I carried something into the community, and before I went downstairs, I saw my grandmother sitting at the entrance of the unit from a distance, looking at the chubby back, I had a moment of trance, as if time suddenly returned to a few years ago, when I was still in school, at that time, it seemed that no matter when I came home, my grandmother was sitting there waiting for me.

After seeing my grandmother, my mood calmed down, I left everything behind, and walked over: "Grandma!"

"Xiaofei, why are you back?" Grandma heard my call, and when she raised her head and saw that the person in front of her was me, a kind smile suddenly bloomed on her face, and her eyes were full of surprise and surprise.

"Miss you, come back. Seeing my grandmother's eyes, I suddenly felt a little guilty to myself, because I haven't been back for a long time since the Chinese New Year.

"It's okay to come back, have you eaten?" When my grandmother saw me, she was as happy as a child, and her mood was obviously much better.

"Not yet. I shook my head and smiled at my grandmother, "I want to eat the egg fried rice you made." ”

"Go, go home, I'll do it for you. When my grandmother had finished speaking, she stood up, and then took the little mat under her and led me home.

I followed behind, looking at my grandmother's trembling back, and suddenly had a very down-to-earth feeling in my heart, because only by this old man's side, I can be like a heartless child, I don't have to worry about life, I don't have to think about trivial matters, I just need to quietly enjoy the feeling of being cared for.

in the room.

I hold a ceramic bowl about the same age as me, gulp the egg fried rice inside, grandma's cooking skills are very ordinary, every time I make egg fried rice, there will be a place for fried paste, but during my time at home, no matter when, no matter how late, as long as I am hungry, this bowl of egg fried rice will always be in front of me, in the days that followed, I have eaten egg fried rice many times, but I have never eaten that taste, think about it, maybe what really makes me feel different is not the taste of the bowl of egg fried rice, but the feeling of being cared for and remembered。

After eating a bowl of egg fried rice, I took half a glass of water in one go, then wiped my mouth and smiled contentedly.

"Is it delicious?" said Grandma, smiling when she saw me put the bowl down.

I grinned, "It's not tasty, it's too salty." ”

After listening to my words, my grandmother couldn't help but wonder: "Little calves, some of them are good to eat, and they also pick fat and thin ones." ”

I also smiled immediately, and then looked in the direction of Han Yongyi's room through the wall: "They, aren't they at home?"

"No, those two have been on the day shift lately. ”

I nodded and looked at my grandmother, "They, are they good for you?"

"What's good or bad, I can still take care of myself now, and I don't expect them, just go their own way. Grandma seemed to look down on the world, and her mood did not fluctuate, but she looked at me with some anxiety: "You haven't been home recently, how are you doing outside?"

"I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me, I'm in my twenties, I can take care of myself, I live in the unit every day, eat in the cafeteria, everything is fine, but I can't come back to see you often." "I was afraid that my grandmother would worry about my situation, so I lied.

"I'm fine, as long as you can eat and clothe, I'm relieved. Grandma heard that I was doing well, and she was not so worried: "Xiaofei, if you have time, go to the grave of your father and your grandfather, recently, I always dream of them, I am old now, I can't go to the grave, you should be diligent and fast." ”

"Okay, I'll go in a moment. I looked at the time, it was just after two o'clock in the afternoon, and nodded in response.

"He said, "There is no afternoon to go to the grave." ”

"It's just a thought, it's the same when you go, you take a nap at home, I'll take a look now, and then buy some food and come back, I'll cook at night." "After I promised my grandmother to go to the grave, I went to the bathroom to wash my face, and then went out to leave.

After leaving home, I bought some liquor and paper money for the grave at the supermarket outside the community, flagged down a taxi, and headed for the cemetery.

……

After about half an hour, I rushed to the cemetery by car, because of our customs, the grave is in the morning, so at this time, the cemetery seems very deserted, I looked at the desolate cemetery, and said to the driver: "Master, I will go in and come out of the grave, you are here to wait for me for a while?"

The driver glanced at the empty cemetery and nodded: "Wait for you, but you have to add twenty yuan." ”

"Okay, wait for me. I thought about it for a while, and it was really inappropriate to let the taxi wait for me at the cemetery in the early afternoon, so I directly took out fifty yuan and handed it over: "These money are extra, and the fare to go back is calculated separately." ”

"Hehe, okay, if you settle the bill like this, I'll leave you a business card, and next time you come over, look for me." The driver grinned, obviously happy.

'Ring, ring, ring!'

