Chapter 161: Single-mindedness has to talk about the past

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I think that in my life, I will never be able to erase that picture: the falling flowers are like snow, and the whole body is still full. His deep affection, his gaze, in his heart in this life, in the dream of the next life, how can he be annihilated?

Maybe it's like each other, maybe it's side by side, maybe it's the true love of danger, but in that village with beautiful mountains and rivers, that ancient temple with deep Zen feeling, and a sentence of "I love you" under the rain of apricot blossoms, let me clearly feel the sweetness of love, love, maybe it's the only one in each other's eyes when staring, maybe it's the moment of confusion, like the covenant of the previous life, maybe it's when you are dependent on each other, longing for eternal selflessness.

He is not a person who expresses himself easily, and the phrase "I love you" made me almost cry, and I buried my head in his chest and whispered his name: "Ziyue, Ziyue." But I don't know what to say, all words are thin and can't express my full feelings.

He hugged me tightly, his chin against my hair, and seemed to be a little emotional: "I love you." "He was really intoxicated by the way he got lost. I wish that moment would last forever.

There is still a mountain behind the temple, so continue to climb the steps and watch the scenery along the way. I gradually lost my strength and gasped for air. Ziyue took me by the hand, saw that I was short of breath, and rested for a while under the tree on the side of the road.

Looking at the green mountains, he sighed with emotion: "When we were children, this mountain was full of treasures, pecans, and wild fruits were all good things to fill our stomachs. ”

I looked at him and smiled, "Was it quite happy at that time?"

"Of course. He replied sharply, and withdrew his gaze from the mountains to look at me, and I still looked at him playfully, pursing my lips and chuckling. He was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of his lips twitched in understanding: "Happy? Did those guys expose all my old things to you?"

I pulled my hair together and smiled a little proudly: "They think that's nothing, is it anything in your place?"

He tapped my head lightly with his fingers: "Nonsense." He turned to look at me and said seriously, "If I can bring you back, it's naturally nothing." ”

I lowered my head slightly and smiled, the wind was blowing, and I was messing up a few strands of hair, Ziyue reached out to help me tease it: "Keep walking." ”

Along the way, maybe it was the familiar scene that made his mind fly, or maybe it was my knowledge that made him no longer have scruples. He told interesting stories about his childhood all the way. His eloquence, which I have seen when I heard him give a report before, is concise and sonorous. But on weekdays, he is mostly silent. It's rare to see him have the interest to tell his story. It seems that a window that has been closed for a long time squeaks open, and the dust still falls on the old carved furniture yesterday, and the spring breeze blows, sweeping away the smell of the old days in the room, and the dusty memories are also scattered with the spring.

When I talked about his youthful rebellion when I was a child, I couldn't help asking: "What did you think at the time, so naughty?"

He was immersed in the memories of the past and smiled: "It may be that my father's official position is too big, and I am held like a young master all day long, and no one cares about it, so I get carried away." I feel that nothing more than this, how much of a consequence can it be. ”

"Do you want to get your father's attention too?" I chuckled.

He looked at me, slightly embarrassed to pull the corners of his mouth and show a slight smile, he agreed with my statement, and said after a while: "At that time, my father was busy and only came home for a few days a month, and I always felt that he didn't care about the family. ( The good-looking plus the fact that he was able to return to the city to work was mainly due to his rehabilitated grandfather.) I don't think he had any affection for my mother or my brother. I stabbed Lou Zi desperately, wanting to see his reaction. Until one time, because of his fighting spirit, he called a group of brothers to beat a few thugs to the hospital, and almost killed him, and his father's hair was almost half white overnight. His voice was a little remorseful, and I couldn't help but sigh, a father's love is like a mountain, and a man's love is often deep.

"After that, I was honest. He held my hand tightly and walked towards the top of the hill step by step. As I followed him, my thoughts seemed to drift back to his world. A father who is not good at expressing love like him, a stubborn child who wants to prove love, I don't feel the corners of my lips lift, and I continue softly: "Because I care, so I have your naughtiness, your father's watch." ”

He tightened my grip and continued, "Then I went to college. "He told the story of his university, the simple and romantic story of him and Tao Yun. Tao Yun is a lively and playful girl, just like all first love is a touch of cloud in the morning light, at that time, Ziyue's world has become colorful because of Tao Yun.

He and Tao Yun whispered together in the library, chatted and talked together, read together under the plane tree, and have lilacs under the flowers before the moon. Tao Yun taught him to dance, Tao Yun talked to him about "Gone with the Wind" and "Wuthering Heights", Tao Yun told him that "the farthest distance in the world is the distance between fish and birds", ------ all of this is a new world for him.

