I remember asking Gao Haisheng at the time who made her pregnant.

Gao Haisheng didn't care: "Who knows, I always feel that it shouldn't be one of us, but we are people in the city with quality, such as me, won't I take you back to the city?" Maybe she was deceived by other hooligans, so she lied in order not to be blamed by her parents." Okay, let's not talk about other people's business yet. ”

I didn't find Gao Haisheng's shamelessness at the time, and I felt that I was much happier than Ding Xiaoyan, at least Gao Haisheng was responsible for me and could take me back to the city, in fact, what was the difference, it was the fate of being bullied.

In this life, I wanted to do my best to stop her tragedy.

Walking on the road, I inadvertently saw a piece of wasteland in the distance, and a mountain in the distance, and on the other side of the mountain is the city, which is the place that countless people in the village are looking forward to, and it is also a place where countless educated youths want to go back, and it will take a day or two to take the train.

At that time, I thought that going to the city would be superior to others, but then I figured out that there are poor people and bad people in the city, and they are not nobler than others.

I don't look at the mountain anymore, I'll take the road under my feet first.

As I was walking, I suddenly heard a noisy voice behind me, and when I looked up, there was a group of people coming over, who were those from the city who had gone to the countryside, and Gao Haisheng was mixed in.

There were several young men around Gao Haisheng, they were talking fiercely, and several female intellectuals were walking behind and talking.

I saw Sun Qian talking to her female companion behind her, wearing a heavy padded jacket, and she couldn't hide her slender figure.

Gao Haisheng has always been the most conspicuous one among them, looking very white and quiet, wearing a pair of glasses, very gentle. They also saw me, and several people pushed Gao Haisheng and said something with ambiguous expressions.

Gao Haisheng walked over quickly. Sun Qian looked at me with a complicated look in her eyes, and the two female companions beside her stopped her behind her with a vigilant expression.

I stood there and watched them, but I clearly refused to let them move in, was this a deliberate attempt to find fault with me?

Gao Haisheng walked over, but didn't say anything about the topic just now, and said gently: "Yang Chunxiu, I heard that you fell in the forest before, and now it's okay, right?"

I wanted to be sarcastic, and even scolded directly, but I still decided to forget it, so far in this life, I am pestering others. I'm still estranged, don't get close, just forget it,

I nodded, sort of an answer.

He said, "It's okay, but you have to be careful when you go out in the future." ”

"Didn't you say that she was going to duel with Sun Qian, the little girl was quite crazy, and she almost froze to death?" a tall man laughed.

"That's all rumors, there's no such thing at all, you guys are busy with yours. We're leaving. "I said I'm leaving.

Someone stopped me, he looked black and short, he should be called Sun Qiang, he was a very reckless person, but I didn't have a very deep impression of him.

Sun Qiang said: "Aren't you always pestering us? Why didn't you want us to live in just now? Your family is only two people anyway, and the side room next to it has never been lived." Your family is the only one who can provide accommodation in the village, and other places with large populations can't live there. Just gave you a chance to get close to us, okay?"

I said to Sun Qiang, "Why do I have to get close to you? It is rumored that I went to find so many young men to wish our family, and the reputation is not good. ”

Several people scoffed together, and some laughed out loud, as if they had heard some funny joke.

"Your reputation is like that, you still care about this?" Sun Qiang said with a grin, and the two people behind him beat him together to prevent him from talking.

Sun Qiang disagreed: "Did I say something wrong?

I said with a cold face: "My reputation is not good, and I haven't heard of the reason to invite men to the next room, am I mentally ill, invite a bunch of people to come to the house for food, shelter and waiting, my family is not a landlord, let you eat a big family." ”

Everyone was upset, and a bespectacled man said angrily: "Be careful when you speak!

I said, "Save it anyway." My grandfather wouldn't have said yes either. ”

Gao Haisheng said: "Yang Chunxiu, in fact, you think too much, everyone is comradeship, and we don't think about other places, we really can't live here, so I discussed it with you, don't worry, we won't live in vain, and when we wait until summer, we can help your family do farm work, which can be regarded as repaying the favor." ”

I mocked in my heart, this guy is very good at talking, and he can't even touch a hoe, and he pretends to be quite kind. And he said that it was cold in winter, but he thought about all the things in summer, and obviously he didn't want to leave.

As soon as I looked up, I saw Sun Qian looking at me with a complicated expression. Are you worried that I will say yes, or will you expect me to say yes?

I simply said, "I can't agree, so you can go to live in the village committee." ”

Several people were speechless, and Gao Haisheng also frowned slightly in surprise, probably because he didn't expect this.

Sun Qiang hurriedly said, "Why are you like this, you often say that you are willing to help us, who knows that you are like this when it comes to you? It's really disappointing, I wanted to have more contact with you, but now forget it." ”

"Forget it, don't you still have a good time? Do you have to associate with you? Who are you threatening, ridiculous!"

"Oh, what is this girl talking about......"

Gao Haisheng stopped Sun Qiang: "Forget it, we are not qualified to ask others." You keep scolding, and people will only say that we are unreasonable. ”

"Forget it, I am a cultured and qualified person, and I don't disdain to be as knowledgeable as this girl, selfish, no wonder Gao Haisheng doesn't want you!"

Gao Haisheng hit him with his arm.

I pretended not to hear it, Gao Haisheng didn't want me, and now it's not a bad thing for me, it doesn't matter.

When I left them, I felt that Gao Haisheng had been looking at me, but I didn't feel anything at all at this time, and walked over to him calmly.

At this time, Sun Qian caught up: "Wait a minute, I have something to say to you." ”

I stood there and looked at her, and she came over a little crampedly, pulling the sleeve of her padded jacket: "I went to the woods, but you are no longer there." What the hell are you trying to say to me?"

"It's nothing, I've been difficult for you before, I want to apologize to you, I want to be white, I won't pester Gao Haisheng in the future. You're ...... Let's live a good life, come on, and after a few years, you can go back to the city. ”

In her previous life, she had a deep affection for Gao Haisheng, but in the end it didn't work out, Gao Haisheng didn't know when he could go back, and wanted to have a good life in the village, so he was with me. Who knows that after no more than two months of marriage with me, they can go back. He was so drunk that he cried.

I just thought he was happy, but then I realized that he was feeling sorry for himself. I feel like I'm a drag too much, it's really miserable.

After Sun Qian was abandoned, she returned to the city, because of her family background, she didn't have a good job, and she married a gambler, which is said to have a miserable life. I really don't want to embarrass her.

But I can't persuade her to do anything, and she won't believe what my position says.

"It was all my fault before, I won't be near him anymore, goodbye. "I said it and walked straight away.

Sun Qiang shouted behind me: "Selfish and indifferent girl, I wish you never married for the rest of your life!"

I walked forward without looking back, I had a bad reputation, the men in the village were not suitable, and the people from the city looked down on me.

I don't care, I have lived a lifetime again, I have already seen it, even if I don't get married for the rest of my life, I can't be easily deceived and sucked blood.

I know that if I refuse, I will offend these educated youths, but I don't regret it.

When I walked to a hillside, I looked back and saw Gao Haisheng, who was also looking in my direction, and we met our eyes, and I saw that his eyes were full of contempt and hatred, like the expression he had when he quarreled with me in his previous life.

My whole body trembled reflexively, and I still had the shadow of being abused by him in the depths of my memory.