Wield the sword to cut off the love thread, and taste the water and milk to identify the two

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The lonely hills and mountains in the northwest of Tancheng County do not see the state of saga, but there is a sparse atmosphere of vicissitudes of life.

Qi Han's mind did not belong, and he looked at the fields on the horizon on the horse, and when he was galloping, he was not in sight, his heart was mixed, and his mind was full of thoughts.

Zhao Yun's act of shooting the eagle made him feel infinite sorrow.

All the people wanted to shoot the eagle, but he wanted to let it go.

He wanted to see the eagle soaring through the sky alone, free.

In Qi Han's opinion, that eagle was like Zhao Yun. And his own inappropriate feelings are like arrows. After all, it was going to hinder Zhao Yun. So, when he saw the black eagle soaring up and disappearing without a trace, when he hadn't properly put his disordered mind in place, when he hadn't really clarified this feeling, he had already decided to let go.

Only by letting go is the best explanation for Zhao Yun and himself.

Only by getting rid of this undeserved affection can he curb his distracting thoughts in time.

- Actually, he never thought he would like a man. is still a masculine and handsome man without femininity. He doesn't know when it was planted. Maybe it was day after day, that person seemed to never abandon the general care and care, maybe it was the hope in the heart, gradually falling into reality, from the initial admiration to admiration, or maybe as early as the moonlight outside the city gate, when I met that person again, I had a very special feeling.

Before today, he deeply believed in his heart that what he liked must be a delicate and beautiful woman. It is impossible to be interested in a hard-handed man. But Zhao Yun became an accident.

Maybe he liked it before he was held hostage by the Montenegrin army. Otherwise, he wouldn't be so dependent on him, and he would always think of him whenever he was in danger, otherwise, how could he hook his neck, laugh and be naughty, and deliberately stab Zhang Yan. It's ridiculous that he actually ridiculed others in his heart at that time. also spoke lightly, and talked about love so superficially and plainly.

If the feeling is really so light and plain, then what is the surging and heavy lead in his heart at this moment?

The feeling of worrying for Zhao Yun was so nervous and sour, and when it touched his gentle and smiling gaze, it was so sweet and dizzy.

The feeling of heart-pounding is stronger than ever.

No matter how ignorant he was, he suddenly realized.

He couldn't remember how he felt about his first love in his previous life, but he was sure that his feelings for Zhao Yun were much stronger. When the muddy love silk was revealed, he suddenly looked like a drowning person, annihilated by the overwhelming heartbeat. There was a "buzz" in my mind, and there was a blank space. The warm feeling of rootlessness and source in my heart suddenly found a home.

He cared about and throbbed Zhao Yun like never before.

However, this kind of feeling is not visible. At the moment of Qi Han's epiphany, he had decided to concentrate on collecting it, and even forced it to forget.

What is the saddest thing in the world?

It's just that he found out that he was in love with someone, but he had to immediately wield a sword and cut his love thread. Let him go forever.

Even this person is an unparalleled existence in this world.

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Qi Han hurried his horse to go, covered in sweat, and ran at the front of the team. Beside him, Lu Bu's red rabbit horse was fiercely facing the wind.

He didn't understand why his heart was still sullen and painful even though he had already made a decision, as if he had been forcibly pulled out of a piece of something, empty, sour and uncomfortable.

Zhao Yun straddled the Jade Snow Dragon and followed closely behind, his eyes narrowed slightly, staring thoughtfully at Qi Han's back.

What happened to him?

He would never leave himself alone without saying a word. Why are there so many abnormalities today, as if you want to deliberately distance yourself from yourself?

Zhao Yun's eyes sank slightly, and he glanced at Lu Bu, who was close to Qi Han's galloping horse, and his eyebrows gradually condensed.

Everyone rode horses and galloped, the scenery along the way was wonderful, Qi Hanxiang was not a person with a small personality and long-term grievances, he had made up his mind, so he forcibly relaxed his mind. The depression in my heart gradually dissipated, and I only felt that the surrounding scenery was open and magnificent, compared to the warmth and delicacy of the south, there was a different taste-

The flow of the Yi River is wide, the water waves are ten thousand, the surrounding hills and mountains are surrounded by arches, the rift valley is magnificent; the red stone cliff is steep in overhang, the red mountain soil is as hard as a stone; the trees on the cliff are towering to the sky, and the sun is covered by the clouds. A large ginkgo tree, dozens of meters high, born between the poplars, golden and lush, one branch outstanding.

Qi Lu and the two horses slowed down, and everyone was also in front of them, Chen Gong saw Qi Han looking at the tree, so he said: "This wood is planted by Emperor Xuan's Prime Minister Pingxi Hou Yu Manqian, his father is honest in the world, he is determined to be peaceful, and he is very clear in prison, and he has the reputation of the blue sky among the people. In his later years, he took care of this tree here, saw things and thought about his son, and was buried here when he was old, and there was a cemetery over there. ”

Qi Han obeyed what he hoped would pass, and saw a large tomb, with a forest of steles, and a small ancestral hall that was dilapidated and solemn. Standing steeply in the wilderness, majestic and lonely, as if telling the endless vicissitudes of time.

I couldn't help but feel a touch of emotion in my heart, what about leaving my name in history?