After I got out of the car, I just found my grandfather's tombstone in the cemetery, squatted down and didn't wait for the incense, Shi Yigang's phone called, I looked at it, and pressed it casually: "Hey?"

"I'm on Banyan Avenue, is the chess and card room you are talking about, is it the one opposite the postal savings office?"

"That's right. I nodded: "Zhang Zongliang doesn't know Jifeng's car, and he hasn't seen you, so you don't have to hide deliberately, when he shows up, you just contact me." ”

"I called you, just to ask about this, although Zhang Zongliang has never seen me, but I haven't seen him either, if he changes cars at that time, how do I know which person is him?"

"It's unlikely that he will change the car, I talked to the owner of the chess and card room before, Zhang Zongliang has come to deliver goods a few times before, and he drove the white Lexus, but he changed the license plate, I feel that he should only have this car in his hand, of course, if he really changes the car next time, we can only blame our bad luck." ”

"Okay, let's do it first. ”

"Good!"

After hanging up Shi Yigang's phone, I squatted in front of my grandfather's grave, after burning the paper money I brought, I knelt on the ground and kowtowed three times, and then went to my father's grave not far away.

'Hula!'

As soon as I walked to Dabin's grave, a gust of wind blew over, blowing the bag in my hand to hunt, a gust of wind blew, I squatted in front of Dabin's grave, and smiled: "Didn't I send you money, why are you in a hurry." ”

When the words fell, I took out a windproof lighter, lit a handful of incense in my hand, and inserted it in the incense burner in front of Dabin's tomb.

"Fuck, I remember that you weren't this kind of acute before, why did you change sex recently, hey, Brother Bin, you've been down there recently, have you gambled with others again, and you can't pay off your debts? I remember you told us before you left, if you lack something below, you will give us a dream, let us send it to you, since you are so short of money, why don't you open your mouth, what's the matter, social people, good face, can't open your mouth, isn't it?"

'Hula!'

In the silence of the cemetery, all I could answer was the sound of paper money burning.

"Brother Bin, others always say that you think about it every day and dream about it at night, but you say, recently, I always miss you, but why can't I dream of any of them?" When I first entered Shengdong, I was thinking, I followed such a big brother as Gan Chudong, I will definitely not be hungry in the future, you say, my goal is not very small, as long as I have a full meal, I am quite satisfied, so later, whether it is when Dongge is down, or Yipincheng is slowly getting better, after I have money, I have been pampered and not shocked, not because of how good my psychological quality is, but since the beginning of mixed society, my appeal is very simple, just to let the brothers around me eat enough. ”

I raised the bottle and took another sip of liquor: " Brother Bin, Sheng Dong has been a lot stronger recently, and he can already be on par with the Fang Devil, but I don't know, how long will it take for us to clean up this old bastard, in addition to the matter of the Fang Devil, there have been many other changes, although it has no effect on me, but it makes me very uncomfortable, and now Brother Dong and Brother Kang are tied together, but I always feel that between these two people, it is not as harmonious as it seems on the face, I asked Brother Dong, I asked the second brother, they didn't tell me the reason, you said, if you are still there, I ask you, will you tell me…… Fuck, I feel, ask you JB bullshit, come on, drink bar. ”

I sat at the grave, muttered to myself for more than 20 minutes, gradually drank a bottle of liquor, and then moved the place and sat in front of Ziqian's grave: "Qian'er, Jin Peng is gone, do you know this?" I don't know if you meet him down there, if you meet, you take care of him more, he is not as good as me, if you don't take care of him, he will definitely be bullied, and ah, I can't go to his grave today, you give him the money you burned, you give him some money, tell him, this grandson still owes me a meal before leaving......"

I squatted in the cemetery, waited for all the paper money I brought to be burned, stood up, and wiped the dust on the tombstones of Dabin and Ziqian with my sleeve: "Okay, I'm coming over today, just to take a look at you on the way, and chat with you a few words, now that I'm done, I'm leaving, if you really know about the spring, just bless these people in Shengdong, whether they are alive or dead, don't let everyone leave......"

'Whew!'

The words fell, and the gale rose again.

When I got back to the taxi, the driver smelled me and grinned, "Why did you come to the grave and smell of alcohol?"

"Hehe, I was in there just now, and I had a drink with two friends. I lowered the window and let the wind blow on my face: "Today our people are not together, because there is another person who is not buried here." ”

", you're a JB who can pull a calf. After listening to my answer, the driver was obviously a little hairy, and the accelerator pedal was also a lot deeper, obviously wanting to leave the place early.