He began to indulge in the sweetness of the morning dewdrops, and he also fell into emotions like the flames of a sweet spring. Tao Yun's gorgeous and colorful made him experience a haunting dream that he had never had.

When I listened to him talk about Tao Yun, I was a little envious of that girl, just because she was born earlier than me, and she could be the first to enter Ziyue's heart. Although the vicissitudes of life are as calm as him now, when telling that story, he will only use a flat tone, with some aftertaste, and briefly describe his memories. However, I can still see from the small words how the young Ziyue was intoxicated with that relationship.

After that, Ziyue said two sentences about his wife in a flat tone. His wife was one level lower, and he knew her because of a prom joke. He loses a bet with his friend, and the bet is to ask the strange girl to dance. A ballroom dance, Ziyue dealt with the errand casually, and the woman danced for a lifetime. After Tao Yun's betrayal, Ziyue soon married his wife.

He didn't say anything more, and my heart was beating like a drum when I heard his wife. Although I was curious, I was more afraid to listen, and I didn't have the courage to ask, because I was afraid that what I heard would always torture my self-esteem and conscience.

Seeing that I was a little confused, Ziyue squeezed my hand: "Awkward?"

"Why did you get born so early?" I looked at him, my eyes reddening, and I tried to shake off his hand.

He grabbed me tightly and sighed slightly: "After I met you, I also thought about this. He talked about the first time he noticed me in the afternoon, and about every time he had been with me.

I don't struggle anymore, I can't struggle, he actually remembers every past with me. Except for the initial mess, his memories of the later events are even deeper than mine.

When it comes to his past with me, his voice is no longer so flat, with a hint of the tenderness of memory. I couldn't help but feel moved, and there were some things that I didn't know. I was a little ignorant for a while. After a while, he said: "Ziyue, if time can come back, do you regret going to the company that afternoon?"

He pulled the corners of his mouth and said with a faint smile: "No regrets." He turned to me and said, "If you do it all over again, I won't let go the first time." ”

As he spoke, he had reached the top of the mountain. There is a very small temple on the top of the mountain, Ziyue sighed: "This is the previous temple, and the magnificent battle at the bottom of the mountain is all newly built now." ”

I silently entered the quaint temple, the temple is not in Hong, there is a Buddha name. I knelt down reverently, folded my hands, and bowed three times, praying for the blessing of the Buddha God, and that I could always be with him in the days to come. If there is an afterlife, don't let us meet so late, there will be more than ten years in between.

Out of the temple, he asked me what I had made a wish, I looked at him, a little stunned, and said for a while: "If there is a next life, I don't want to be born so late." ”

He was stunned for a moment, then picked me up tightly and said in a deep voice: "It's not too late in this life. ”

We talked for too long on the road, a hill that was not too high, and when we came up in the morning, the sun was about to set west, and he and I went back. The people in the county were already waiting at Wenzhu's house. It is estimated that the Wen Zhu family has never entertained such a big leader, and the husband and wife don't know where to put their hands and feet.

The cadres in the township and the village were very discerning, and when they saw this scene, they simply set up a wine table at Wen Zhu's house and talked for one night.

After the repair of the ancestral tomb was completed, Ziyue and I were ready to leave, Wenzhu's eldest daughter Yaoyao was still grinding Ziyue to take her to the big city to see the world, Ziyue responded: "When your draft really hits Beijing, come to Uncle Feng." I'll take care of the rest for you. ”

Yaoyao muttered: "If you can hit Beijing, what are you worried about." The family laughed.

Kazukotsu left his hometown and stayed for a total of four days. But it relieved twenty years of nostalgia. And that small village has also become the sweetness of my memory, where I am the lover of my beloved. Holding hands with him to recall the past, it really entered his heart, counting the wind chimes of those memories, and the melancholy or beautiful or profound music left behind.

After returning from his hometown, my body has been limp, and I always want to sleep, as if I can't wake up. No energy and no appetite. After tossing for two or three days, Sister Zhang still saw some clues and reminded me: "Miss Zhao, do you have it?"

I was excited, and after thinking about it, my good friend had been postponed for almost half a month, and I hadn't paid attention to it. Ran to the pharmacy at the entrance of the community to buy a pregnancy test, some excited to try, the two lines made me a little distracted, although I have been asking for a child in recent days, but really came, but as if I was not ready, I was a little at a loss. I can't say whether I was happy or surprised, I didn't slow down, and only gave my son a short message: "Our child seems to be here." ”

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