Lu Bu suddenly said: "Qi Han likes this wood, then go to the Ginkgo Ancient Plum Garden on the outskirts of the city." ”

The place he said is one of the best places to enjoy the scenery in Tancheng, with a large area of wild ginkgo standing upright, and falling trees like snow. Although it was late autumn, you could still see the golden and endless fallen leaves. Enjoying the scenery and drinking in it is also a beautiful thing for the literati. But in the past, the ministers and gentry were invited, but Lu Bu never went.

The eight strong generals listened to Lu Bu's words, and they all looked at each other. Chen Gong glanced at Qi Han, but did not speak.

There was still a long way to go from here, and Lu Bu seemed to be reluctant to go back to the city, but wanted to detour through it.

But seeing Qi Han shook his head and said, "I appreciate Wen Hou's kindness." But I don't want to enjoy the scenery today. ”

Zhao Yun listened, his eyebrows moved slightly, and he looked at him deeply. But I don't know where the extremely faint sorrow in Qi Han's eyes comes from, and I only feel an incomprehensible irritability surging in my heart.

Chen Gong thought that Qi Han was humble and had vision, and knew that there were important matters to discuss in Xuzhou City, so he was reluctant to go, so he couldn't help but look at him approvingly, and his face was a little gloomy.

Everyone bypassed the east side of the red stone cliff, and saw a waterfall under the peak like a jade dragon hanging in the air, rolling down. The white water poured into the unusually clear pool. To the east of the waterfall, the small ginkgo forest wears golden armor, flashes with dazzling golden light, flutters down in the north wind, is heroic and dignified; at the west end of the spring pond, it is a large piece of wolfberry willow, lush and verdant, and can not see the edge at a glance.

At sunset, several peasant men and women were playing mountains and rivers by the spring pond, some picked up mountain springs to drink and irrigate the fields, and some carried water home to make rice. A few men ran away with their hands and feet, but the village woman and the old man shouted "the military master spares his life", and when they fled, they rolled and crawled, so as not to be a wolf.

Seeing this, the elite cavalry laughed loudly, and some even took out bows and arrows to shoot, pretending to kill them, and the arrows flew into the air, grazing the peasants' trousers, and frightening them to turn over on their backs, crying and screaming, and fleeing without a trace.

Lu Bu didn't care, turned over and dismounted, jumped on the pond stone, took a sip of the clear mountain spring with his big hand, and praised Ganwei.

Everyone dismounted, and they all came forward to try and frolic, and the horses were all placed in the stream downstream to drink for themselves.

Qi Han washed his face with water, only to feel refreshed, and couldn't help but walk upstream, standing beside Lu Bu, reached out and took a handful of turbulent springs on the cliff and tasted it, secretly smacking his lips, it was indeed sweet. But he no longer drank it, because in ancient times the plague was rampant, and he generally did not drink unboiled water.

Just as he was about to get the sweat and blood water bladder, Zhao Yun walked up and handed his water bladder over: "Your noon will be empty, drink mine." ”

Qi Han was slightly stunned, remembering that there was such a thing.

In the past few days, he has been riding with Zhao Yun, and he often drinks all the cold boiled water in his bag, and he wants to drink Zhao Yun's. There was nothing wrong with it, but his mood changed at the moment, and he suddenly felt awkward.

He frowned, lowered his eyes and was about to take it, but Lu Bu untied a deer skin bag from his waist and handed it over: "The water is light and tasteless." You taste the mare's milk from my homeland. ”

Qi Han raised his head in surprise, and met the eyes of Zhao Yun and Lu Bu at the same time.

Both of them stretched out their arms, each carrying a water bladder, and their eyes were earnest, but they did not look at each other.

He felt a little embarrassed.

Immediately without thinking about it, he took the bag from Lu Bu's hand, opened the stopper, and took a sip.

Sweet, slightly sour, it seems to have undergone some special fermentation process, and has a light taste of wine mash, but it is not difficult to drink.

Zhao Yun was stunned and looked at Qi Han without blinking.

Qi Han didn't react, he didn't seem to be able to see himself at all, his face was cold, and he picked up his skin and drank it.

Zhao Yun was stunned for a while, retracted his hand, turned to leave, and walked towards his Jade Snow Dragon.

Qi Han's brows furrowed almost invisibly.

How could he not feel Zhao Yun's surprise? But he no longer dared to rely on this person, and even accepted Zhao Yun's wholehearted care. Now that he has decided to let go, he has decided to be only brothers with Zhao Yun, so he can no longer be treated specially, relying too much on him, making himself fall deeper into it, and finally misleading himself and others.

He forcibly forced himself not to look at the figure of Zhao Yun leaving, and returned his attention to the mare's milk in his hand.

Water and horse milk seem to represent two very different personalities.

One is like Zhao Yun, indifferent and silent, and the other is like Lu Bu, who gives people a warm and straightforward impression.

Qi Han smacked his lips, facing Lu Bu's earnest and shining gaze, as if waiting for tasting and praise, he took another sip.

When I drank it, I felt a slight burning sensation, but after entering my throat, it released energy warmly in my stomach, and in an instant, my blood and qi surged up, and my spirit was lifted.

"Good stuff. Qi Han praised sincerely, smiled slightly, and handed the skin bag back.

Qi Han had just washed his face, and a few strands of wet hair on his sideburns were dripping with water, and his muscles were brighter than snow. The bright sun shines on the pond water, sparkling, colorful, gorgeous, and the water waves are reflected in his eyes, under the sun, his eyes are as clear as black jade, his lips are full of white milk stains, and his red lips are lightly curled, and Lu Bu is stunned.