"Then do you think that even if I change back to Leng Xin, will we still be brothers?" I looked at the people in front of me and sighed depressedly: "Leng Lei, since the day you and I met, I have always regarded you as my best brother, for you, I can not work, for you, I can drop out of school, for you, even when Zhang Zongliang took us to Beijing and said that we could only go alone, I chose to give up, now look back, do you say that I Han Fei is blind?"

"That's your business, it has nothing to do with me!" Lei Lei disdained my words: "I came out to mix in society, just to use a few years of youth to exchange for a lifetime of stability, and I will be prosperous and rich in the future, if I don't survive, then I will admit it! Since we are all struggling in this strange circle, then we all have to accept our fate!"

Lei Lei's actions completely shattered the last vestiges of my illusion about him, and I turned my head to look at Qiangzi: "Are you going with me?"

"......" Qiangzi was stunned when he heard my words, and his face was full of confusion.

"I'm asking you!" I really want to take Qiangzi away at this time, after all, he is the circle of people who have been in contact with me, and he is a timid person, so usually in order to protect himself, when he posted to Lei Lei and them, I never blamed him from the bottom of my heart, but when I knew that Lei Lei even began to use me, I was really afraid that after I left, Qiangzi would be sold inexplicably, and I was still helping them count the money.

"I'm Leng Lei's younger brother!" Qiangzi was silent for a long time, and spoke in a small voice.

After listening to Qiangzi's answer, I nodded and smiled: "When I was proud, my friend knew me, and when I was disappointed, I met my friend!"

As soon as the words fell, I turned around and was about to leave.

"Han Fei, do you think you can leave this ward?" Lei Lei took a step forward, leaving a bloody footprint on the ground.

"In the face of me, can you really do it?" I looked at Lei Lei, looking forward to the last trace of trust in my heart.

Lei Lei nodded, looking at me without a trace of brilliance in his eyes: "The difference between the two of us is that when I was with Tian Maniac and everyone went to steal vegetables to eat, I had already discovered that any bullshit brotherhood and children's love are not as good as a full meal, the essence of you and me is different, because I am already hungry and understand, but you are not!"

'Jingle Bell!'

I took out a circlip knife from my pants pocket and threw it directly at Lei Lei's feet: "When I was in school, Zhang Xiaoyu taught me that men should fight for dignity, and now that I have left school and entered society, I must not live as a basket, I will leave now, you stop me to try!" Halfway through, I laughed again: "Oh, that's right, when you Leng Lei faced Zhang Zongliang, you can attack your eldest brother without mercy, and I, Han Fei, am nothing, hehe!"

After finishing speaking, I strode past like a meteor outside the door, and Ah Zhen and Shi Yigang, each holding their own folding knives, followed me without leaving an inch.

When I was halfway there, Lei Lei's roar came from behind: "Han Fei, when I took Gao Lei away, I really wanted to use you to fight Zhang Zongliang, but I didn't think about hurting Gao Lei......"

'Stomp!'

I listened to Lei Lei's words, didn't respond at all, and still walked forward.

"If I let you go today, I should compensate you for this matter, but the next time we meet, I will definitely abolish you with my own hands!"

After hearing this, I was finally touched and shouted at the top of my voice: "Whatever you want!!"

'Bang!'

In the room, there was a loud sound of smashing things.

From the time I left the ward to the time I went downstairs, I didn't look back once, but my eyes were already red.

"Han Fei, you were such a smart person when you were a child, how could you know such a group of scum!" After going downstairs, Ah Zhen was still angry.

On the side of the road, a few stray dogs frolicked, howling and running into the distance, one of the puppies with a disabled leg ran a little slower, and was soon thrown off by the front ones, but soon, the puppies in front found that their companions were left behind, and soon ran back, and slowed down, a group of puppies ran forward again carefree, looking at this group of stray dogs, my tears flowed out at once, I snot and tears flowed, and I hugged Ah Zhen without any image and cried:" If I could, I would really like a dog!"

