I'm a person who makes a decision and won't change anymore, I really plan to put Guan Yue down, who knows that the next day he will provoke me again and give me cosmetics, I don't know that it's very ambiguous for a boy to give a girl?

Now that I think about it, I was so difficult that I was really dissatisfied with my boyfriend's gift-giving, and his attitude seemed to be particularly obedient to me.

I'm angry, don't you know that your attitude is easy to make people think too much?

So I asked him to carry water and chores for us, on the grounds that "you are an idler, who will do it if you don't do it?"

I don't know where I got the confidence and confidence to direct him to do these things.

Fortunately, he is very obedient, otherwise I would have lost face!

The days of calm passed quickly.

At night, when I encountered Grandma Zhou's collision, I didn't know whether to admire him or call him stupid, he rushed up to save people, in the current period of such a sensitive and low trust society.

Although he was calm, his eyes betrayed his heart. Yes, such a big thing, even an adult in his thirties and forties will be nervous and scared when he encounters it, not to mention that he is a good student and a good baby at a glance.

When I arrived at the hospital, Grandma Zhou had no money, and he didn't have any money, so the operation was delayed!

That fool actually asked me to borrow 200,000 yuan for a stranger I met in Pingshui! He thought I was Guanyin who saved the suffering? Even if I had money, 200,000 yuan was not borrowed casually!

I was really impressed by the character of this fool, maybe there is really such a good person in this world who is so kind that he is stupid, and if he misses this good person, he will never meet again, so I proposed to sign his right to personal freedom in college with 200,000 yuan.

In fact, this thing has no legal effect at all, and all he wants is his promise.

Seeing that he agreed, my three views were refreshed by him again.

Just one day passed, Guan Yue had an accident, I immediately knew that this was a good thing Zhao Qian did, I can understand why Zhao Qian did this, and I would still think that Zhao Qian was very happy to do it if I were another person.

To be cruel to a rival in love is to be cruel to oneself.

But the object of his attack was Guan Yue, and the first time I quarreled with him, I wanted to warn him not to move Guan Yue again, but I knew that as long as I liked Guan Yue, my warning would not have an effect on Zhao Qian.

If it were Zhang Jing, it was estimated that she would not pursue Guan Yue anymore at that time, but buried her feelings in her heart.

But I'm not Zhang Jing, I have to get what I like, and I will never let go.

What's more, I vaguely feel in my heart that Guan Yue shouldn't be gay, it should be a little interesting to me, and I should catch up at this time, how can I retreat.

Li Ru said that to capture a man's heart, you must grasp a man's stomach, I began to try to cook soup, I am very confident, as long as I do everything will be perfect, cooking is no exception.

I'm not going to taste it because I know it must be delicious.

My dad also said that it was delicious, and Guan Yue was also very happy, especially after knowing that Guan Yue was not gay, I felt that I was not far from success.

That night, I saw that Guan Yue finally had me in his eyes, and I waited for him to confess to me, but Wang Wenda came in, and he was really in the way.

I already feel that Guan Yue likes me, but I don't dare to be so confident anymore, as long as Guan Yue doesn't say the words "I like you" to me, I don't dare to really put my heart in my stomach.

It turns out that in the face of love, I will also be afraid.

After coming back, I asked Li Ru to analyze the possibility that Guan Yue liked me, and only then did I know that the soup I made was so unpalatable!

That was really a failure in my Xu Qing's life.

But it also completely confirmed the fact that Guan Yue already liked me.

That night, I couldn't sleep and was so excited!

The next day will fuck, I think Guan Yue is discharged from the hospital and I can't pick him up, it's a pity, and I plan that if Guan Yue doesn't confess to me today, then I will simply confess to him!

All I thought about was him, and he was so good, he actually sat there talking and laughing with Zhang Jing!!

When he comes, I will take care of him.

When he really came over, I was worried about whether his hands were good or not, whether he was tired, and I forgot to clean him up.

Guan Yue told me that he was discussing with Zhang Jing about the Z City Young College Student Painting Competition.

I was so angry that he was going to participate, and that he was ignoring his own hand for the sake of another woman.

I overbearing the order that he should not participate!

In order to keep me from being angry, he lowered his principles and really agreed not to participate, and his anger was replaced by emotion, and a very principled man is willing to lower his principles for you, which is enough to prove your position in his heart.

Then I went to the stage to receive the award, Zhao Qian pulled my dad over to force me to obey, I had no choice but to accept the red roses, and when I came back, I found that Guan Yue was gone, I was afraid that he would be jealous and misunderstood, so I was anxious to look for it everywhere on campus.

I found him in the lotus lake, if he was jealous and angry, I could understand, but he was very quiet, quiet I don't know what he was thinking.

I was going to confess to him, but I didn't expect him to confess to me, in unison, with a clear heart!

After listening to his emotional journey towards me, I feel sorry for him!

I promised him, "If you don't leave, I won't give up." ”

But then he didn't leave me, and I gave him up first.

