Chapter 90:-for-tat

"What!?You've caught someone who deliberately framed me?!"

Happiness came too suddenly, I was like being hit by a pie falling from the sky, and I was a little indifferent to the sudden care of God.

At noon on the fourth day of the death of the woman who caused the accident, I was buried in my own words, holding hands and running with my reconstructed swallow in the flowery fields of my hometown, singing and dancing.

It's been the happiest I've had in a long time, and since I started writing about swallows with memories, I feel like I've found my soul and don't care about anything outside of it at all. What Internet rumors, what Internet celebrities, have been left behind by me.

The infiltration of true feelings makes the whole writing process less stiff. The character of Swallow does not have any sense of disobedience in my pen, and any storyline is no longer for the sake of showing to anyone, she is her. I deeply understand the reality of literature from life, and I understand more why many times before the inspiration was interrupted, it was because I wrote for the sake of writing, I lacked love for the protagonist of the article, and a protagonist who lacked love is lifeless.

I was pleasantly surprised by this discovery, and in addition to eating, sleeping, and playing with my daughter, I almost lost interest in a lot of entertainment, and when I kept constructing new storylines every day, it was like I was living in another wonderful world.

When the police called, it really disturbed my peace of mind for a moment, but soon, I returned to my normal state of mind.

"Okay, got it, can you tell me who it is?"

"Chen Lihong. ”

The name was actually what I expected. I had already made a guess at the beginning of the incident, but I struggled to find evidence.

"Can I meet her, then?"

"Yes, at half past two in the afternoon. ”

I should have hated her, but I suddenly felt an inexplicable sympathy for her, no, it should be pity to be exact.

The vitality of the children's muscles and bones is amazing, I thought it would be good until the summer vacation, but I didn't expect it to be completely healed now. Therefore, it was natural to send her back to kindergarten. After the Spring Festival, my father went back without spending the fifteenth with us, and he was always at home alone. My mother, worried about my father, decided to go home with him for a while and come back before my daughter's elementary school started after everything seemed stable after I came out of the hospital.

So, now I'm home alone most of the time, and Hadron only comes back late after work. I've slowly gotten used to this, and although sometimes I feel how life came to be like this, the desolation in my heart always can't let go of myself to face him again. Sometimes, I even want to deliberately avoid meeting him, which makes it easier.

At noon, I made myself a bowl of egg noodles with tomatoes, and then I casually wore a T-shirt and jeans and went out.

Time flies, and before I know it, it has entered May, and I only seem to feel the change in temperature, and the concept of the seasons has been quietly ignored in all kinds of complicated things.

As soon as I went out, I found that the sun outside at noon was enough to blind my eyes. As soon as I walked downstairs, I heard a loud noise. A few neighbors who occasionally pass by in the community, wearing short sleeves and shorts, are basically unfamiliar. I suddenly felt like a stranger in this season, in this place where I lived all year round. However, it is precisely because of this that I find that everything has become new because it has become unfamiliar.

I deliberately slowed down, looked around as I walked, greedily observing this familiar and unfamiliar place, thinking of my daughter, my mother, my father, my son, my swallow, and Chen Lihong, and the emotion in my heart is not an exaggeration if it is described by the waves of the river.

In the past nearly a year, I have experienced the struggle on the edge of life and death, tasted the heartache of being a mother and the guilt of being a daughter, felt the power of family affection, experienced the desolation of friendship betrayal and loss of life, saw the ugliness of people's hearts, and saw the hidden beauty and hope. Losing and gaining, mist and light are like twin brothers, although they are different in nature, they have a somewhat similar face. As long as there is the sun, the fog will eventually dissipate, and all that is needed is patience and a certain amount of time.

Thinking of this, I seemed to have found the material for writing again, and my mood became more relaxed, and my steps were unconsciously brisk, and I quickly walked to the gate of the community, came to the bus stop and waited for the bus, and quickly arrived at the police station.

I didn't see anyone pointing at me all the way, and my ease turned to joy.

In a room on the first floor of the police station, I was arranged by a female police officer to sit down and wait. About five minutes later, Chen Lihong appeared in front of me. Although she deliberately raised her head high and tried her best to maintain her original arrogant demeanor, a kind of sad vicissitudes could not be concealed.