"But you're a person after all, aren't you!" Ah Zhen patted me on the shoulder and comforted me: "People don't hurt the tiger, the tiger is harmful to people's hearts, Leng Lei is a kind of person who can't feed the wolf cubs, and leaving him prematurely is actually a relief for you......"

I didn't listen to Ah Zhen's later words, just howling and crying on the side of the road.

Leng Lei!

This from the first day I entered the society, we got together, he said that because I took him home, I am his forever brother, he said that because I am his brother, so I don't need to pay attention to Hu Wei's thoughts, everything just needs to talk to him, he said that I gave up going to Beijing with Zhang Zongliang for him, he remembered my love all his life, he said good brother, I don't know that you miss me too, like a man at home, wait for me to go back to pick you up!

We used to point our fingers at the sky and scold your mom after drinking!

We used to hold a bag of mustard, drink the same bottle of beer, and vow that God will block and kill God, and Buddha will block *, and we will make a name for ourselves in this doggy society, and walk side by side!

Today!

is such a person who I regard as a brother and sister, and said to me, you will never be as good as my own brother!

This is such a person whom I regard as a sibling and a gall, and says to me, you owe me!

This is such a person whom I regard as a brother and sister, and said to me, one day, I will depose you with my own hands!

I can't believe why what I thought was an unbreakable friendship between us could be punctured so easily as a piece of window paper.

I can't believe why he doesn't trust me so much, in his eyes, if he wants me to exchange for Leng Xin, the first way he thinks of is a threat.

Even if I knew that Lei Lei had been using me, and even that he was the one who kidnapped Gao Lei, I didn't hate him, because we had experienced too many things, and we had grown up together a long time ago.

In fact, what he didn't know was that when he told me and asked me to change Leng Xin back, I thought about it, if Brother Cang really couldn't bring Leng Xin back, then I also decided, just this night, I want a person, a knife, to snatch Leng Xin back, although the probability is slim, but even if it is broken, I will admit it.

For me, who still has cowardice hidden in my bones, it is not that I have changed a lot to make this decision, but in my heart, they are all brothers who can support me until I grow old and are worthy of my fight.

Having lost my best brother and favorite woman overnight, my spiritual world collapsed.

After crying enough, I told Ah Zhen that I wanted to stay alone for a while, but he and Shi Yigang were afraid that I would really exchange myself for Leng Xin, so they didn't agree to leave anything, and the three of us had no money, so we could only sit in the open-air park, letting the cold night gradually come, shivering from the cold.

"I'm really convinced of this Leng Lei, the idea of going to the black car line to make money is what you think, but from beginning to end, he didn't give you a penny, and in the end he was ashamed to let you take the blame, I really don't understand, who did he learn from this brazenness!" Ah Zhen said with a cigarette in his mouth.

I sat in place and didn't make a sound, after thinking about it for a long time, I still decided to call Brother Cang and ask him to help with Leng Xin's affairs, it was already more than two o'clock in the morning at this time, but I still called Brother Cang, the first time, no one answered the phone, and it was not through until the second time.

"Hey, Brother Cang?" After the phone was connected, I asked tentatively.

"Are you looking for Lao Luo?" The voice on the other end of the phone was not Brother Cang's voice, but a very sweet female voice.

"Yes, I'm his brother, can you let him answer the phone?"

There was silence on the other end of the phone: "If you have anything to do with him, tell me the same!"

"I have something very important, I have to tell him personally, you tell him that my name is Han Fei, and he will definitely answer my phone!"

"......" There was silence on the other side of the phone for a long time, and the woman spoke again: "I heard Lao Luo mention your name, and I was talking to you every day during that time, saying that you are a very interesting child, you met in the detention center, right?"

"Yes!"

"That's it, Lao Luo is really inconvenient to answer the phone now, when he has time, I'll ask him to call you back, okay?"

