Chapter 36: Complete Despair
Listening to Jiang Yuezhou talking to herself in such a tone, Ye Beibei felt sad in her heart, uncompetitive and a little soft-hearted, this man, she used the most precious youth to love, in the past few years, all her thoughts have been spent on this man, the most beautiful and best part of her life, what she can give and what she can't give are all given to this man! He used such a tone to talk to her, how could she not be soft-hearted!
But no matter how unbearable she was, she had thought about the gains and losses between her, Jiang Yuezhou, and Li Minglang countless times, and her current choice seemed to be a little cruel to Jiang Yuezhou, but it was actually a good way for the three of them.
Her face was pale at this time, and her lips were almost bloody, but she still insisted on speaking according to the path she had chosen: "Yue Zhou, so far, don't you understand that it is impossible for us to be together...... Her voice finally irrepressibly choked up, and she said the following words with difficulty, "We ...... We will all have our own lives in the future, I thank you for helping me in the past, I wish you ...... Happiness. ”
"I don't care about your blessings!" Jiang Yuezhou's hoarse voice on the other side of the phone was furious, followed by a violent cough from him, followed by the exclamations of the escorts, the running of the nurses, and the orders of the doctors......
Ye Beibei's anxious tears flowed out all of a sudden, and he shouted again and again: "Yue Zhou, Yue Zhou......" The phone fell into a noise, Ye Beibei took the phone, jumped out of bed, ran to the wardrobe gang barefoot, and was just about to take out the clothes he was wearing outside, Jiang Yuezhou's hoarse and weak voice sounded on the phone again, " Beibei, I've never begged anyone in my life, this time I'm begging you, you give me a few days, don't get engaged to him first, just a few days, you don't want to come to the hospital to see me, when my body recovers, I'll go to you, as long as you give me a few days......"
Jiang Yuezhou's true feelings were revealed, and the weakness and pain shocked Ye Beibei and moved, at this moment she was so heartbroken and sad, her heart tossed and turned, and a small voice was saying: Promise him, can't make him sad, promise him, go to see him immediately, her will began to crumble, and he only needed a small plea to stop her steps.
Just when Ye Beibei was about to soften her heart and immediately agreed to Jiang Yuezhou, she suddenly thought of Xiao Moyan, Xiao Moting, Li Minglang, the old lady of the Jiang family, Jiang Yuezhou's family, and her career......
She is no longer the little girl who was desperate for love, so many people and things are substantive problems between them, and they can't be solved with love.
Ye Beibei seemed to wake up suddenly, she seemed to be afraid that she would agree to him as soon as she opened her mouth, and she was afraid that she would make a decision that she would regret, so she hurriedly refused: "No, I can't wait for you, everything is ready in the Minglang family, we are about to get engaged and married." ”
"Okay, I don't force you to wait for me, I just want you to say a word of sincerity, do you love him?"
Ye Beibei's hands and feet were cold, her eyes were wide open, and her teeth were about to bite her lips, so she couldn't let herself cry, she forced herself to make her tone natural, "Love, we have children, how can I not love?" Maybe I love him a little less than I love you, fortunately, we have children, children are the best emotional bond, and any deficiency is enough to make up for it!" Every word she said was actually painful, and the blunt knife cut the flesh, so that she would not be able to live in peace in her life.
Jiang Yuezhou listened to Ye Beibei talk about the child, saying that she loved Liminglang, her eyes were dark, a trace of injury flashed on her face, something in her aching eyes was changing a little bit, she was disheartened, completely desperate, and then it became his usual cold, profound, and resolute, he pressed the phone without even saying goodbye to Ye Beibei, bowed his head and said to the doctor: "You use the most appropriate and effective method to treat me, I will definitely cooperate with the most positive attitude." ”
He lay on the bed with his eyes closed, his shoulders were broad, his body was tall, and his face was solemn, so that the doctors and nurses in the ward seemed to be out of breath.
Jiang Yuezhou's arrogance finally broke out, he was an extremely arrogant and arrogant man, and the countless days of making compromises for Ye Beibei's low posture and whitewashing the peace were actually completely against his nature, although he knew that these were what he deserved, in fact, he was still very depressed subconsciously.
In order to save Ye Beibei, even if he loses some dignity, he can bear it, but he is so aggrieved and depressed that he almost lost his life, but in exchange for this woman's indifference day after day, he even intensified his engagement with Li Minglang and used his children to stimulate him, when he was seriously ill.
Thinking that Ye Beibei refused to even look at him, his heart was like being cut with a knife and without a trace, a blur of flesh and blood, everything has a limit, the accumulated depression finally erupted out of control like volcanic magma, Jiang Yuezhou was not a kind and generous person in the first place, and at this time he found that his patience was not as good as he imagined, especially when he heard Ye Beibei seriously say that she was going to marry Li Minglang, she loved Li Minglang, and his rare gentle and true feelings could not be maintained anymore.
He was completely sober and desperate at this time, and he became the proud, calm, and wise president of the Jiang Consortium again!
Ye Beibei listened to Jiang Yuezhou hang up the phone first, the corners of her eyes were wet, she smiled bitterly, raised her hand to wipe away the tears that flowed out, Jiang Yuezhou, you blame me, hate me, who made me not brave enough now, in fact, I probably don't love you enough! Jiang Yuezhou, forgive me, now I don't have the ability to love you desperately as before, let's end it like this!
The next day, Ye Beibei, who had hardly slept all night, got up early to make breakfast for the two children and Sister Wu, I don't know when it rained outside the window, knocking on the glass window silently, the fine water droplets kept slipping down, dragging out long traces, and were quickly disrupted by another string of water droplets, converging together and flowing below.
Ye Beibei didn't like this kind of rainy weather the most, which made people's hearts heavy. She made breakfast, thought about it and went to make a face mask, and now she needs to face reality, it is dawn.
These days, Li Minglang has endured too much of herself, resisted too much for herself what she should do, she can no longer rely on him to love her, so she enjoys his efforts unrestricted and unconsciously, and makes the people who love her sad.
Listening to the knock on the door, Ye Beibei looked at the time and knew that it was Liminglang who came to pick her up, she walked to the door and opened the door, showing a big smile and said, "Good morning!"