As soon as the policewoman went out, she sat heavily on the chair behind her, crossed one leg high on the other, and leaned her upper body tightly against the back of the chair, and before I could speak, she opened her mouth fiercely:

"Shen Weilan, do you want to see my miserable appearance? Let me tell you, you don't want to!"

I was extremely puzzled by her strange words and actions, but now she can't make me have any big mood swings.

"Chen Lihong, you are very strange, I have never understood why you hate me so much. I don't seem to have done anything to be sorry for you. ”

Chen Lihong suddenly looked like a fried lion, stretched her head over, and her eyes were full of fierce light, as if she wanted to swallow me to relieve the hatred in her heart. She gritted her teeth and said:

"Shen Weilan, I felt disgusted when I saw your ice clear and jade clean, innocent look. You didn't do anything, but you quietly stole Liu Bin's heart. In this world, no one can compete with me for him, not the little girlfriend in front of me, and even more so you. He can only have me in his heart, and no one else. He can go out and play, but he can't lose his heart. ”

"This is the logic of your life?"

"Yes, that's right. The person I Chen Lihong wants, how can I be stolen by you. What's more, you haven't even looked at him squarely, he still flatters you with a dead face, and even his own image has completely changed. This is the greatest insult to me! I have been in business for so long, and I have been destroyed by you all at once. My home has been ruined by you!"

"It's not me who ruined your house, it's you. From beginning to end, I deliberately avoided Liu Bin, it was you who wanted to add no excuse to the crime, you just had nowhere to vent your frustration, so you just used me as a punching bag. ”

"Don't drag articles with me here, I just hate the way you look like a young woman of literature and art! I'm vulgar, so what? Can you be a meal? Don't forget that you're a waste who can't even find a job!"

"How do you know I can't find a job?!"

When it comes to work, only my family knows about such things, and Chen Lihong actually knows it, which is completely unexpected to me, and I suddenly understand something.

Chen Lihong leaned back in her chair again, looked at the ceiling with a smug smile, and said sarcastically into the air: "How can Liu Bin like a woman like you? ”

Then, suddenly, she stared at my face and said gloomily, "You're such a stupid woman! I guess you must have lamented at home that you were born at the wrong time, full of ambitions and nowhere to stretch, hahaha!"

"You, my work is also related to you? Why are you so vicious! I was also very sympathetic to you, and also advised Liu Bin to cherish the person in front of me, but I didn't expect that as a woman, you did such a despicable thing with your own jealousy and speculation, and you would actually cut off my way of life. You deserve to be rejected by Liu Bin, you don't know what love is, and you don't know the criteria and standards of life. Liu Bin has been with you for so many years, so he must have been manipulated by you single-handedly. I suddenly feel so pathetic about him! And you are really pathetic!"

I've always cared about work. Motivated like me, but ended up being calculated like this, the unwillingness of the moment, stimulated me to anger.

"What did you say? You persuaded Liu Bin? How could it be? Shouldn't a woman like you be proud of her infinite charm?"

"If you haven't persuaded you, you can ask Liu Bin yourself. I never wanted to be involved in your married life, I just wanted a peaceful life. I came from a humble background and my family was very poor, but I got to where I am today step by step with my own efforts. I studied hard, worked hard, and never expected to get something for nothing. The hardships I have endured, the tiredness I have endured, and the sufferings I have endured are enough to match my current life.

I've always cherished this rare everything, and you, what you get is too easy, but you don't know how to cherish it at all, you just want to put yourself in a high position and control it. Everyone has thoughts, and you can't control them. It's like a handful of quicksand, the tighter you hold it, the faster it drains. Not to mention that it is a human being, who needs respect to gain self-worth, warmth, to ease the tired heart, to be free, to be able to achieve true happiness. It's not that someone else has hurt you, it's that you've pushed yourself into the abyss of no return. ”

"You?"

"Don't be in a hurry to argue, think about what I'm saying. As a woman, I advise you to learn to think and summarize, put away your arrogance, and feel the hearts of others. Constant plunder, in exchange for peace, the surface of forcible plunder will eventually be an illusory bubble, if you want to enter a person's heart, you have to be attentive. So, you're doomed to be a loser!"

At this moment, I just want to leave, and I don't want to see this ignorant face again.