When I came back from the clubhouse by the sea that night, I had already decided to break up with Guan Yue.

The heart is very tired, my father doesn't know life and death, the group has a bunch of situations, a mess, to betray Guan Yue, to give up with his own hands to push away his lover is really not as easy as the appearance is just a matter of words.

Back in the apartment, he originally planned to use Guan Yue's life experience to break up with Guan Yue, but Zhao Qian had a better reason to help.

Shanying said I'm afraid I'm going to come back late, I went in to take a look, Guan Yue and Zhang Jing were all chise, Zhang Jing was sitting on the bed, there were kiss marks on her body and she was heartbroken, Guan Yue's face was covered with blood, and her eyes were full of delirium, and she shrank in the corner, my face changed, even if Guan Yue was drugged by Zhao Qian, I can't forgive Guan Yue for cheating on me and betraying me.

Zhang Jing cried and said: "Are you really willing to explode and die rather than want me? I took off my clothes and begged you to ask for me, but you don't want to betray Xu Qing? I really can't compare to Xu Qing?"

Zhang Jing got out of bed and walked towards Guan Yue with a perfect ** that was not inferior to Xu Qing.

Guan Yue kept his eyes closed, his hands were full of blood on the floor, and he used pain to sober up his mind again, and shouted at Zhang Jing: "Get out of here! Get out!"

"Guan Yue!" I let out a distressed voice, he immediately opened his eyes and pounced on me, the world's famous high-end clothes were torn apart by Guan Yue effortlessly, and I had no time to care about Zhang Jing.

He pressed me to the ground and tore my pants directly, without any foreplay, and his huge swelling purple and black cha penetrated through my dry body, directly reaching the top of the flower heart and poking into the sub/palace.

The pain, the tearing pain, was more painful than the first night, and tears overflowed the corners of the eyes.

That night was very long, that night I was fainted by the pain he made, and I woke up by the pain he did, he was tireless, unconscious, like a wolf controlled by ** in estrus, just enter, enter, enter......

I'm torn and smashed like a rag doll!

When I woke up again, it was twelve o'clock in the afternoon, and he was pressed against me, and the huge was still buried in my body, and I moved like ten thousand horses pulling me in all directions.

I was weak and weak, and I lay on the ground for a long time before accumulating some strength and pushing Guan Yue away.

He left me, and the fluid that had been blocked in my body poured out like a flood, and I knew that the liquid was more of my blood.

I don't know how I got to the bathroom, I don't know how to endure the pain and put on my clothes, I came out to see, the floor of the road I walked was dripping with blood, there was blood in the bathroom, blood in the living room, blood in the bedroom, and the blood was also happy with mine.

I was a real blood and milk with him.

I didn't have the strength to take care of Guan Yue, so I called Shanying and asked him to take care of Guan Yue, but Shanying and the doctor kept guarding the door and didn't dare to come in.

Seeing that I was wearing a formal suit, Shanying hoped that I would not go to work and have a good rest, but I had to go to work and have to get the Ningyuan business plan in the afternoon, even though I was tired.

After work, I returned to the school dormitory, Li Ru was surprised, but I didn't have time or energy to explain to her, I went to the bathroom, the sanitary napkin was red as if relatives were coming, the underwear was also stained with blood, hot water was sprinkled on the body, and it seemed that Mama Rong was piercing crape myrtle with a silver needle.

After the torture is over, the hair is simply dried with an absorbent towel, and he falls asleep on the bed, sleep, and when he falls asleep, he doesn't have to deal with the rest of the matter!

Really tired!

When you wake up, it's six o'clock in the morning, it's not light outside, it's such a bad habit, how can you wake up so early?

Li Ru was still asleep, but I couldn't sleep, I lay on the bed for a while thinking about my father, thinking about Yunhai Group for a while, thinking about how to deceive Zhao Qingliu, how to deal with Zhang Han and others, and thinking about how to make Guan Yue completely dead to myself.

It was almost seven o'clock, Li Ru woke up and told me that Guan Yue sent a bunch of things over yesterday, I felt sad, if Guan Yue betrayed me and didn't love me, I wouldn't be so painful.

She went to wash her face and brush her teeth, and I sat in a chair in a daze, and then she told me that Guan Yue had been standing down there all night last night.

That fool, why is that fool so stupid, he lost so much the night before, and stood all night in such a cold night, does he really not want his own life?

Li Ru kept urging me to go down to see Guan Yue, she didn't know that I wanted to go down to see Guan Yue more than myself, but I didn't dare to go down, I didn't dare to go down, and I couldn't be ruthless if I went down.

Then Li Ru said that Guan Yue fainted, I ran downstairs regardless of the torn body, and when I went downstairs and saw him like that, I was distressed, he ignored the dizzy body, with joy and fear in his eyes, and ran over to ask me, asking me if I wanted to hear him explain the events of that night.

