Chapter 31: An Insurmountable Wound

Jiang Yuezhou listened to Ye Beibei's words, the muscles on his face twitched, he admitted that Ye Beibei's words were very hurtful, to some extent, stabbed his noble heart, but he was not angry, the reason why Ye Beibei said such a thing was that he had hurt her too deeply before, and after all these years of experience in the business world, Jiang Yuezhou knew that pursuing girls was very similar to negotiation, and one blow was far more effective and deadly than repeated entanglement, he didn't plan to grind with Ye Beibei, hesitated again and again, he still whispered: "Beibei, I... … I've always loved you. ”

Ye Beibei was a little stunned, as if she heard the Arabian Nights, but then tears burst out of her eyes instantly, too many emotions couldn't cover it, she paid the love of her entire youth, she went through four years of hardships, and finally got this man to say to her in front of her: "I love you." When she came back from pregnancy, Jiang Yuezhou told her over the phone that he loved her, but the effect of separating space and distance cannot be compared with the shock of this kind of close-range and face-to-face.

Ye Beibei's tears flowed surgingly, she suppressed her crying, Jiang Yuezhou looked at Ye Beibei's weakness and grief in front of him, Chu Chu was pitiful, and his heart was moved, he suddenly wanted to give everything he had to comfort her and protect her.

Jiang Yuezhou leaned over suddenly, too close, his movements made Ye Beibei's body tense immediately, she suddenly dodged back, Jiang Yuezhou noticed it, and then stopped moving, Ye Beibei was nervous, afraid, she was guarding him!

Ye Beibei wiped away her tears indiscriminately, watching Jiang Yuezhou's eyes gradually become indifferent, and her tone of voice was also very steady, "Jiang Yuezhou, I used to think that with love, I could be invincible in the world, invincible, and able to conquer everything, but it turned out that my idea was wrong, and in the same way, your love is not omnipotent." I know that your love is more precious than mine, and if you had said it to me before, I would have been terrified and felt nothing, but today, it has nothing to do with me. ”

Jiang Yuezhou raised his head, as if it took a lot of effort to understand Ye Beibei's words, his face turned from red to white, and he secretly gritted his teeth, who has no self-esteem, Jiang Yuezhou is especially, he is such an arrogant person, he never does things that he is not sure of, he is not forced to the final pass, and he will not be able to say such things if he is killed, but now that he has worked hard to say love, she no longer cares, she said lightly that his love has nothing to do with her!

His hand resting on his knee was clenched into a fist at this time, because he was too hard, his knuckles were white and blue, he really wanted to go away, he really wanted to stop interacting with this hateful woman, but he couldn't do it, an emotion of attachment and fear made him want to redeem something, he gritted his teeth again, and confessed with full affection, "Beibei, I know that I hurt you very deeply in the past, I don't expect you to forgive me, and I don't ask you to fall in love with me again, I just ask you to let me take care of you and take care of the children, I only ask for this peace of mind, okay?"

Ye Beibei's eyes were still moist, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking at the man he had loved deeply in front of him, he frowned, his facial features were full of painful pleading, looking at his appearance, she didn't feel better than him in her heart, she and Jiang Yuezhou were like two entangled threads, the direction and timing of each force's force were wrong, and in the end, the entanglement became a mess, and it could only be torn apart.

Jiang Yuezhou's affectionate confession made the broken past hidden in her heart come to the surface, she is just an ordinary person, not so brave, and she can regain her old friendship with him calmly and without any worries. She knew very clearly that she and he really couldn't go back

Ye Beibei's heart was desolate, but he smiled hard at Jiang Yuezhou, "Jiang Yuezhou, I am not King Kong's incorruptible body, you gave me hope twice, and kicked me into hell twice, do you know what it feels like? It was the torment of days and nights, that was the despair born from the heart, and the despair was until the heart died! The Ye Beibei who once loved you, she is dead!"

She sat very straight, but her body trembled uncontrollably, she couldn't recall, those past were like tattered wounds, whenever she thought about it, she hurt, she sweated in pain, "Jiang Yuezhou, just when I beg you, don't bother me, okay? Even if my husband is dead now, even if I am alone with two children now, maybe I look pitiful, maybe I need help, but I don't need your help, or I don't need your love!" I don't want to be with you anymore, I don't want to think about the pain of the past, I'm only twenty-four years old this year, I want to start a new life, Jiang Yuezhou, just let me go!"

Jiang Yuezhou didn't know how he stayed up to listen to Ye Beibei's words, he had been thinking about how uncomfortable and painful he had been for so long, and he had never thought about what Ye Beibei had really encountered, because he was afraid that he would not be able to bear the pain of being tortured by his conscience, but in just a few minutes, every word Ye Beibei said was like a knife in his heart, how did Ye Beibei survive such a miserable and long time!

For the first time, he faced the problem between them: whether they can be together or not doesn't really matter if they love each other or not, he has done things too desperately, and hurt Ye Beibei too much, even if she loves him, she will not be with him again, because Ye Beibei will not forget, and no one can really forget such indifference and betrayal.

There may still be love between the two of them, but there are still too many things in the world that cannot be crossed, and the two are close to each other, but it is difficult to move forward, and they can't take a single step.

Suddenly, Jiang Yuezhou's heart twisted and torn in a huge pain that can hardly be described in words, whoever says it is wrong can make up for it, who said that if you turn back, someone will accept it, the injury is too deep, even if you love it before, it is difficult to recover after so long.

He glanced at Ye Beibei and said with difficulty: "I understand what you mean, I won't trouble you anymore, although we are no longer lovers, we are not enemies either, let's be friends in the future, the child has something to do...... If the child has something, you can let me help......" Jiang Yuezhou, who can speak well, has never said a passage so harshly, he is a little cautious, a little nervous, afraid that Ye Beibei will refuse him again without saying anything.

Ye Beibei just looked at Jiang Yuezhou and nodded, at this time she had exhausted all her strength, she no longer had the strength to argue with Jiang Yuezhou, and he drove her home, but there was silence between the two.

Watching Ye Beibei get out of the car until the figure disappeared in front of him, Jiang Yuezhou felt that his throat was dry and his eyes were empty, he slowly lowered his head and leaned on the steering wheel, and despair spread all over his body again.