"Sister, I'm really in a hurry to find Brother Cang. ”

Seeing that I had been insisting, the woman sighed helplessly: "Forget it... I won't hide it from you, something happened to Lao Luo!"

"What's wrong? What's wrong with him?" I heard that Brother Cang had an accident, and my palms shook unconsciously.

"It's a very serious, very serious matter, if this matter is not done well, it is likely to kill Brother Luo, he has left Ayang now, even I can't contact him, I can only wait for him to contact me, so let's do it, if you really have anything important, just tell me, and when he contacts me, I will definitely help you tell him!"

"Since Brother Cang is not here, then forget it!" I thought for a moment and spoke again: "Sister, can I trouble you with something?"

"Well, you can say it!" the woman opposite agreed.

"When Brother Cang is safe, please tell me!"

"Good!"

"Thank you!"

"Duh... Toot ......"

After hanging up Brother Cang's phone, my mood was even worse, during this day, it seemed that everything was happening against my will, and nothing was good, I sat in the dark park, constantly thinking nonsense, and my spirit had begun to blur.

......

After breaking up with Lei Lei, I feel that everything in this world has become meaningless, and even Li Yunwu and those people have become nothing to fear for me in an instant.

The rest of the time, I was completely decadent.

I had nothing to do, and I had no goal in life, so I began to soak in the Internet café with Ah Zhen and Shi Yigang every day, for three months, the yellow and clear autumn scenery outside had already become a snowy scene, and in these three months, I almost never went out of the Internet café, no one contacted me, and I didn't want to contact anyone.

The longer I stay in the Internet café, the longer I indulge in the virtual world, the more I am afraid of the outside world, I am afraid of leaving the Internet café, or I have begun to be afraid of the real world of intrigue outside, sometimes I will flash a thought for a moment, persuade myself not to fall so depraved, but when I open the door of the Internet café, after seeing the dazzling sunlight and the bustling crowd outside, I feel very uncomfortable, so I return to the Internet café again, play at night, sleep during the day, eat a variety of things, burritos, pancakes, fruits, fritters, although the food is the cheapest roadside stall, Ah Zhen and Shi Yigang would rather not eat it themselves, and they never let me go hungry.

In three months, I lost 20 pounds, as if I was like a high-risk patient, because I didn't wash my hair or face, I became sloppy, and my body was filled with an unpleasant smell of sweat.

In these three months, a lot of major events have happened, the first is that Hu Wei is back, the social brother he was with in real estate, recently shifted the focus of business back to Anyang's hometown, Lei Lei They naturally came under Hu Wei, Ah Zhen said that Leng Xin was also Hu Wei to come back, he was imprisoned by Li Yunwu's people for half a month, and he suffered a lot, it is said that when he came back, there was only one nail left on his hands.

The second thing is that Zhang Zongliang appeared, he and Lei Lei met at a barbecue stall on a barbecue street, both of them were drunk, there was friction, Hu Wei went, stabbed Zhang Zongliang seven times, Zhang Zongliang did not call the police, nor did he go to the hospital, just like disappearing in Anyang.

The third thing is related to me, I beat Li Yunwu to the hospital, and the news spread in Ayang, and derived various godlike versions, the name Han Fei was fermented in a short period of time, and it became popular, but no one thought that this new bastard who could destroy Li Yunwu in their mouths had not brushed his teeth and washed his face for half a month, and was nesting on a dilapidated sofa in a black Internet café.

I don't know Li Yunwu, but I know Lei Lei, and I clearly know that in his eyes, Leng Xin's sins in Li Yunwu's hands are all due to me, so this account, their brothers, will naturally be counted on me.

These three months have passed, and it is approaching the end of the year, and after I heard the news of Lei Lei in Ah Zhen's mouth, I forced myself to cheer up a little.

The wheel of history continues to move forward, but it seems to be forever repeated, and our life has come full circle, as if it has also returned to the original starting point.

Lei Lei returned to Hu Wei's side,

And it's time for me to start a new life.

[PS: 4000 words in this chapter.] 】