I guess he must not remember the events of that night, otherwise he should know if he was sorry for me, this is really a great excuse to break up, I hit him for the fourth time, slapped him, and said with the most cold expression and the most heartless words: "I came down in addition to giving you this slap, I also want to tell you that it is completely over between us!"

After speaking, he turned around and decided, his body was dripping blood, and his heart was like a knife!

Soon after, I heard the sound of him fainting to the ground, and I couldn't help but turn back to him and continue upstairs, my grief and self-blame turned into tears and fell to the ground.

When I went to move to the apartment, I put the government development plan that Zhao Qian gave me in a pile of papers.

When I went downstairs, I received a call from Shanying, who told me that the doctor said that Guan Yue might never wake up, and wanted me to go see him!

Only God knows how devastated I was when I heard the news, and how much I wanted to run to the hospital to find him, but I couldn't, I had become an important chess piece for the government to eradicate the Zhao Party, my father was in the hands of Guan Zhengye, he could protect my father and the Shichang Group, he just wanted to borrow my hand to exercise Guan Yue, I couldn't go, and if I went, the plan would be ruined

It's gone, it's gone, and the previous injuries don't make sense.

I thought of using Zhao Qian to stimulate Guan Yue, hoping that Guan Yue would wake up, fortunately he woke up, fortunately he passed the bidding plan of Ningyuan, he is capable, I always knew it!

At night, I stayed in the dormitory in a daze, and received a call from Guan Zhengye, who told me that Guan Yue did not go to the hospital after leaving the conference room, but came to me, and asked me to continue to hurt Guan Yue!

I really feel scared of that old man, he can even treat his own grandson so cruelly! Isn't he afraid that Guan Yue really won't wake up? Isn't he afraid that Guan Yue will completely fall into hatred and lose his mind? Or go to the other extreme, and then give up on himself and feel sorry for himself?

I called Zhao Qian and asked him to wait for me at Xu's house, and then told Li Ru to lead him to Xu's house if Guan Yue came to him.

Of course, if I had known in advance that Guan Yue had come to me in that way, I really didn't know if I would have been able to push him away ruthlessly!

Later, the plan went very smoothly, Guan Yue successfully gave up on me, Zhao Qingliu and they were fooled, my father was returning from the United States, I knew that Zhao Qian would do the rest for me, without my instructions and guidance, Zhao Qian would do it, he, I really know too well, to some extent, I know him more than Guan Yue.

The day after the Ningyuan bidding case ended, I was anxiously waiting for news, Zhao Qian came to me, he told me that Vice Governor Liu had collapsed, and hoped that I would go to the United States with him.

Zhao Qian has always loved me, but so what, I don't love him, even if Xu Ke takes him away, I have nothing to be sad about, on the contrary, I am very happy in my heart, I Xu Qing have never lived so suffocated in my life, and now all this is thanks to Zhao Qingliu and Zhao Qian! They should have gone to hell a long time ago! I only hate that retribution came too late, and it affected my father after all!

I got the news that my dad was back, I went to pick him up at the airport, I thought the people from the Nakaji Committee wouldn't come so quickly, but they came too fast, and I just saw my father, who was already a lot older, and they took me away.

My father was indirectly sent to prison by me, and Guan Yue, my lover, pushed him away with my own hands when I loved him the most, and injured him completely.

For the first time, I realized that I, Xu Qing, had never been a genius, but a real wreck.

I stabilized the situation of Shichang Group, Guan Yue wanted to acquire Shichang Group, Li Ru also told me that Guan Yue was with Zhang Jing, I knew that Guan Yue was retaliating against me, I wanted to explain the reason to him clearly, I didn't want to continue to love and kill him, I was really tired, I wanted to lie in his arms and cry about my grievances, I don't want to be strong anymore, I really don't want to be strong anymore.

But Guan Zhengye called me and told me to use Shichang Group to continue to hone Guan Yue, and then explain to him when Guan Yue successfully acquired Shichang Group, and after doing this, he would help my father reduce his sentence.

That old man is so terrible, he really won't let go of my last bit of use!

That month was the most painful and darkest day of my life, I used my parents' hard work Shichang Group to hone Guan Yue, watching Guan Yue eat away at my parents' hard work but couldn't do anything, and watching Guan Yue use Zhang Jing from time to time to stimulate me and hurt me, obviously as long as I explained, all the pain would be over, but I couldn't say it, I couldn't say it, I could only bear it alone, and buried all the secrets in my heart.

I couldn't sleep all night that month, and I woke up crying every day for that month!

Finally made it to Christmas, my 20th birthday!

That birthday is really unforgettable!

He bought Shichang Group, and I thought the nightmare was finally over and I could explain all the misunderstandings to him, but that was just the beginning......

I love Guan Yue, but I love myself even more!

The moment he finished with me, the moment he insulted me, all my dignity was gone, and in the end I didn't even have dignity!

In the end, all I had left was to leave, to leave the city that left me with nothing!