hand, one was an advertisement for fake documents stuffed in, and the other was Jiang Yuezhou's, as simple as ever: business trip, four days.
Ye Beibei felt that his body was going to smoke with thirst, and he struggled to get out of bed to find saliva to drink, but it was okay not to move, but this movement found that the world was spinning, his brain was dizzy, and the feeling of weightlessness was strong.
The carpet was very thick, and it didn't hurt too much to fall, but because her body was soft and weak, it was difficult to even move her fingers, so she tried to climb twice but didn't get up, and finally her head suddenly hit the foot of the bed, and tears suddenly welled up.
At first she just sobbed quietly, and then she simply cried, anyway, no matter how much she cried in this empty home, no one would hear her.
The room was hot, she was lying on the ground in her pajamas, and after this crying, she soon sweated again, although she still had no strength on her body, but she was slightly sober.
She knew that there was water and snacks on the coffee table not far away, and it was difficult to move almost half-crawling and half-rolling, and when the icy cold water flowed down her throat and came to her stomach, her body seemed to be much more comfortable, and her consciousness was clear.
After drinking the water, she felt hungry again, so she casually grabbed a small snack and potato chips on the coffee table, although it was not smooth, but she still forced herself to eat it, if she passed out, no one would know if she died in this house.
There was something in the stomach, and the person was also a lot more energetic, struggling to get up, and staggered to the bathroom to wash his face.
Ye Beibei has good physical fitness since he was a child, rarely has a cold and fever, occasionally gets sick, and takes medicine twice. Although she was seriously ill this time, she didn't want to inform anyone, in fact, there was no one to inform, her parents were no longer in contact, and even if they did, they also went abroad at this time to attend her brother's wedding.
She only has one Gao Qunfang, but when she comes, she has to scold her and scold Jiang Yuezhou, it's not annoying enough, just forget it.
At night, Ye Beibei's fever finally subsided, but he looked sad, curled up on the sofa and watched TV for a while, and the noisy sound in the TV made the room seem even more empty.
She picked up the phone, fiddled with it for a while, pressed the number several times, and deleted them one by one. In fact, she was just very lonely and weak, so she wanted to hear Jiang Yuezhou's voice more and more, as if only by hearing his voice, she would not feel so lonely, and the soreness or weakness in her body did not matter.
Finally, she made up her mind to dial it out, but before she could think of what to say, a clear and deep male voice came from the other side: "Hey." ”
"It's me. ”
Jiang Yuezhou's voice was as calm as water: "I know, there is a caller ID." Is there something wrong?"
Ye Beibei opened her mouth, but before she could speak, a sentence floated faintly from afar on the other end of the phone: "Yue Zhou, look at ......" is the most tactful female voice she has ever heard, and it is still beautiful through the transmission of radio waves, and she can't help but be stunned when she hears it.
Jiang Yuezhou probably covered the microphone, and could barely hear the voice over there, but for a while, his breathing rang again on the other end of the phone, and there was a slight impatience in his voice, "Is there something wrong?"
Ye Beibei's hand clenched tightly into a fist, "No, I just wanted to ask when you will come back." ”
"Tomorrow. Jiang Yuezhou has always cherished her words like gold, and only answered simply.